There was something wrong with my past life

"Speaking of which, he is really a big liar. He started lying to me from the first time we met, saying that his name was Sun Bai. Later, when I was out of danger at Jiri Temple, when I was about to go to him to repay the debt of saving my life, But I learned that Sun Bai was dead and there were no bones left. At that moment, I felt like I had lost my soul. It was also the first time in my life that I knew that tears can be so bitter. In order to lay the foundation for him, I used the coat he put on me when he left. A tomb was erected, and it was decided that he would be accompanied by his companions forever, wearing sackcloth, mourning, offering incense and keeping vigil at the funeral... Master Nangong Hao, do you think it is abominable for such a liar to lie as soon as we meet him?"

Ning Ye, who was quietly being a listener, felt extremely embarrassed when she heard such a question.

"Well... I think maybe he had his own difficulties at that time, so he used a false name to deceive you." Ning Ye defended himself as his third brother Nangong Ritian.

As a person involved, he naturally knew the truth of that day.

At the beginning, the reason why he used the pseudonym of Sun Bai to deceive Dongfang Qingyue, who was the sword-bearing elder of the Dao League, did have his own considerations and difficulties. Who made her appear so domineering and cold, and because he had no knowledge of the mysterious thing called the Dao League. The organization knew nothing about it, and was afraid that it would be discovered that she was a monk on the way to becoming a monk. If she was discovered, she might be locked up in a dark room by the Taoist Alliance, or she might be put in the shoes because of her non-cooperation.

So he reported the name of Sun Bai, who had a grudge against him.

Hearing Ning Ye's excuse, Dongfang Qingyue didn't say anything else, but continued to narrate: "What I never expected was that just a few days later, I would be at the home of Master Chu Ran. , I saw him again, alive and healthy. At first, I thought there was some monster pretending to be him to confuse me. I drew my sword in anger, but when he said those words that made me unable to After refuting the evidence, I knew that he in front of me was real... But what I never expected was that even though we had reunited, this big liar was not prepared to tell me his true identity. Instead, he claimed that there was an old man's name in the ring. It’s really abominable to deceive me with a reason! Over and over again, am I really that easy to deceive?”

Ning Ye's face turned red. The so-called irrefutable evidence Dongfang Qingyue said was naturally referring to the green lotus mark on her chest.

He never thought that when he was healing her that day, he accidentally saw something he shouldn't have seen, and the special mark he glimpsed would actually save his life when they met again a few days later. This kind of fate is really wonderful.

As for the drama about the old man in the ring, it was really forced by the situation, and she was afraid that she would be stabbed to death by knowing the truth.

In response to Dongfang Qingyue's last question, Ning Ye had something he was holding back in his heart, not knowing whether to say it or not. He really wanted to nod and tell her in front of him that she was the most deceived person he had ever seen in his life. What could he say? She didn't believe anything. If she wasn't a gentleman, he would have lied to her at least thirteen times in one night.

Of course, these words can only be thought in the mind and must never be spoken out.

"Later, after an unexpected reunion with him, I experienced many, many things with him, and experienced many emotions that I had never experienced before. For the first time, I felt that I was alive. As long as I stayed with him , even if I don’t do anything, my heart will feel warm and comfortable. At that time, I didn’t know what this kind of emotion in my heart was called, and thought it was just an ordinary friendship. But now, I think I already know the real answer. !”

Dongfang Qingyue raised her head and looked at Ning Ye, who was pretending to be Nangong Ritian, with an extremely complicated look: "I like Ning Ye, the kind that wants to be his wife and be with him for the rest of my life. !”

Although she already knew the final answer and who the person she said she liked was.

But when their eyes met, and he looked at the touching luster in her eyes, Ning Ye felt as if he had been hit by a heavy hammer for a moment, his mind went blank and his chest felt tight.

Looking at the man in front of her, she continued: "I never thought that liking someone would be so painful. These days, I have been avoiding contact with him because I clearly understand that in myself, I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself when I see him and say these words. I am even more afraid of getting a rejection answer. In the end, I will not even be able to make friends. I have always been afraid to avoid it, but Now I understand, if I never dare to move forward because I am afraid of getting the answer, then I will live with regrets for the rest of my life!"

"If I had never met him in my life, then I would naturally have no objection to accepting the fate of marriage arranged by my family. But now I really don't want to, because I know that I only have this life, and I cannot give the rest of my life generously to someone I don't love!"

"So... Master Nangong Hao, Ning Ye is your sworn brother. You two should know each other well. So, can Qingyue ask you a question... Has Ning Ye ever liked me?"

Dongfang Qingyue looked at the person in front of her intently and asked this question that was deep in her heart.

Unexpectedly, she would suddenly ask this question, and Ning Ye was at a loss.

This is really unscientific. When asking Nangong Ritian, his fiancé, if other men have ever liked him, does he think Nangong Ritian’s head is not green enough?

Well, with Nangong Ritian’s unique and unique personality, he wouldn’t be angry even if he was cheated on, and he would probably just set off firecrackers excitedly.

But now the question comes. How should she answer this question?

"It should... maybe... I think... I... I don't know." After holding it in for a long time, Ning Ye finally came up with such a plausible answer.

Just now Dongfang Qingyue said that it was because of fear that she had been escaping in recent days, but Ning Ye herself was not the same and did not dare to face her true heart.

"Since Mr. Nangong Hao doesn't know, let's forget it. It's getting late, so we'd better go back early."

Dongfang Qingyue did not show her attitude towards this answer, but directly said that it was getting late and she had to go back.

Ning Ye felt like she was being pardoned and quickly nodded in agreement. Even though she was here as her third brother Nangong Ritian, the pressure of hearing Dongfang Qingyue confide her feelings to her through the air was too much.

On the way back, the eastern green moon facing the moonlight showed a happy smile from a position that Ning Ye could not see.

Since he hesitates...it means that in his heart, he doesn't have nothing. If you really don't care, you won't show such an attitude at all, just say no.

Others couldn't see it, but how could Dongfang Qingyue, who had lived together under the same roof for so many years, not see that the Nangong Ritian in front of her was not herself at all, but Ning Ye's disguise?

However, she did not expose it, but took advantage of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to overcome her inner fear and reveal her feelings to him in disguise.

Even if you fail, you can treat it as nothing happened, and you can give up completely. There were some things she didn't say because she was afraid that she would never have the courage to say them out in her life.

Those words were truly a confession to Ning Ye.

And the confession result is also very satisfying.