There’s Always a Paranoid Staring at Me

"Ai Qing, I'm going to buy books and pens after school, are you going?"

"I'm not going." Bai Key hurriedly packed his schoolbag, looking very anxious, "I asked the monitor to go to Starbucks to do my homework."

Bai Key smiled at her: "I made an appointment a long time ago, didn't I tell you? I didn't tell you, then I may have forgotten."

"But it's not too late to tell you now, are you going?" Bai Key raised his eyebrows, "Just in time, I invited you to drink, what would you like to drink?"

"You..." "White Key" would like to ask, do you still have contact in private after that day? But after hesitating for a while, he finally opened his mouth, but was interrupted by Bai Key's fuss.

"Ah!" Bai Key exclaimed, as if he suddenly remembered something important, and shouted, "Don't get me wrong, I'm not what you think, I'm not The grades are too bad, and the family is unhappy, so I just mentioned it casually, and Xiaoyi said to help me make up the class."

How could such a loner Yan Yi inexplicably offer to help you make up the lesson? "Bai Key" even thought about how Bai Key was entangled, forcing Yan Yi to agree screen.

"Then you...you call her Xiao..." With that intimate address, "Bai Key" couldn't be called out, she said with a wry smile, "The relationship between you is really good, when did it become So good, I don't even know."

"Bai Key packed up his things, threw his schoolbag on the table, and said with a smile, "Xiaoyi is a good person, don't think about it too much, I don't mean that to her, if you don't go, I'll do it first in a hurry." Let's go, I'll accompany you to the stationery store next time."

You asked and I haven't received my answer yet, how do you know I won't go, you don't want me to go.

"White Key" looked at the back of her hurriedly leaving, her fingernails had to be pinched into her palms, but the pain was far less than the pain in her heart.

She probably doesn't like Yan Yi much, and it's not just once or twice that what she wants is taken away so easily, it's time to get used to it.

But Yan Yi is different.

Happy to watch from afar.

But suddenly she was about to be acquired by another...a person she knew well, who refused to accept it. She was unwilling to rise up. She really couldn't swallow the breath that was blocked in her chest.

"White Key" packed up his things and quietly followed.

She is shining brightly.

She had the courage to confess after the college entrance examination, but she was like a punctured balloon, slipped out and collapsed.

She lingered outside the door for three or four hours, waiting from the setting sun to wearing the stars and wearing the moon, and then the two came out talking and laughing.

Bai Key jumped and jumped, and the ponytail behind her swayed lively one after the other, she took Yan Yi's arm, raised her face and smiled arrogantly. ,

Yan Yi probably couldn't stand her enthusiasm and felt a little uncomfortable, but she didn't break free of her hand, and even occasionally looked at her with eyes full of warmth and doting.

From behind, the two are clearly a couple in love.

more, more carefully.

It's like a thorn stuck in the heart, it hurts terribly, but I can't help pressing it down, wanting to hurt more, to remind myself that I'm still alive, not a walking dead, or... living people.

"Bai Key!" Bai Key turned back inadvertently, and out of the corner of his eye saw "Bai Key" who was lost and wandering the streets like a wild ghost. She bumped into, "Didn't you already go back, why are you still here? Even if you go to the stationery store, you don't take this road. Ah? What's wrong with you, why are your eyes red? What happened?"

Bai Key grabbed her arm and asked loudly and exaggeratedly, "Is something wrong at home?"

Yan Yi heard the sound, turned around with her, and saw the state of "white key" at the moment, her eyes sank.

This time, the "white key" sensitively caught a flash of impatience in her eyes, like a heavy punch hitting the heart, the whole person was stunned, and the ear only All that was left was the rumbling humming.

She is despising herself, why? Does she feel that she disturbs her and others' good things, or is she simply disgusting herself like everyone else, or - Ai Qing has already told her that she likes her, and she feels that it is a shame to be liked by herself?

& nbsp; Help you out..."

"Sorry, I can't treat you to dinner today, you go back first." Bai Key turned around and said to Yan Yi embarrassedly, "I'll send her back first."

Yan Yi looked at her tough posture holding "Bai Key" to keep the other party away, frowned slightly, pursed her lips and said, "It's so late, I'll take you off."

Bai Key waved his hand: "No, no, let's go." At that time, you won't have to go home alone, such a beautiful girl, I don't worry.

Even if something happens, I have to let you happen.

But Yan Yi insisted, she said, "No, do you want to go back alone later? I'm not worried."

If Yan Yi didn't leave, Bai Key couldn't drive her away. She looked at her with some embarrassment, and then looked at "Bai Key", just not knowing what to do, "Bai Key" suddenly pushed He drove her away, took a deep look at the two of them, turned around and ran away quickly.

