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"Then what exactly is it that keeps the city floating in the air?"

"As I said just now, I don't know anything about that kind of thing. I didn't lie."

"Don't make nasty jokes."

"It would be great if I could float cities in the air."

"Can you understand? When I knew that it was not the saint who floated the city in the air, I was in despair. When I knew why the saint existed, I was in despair."

The saint's eyes were moist.

"Wait, that's what it means."

"That's right, it wasn't the saint who floated the city in the air."

"I said stop lying."

"I did not lie."

"Don't be kidding!" Li Le couldn't believe it, but he was no longer angry, but he was a little confused.

When looking at the saint, she shook her head feebly.

Li Le expects her to say that she floated the city in the air, if the saintess did not float the city in the air.

Then why, the great avalanche happened, why did misfortune befall me, why did the hell of the life below arise.

Everything is unknown, and the anxiety that the ground will disappear suddenly hits me.

"In the beginning, I prayed desperately every day when I became a saint. I firmly believed that if I neglected to pray, the city would fall. I have been instilling the teachings since I was a child, and I have been enthusiastically performing the ceremony." The saint said: "But after that I I have a high fever."

I heard about this incident from Nadal and Ravi, who can hear the voice of an angel because of a fever and blindness.

"Does this matter have anything to do with what you just said?"

"At that time, my consciousness was hazy and my head couldn't move at all, but I continued to pray, even though I was sick, I kept praying to keep the city floating in the air"

"However, after three days of fever, I gave up praying. At that time, I was so painful that I almost lost consciousness. That state lasted for five days, but the city did not fall because of it, there was no landslide, and there was no earthquake."

"That's when I realized that I didn't float the city in the air."

Even if you are lazy and don't pray, you won't fall. If that's the case, why did the saint pray?

"I told Nadal about my negligence in prayer. The saint in the previous area was executed because of her negligence in prayer."

"At that time I thought I would be executed too, but Nadal told me not to tell anyone about it, and I was not punished in the end." St.

Even if he was not executed for neglecting to pray, it would be tantamount to admitting that the saint had nothing to do with the floating of the city.

"You think it's unbelievable." The saint said in a low voice: "If that's the case, why did the saint exist and why was the saint executed? Mr. Li Le, you seemed to be very concerned about whether you were killed Saved by Lady Saint.''"

It is because I care about that sentence so much that I have stayed here.

But I don't know when it started, and the purpose has become ambiguous.

"To put it simply, the saint is the sacrifice. Mr. Li Le, you have always hated the saint in the previous area. When something abnormal happened in this city, she would bear all the sins and be thrown to the earth. The saint is the wie." exist for a purpose.”

There was a painful expression on the face of the saint. This kind of truth is enough to make anyone feel desperate.

Li Le felt that his head was being swallowed by darkness, and he was unable to organize his thoughts.

"Just for this purpose, the city's ability to float in the air has nothing to do with the saint."

The saint said quietly, with a gloomy and terrifying expression on her face.

"How is it possible? It's all a lie. Tell me quickly."

It's unbelievable.

"I can't lie. Even if the saint's duty is only to be a sacrifice, the fact that I am a priest is still unshakable."

The saint's expression was very solemn. She raised her head slightly and looked at the sky above her head: "I told you the truth in accordance with my own beliefs." '

There is no false appearance, such a thing must be real.

However, Li Le subconsciously wanted to refuse to accept this reality, so she was speechless, feeling as if the ground had disappeared from under her feet, and her vision was somewhat blurred.

"I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't tell you about this, but I still want you to know."

There were tears in the saint's eyes, and it was the first time I saw her cry, the truth that even the strong she couldn't bear.

What should I do next, stubbornly deny what the saint said?

No, that's not right.

From the countless things he wanted to say, Li Le picked out one sentence: "Don't, don't care."

In fact, I still can't accept what the saint said, can't I say that to shake myself?

This thought full of doubts and expectations flashed through his mind, but it was only for a moment, because he noticed the sad expression of the saint in front of him, which strongly proved that she was not lying.

If she was a woman who was so successful and lied, she should be more like a liar in normal times.

"You always say crazy things, but I'm used to it."

Saying so, Li Le's heart was churning with indelible thoughts.

The cause of the great landslide is unknown, the reason for the earthquakes that occur every day, and the way to stop the earthquakes cannot be found

Just because of her words, it feels like fallen leaves blown by the cold autumn wind.

The saint was right, she was indeed saved because the saint in the previous area was executed.

Otherwise, if you live in the fear of the unknown every day, you will definitely die.

"I'm really sorry, how can I make it up to you."

The saint lowered her head tearfully.

"I have one thing to say. You just said that you can't see when you have a high fever. Is that true?"

"No, there is a slight difference. I only noticed the truth because I had a high fever. Generally speaking, anyone can be a saint, as long as someone can bear all the anger in the world and apologize by dying."

