The First Development of My Goddess

"Aw~" A loud howling sound came, and a wolf formed of black mist was slowly repelled by the spiritual power she input.

The wolf's blue eyes were fixed on Li Mingxue, and it was about to rush forward and bite her neck off.

It's a pity that when it met Li Mingxue's eyes, nothing could be changed, its body was completely imprisoned, and this spirit wolf, whose strength was at the prefectural level, had no way to resist, and was instantly melted into a The black smoke dissipated.

With its disappearance, Li Xiu'er's physical condition suddenly improved, and her breathing became much stronger. It was no longer as weak as before, but each breath had a rhythm, and the intermittent feeling was gone.

Although her improvement made Chu Chu feel relieved, but the appearance of that ghost wolf brought her even greater pressure.The lighter Xiu'er alone has the death energy that can be condensed into an earth-level ghost wolf, so what about the more serious elder sister?

"Okay, Chuchu, take Xiu'er to another room to rest. Lian'er, don't come here until I come out." The white phantom behind Li Mingxue put Xiu'er on the bed, and after she took a breath , said to Chu Chu.

"Okay, mom..." Normally, Chu Chu would call her mother, but only in this kind of matter, would she let go of those playful words and get serious.

Hugging the soft and boneless girl, Chu Chu looked back at Chu Lian's figure lying on the bed three times a step at a time. She could only pray for her to recover, and she would definitely recover.

"Lian'er, I'm sorry..." Li Mingxue thought of it. Many of these things were caused by her mistakes. She has a responsibility that cannot be ignored for causing such great harm to Chu Lian.

Moreover, after the Wang family set up the Hundred Ghosts Night Walk formation and followed Chu Lian to leave, she clearly said that the pot would not let Chu Lian go into danger again.Didn't expect it to be so long before she encountered this kind of injury?

Although she didn't expect the Li family to be so mad and do such a thing, and she didn't expect Xiu'er to be seduced by the ghost monk, but it's still her fault, isn't it?

"I won't make any promises anymore, but today, in front of my eyes, nothing will happen to you." She said, slowly took off her clothes, and stood naked in front of the bed.

How long has it been since I had a skin-to-skin contact with you?It seems that since you were five years old, you stopped taking a bath with your mother, right?I miss that time so much, but now, mom will use her body to warm you up.

Walking barefoot to the bed, she hugged Chu Lian, who had her eyes closed tightly, and stretched out her hand to remove all her clothes, exposing her snow-white body to the air.

Then, she hugged her like this, closed her eyes, and calmed down all her emotions.

The moonlight seemed to be pulled over, came to her side, entangled her and the young girl, wrapped her up, and washed away the filth in her soul.

In fact, if she can display energy beyond the heavenly level in this world, then Chu Lian's matter can be resolved by waving her hands.

However, the existence of the world's energy wall made her dare not act rashly at all, and could only use the peak energy to nourish Chu Lian's soul and repair her damage.

"Mom..." Unconsciously, Chu Lian suddenly uttered a soft call, which made Li Mingxue stop, and looked at her in surprise.

But after seeing how she still closed her eyes tightly, she knew that she was thinking too much. It was just that Chu Lian was affected by external forces and couldn't help speaking out.

"Lian'er..." Her body, her body, two people's bodies, the skin touching each other, that feeling made her return to the time when she was hugging that little girl, taking a bath in the bathtub, Watching her play in the water.

Now, after eight years, it feels so good to be so close to Lian Er again, as if returning to that time at the beginning.

"If I can go back to that time, I will definitely not regret getting you..." That memory is too long, but it is so clear.

Because this is a dream that I have been dreaming in my mind almost every day for the past 13 years, about her, about myself, about this family, and about the future.

As long as Chu Lian can recover and get better, she will definitely not let him be so willful again.

Changes in the world will come soon. If you don't make changes and prepare before then, there will be many dangers in the future.