"Hey, don't run, what's the matter?" Bai Yue wanted to chase after him, but Yan Yi grabbed his arm and reminded him, "Slow down, don't run, be careful to fall ."

When Bai Keyu looked back at her, "Bai Key" had already run away, and he couldn't catch up.

Bai Key asked worriedly, "What happened to her? Are you okay?"

Yan Yi looked at the direction in which "Bai Key" ran away, and reassured: "It's okay, such an adult, can something go wrong? If you have something to say, I just said it."

Bai Key pretended to say: "Little Key is the kind of character who doesn't like to go out and talk, she... ah, I know she is difficult, but she doesn't talk about it, others just want to help. Getting started, and she often doesn't let anyone help, I feel annoyed if I ask too much, so I don't know if she's polite or really doesn't need it."

Yan Yi said: "Don't think too much. Since she doesn't want to say it, she can't force it. It's a matter of her own thoughts. If she thinks about it, it will be fine."

Bai Key: "Yeah, if she wants to open up and change her way of life, how can she be so tired." However, you tell a person who can't be happy, you have to be happy Get up, what's the point.

Already tired of living, and even more tired by pretending to be happy.

Yan Yi interrupted Bai Key's thoughts and said, "Let's go, I'll take you back first."

Bai Key instantly left the matter of "Bai Key" behind, and laughed heartlessly: "Okay."

She raised her head and asked, "I take up so much of your time every day, will you find me annoying?"

Yan Yi saw that she didn't look embarrassed at all, but she was very arrogant, and asked: "What do you think?"

Bai Key rolled her eyes and said with a smile: "I think if you think I'm annoying, you must have said it, and if you didn't say it, I'll assume you're not annoying. "

Yan Yi looked forward to the long shadow dragged by the street lamp next to each other, turned her head to the bright face that was smiling at her, and said nothing.

On the second day, Bai Jiao went to school very early because she knew that someone was waiting for her.

Sure enough, she came to the classroom second, and the first one was "White Key".

"Are you all right yesterday? Didn't you say you went shopping? Why didn't you go back so late and didn't ask any questions? It really surprised me." I didn't let it go, so I made a slap in the face of concern, "I didn't call me back when I went back, which made me worry all night."

"Bai Key" stared straight at her, and Bai Key's heart was furious: "Why are you looking at me like this?" She reached out to touch "Bai Key", but was hid Opened, "You, are you alright, what's wrong with this?"

"White Key" has a calm voice, without any ups and downs: "I told you."

Bai Key was dumbfounded: "Huh?"

"I said I like her, why, why do you still do this?"

Bai Key suddenly came back to her senses: "Oh, you are talking about the monitor, I know you like her, what's wrong with me, I didn't do anything."

"What are you doing?" "Bai Key" laughed coldly, his eyes turning red, "What else do you want to do?"

"Why, seeing my secret love so hard, but you can easily get the attention of the other party, are you very proud and have a unique sense of achievement? What do you want to do, let me verify your Charming?"

Bai Key's expression was calm, not embarrassed at all, she shook her head; "I don't."

You started doing this after her? Ai Qing, I treat you as a friend, what do you think of me? Is it a joke? "

Bai Key chuckled and said, "Yes! Isn't it just a joke."

System: "?!"

The system hurriedly interrupted her and said, "You are crazy, the point of life and death has not yet come, what are you provoking her to do?"

Bai Key asked: "You think you are a joke, I must take you as a joke too."

She looked up and down the "white key", her voice was no longer pretentious, and said coldly: "I can't stand you for a long time, you are gentle and generous, mature and steady, good character, fake A batch, hahaha, you treat me as a friend? What a big joke."

"Bai Key" didn't seem to expect her to tear her face suddenly, and was stunned for a moment: "What do you mean? I didn't offend you before, did you...why do you do this to me?"

"What do I mean? I want to ask you what you mean." Bai Key asked coldly, "Do you know what a friend is? How do you treat me as a friend?"

"Friend? It's a joke, we didn't have a good relationship, it all depends on me shameless! If I don't take the initiative to find you, you will never remember me as a person, why are you afraid of disturbing me, but you are disturbing Let’s try it out. You will help anyone who asks you for help, even if it’s inconvenient. What’s the matter? You owe him a thank you and you become a goddess, right? Are you considerate? Are you willing to help others? Are you thinking about other people? No, neither of you, you just don't care!"

"I beg you, you live like a living creature, are you still a friend? Still like it? Whether it's me or Yan Yi, you don't care, you don't even care about yourself."

