The Crucifixion Cross

What she didn't realize was that at that moment, the glass on the window sill reflected a pale golden light...

"If you continue like this, you'll catch a cold..."

Following this helpless and pitiful exhortation, the body leaning against the window sill was hugged in a slightly tyrannical way, and then, a burst of familiar warmth suddenly came from behind - that was, Su Fei's body the warmth.

"--Eh?"

With a small exclamation, the slender and powerful arms crossed the girl's shoulders and gently hugged her in his arms.

What I felt behind was no longer the feeling of emptiness after leaving the wall, but the same feeling as that night, being held in Su Fei's arms.

In just the blink of an eye, the irritability and restlessness that made Qiyana uncomfortable and speechless before suddenly disappeared.

Instead, there is a deep sense of peace of mind...

While relaxing her body, she also emptied her mind. Qiyana no longer fretted over those annoying things, she just exhaled lightly, and leaned gently in Su Fei's arms in compliance with the warm sense of security.

At the corner of the girl's mouth, there was a sweet smile that couldn't be restrained.

Hua Ling’s words: After waking up, as expected, I saw that the collection exceeded [-]~ Congratulations to myself~

However, because it is in the middle of May instead of the end of April, the reward will definitely not be open, because I will be very, very busy, and I will go to the company to go to work after I am done, so future updates will still be the same as before, and I am in a normal mood If you are in a good mood and inspired, you can update twice~

Chapter 18. I am willing

Su Fei rested her chin on the girl's slender shoulders, tightened her thin body in her arms, and asked softly:

"Can't sleep?"

Ears and temples rubbed together, warm breath gently brushed the crystal earlobe, bringing a strange tingling feeling that itch to the bone.

Qiyana's body trembled uncontrollably, her mouth opened slightly, and a low moan almost escaped from her lips.

The moment she noticed her gaffe, the girl's delicate fair face was dyed with a shy blush in the blink of an eye, making her look extraordinarily attractive.

She couldn't help turning her head slightly, and only looked at Su Fei on the French window from the corner of her eyes, and stammered:

"It's, it's okay... It's not particularly uncomfortable, it's just..."

"Just a little scared?" Su Fei said softly, "I'm afraid that I won't find Siegfried, and I'm afraid that hope will turn into disappointment again..."

"No..." Kiyana shook her head, hesitated to speak, "I was wondering if I..."

Am I being abandoned by my father...?

Qiyana didn't say this, but her abnormal behavior made Su Fei realize that his girl had actually found out what he and Lei Nuo wanted to keep from her—it wasn't that she couldn't find it by herself. to Siegfried, but Siegfried was unwilling to be found by her.

Even though the result is exactly the same, it feels completely different.

The former will only make Kiyana blame herself for not working harder, but the latter... the blow it caused to Kiyana is devastating.

If it wasn't for the existence of Su Fei that made Qiyana find a new spiritual sustenance, maybe the moment she realized this, Qiyana would have collapsed?

The feeling of being abandoned by the one and only loved one, the depression that all the efforts in the past have been wasted, the indescribable loneliness of 'I am the only one left in the world'...

Just thinking about it, Su Fei couldn't help but want to shiver.

Fortunately, before she really realized the cruel truth, Qiyana met Su Fei.

Boy Meets Girl, the first time a boy knows what "like" is, and the girl is finally no longer alone.

won't leave you alone--

This is the oath Su Fei made to Qiyana.

Ordinary people only say 'a promise is a thousand pieces of gold', but how can a truly eternal vow be compared with any foreign things?

Su Fei is looking forward to, one day, maybe Qiyana will lean in his arms and ask him how far is the eternal distance coquettishly, and he will smile slightly and tell her with a long kiss, forever The distance is as far away as he loves her...

Very gross, right?

Sweet and boring, right?

You can't stop the goosebumps, can you?

However, this is the future in Su Fei's fantasy, and this is the world he expected.

and so--

"Won't leave you alone again—"

Once again, Su Fei repeated her oath.

"What has happened, I can't change it, but at least, I hope that my existence can make you... so that you will no longer be as lonely as before."

Su Fei didn't look at Qiyana's expression on the floor-to-ceiling window, he just hugged the girl tightly and said softly in a gentle voice:

"When you are sad, you can find someone who can share your sorrow; Came behind quietly, patted your shoulder lightly, and then silently covered you under the umbrella while you were not paying attention; after returning home, what greeted you was not the dark and empty porch, but the warm lights of the living room, and a sentence The ear has long heard the cocoon's 'back?'..."

Saying that, Su Fei frowned suddenly.

He felt that what he said was terrible, even incoherent, without any neatness, and he didn't use any particularly beautiful rhetoric. It was not at all the demeanor that a liberal arts university bully should have, but...

Su Fei just wanted to say.

I just want to speak incoherently and intermittently to my favorite person, using the simplest and most sincere words, little by little.

Companionship is the longest confession of love, and it is also the most precious gift that Su Fei can give to Qiyana.

"When you are lonely, someone can talk to you. If you are bored, you can also be quiet for a while. No one says anything to each other. You just sit back to back and feel each other's temperature. That feeling is Very good... when you are happy, you can laugh and play together, and when you are sad, you can hug each other and cry like a dog. Although it is very embarrassing, it feels really good..."

Exhaling lightly, Su Fei slowly closed her eyes, buried her head deeply in the girl's shoulder socket, and murmured dreamily:

"When everyone is busy, even if you don't even have the strength to say 'good night' on the phone, just listening to the sound of the other person's breathing on the phone, you will feel very at ease...I will feel that by my side, And you-"

Su Fei opened his mouth, wanting to continue, but he always felt that the current self might say something...not so suitable.

