Black Cat Development Program

Why are they so excited when everyone is excited to cheer for teammates at a sports meeting or a ball game?After winning the game, everyone laughed together. I didn't feel it at all, but I had to laugh at this time. I covered my stomach and laughed.

There are also students who are about to transfer schools, and when everyone reluctantly sees them off, I feel like a foreigner who cannot understand, standing in the crowd, feeling very strange all over.

Why?Why is everyone crying?Ah, I really don't understand.However, everyone was crying, and if I was the only one with a calm face, it would definitely be considered strange, so I must find a way to make myself cry, but I couldn't cry, so I had to lower my head with a melancholy expression. . .

In order to get along well with everyone, I had to let myself laugh and cry.

Otherwise, you will not be able to make friends, and you will be treated as a monster, right?

In front of my parents, teachers, and classmates, I tried my best to pretend to be very polite, and I tried my best to play tricks, just to win everyone's favor. . . .

But I don't want to do this at all, but if I don't do this, I can't live, right?Can only continue to live like this.

Wearing a mask, desperately covering up, pretending. . .It wasn't until I entered junior high school and met s that I was exposed to the real appearance of the clown. 】

Li Le was a little dazed, did student Zhutian write this?It's like "No Longer Human". . .Li Le remembered that there was a third handbook in "No Place in the World". . . .And now this is the third handbook?Is the student Takeda who has always been pretending to be himself?

Completely deceived by Takeda-san's petite and cute appearance, why she is obsessed with Kataoka's affairs is because of resonance. . . .

She is also a sympathizer of Osamu Dazai's "No Longer in the World", and she was completely mesmerized by Takeda-san.

Li Le turned to the second page, which read: [Let's talk about s, s is my good friend, s is the person who understands me best, s's frightening intelligence, everything about me is hidden Can't live. . .My acting skills and mask don't work in front of s. I'm afraid of s, but at the same time I'm obsessed with s.

One day, s gave me a mug with a duck pattern printed on it, and s said, I'm always dumbfounded and can't do anything well. . . .I laughed out loud. But s suddenly asked me if I wanted to continue like this forever, s's eyes made me feel scared, s's eyes were like the eyes of God judging people, and I was completely at a loss and trembling as I was seen through.

In order to hide myself, I started playing Bao again, but S got angry and said: Enough is enough, you will always be a stupid duck.

S just left like this, and I chased after him, but I couldn't catch up. . . .The thought of S leaving me like this makes me feel like the sky is falling. . . .

So, I deliberately fell on the road, S turned his head in surprise, frowned helplessly, and ran towards me.

However, a pair of cars that came out suddenly knocked S's slender body into the air, and finally S fell to the ground, motionless.

A girl named Shizuka Saito was killed by this ugly monster named Chia Takeda.

I kill people. . .Why am I still alive after killing s?

s is gone, and I will always wear a mask, like a monster, alive. . .It's been like hell forever.

People say being in love saves someone, I tried to get in a relationship with a boy, but it ended up with self-loathing, and that rainy day, I knew I wasn't going to like that boy at all. . .I'm just a despicable, ugly monster. If a boy finds out, he will definitely stay away from me and hate me, right?

That day, the reason why my eyes were red from crying was because I felt desperate for such a self. Besides S, only Shuji-senpai could accept me.

By chance, I read a letter from someone like me.

Sorrow Er senior, he also had a completely similar experience with me. . .Only he can understand the pain in my heart!

So, I thought of writing a love letter to him, and I also thought of finding out the truth about the suicide of the second senior, so that I could get closer to him. . . .But the result is only nothingness and emptiness, which made me understand, the same is true for the second senior, even if the lover dies in front of him, I will not feel it, and I am the same, even Xiaojing, when she is lying in a pool of blood, I will not feel it any emotion. . .At her funeral, I couldn't shed a single tear, I was just numb. . .But it doesn't matter anymore. . . . .I will take someone to help me write the first letter, go to the top floor to chat with the seniors, and S will wait for me there. . .Go, go to the roof!end everything. 】

Li Le closed the notebook, immediately left the underground library, and rushed directly to the top floor where it was last time.