"Please, you don't take yourself seriously, why ask others to take you seriously." After Bai Key finished speaking, he shook his head, as if he didn't want to talk to her at all, "Oh , I forgot, you didn't ask others to take you seriously, hehe."

Bai Key threw his schoolbag and walked out of the classroom, completely turning his face with the task object.

The system didn't know whether she was completing the task or was really out of control. After a long silence, she said, "The point of life and death is approaching, do you remember how you... died?"

"How did I die, can I still forget it?" Bai Key looked normal, and replied in a light voice, "I was in a trance after being hit by a car."

System: "..." Then you can still stimulate her? Aren't you afraid that if she can't think of it, she will just kill herself?

Bai Key smiled: "Don't worry, I have the bottom line." Afraid that the system would not believe it, he added, "Desensitization treatment, I not only want to save her this time, I also want to let her She will be fine in the future. You don't want to save her this time. It hasn't been two years. If you make a slight mistake, she will disappear again. Believe me, I know her best."

That's right, but the system always feels that something is not right.

…

Bai Key and the task object "Bai Key" completely broke up. Until the end of the college entrance examination, the two met unexpectedly outside the examination room.

"Bai Key" held the stationery bag and saw Bai Key from a distance, his face was unnatural for a moment, he turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Bai Key, "Wait!"

Bai Key trotted to catch up: "How was the test?"

"White Key" said uncomfortably, "It's okay."

"I know it." Bai Key smiled, "I was afraid that the quarrel would affect your study, but after thinking about it, you have a strong purpose, and nothing can affect anyone. Your general direction, sure enough."

"White Key": "..." How do I feel that you are scolding me.

"Tomorrow is the last meeting of the class, you can go or not." Before waiting for the other party to answer, Bai Key smiled and cut off her words, "No way, it's the last time, even if I think it's a waste of time to show up."

Bai Key just like the quarrel before it happened, put his hand on her shoulder very naturally, and said affectionately: "Besides, don't you still want to confess, if you don't come tomorrow, later There is no chance to meet again. I just have something to say to you."

The rat is different, as long as you wave casually, no matter how big the conflict is, others will immediately join in regardless of the past.

It's a pity that she is not one of her followers. "Bai Key" is still very concerned about Bai Key's revelation that day, she doesn't want to associate with this person who is completely opposite to her. , I just want to hurry up for the college entrance examination, quickly cut off contact with everyone, and start my new life again.

"Bai Key" didn't give an accurate answer either, he was about to leave after a few words of greeting, and when he turned around, he saw Yan Yi walking towards him.

Bai Key raised his hand exaggeratedly and swayed left and right, not only the squad leader, but also the eyes of others.

"Bai Key" was already uncomfortable when she was looked at by strangers. She admired Bai Key's ability to act as a demon and the thickness of his face in the public.

What she didn't expect was that Yan Yi, who is so reserved and cold, didn't feel ashamed of her, and even cooperated very well, smiling at her.

The raised foot of "Bai Key" fell again, mainly because she was thinking about separation, and wanted to have more intersection with Yan Yi.

Yan Yi naturally stood beside Bai Key and nodded with "Bai Key" as a greeting.

She looked at "White Key" with a strange look, she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say it.

Bai Key greeted warmly, "We finally finished the exam, we are going to have a feast to treat ourselves, are you going?"

The places they go to are either rich or expensive, and the price of a dish is enough to eat for a day or even two or three days.

It's just a meal, you can clearly see the gap between the two classes, "Bai Key" laughed at himself: "No, I still have something to do, I'll go back first."

Bai Key stopped and said, "The exams are over, and there is no need to go back to study. If you have anything to do, let's go together." After a while, she added, "I'll treat you to eat with confidence. !"

"White Key": "..." I didn't want to go because I was afraid of losing face in a high-end restaurant, and now I can't go.

She didn't want Bai Key to treat guests, either because of face, or simply because she didn't want to be associated with these people who were not of the same class as her.

"No, I really have something to do, I'll go first." "Bai Key" anxiously wanted to leave, but someone just wouldn't let her go, "What about tomorrow, you'll be there for sure tomorrow Well, I have something to tell you."

I'm afraid that I can't say it myself, the other party will say I'll pay you for work, you can come, immediately nod in response, and cut off the words that the white key has already said.

Bai Key choked, and changed his mouth to say: "Okay, then I'll wait for you, but don't let me dove."

"Bai Key" couldn't help rolling his eyes and refuted: "When will I let you go?"

Yes, you haven't spared anyone's pigeons, and you won't be angry with anyone. You don't care about anything.

Bai Key shrugged: "Just to remind, why are you reacting so much?"

System: "..." How did the task object endure not to hit people.