What I have to do now is to let my family have the most basic life-saving ability, don't ask for too much power, and within five years, all of them will reach the heaven level, which should be enough.

In troubled times, anyone who does not reach the heavenly level is an ant.And the ants can only become cannon fodder, those who become the front line of death.

Both Ke'er and the Chu people have gone to practice. Although their two talents are not as good as their two younger sisters, they can definitely be regarded as among the ranks of peerless geniuses.

The Chu family has produced heroes since ancient times, and in this generation, almost all of them are those who have the talent to change the world pattern.

She is very proud, and she wants to continue this glory and make the Chu family the most dazzling existence in the world, more dazzling than anyone else.

All of this is based on a complete family, and the core of this family is not her, not Chu Xiao, but Chu Lian.

Therefore, she must be fine. If something happens to her, the Chu family will collapse, she will collapse, and Chu Xiao, who has been insisting on it, will also collapse. Such a result is definitely not so easy to accept.

"Lian'er, you must, if you want to wake up, just treat it as your mother begging you. I can only help you get rid of unnecessary powers and curses, and whether you can wake up successfully depends entirely on your perseverance ah."

"Mom believes that you can do it, don't you? The prophecy has given me so much help, and many of them have come true. It says that you are the most accomplished person in the history of our Chu family, and you must be."

"You won't let mom down, right? Your will is very strong. Mom believes in it, and you believe in your will."

"Ayase, Xiuer, Chuchu, Qi, Xiaoya, Yanran, Anna, Nana, Lacus, me, Keer, Churen, your father, Tina, all of us are your support, you Will definitely wake up."

Hugging the girl tightly, tears fell on her body. Since Chu Lian called her mother again half a month ago, she cried again.

For more than ten years, she seems to have only shed tears for Chu Lian. How can she express that kind of emotion clearly, and how can Chu Lian easily repay it?

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PS: I can’t get into the water for the title~~ Then, although the update is enough, I still wear a sailor suit (cheek rest), and there is another chapter~

Chapter 440 Two: Bloom

In the dream, some petals were falling. Chu Lian stood in front of a peach tree, looking at the boundless petals blown by the wind, and the curved, cyan moon, her eyes suddenly flashed There was a trace of doubt.

"Who am I? Where am I? What am I doing?" She didn't know what she should do, as if she should go back to a place, but where exactly?

"Peach blossoms are blooming, thank you, another year of spring has passed? Spring, that is a time full of vitality..." Chu Lian said in a low voice, this throbbing in his heart, and the seemingly What is the urge to turn all emotions into falling petals?

"Yeah, it's natural for flowers to bloom and fade. Just like people, birth and death are a normal cycle. No matter how hard you struggle, you can't resist, right?"

When this idea was spinning in her mind, her figure suddenly became blurred, like an electronic image whose signal had been disturbed.

"After all, I don't have any concerns." There is no memory in her mind, and no one is calling herself, and she can't even remember her name. How long can she last?

Perhaps after being abandoned by everyone, under the discouragement, forgetting all the people, is it like this?What a terrible person I was before, so unpopular.

Shaking her head lightly, those petals that were going to bypass her body went straight through her body. At this time, she is much, much more transparent than the body standing here at the beginning.

"Is it a sign of disappearance? So I'm going to die?" She stretched out her hand, trying to stop the petals, but the scene where they passed her as a phantom made her smile wryly.

Ah, yes, it must be, without people who care about me, there will be no motivation to survive, but who am I?Who am I?I am... who?

Her memory is disordered, she seems to have lost everything, and at this moment she can't remember who she is at all.That one has no past, no present, and it is even less likely to have future memories, so let’s break it up.

"But what's the matter with the stubbornness in my heart? Are you telling me not to disappear? Are you kidding me? I'd better disappear if I lost everything. Why bother me here? Is that right?"

She was disappearing, but the stubbornness in her heart told her that she was unwilling to disappear.