Things became clearer. Takeda-san's actions and things to do were planned from the beginning.

Takeda-san and Kataoka Shuji are the same type of person, they both play another self, which is very painful.

And because of his own reasons, he killed someone close to him. . . .Guilt and guilt both torment them.

After Takeda-san found the letter left by Shuji-senpai, it was like a compass for her to escape from pain.

As long as you get to know the second senior and get close to the second senior, you can get comfort.

It's a crazy feeling. . .To this end, she did a series of follow-up things.

But now, Takeda-san plans to go to the top floor, and the meaning of ending everything includes his own life.

This is also the answer of Kataoka Shuji, who has a similar experience with her.

. . . . .

Li Le kicked open the door on the top floor and rushed in.

What came into view was Takeda-san standing outside the iron fence of the eaves.

Under the blue sky and white clouds, the petite girl raised her head and looked at the sky.

"Student Zhutian, don't be like this. The answer given by the second senior is not your answer."

Hearing the voice, she turned her head, the expression on her face was indifferent, yet terribly cold.

Said in a voice without emotion at all: "Student Wu Geng, why did you come?"

"Yes... I read the third handbook you left behind, and I know that Xiao Jing died, and you feel guilty... There are still many painful things, but if you choose to commit suicide like this, such things, It's wrong." Li Le stared at Zhutian, and said gently.

Takeda's face showed an expression about to cry: "There is no way, I have already seen the answer of the second senior."

"But his answer is only his own, not yours." Li Le cried eagerly.

"However, I can't bear it anymore, I don't want to continue... If I didn't fall on purpose, she wouldn't cross the road, and she wouldn't die... When Xiao Jing died in front of me, I I’m not sad at all, isn’t that weird? I’m the best friend, and I’m the one who killed her. I’m so abnormal, I’m not a normal person at all, right?” Zhutian said sadly and painfully. Said.

Li Le shook his head and said: "I cry when I cry, and laugh when I want to laugh. As long as it's all out of my heart, I don't care what the reason is, and it's not for something profound... I just want simplicity, relaxation, and freedom. Open-minded, so, if Takeda-san, you don't want to cry or laugh, then just do nothing... Even so, it doesn't matter? So, come back here."

Speaking like this, Li Le walked up to Zhutian classmate and grabbed her arm.

"But, I can't go on... I can't go back." She said emotionally, and then shook off Li Le's hand vigorously.

Because of this, Takeda-san lost his balance and his foot slipped on the eaves.

Li Le screamed, lying on the ground, and grabbed Zhutian's hand in a matter of seconds.

Takeda-san's feet, as well as his other hand, were dangling dangerously like a kite hanging from a telephone pole.

"Let me go, let me die like this." Zhutian yelled weakly, even with some pleading.

Li Le shook his head firmly and said: "Everyone hates themselves at times, because human beings are weak creatures who have to disguise themselves and hide themselves. Perhaps this is indeed a very shameful thing, but it is not mistake.

People are tactful and courteous, they wear masks to get along with others, everyone knows that they are not perfect, and everyone admits that they will make mistakes.Everyone is desperately living, longing for happiness.

It's just because everyone is kind and humble, they don't want to hurt anyone, and they don't want to be hurt by anyone.

I can't fully understand your feelings, Takeda-san, and maybe I can't help you either. . .Because it belongs to Takeda-san's life, I have no right to interfere.

However, if you die like this and end your life without finding the answer to your own life, it will be a very sad thing, so you must not die. . . .Live and find out the answer that belongs to you. "

The young man tried his best to persuade her, and grabbed her hand firmly.

Zhutian opened her eyes wide in surprise, her tears flowed out, and she didn't even know why she was crying.

"Can it be the same from now on?"

"Well, it shouldn't be the same as before. Human beings are very complicated, so you can do whatever you want." Li Le replied heartily.

Takeda-san cried, then laughed.

. . . . . .

When she regained her senses, the girl had already been pulled up by Li Le.

Both sat on the ground floor of the top floor.

Li Le panted and said to her, "If you fall, it will hurt very painful..."