After all, he and Kiyana had only known each other for a few days.

Although the two have experienced a lot together in the past few days, and there is some love at first sight between them, but those words... Should they really be said at this time?

Su Fei hesitated.

Just like last night, when he finally put that light kiss on the girl's forehead.

However, this time, Su Fei did not choose to swallow the unfinished words. Instead, after a brief hesitation, she took a deep breath, and whispered in Kiana's ear, word by word. :

"—Would you like that kind of life?"

Will you marry me?

The shy Su Fei finally chose another way to say this sentence.

However, what greeted him was a long silence...

As time passed, the excitement in Su Fei's heart gradually calmed down.

Instead, it is unspeakable bitterness and self-deprecation.

was rejected...

Sure enough, they proposed after only a few days of acquaintance, how could they be accepted...

The lines of the marriage proposal are not decent at all, they are completely thought of and said now, without thinking at all...

How could such a rotten marriage proposal be accepted...

Bai Yu Su Fei, Bai Yu Su Fei, are you too inflated?

Su Fei laughed at herself in her heart.

However, just as he was thinking about how to smooth things over, a little warmth moistened the corners of his lips.

salty...

Is it... tears?

Kiyana... crying?

Su Fei was taken aback, and subconsciously wanted to raise his head to see what happened to Qiyana, but just as soon as he moved his head, he was pushed back by a strong force.

Before Su Fei could figure out what was going on, Qiyana's crying voice reached his ears:

"Don't, don't look up! Don't look!"

Sobbing, choking, trembling slightly - despite such an unsteady voice, the determination in Qiyana's words has been completely felt by Su Fei.

Su Fei, who understood what was happening, nestled peacefully on Qiyana's shoulder, and asked softly:

"Why don't you let me see?"

"Because... because I am ugly right now!" Where Su Fei couldn't see, Qiyana, who had already cried to the point of tears, bit her lip, trying her best not to give up the last point because of crying. As a girl's reserve, "If Su Fei sees me now, then you will definitely not like me anymore! You will definitely take back all those words! If that's the case... if that... then... I'll go back to you." I will become a person!"

"Idiot..." Su Fei closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said quietly, "How can you take back what you said..."

"I... I don't believe it!" The corners of Kiyana's mouth trembled uncontrollably. The violent conflict between emotion and reason made her lose the lonely beauty of "drinking alone under the moon", but it was even more fresh. Lively, "I'm really ugly now! It's ugly! If Su Fei saw it..."

Before Qiyana finished speaking, she was interrupted calmly by Su Fei:

"--Do you want to?"

Su Fei didn't realize that what she said was not actually used to respond to "that kind of life, would you like it?" 'do you like', but 'will you' used to answer 'will you marry me'.

However, it was the same for Qiyana, she didn't find anything wrong at all, she just replied in a daze, 'Huh? '.

"So, would you like to?"

Once again, Su Fei repeated:

"Will you stay by my side? Living that kind of life with me may not be particularly exciting and exciting, and it's not the same as the happy life in romantic dramas, but... the two of you go through those things together, and then , have been together... such a life, are you willing to accept it?"

"I……"

"If you say you don't want to, I'll cry, huh? I'll make all your clothes wet? It'll be worse than what you're doing now..."

Just now Su Fei interrupted Qiyana's words, but now, it was Su Fei's turn to be interrupted by Qiyana.

Before the words were finished, Qiyana, who was already crying, seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and said those three words aloud in a voice with a strong crying voice:

"I am willing!"

As if gaining strength from this sentence, Qiyana no longer thought about whether she was shy or not, ugly or not, and just kept repeating those three words——

"I would, I would, I would, I would, I would- um..."

Until, Su Fei, as if tired of hearing it, suddenly held Qiyana's head in his hands, and interrupted her "I do" with a kiss.

The last sound just turned into a shallow moan, flowing at the corners of the two's overlapping lips.

Sweet and warm.

Hua Ling’s words: I originally prepared the manuscript for tomorrow, but this chapter is so appropriate (today is the anniversary of the million harvest), so I gritted my teeth and posted it... I thought of several chapter names in my mind, such as "Accompanying is The longest love confession', 'the eternal distance' and so on, but after thinking about it, I think this is the best...

By the way, double updates for three consecutive days, isn't it unprecedented?

It's not too much to ask for a reward blade monthly ticket, right?

Chapter 19. When I get out, I will kill you all!

The next morning.

When Su Fei woke up from her sleep, the girl in her arms had disappeared.

He foolishly repeated the action of closing and opening his eyes, like a young man with amnesia who was dazzled by the sudden happiness and suddenly realized that everything was just a big dream.

However, even though the beloved in his arms had disappeared, the faint fragrance left on his lips still reminded him that everything that happened last night was not a dream, but a very real fact.

After confirming each other's hearts, we also exchanged our first kiss, even saying "I do"...

The relationship between the two can almost be regarded as lovers in a relationship.

However, missing those two most important words, I still feel something is wrong...

We who haven't said that to each other, can we really be regarded as lovers now?

Thinking about it, Su Fei suddenly regretted letting Qiyana go.

It's a pity that there is no medicine for regret in this world.

What happened in the past cannot be changed, so no matter how regretful Su Fei is, he can only helplessly look at the empty embrace and smile wryly - as early as midnight and early morning, Qiyana had already left Vienna and took a flight to Airplanes in the sky.

This trip to the Far East seems to be no different from what Kiyana has pursued in the past four years, but Su Fei knows that this time, Kiyana's goal is different.

If Qiyana just wanted to 'find Siegfried' before, then she now wants to get an 'answer' from Siegfried.