Citrus Love Green Tea

It is said that although the hedgehog's shell is hard and sharp, its belly is actually very soft. Ruo Xiaoxi thinks that Xia Xinran just showed her soft side just now.

Isn't that nice, it's prettier when you smile than with a sullen face.

Girls who love to laugh are more beautiful.

But now in Ruo Xiaoxi's eyes, Xia Xinran is just stern and soft-hearted.

She continued to talk about the pencil case, "Then you just said that your aunt bought this for you, and it can be seen that you cherish it, which means that your aunt treats you very well?"

"Of course, my aunt is almost my best relative."

"What about your mother?"

"Mom..." Xia Xinran lowered her eyes, "Mom is very busy. In order to give me a better school, pay tuition fees and live a good life, she is busy outside."

Although her parents were divorced and her single-parent family was not happy, Xia Xinran didn't seem to blame her mother at all in her words, on the contrary she understood very well.

It was because of this that after being gloomy for so long, Xia Xinran wanted to continue working hard to keep up with her studies.

Ruo Xiaoxi's No. [-] Middle School is the best high school in the city, and the students it recruits have excellent grades in junior high school. Xia Xinran was once a top student, but she fell behind for too long.

In fact, this feels like a good boy, Ruo Xiaoxi thought.

Although the mouth is very bad, it is also very unsympathetic, which makes people quite angry.

Usually with such a naughty little mouth, Ruo Xiaoxi wants to kiss you until you are cute.

"Actually, I never thought that single-parent families, or left-behind children, would have really flawed personalities and would be really out of gregarious, what do you think?" Ruo Xiaoxi said suddenly.

"What do you mean..." Xia Xinran didn't quite understand why she said this.

"Can I talk about my opinion?" Ruo Xiaoxi smiled softly.

"Actually, I feel that you are not a really indifferent person, nor are you such a girl who is not easy to understand. Hostility and indifference are your mask or shield. You need to hold it in your hand all the time, don't you?"

"I don't understand what you're saying, go, go away..."

Seeing that Ruo Xiaoxi was about to approach her again, Xia Xinran wanted to push her away with her feet this time, but this time the force was significantly smaller, and her feet were held in the palm of Ruo Xiaoxi's hand instead. .

The eyes are dodging, Ruo Xiaoxi is the best at winking, she can understand these subtle expressions.

Immediately, she corrected her tone like a stone breaking the sky, and asked Xia Xinran: "Cousin, where did you study in junior high school, have you ever encountered school violence?"

"Why do you call me that? It's so disgusting. I studied in my hometown in junior high school."

"Then you can tell me, has anyone bullied you before? Or something happened that made you very reluctant to associate with others. Sister Xia is very concerned about these things of yours."

"Ah...cousin."

Originally, I wanted to say something about you, but when I heard the last sentence, Xia Xinran's gaze slowly lowered, "Did she ask you to ask me these things?"

"Yes. You have been unwilling to let her know, but she can see it. She really wants to help you out of your communication difficulties, but first you need to know why your personality changed in junior high school."

"My relatives have already said that it's because my parents divorced and I was fostered in someone else's house, so..."

"Those are all other people's gossip. Who gave you these labels? Do you admit it to yourself, and do you want to use it as a reason why you can't get rid of your knot?"

Ruo Xiaoxi pressed a series of questions step by step, Xia Xinran was at a loss for a while.

The foot in the pink stocking in the palm of her hand was a bit cold, Ruo Xiaoxi gently closed it in her palm with both hands, trying to give her some warmth.

"Everyone will encounter setbacks and many difficulties in life. Things that are too stressful will even make a person mentally exhausted and his personality will become very eccentric."

"You don't want sister Xia to worry, but you don't have anyone to talk to."

"Then you put aside my sexual orientation for the time being, don't hate me prejudicedly just because I am Lily, and treat me as a classmate who has some similarities, is quite beautiful and considerate, a bosom sister."

"My dear sister is still warming your feet, why don't you tell her a story, even if it doesn't sound good."

(PS. The monthly ticket will be updated on 2/2.)

〇Section 218. The Lonely Girl Betrayed [Monthly Pass Added]

This unpleasant story happened half a year ago not long ago.

Xia Xinran, who is studying in junior high school in her hometown, is already in the third year of junior high school, the last year of junior high school.