The moonlight was very cold and the wind was strong. She couldn't help but turn her head to see what was behind her.

While stroking the loose hair, her eyes suddenly widened, as if a figure flew past her eyes, but she had no way of knowing who it was.

"Memory, memory, my memory, I want to find my memory." The stubborn belief in her heart began to take root. She wanted to know, to find, her own past.

Yes, she suddenly didn't believe that she was such a person, maybe it was just her delusion, that's why she felt that she was bad?

"I want to find my memory, so that even if I die, I won't have any regrets." Her figure became more and more solid after these thoughts turned around.

Those petals also blew past her again, on this green grassland, in front of the endless peach blossoms, under the cold moonlight, the girl took her steps.

Here, she doesn't have any abilities, and she doesn't have any clothes on her body except for a white top and short skirt.Even if she was moving forward, the wind seemed to be making things difficult for her, and it turned into a frontal blow.But there are still petals, blowing from unseen places.

Walking on the soft grass with bare feet, she walked towards the place she just saw. There, there must be the person she wanted and the memory she wanted.

"I must not be a person who is abandoned, because the persistence in my heart, my pride, and my stubbornness tell me that all of this needs real truth as evidence." She murmured, letting the wind Blown placket skirt.

Between the messy long hair, a pair of eyes revealed infinite firmness.

Stretching out her hand, she gently pressed the hair next to her cheek. Her steps didn't stop. Even though she knew it was far, far away, she would never give up.

"Is it a little farther away? But it's clearer. It must be within reach." As she moved forward, the already distant figure became further away, but the originally blurred face became much clearer. .

Such a change made the girl no longer depressed or decadent, but only moved forward more firmly.

"Tell me, it must be the right me..." As if responding to her, and as if moved by her never giving up, a scene composed of peach blossom petals suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.

It was a neither luxurious nor ordinary house, and a basket was placed in front of the iron gate.

The crisp baby crying penetrated the barrier of the door and wall, allowing the people inside to hear it.

An old man with white beard and hair, a red face, a thin body, but a straight waist, opened the door and saw the basket in front of the door.

He leaned over and opened it, and what he saw was a crying baby boy. While feeling distressed, he also knew that this was an abandoned boy.

Because this is an orphanage, only unwanted babies and children will be discarded here.

Looking up and looking at him repeatedly, the old man hoped that the family of the baby boy would show up to pick him up.

However, after waiting for more than ten minutes, the baby boy in his arms stopped crying for a long time, and he didn't see anyone, not even a trace of anyone coming.You know, he really can only grow up here.

"My child, you will live with grandpa from now on..." When the old man finished speaking and returned to the orphanage with the baby boy in his arms, the scene suddenly turned into petals and scattered.

And in the girl's mind, there is also an extra memory, which is about the past, the memory of another self?She can't be sure, but she knows that all the answers will be revealed as she walks down.

After she had gone for a long time, another scene appeared before her eyes.

It was a school, a very handsome little boy and an extremely handsome little girl were playing hide and seek, the joyful voices of the two seemed to travel through time and space, and rang in her ears, making her suddenly feel that she was It seems to be integrated into it.

But, is she that little boy, or that little girl?Without this memory, she doesn't know anymore.

Following her thoughts, the timeline of this scene was farther away at a certain moment.

The boy who had grown up like a beautiful girl stood in front of the girl in the school uniform, hesitating a little, and finally, looking into her eyes, he sighed sadly: "Yu, let's not get so close. My Getting closer makes you more and more troublesome, doesn't it?"

"..." The girl looked into his eyes, which contained pain, relief, and confusion.She knew that if she went on like this, she would only let herself hurt him.After all, he is already engaged, isn't he?

"Well, we will still be friends in the future." Yes, we are still friends. Generally speaking, the ending of childhood sweethearts and bamboo horses ends with the intervention of a third party. This is the case for other people, and they also end in the same way.

