My youth love story can't be so scumbag

"Clap clap clap!"

Suddenly three artificial onomatopoeias sounded, and An Xin was startled so that her whole face began to burn. When she raised her head in embarrassment, she found that Tang Yi was shooting at herself with his hands: "The movie is about guns." Is it relevant?"

"..." An Xin who misunderstood this dirty joke felt that she was no longer pure.Of course, the source of this impurity comes from Tang Yi, "The movie is about to start!"

Then, pulling Tang Yi, in the back row of the movie theater, they watched a domestic youth drama with a lot of holes.No, it’s a bit imprecise to say this, because domestic youth scripts are always made up of slots, and those who make video complaints about the granny may have some kind of unharmonious deal with the director of the bad movie, causing the director to intentionally produce the bad movie.In this way, the reason why domestic movies are rubbish is to blame grandma!

"It's not bad, let's go." He didn't get angry after watching bad movies.

"..."

The movie has also been completed, and the progress has reached 50.00%, but why is there no feeling of happiness at all?wrong!In fact, I am already in happiness, and there is no reason to be unhappy.

I am very happy, I am very happy, this is love...

As long as you continue to complete the next progress, this sense of happiness will be even stronger.

Ice cream, I have a strawberry flavor, and the senior has a matcha flavor. When they exchanged food, he didn't mind, and kissed indirectly...

The claw machine, compared to me who can't catch anything with a hundred coins, the senior who made [-] out of [-] rounds is very good, but a group of girls came around.So I took his hand and slipped away, taking only one of the dolls...

Photo stickers, both of them are smiling, and it looks good when taken, but it seems that there is no such eagerness to stick it on the phone case immediately...

At the bus station, night has fallen, is it time to part?Well, there is only one last step left...

"How about taking another stroll?"

Tang Yi, who regarded trouble as cancer, took the initiative to make this request, and An Xin, who was eager to try and tiptoe to kiss, agreed as a matter of course.After all, that kind of thing is too embarrassing.

However, there are more shy things than kissing.

In front of a hotel shining with colorful lights, Tang Yi firmly shook An Xin's hand.

……

The ambiguous atmosphere comes from the ambiguous decoration, the so-called taste. To some extent, the artificial creation is not as convenient as the environment.

An Xin who was sitting on the big round bed felt a little dazed, not quite sure.

Although, for lovers who want to go on, this step is necessary, but...

"Are you nervous?" Tang Yi approached An Xin, patted her head, and comforted her with a caring smile.

"No, no! No..." An Xin, with hot cheeks, stared at Tang Yi, her shame creeping up to her ears, and she nodded in bewilderment, "I heard that it will hurt... No, it's not because of this, although it also accounts for a part of it." ,but I……"

I love you……

I like you……

I……

I have no idea.

"Senior!" Seeing Tang Yi taking off his coat and preparing to lean towards her, An Xin hurriedly stopped him loudly.At the same time, all the tenderness and shyness on his face disappeared.For the first time, she showed her true self.That's right, she wants to know, "Do you like me?"

Tang Yi who was questioned was stunned, and after a long pause, he put his hand on An Xin's shoulder, then slowly bent down, and when he was about to get close to her, he said gently: "I like you. "

After getting the answer, he said it himself, so he got the answer so easily...

Everything will become clear, and I should be happy...

Kiss, only the last kiss left...

When you're done, you'll be incredibly happy.

Just close your eyes, give your lips, give your body, give everything...

Warm, breathe, get closer and closer until they touch.

"That's not true! Wrong! Totally wrong!"

Pushing Tang Yi away, An Xin curled up and hugged her head, hysterically pulling herself back to reality.There are faded pictures bit by bit in the eyes, and the noise of glass shattering can be heard in the ears, and the distance between the two is getting longer and longer...

"Bang!", the door slammed shut, and An Xin escaped from here...

Sitting on the bed, Tang Yi had deep eyes.