Since the beginning of junior high school, most schools did not allow men and women to mix seats, so she had a girl who had been at the same table for three years as her deskmate.

Xia Xinran's basic impression of her is that she is more beautiful, lively and cheerful.

However, anyone who knows her a little bit will probably know that she is a girl who has a strong desire to express herself and hopes to get everyone's attention, just like a star on stage who enjoys the gaze.

At that time, Xia Xinran had a good personality, and she and her deskmate quickly became good friends.

Compared with her deskmate, she is more restrained.

When all the girls gossip, her deskmate is always the most chatty, with extremely well-informed news, she can even know the scandal of a teacher in any class.

She is most active in class by raising her hand to speak, and she often helps others during class.

She also knows a lot of small handicrafts, and she will go to other girls during recess to teach them paper-cut flowers, folding five-pointed stars, and paper cranes that have always been popular in school days.

Xia Xinran has always been listening to the gossip, watching their paper-cutting, and occasionally going up to participate.

It can be said that at that time, her impression of her deskmates was that they were very good friends, and the young girls rarely had intrigues, and there would never be a situation where six people in a dormitory could have seven small groups.

It's also the age when you think that boys only like girls, and girls only like boys.

Suddenly one day, Xia Xinran's friendship at the same table changed and said to her, "Of course, let's be gay, both girls and boys will be very surprised."

"Huh? Same, gay, what is it?"

"It's just people of the same gender being together, girls like girls, how about that?"

The same table is a girl who loves to show off and has a strong need for attention. This idea is also derived from this. Homosexuality is a very novel thing that will attract many people's attention.

It's like the girls are always trying to piece together the cp of two boys. Even if two male stars just appear on the scene together, they will be chased by them to add fuel.

Although it has been criticized by many people because of this.

The tablemate felt that they could also attract the attention of many boys in this way, and they were topical.

Xia Xinran doesn't know as much as her deskmate. She just studies hard at school every day, and she also lives in school. She doesn't know much about the Internet, and only goes back to her aunt's house every other month.

All the current hot topics that she was able to chat with the girl group were told by her deskmate.

So this time, Xia Xinran also followed the idea of ​​her deskmate.

But it wouldn't have been a bad start, because their relationship was really good, and after agreeing to be gay together, all she had to do was act.

The same table pulled her together to make seemingly intimate gestures in front of many people, showing unusual intimacy.

But it's just that they often hold hands, or the deskmate holds her head and buries her face in his chest, and most of them just want to kiss the cheek but don't.

Xia Xinran, who has no clear idea of ​​same-sex love, just spent a year with her deskmate like this.

From the second to the third year of junior high school, she didn't think it was any trouble. They were always inseparable. Instead, they felt happy because of their close relationship, and gradually became well-known sisters in the class.

At that time, she thought, if being gay was such a happy thing, she would be very willing to accept it.

So Xia Xinran began to gradually feel that she liked being at the same table, joking with each other and calling each other his girlfriend, and gradually took it seriously in the habit.

There is no doubt that they became a topical and popular pair of girls in junior high school.

However, just six months ago, everything changed.

The second semester of the third year of junior high school is coming to an end. After the final exam, they will end their life in junior high school and move on to the high school they are looking forward to more.

"Which high school are you going to sign up for, I want to go with you." Xia Xinran asked.

"Ah, this, well, look at my boyfriend."

"Huh? Boy...friend?"

Only then did she know that her deskmate had a boyfriend.

Junior high school is coming to an end soon, and she has enjoyed the feeling of being noticed by many people at the same table, so in the end she decided to abandon the setting that she is Lily and make a boyfriend.

After learning about this situation, Xia Xinran froze in place for a long time.

That's right, it's a setting, in fact, it has always been.

Perhaps because she was used to this kind of junior high school life, Xia Xinran always felt that she was a girlfriend at the same table, and it took her a long time before she suddenly remembered it.

——They were just like pretend performances from the beginning.

But Xia Xinran felt very confused, so she went to ask her deskmate, but the deskmate laughed at how she was taking it seriously, and said that she had worked hard for her for so long, so let's find the boy she likes next.

But Xia Xinran doesn't have a boy she likes, she only has a girl she likes.

