Black Cat Development Program

The passage was not very long, and after walking for a while, they came to a room in a private house.

The room leading to the alley was wide open, and it seemed to be Alice.

Where did Alice go?

It was still raining heavily outside, so I rushed out.

I saw Alice standing in the alley.

Iris stared at him, oblivious to the heavy rain.

In the darkness, Alice's snow-white skin was extraordinarily dazzling.

"Why did you run away?"

"I didn't escape, I just changed places. I don't like the smell there."

"Oh, you can't say that as a doctor."

Barely making an empty joke, the voice echoed in the alley.

"I was almost killed by someone other than you just now."

"You have to thank Fiona well."

"Are you going to kill me now?"

"how come."

"In the end, you still didn't fulfill my wish."

There is no way to kill her, and there is no way to treat her as an item.

"Do you still want to live freely?"

"of course."

"You really don't take me seriously. You don't know how much I value you and how much I want to be your thing."

How is this possible, how can ordinary people think about such things.

"Tell me, why do you want to be someone's thing so much, don't you want to live for yourself?"

"I don't want to at all, because I'm a puppet."

"Doll?"

"I can only act if someone tells me to."

The puppet in Alice's hand, with its illusory eyes sewn with thread, is looking at Li Le weakly.

"You know, I grew up in this place."

"Yes."

"However, it was only when I came to Lillium that I realized that the previous room was a prison but that room was the whole world to me."

I don’t know anything, I don’t know that there is sun, wind, and rain in this world. As long as I obey the orders every day, I will suffer. If I obey the orders, I will be praised, and if I do things other than the orders, I will be beaten.

Therefore, there is no need to consider other than obeying orders. "

Alice told her life lightly, as if explaining something.

"Understood, so I am a puppet, and I can only live by taking other people's orders, and I can't do anything else."

Li Le remembered what he had heard from Bernard before. When Bernard found out that Alice wanted to take her out of that room, Alice cried and screamed desperately.

That's because the education that Fuxu left from that room has penetrated into her whole body.

I'm afraid that the shackles on Alice's back are not the only ones.

"I don't hate Lillium. At that time, because I was dragged out, I often had nightmares and hallucinations. In severe cases, I would vomit several times a day."

"And, then you will have someone to give orders, and obeying other people's orders makes me feel at ease."

Alice has been taught to obey orders since she was a child. For her who has never had contact with the outside world, this is nothing more than a normal thing.

She never questioned it.

"However, you pulled me out, even if you helped me, I don't have any special feeling, to me it's just the joy of the owner.

"At that time, I only had one wish. I hope you can create an environment suitable for my life, however."

I don't need to say anything about it, her expression seemed to say so.

"At that time I wanted to be a normal person."

Alice nodded: "At that time, I was in great pain. The puppet couldn't walk on its own feet, but you told me to go."

"Let me stand on my own, let me think for myself, tell me to live for myself, I can't go out at all, I am afraid because of anxiety every day, even so, I gradually get used to it, thinking that I have become as ordinary as you said .

"But on that day, you abandoned me and said something to let me live freely. It felt like being thrown to the bottom of a well."

"I can't see anything, I can't hear anything, I don't want to think about anything, the darkness is as heavy as lead, and it pervasively fills my whole body with sensations."

"I'm so scared that I can't breathe, Li Le, hey, don't you understand?" Alice said slowly.

Li Le finally understands what kind of person she is, why she refuses to be free, and why she wants to treat her as an object.

Things you like, things you don't want, and your own will.

For ordinary people, it is the freedom of fine wine, but in Alice's eyes, it is poisonous.

"That's why I rely on you and beg you to keep me by your side. Everyone thinks I have a crush on you, but in the beginning I didn't have any likes or dislikes at all.

"You just want someone who can tie you down."

"No, because I can't live alone."

Simply put, because of the abnormal living environment, resulting in abnormal psychology and thinking, if you don't obey someone's order, you can't feel your own value.

If the owner does not play with him, the doll is useless.

No longer being owned by anyone, that is to say, the matter of being free is tantamount to death for a doll.