Zhutian was silent for a moment before replying: "That's right."

After saying this, the two looked at each other and laughed. The laughter was brisk. To Zhutian, this should be a new student.

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This volume is about "Disqualification in the World" by a literary girl

I wrote a lot of my own understanding, I hope you like it.

After that, it will return to a relaxed daily life. . .

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Chapter 72 An Ordinary Day

After solving the case of Takeda Chiai, Li Le got a big gift package.

After opening it, I got several practical and acceptable things.

Soldier King Skill: After acquiring this skill, you can have the extraordinary skill of an ace special soldier.

Explanation: It is common in urban novels that a certain soldier king returns to the city, starting as the bodyguard of the school beauty, and the necessary skills to reach the pinnacle of a winner in life.

Chinese Little Master: After you acquire this skill, you will become a super chef, and you can cook delicious dishes at your fingertips.

Description: Extraordinary cooking skills, cool knife skills, the founder of Luminous Cuisine.

In addition to this skill.

He also got a beautiful girl game.

"fate stay night": "Also known as Fate's Long Night, a popular X-Moon work... The Holy Grail is a legendary treasure that can fulfill all wishes of the holder. The ceremony to obtain the Holy Grail is called the Holy Grail War.

Around the Holy Grail War, there are epic stories of fun, blood, passion, healing, and love. "

Explanation: "Lonely, beautiful King Arthur Artoria, aristocratic young lady Tsundere Rin, schoolgirl type soft girl Sakura... Each of the three lines has its own characteristics, popular ip, and trustworthy."

Overall not bad.

On the other hand, today is the weekend again.

The black cat was very happy today, changed into a set of white home clothes, and waited eagerly for Wanlihua's arrival.

She had received the news from Li Le a long time ago, knowing that Wan Lihua was coming today, the smile on her face never stopped.

The girl is happy, and Li Le is also very happy.

Wanlihua probably came over after lunch and Lile also prepared well. For example, she bought delicious snacks and delicious black tea.

Be sure to make Wanlihua happy here.

Finally, after waiting for a while, the doorbell rang.

The black cat ran to the entrance in no time. . . . .Li Le smiled and followed.

After opening the door, she saw Wan Lihua wearing a very beautiful dress. She smiled crescent moon and said cutely, "I'm here, Liuli sauce."

"Well," the black cat nodded and said happily, "Student Wan Lihua, you can come...I'm really happy."

Because of being too excited, the girl's cheeks turned slightly red.

Li Le also took a look at Wanlihua, and said gently, "Welcome, Student Ju."

Wan Lihua smiled: "Long time no see Mr. Wu Geng, should you let me in?"

The black cat nodded quickly, and Wan Lihua took the black cat's hand, which made the black cat a little shy.

But she still led Wan Lihua into the apartment, and Li Le said hello to Wan Lihua's bodyguards: "Hi, hello."

The leader, Ms. Honda, said: "We will watch outside. If you have anything to do, you can come out and call us at any time. Miss, please."

"Ok."

After entering the house, Wan Lihua said with a look of surprise: "This is Liulijiang's home. It looks very simple, but it is very warm and full of atmosphere. Are you two alone at home? It is well furnished and very Feels like home."

Of course, this is also because Wanlihua lives in big houses that are equivalent to villas.

For this kind of small house, there is something new.

The black cat smiled and said in a low voice, "Well...thank you for the compliment."

Li Le said: "Today, Student Ju, you are here as a guest, please sit down, I have prepared some afternoon snacks."

Wan Lihua nodded, and then Li Le served some snacks and black tea.

The refreshing aroma of black tea is charming, and the desserts are also well presented.

"It looks delicious." Wan Lihua said.

"Well, let's have a taste, don't be polite." Li Le said softly.

Wan Lihua nodded happily and started tasting.

After taking a bite of the dim sum and drinking black tea, Wan Lihua exclaimed, "It's so delicious."

The black cat happily said: "Student Wan Lihua, as long as you like it."

"Well, I'm very happy, don't just watch me eat, you eat too." Wan Lihua said with a smile.

The three of them gathered around the small table happily, eating snacks.