It's just that the girl she likes now has fallen in love with a boy, leaving her alone in a daze, not knowing what to do.

She wanted to keep it for a while, but found that she couldn't do it.

In fact, she has always felt that in the past year, they were not acting, they were talking about a pure lily love, very happy, happy and fulfilling.

She felt that the same table should be the same, but at this moment, she wanted to understand everything.

She doesn't know how much acting is at the same table, but she treats every scene as her own life, takes every emotion seriously, and feels that their deep affection is an inseparable couple .

But now a sense of betrayal suddenly rushed into her heart, but she couldn't blame anyone, it was her reason.

All she could do was hold her knees and cry in the dormitory where she lived alone in the school. The girls who would come to see her on weekends in the name of "seeing her girlfriend" never came again.

The sad emotion made her feel sick physically, and she vomited in the bathroom for a long time.

She suddenly realized how hypocritical and disgusting homosexuality is. Thinking of the girl's attempt to reach into her clothes and touch her, Xia Xinran felt even more nauseous.

Originally, it was an action that she felt very close to, and even smiled and blamed the other party.

From that day on, my deskmate noticed something was wrong with her, and came to ask her several times.

But Xia Xinran didn't want to pay attention to her anymore, instead, seeing her concerned expression, she felt sick for a while. Xia Xinran didn't get angry, but she didn't want to talk to her tablemate anymore.

She just wanted to bury her head in her studies and escape, get admitted to the best school in the city, and escape from that place far away.

If you want to forget everything, it is best not to see your deskmate again for the rest of your life.

When I saw Ruo Xiaoxi and Lan Yinuo again in high school.

The only emotion in Xia Xinran's eyes was disgust.

(PS. The monthly ticket will be updated on 3/3.)

〇Chapter 219. So she is so gentle [Monthly ticket plus update]

"So... when you saw me and Xiao Nuonuo together, did you also think we were acting to gain attention? It reminded you of the psychological shadow and made you sick?" Ruo Xiaoxi asked.

Xia Xinran nodded, but then shook her head, she didn't know.

She knew that she had seen it at the time. During the class break, many male students clamored to find Ruo Xiaoxi to confess their love, and Lan Yinuo put his arms around her waist, saying that Xiaoxi was hers.

And Ruo Xiaoxi herself said that she is Lily and doesn't like boys.

In such a situation, Xia Xinran couldn't help being reminded of the past. When she saw Ruo Xiaoxi and Lan Yinuo happily returning from the bathroom and walking through the corridor, she felt a strong sense of discomfort.

"So, because you feel that no one is wrong about that matter, only you did something wrong and took it seriously, so you keep blaming yourself and guilt, but you don't want to tell others?"

"Hmm..." Xia Xinran just nodded this time.

"You are so stupid." Ruo Xiaoxi looked at her and said, "Because of this, this matter has become a lingering shadow in your heart. Since high school, you have been muddling around, and you can't keep up with your studies."

"Are you scolding me?" Xia Xinran, who was in a bit of a mess at first, became energetic all of a sudden, and stared at Ruo Xiaoxi with wide eyes. She didn't want to be scolded by this woman!

Ruo Xiaoxi also gave her a blank stare, staring at her, you are an idiot.

As long as you tell the sadness in your heart to that tablemate and communicate with that tablemate, even if things end up in the same result, you will feel much better in your heart.

If he and his tablemate can finally reach a reconciliation and break up peacefully, maybe nothing will happen later.

But Ruo Xiaoxi didn't dare to comment on anyone easily, because she knew that people are emotional, and under such circumstances, Xia Xinran might not even want to say a word, let alone talk about communication.

But at least you can talk to your cousin, sister Xia will definitely help you get out of the inner prison.

"So I already have no friends, and you want to snatch my sister away, Ruo Xiaoxi, don't you all have Lan Yinuo!" Xia Xinran said angrily.

For her, her sister is already the only source of love.

It is the happiest thing to be able to come to my sister's house occasionally, play and chat with her.

"What do you mean I snatched your sister away? Sister Xia is already mine!" Ruo Xiaoxi retorted that she had developed a relationship with Xia Zhibai during the summer vacation, and it wasn't just now.

Because there is no sense of social happiness, and my sister is the only happiness, so it will be even more problematic!