Hearing this explosive news, Li Le's expression turned pale, and he felt that the things he firmly believed in were beginning to fall apart.

This is called endless despair.

"Things that have always been regarded as sacred objects, the meaning of living, and things that we firmly believe in have become other things in an instant."

The saint was very sad, and her voice was slightly hoarse: "Whether it is the holy ring of the church, the ceremonies every morning and evening, or the legend of this city, everything has become a hypocritical decoration. There is no need for the saint to exist. Everything is based on lies."

She closed her eyes and said slowly, "In the end I really couldn't see anything, but that was fine for me, because I couldn't trust anyone or anything anymore."

"It's such a pleasure not to have to look at things that are whitewashed with lies."

"Wait a minute, you mean the blindness is not due to a high fever?" Li Le guessed in surprise.

"I don't know why. At that time, I was imprisoned in the darkness. I couldn't see anything, I couldn't believe anything. I just let time go by in vain."

"During that time, I didn't once pray that the city was floating in the air, but the city didn't fall."

No matter how many times I heard this matter, I couldn't get used to it, and it made people feel a little chilly.

"But, can you see things in the temple?" Li Le said slowly.

"At the beginning, I couldn't see anything even in the temple." The saint showed a pious expression: "But the angel gave me the second light, and I saw the light in my sleep. '

"Then I don't know whose thoughts flowed into my body, and I don't know why, but I believe it's the angel, find the Son of God, let me find the Son of God and protect her, that voice keeps repeating this sentence."

"Is that the angel's voice you keep talking about?"

"That's right, and when I woke up again, I regained my light. Although it was only effective in the temple, it was still considered a miracle. Although the teachings of the Holy Church are all lies, Lord Angel is true. existing."

The beautiful face of the saintess shone slightly, which was the greatest salvation for her.

Hear the voice of the angel and then see things only in the temple.

It did sound like the handwriting of an angel.

"At that time, I noticed that the so-called belief is something in my heart. No matter how profane people around me are, as long as my heart remains strong, God will definitely help me."

"That is the only faith I can rely on."

The saint turned to Li Le again, her expression was like a steel-like will, resolute and unusually beautiful.

The reason why she continued to be a clergyman even in the despair of knowing the duty of a saint.

That's because she discovered that the faith is in her heart, and she can see the light again when she is blind, and hear the voice of the angel, which proves that the saint's faith is not a lie.

That's why she has always guarded her own belief, because that is the only absolute condition for her to become a priest.

On the contrary, if the saint abandons her own belief, it is just a prop, an existence used to apologize during the Great Crash.

I finally understand why the saint has always ignored what Nadal said and the reason for the holy ring.

"Ravi should know this too, but she doesn't."

"She should understand, but she is so worried because you are too messy."

"If this prayer is not successful, my faith will be in vain, and I may never be able to make a comeback."

"In this case, I was told to pay attention to my body. Ravi once swore to be loyal to my faith, and even told me what faith is. It was that child, but now that child doesn't understand my feelings at all. Isn't that just Betrayal! ""

The saint, trembling with anger, said sharply.

The saint also understands that Ravi cares about herself, and Ravi also understands what kind of mood the saint prays with.

Even so, she was worried about the saint's body and bravely spoke to her.

For the saint, this is an unforgivable betrayal.

"I will deprive Ravi of her entourage. I can't stand her betraying me despite my beliefs."

"You will regret this."

"I distort my beliefs, and I can't give my entourage to someone who doesn't understand me."

The saint looked at Li Le with determination.

"I see, but Tia and I are not priests, no matter what your plans are, we have to go back."

Although I feel a little sorry for Ravi, our stay here will only make their relationship continue to deteriorate.

"I understand. I'm sorry for causing you so much trouble. It's really a pleasure to play chess with you."

The saint smiled feebly.

Li Le couldn't help looking away, seeing this expression would make him feel even more guilty.

"Tomorrow, I will pay the thank you for entrusting you to work, and finally I would like to invite you to have breakfast with me."

"Don't you keep praying?"

"If the Son of God goes back, there will be no point in continuing to pray here."

She failed to protect Tia well, and she failed to protect the angel's son of God. For the saint, this incident meant that she lost her only absolute faith.

Is this really good?

"Please don't care, don't worry about my affairs."

'Miss Saint. '

The saint's legs bent and almost fell down, but Li Le supported her.

"Sorry, I seem a little tired."

"Isn't it a little bit, if you do something evil, go back quickly."

"No, I'm going to stay here in the morning."

"Enough is enough for me! You're really going to die if you go on like this." Li Le got angry and yelled at the saint.

"It's ok."

The saint stood up and waved Li Le's hand.

"Didn't you say that the fight will be at the last moment?"

That's what I said to the saint when I was playing chess, maybe I can hear the angel's voice tomorrow morning, so I can't give up.