……

late at night.

An Xin, who was cowering in the corner of the wall, hugged her knees and stared straight ahead, showing a dead-like emptiness in her eyes.

No more spider silk hanging down, because there is no god in the world.

My world is only me, and the world ends with me.

One can live alone, and when she held the stiff dead mouse with her hands, An Xin knew that she was much stronger than she imagined.

I don't need anyone to reach out to me anymore, hope this kind of thing is never a necessity.

Without hope, there is no fear.

Finally, raising her head, An Xin revealed a determined gaze.

……

on Monday.

Get up on time, go to school, go to the classroom.

I am all too familiar with the kind of slander and criticism I will receive when I push this door open.

However, there is no need to worry about being afraid.

Like pinching that dead mouse, An Xin can crush all her cowardice.

Taking a deep breath, she pushed open the door with peace of mind.

Suddenly, the classroom became silent. The students all sat in their seats abnormally, no one chatted, no one walked around, and all stared at him.

Then, neatly bowed to himself.

"sorry."

Chapter 68 How Can You Forget

Monday mornings can be unfinished, hectic, and groggy, but they should never start with a collective apology.An Xin, who was startled by Qi Qi's voice, stopped in her tracks, thinking that there was something wrong with her opening method.

However, after she took a look, she found that the teacher did not exist, and the students united at most to celebrate the teacher's birthday. How could there be such a sense of remorse to the Lord?The head teacher is not a strict teacher with absolute authority in this class.So, are these people... apologizing to themselves?

"Student An Xin, I'm sorry!" After the whole class came in unison, the bookish male class leader with glasses went out alone again, apologizing to himself in a tone of shame and remorse.The waist bent at ninety degrees is the same as when he confessed his love to Tang Yi... No!What do you want him for?

An Xin pressed that person's name to the bottom of her heart, but she understood that it was meaningless to do so. Because she fell in love with Tang Yi, who was very popular with girls, she had already received countless hostility in class, and she was obviously ready to respond with indifference to the slander An Xin found that the slander no longer existed at all.

"What are you?" An Xin took two steps back, and said in conflict, "A new way to play tricks? Because I reported the dead rat to the teacher? Even so, next time, next time, next time , I will still make a small report!"

"No..." The squad leader showed embarrassment.

"Student An Xin, I'm sorry!"

Suddenly, the two girls quickly ran up to An Xin, and then bowed to her with a sad face and fear.Only after they raised their heads did An Xin recognize that they were the two who let the dead mice go.Their crying was the same as before, not introspection, but fear, the fear of being notified by the whole school.

Shouldn't they be holding grudges?

At this time, An Xin began to observe everyone's expressions. She was the best at this kind of thing, so she was able to clearly distinguish between guilt, innocence, and helplessness.

The curly hair of the short man before was in the apology line, straight bangs were not.But if it is, it should belong to the category of unwillingness.

Overnight, the atmosphere changed, political correctness went from isolating her to repenting to her...

Although I don't know why, if someone violates this political correctness now, he will definitely become a public enemy of the whole class.

"I'm sorry!" The voice of the apology was louder, still coming from the class monitor who had never bullied him. As a bridge of class cohesion, he bowed sincerely, "For more than a semester, because of one-sided gossip, we It is our fault to treat you differently with colored eyes, even to isolate and bully you! We do not expect your forgiveness! But we still have to say yes..."

"Go away."

The warm-blooded and upright squad leader was so frightened that he fell silent by An Xin's cold words, and then consciously made way for her to return to her seat.Then, the air froze for a while, until the class teacher began to organize morning self-study, the silence was broken by the abnormally serious sound of reading.

Heretic hostility, gone.

The mocking eyes are gone.

The jealousy of gnashing of teeth is gone.

When An Xin reached into the drawer, she also found no less than ten letters of apology, as well as snacks to express her apology.

When she looked up, many people peeked at her, probably from the group of people who wrote the letter, hoping to see her reaction for reassurance.