"After being abandoned by you, I have been trying my best to survive. It took me several years to finally become familiar with human life."

"However, just ten days ago, you suddenly said that you wanted to live with me, and you kept telling me to leave me aside. Why?"

"However, even so, I still hope that you might notice my intentions, but this time you are only causing me pain."

"Why, Li Le, you want to torture me like this, why do you lift me up to the sky and then throw me down heavily."

"I..." Speechless, everything he did was selfish, and he treated a poor and mentally troubled woman gently.

However, in Alice's eyes, it was all pain.

"Alice me."

"I don't need an apology, and I don't need common sense and being right."

Alice said: 'If you don't want to make me your thing, kill me here. '

The voice can no longer be conveyed to her, even if it is spoken, it cannot reach the bottom of her heart.

She continued intoxicated: "When you are going to kill me, I am very happy, because I have been looking forward to being dominated, and that feeling is great."

Alice smiled; "This is the so-called falling in love with someone. I am obviously a puppet, and I don't have the right to choose the owner."

Chapter 244

"Because of being treated like this by you, my mind is full of Li Le you."

Alice said: "Hehe, do you understand, this feeling, I hope you will destroy something hidden in my heart."

"That would definitely give me the best feeling."

Her voice sounded like she was singing, and her skin was red with excitement.

Paranoia, or fear, and some kind of complicated and mysterious disease.

The only one who can help Alice eliminate her fear is herself, so Alice has only herself in her mind.

She has always wanted to get her own attention, hoping to be owned by herself.

This reincarnation is reincarnated between Alice and herself. The most effective way to make a person suffer is food.

After starving several times, the person will swear loyalty to the person who gave him food.

And everything I have done just satisfies Alice's inner desire.

"All right."

Alice walked over; "I voted for Bernard, this matter should allow you to kill me."

She took another step closer and put the things in Li Le's hands.

To kill Alice by myself, to atone for the mess she made in her life?

No matter how much pain and difficulty was imposed on Alice in the past, it would be impossible to do it.

No matter how yearning it is for her.

"impossible."

Throw that thing away.

"why?"

"I don't want to kill you, I want to see you living a happy life."

The expectation is that Alice can change herself.

"Again, didn't you hear what I said?"

"heard it."

"In this case, you can fulfill me! I said, just fulfill me."

Alice's voice was distorted with sadness: "I can't help myself."

"If I don't, I'm going to break sooner or later."

Alice sat slumped on the ground, covered her face with her hands, and lowered her head deeply.

She was never treated as a person when she was a child, but after meeting Li Le, she finally became a person, but the way of life deeply engraved in her body did not allow her to do so.

But no matter what the madness became, Alice couldn't kill herself.

Since the doll doesn't have this function, she has to live regardless of the written form.

What will become of Alice's life?

Because her own shallowness undoubtedly increased her misfortune.

Will Alice be able to live alone in the future? What Alice needs urgently is someone who can understand her complicated background and past, and who can protect her from the sidelines.

Thinking of what happened more than ten days ago, Alice sought answers with the last trace of rationality left.

Although she was confused by how crazy she was, she never forgot to miss herself.

But what did I do, and I had the intention to kill.

However, what did Alice feel the night she turned to the style?

The feathers scattered all over the room, the feeling of collecting feathers, the feeling of being lost is still in the hand.

By firmly believing that I am getting Alice on the right track, it comes from my ridiculous agreement with my brother.

No matter how I deny the curse my brother released on me with my life, I feel tormented in my heart.

What I did to Alice was also a way to alleviate these pains.

So Alice is indispensable to me, is Alice the only one who can complete this task?

There are still doubts, is Alice definitely alive?

That guy also said that it doesn't matter who it is, as long as it is loved by someone.

At that time, she appeared in front of Alice, and Alice appeared in front of herself again.

This is not a fateful encounter that makes girls scream.

Some are just the fact that they met and the time they spent together.Although they didn't look directly at each other, they made contact, and at that moment, their lives that had nothing to do with this guy from the beginning became entangled.

If so, there is only one thing to do.