Well, don't watch it.

Quiet and peaceful, the morning passed.

A collective prank, it turns out there wasn't one.

Sorry, it's true.

Regarding the scandal between myself and Tang Yi, everyone reached a tacit agreement not to mention a word, but when I was not in love with Tang Yi before, the class would scream because of the photos of Tang Yi...

This class looks like a fake.

At noon, An Xin walked out of the classroom and escaped from this false space.

However, the outside world is also very strange.

It seems that I have become a celebrity, but it is different from the previous fame. Their vision has changed?No malice at all, just pure sympathy, even distress.

Just overnight, the direction of public opinion completely reversed...

"An Xin?"

An Xin, who was thinking, puzzled, and faintly aching in her heart, was distracted by a familiar voice, and the one who ran towards her was a junior high school girl with whom she had an ordinary relationship.As soon as she walked in front of her, the girl pulled herself and began to chatter: "I didn't expect that boy to be a scumbag who beat his girlfriend, and the girl is also very despicable. She was obviously beaten by a scumbag boyfriend, and she even made up a lie that she was beaten by a scumbag." You forced yourself to harm yourself! Moreover, you didn't hesitate to spread rumors that you snatched her boyfriend, just to protect that scumbag, it's too shameless! Obviously you just kindly persuaded her to leave the domestic violence man..."

"Wait?" An Xin's mind suddenly throbbed, "What did you say?"

"This..." The classmate was so frightened that he quickly took out his phone, clicked on Qiuqiu, then clicked on a post that had been reposted more than [-] times, and handed it to An Xin, "That couple sent three thousand words." The diary explains the cause of this incident. Moreover, the writing is very good, with twists and turns, like a novel..."

An Xin took the phone dully, and saw those two people state their crimes and be condemned by the public, she didn't feel happy, but... an unspeakable pain.

"Do you believe what they say?" An Xin asked sternly.

"Eh... Isn't this true?" The classmate asked in a panic.

An Xin grabbed her shoulder and was very excited: "I've explained it a hundred times before! But why no one believes me! But you can firmly believe their own words? Why!"

"That... they said it themselves." The classmate didn't know what restricted area they touched, and they were careful not to make a sound.

"I said it myself! Why don't you believe me? Are people like them more trustworthy than me? Why do they have no reason to confess everything! Think about it? It's like being forced! Think about it what!"

"I... I'm sorry." After seeing the story retweeted more than [-] times and still stated by myself, the classmate found that he didn't think at all and believed it all.

"Tell me, why do you believe them?!" Holding her painfully painful head, An Xin felt an unprecedented suffocation.

Where is wrong?

What's missing?

Or, what's missing...

Suddenly, the person who was determined to forget about it got into his mind again.Biting her lip, An Xin stared at the bewildered classmate with a sense of realization: "Today, besides this, what else is you... It should be said that you, what you heard, is more famous, in school."

"I don't quite understand..."

"that is……"

"that is?"

Why forget, I will never forget.

"Tang Yi!"

"..." The classmate opposite, after a long silence, looked away distressedly and said, "Is that scumbag Tang Yi who has dated six girlfriends at the same time? He has already been scandalized by a girl, and now basically the whole school We all know..."

When An Xin was speechless, the classmate comforted: "You have been played with by him, he is just like that scumbag in our junior high school class, very despicable. But it doesn't matter anymore, the misunderstanding has been resolved, It's all their fault, you still forgot..."

Clear tears fell from the corners of his eyes unstoppably, and An Xin rubbed her eyes, sobbing uncontrollably.The girl on the opposite side stopped to comfort her at a loss, and then handed out her handkerchief.

"How could I forget..."

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It will be on the shelves tomorrow, but the readers seem to be almost cut off by me, and someone told me to get out of his bookshelf, emmmmm...

So it is estimated that the subscription is hanging on the shelf, so I can only ask for a reward, please.