"It's a friend..." He forced a smile, and after saying this, he turned and left, leaving the girl alone, watching his back with tears in silently, "Hey, I finally lost you."

Although the two of them left, the thoughts in their hearts were astonishingly consistent.Two people who have been together for ten years, because of the difference in status and status, can't get together after all.

"Su Wan'er, you have to treat him well." In the girl's heart, this thought seemed to announce the end of this relationship.

"Leave him, otherwise, both you and her will die." A handsome man grabbed his chin, pressed him on the sofa, and said close to his face.

"Okay..." He didn't refuse, and didn't even have any extra words, just agreed.

Is it cowardly?Maybe yes, maybe not.

He is just an ordinary person with no background, no relationship, and no talent except for acting.

Getting acquainted with girls from these big families and even having a love affair is a kind of mistake in fate. There should be no results in the first place. Isn't it good to give up?

"As long as she's fine, it's fine..." Sitting on the ground, leaning against the sofa, he raised his head and wept. After the girl, another person left him.

Unfortunately, he has no ability to prevent these things from happening.

The scene was shattered, and everything returned to nothingness, not long after the girl started to move forward.

The peach blossoms all over the sky came again, this time, it was "she" who was wearing a red dress, sitting in front of the mirror, drawing slender eyebrows for herself.

What a beautiful person is that?But why is there so much melancholy in "her" eyes?Who is it that makes you so sad?

After drawing the eyebrows, "she" picked up the lipstick, and painted a layer of fiery red on the already delicate and watery pink lips.

Standing up, tidying up her long hair, "she" wanted to laugh, but she couldn't. Such a self would definitely tempt many people, right?

"But, I only belong to myself, because only I like myself..."

This was her last performance, and also her last performance. After this performance, "she" fell to her death.

"In the past?" This memory is really important, but she always feels like she's lost something. What exactly is she lost?She doesn't know, doesn't know, doesn't know...

"That must be very important, but maybe I can't find it now?" She tried hard to look and think, but all she got was blank.

"It turns out that all these things will disappear together with the memory?" She continued walking, walking, since she has found these things, she must be able to find them later.

Suddenly, a dark cloud floated in the night sky, blocking the crescent moon, the wind became violent, the temperature suddenly dropped, and the heavy rain fell with the thunder, hitting her body, and wet her skirt and long hair .

"Is it blocking my progress?" It is already difficult for a girl with no strength to restrain herself against the strange strong wind. Now with the torrential rain, this way forward will inevitably be even more difficult.

"I know that you want me to admit defeat. I also know that every step after that will be difficult, but you can't stop me until I don't find the memory I want, the past I want."

She raised her head and spoke loudly to the dark clouds, as if shouting, as if swearing.

"Boom~" Wu Yun seemed to be enraged by her actions, a thunderbolt landed in front of her, and made a deep hole in a piece of grass, but she was not afraid, because she would definitely be able to do it.

Holding this belief, the girl moved forward firmly again, her true self was waiting in front of her...

Chapter 440 Three: Wind and Rain

"Big brother, we promised that we must do it in the future. Also, when you think of this memory again, you will know what you have lost." The girl who looked exactly like her was crying and crying. He hooked his fingers, and in his soft words, he couldn't hide the girl's ashen heart.

"I will remember, I will remember, for sure..." After he finished speaking, she smiled and disappeared into a burst of light, and his soul was completely integrated into this body, becoming her.

It should have been a while since then, and when she opened her eyes again, she was already used to this kind of life.At least, on the surface, I got used to living as a girl, as a girl.

"Huh, are you going to school?" The girl waved to her family with a piece of bread in her mouth, holding a bottle of milk in her hand, eating and drinking as she walked, feeling very uncomfortable.

Maybe the girl already knew that if she didn't do this, she would be late for school, right?In any case, she at least tried her best.

The 12-year-old girl is about 1.3 meters tall, and she is not very tall among her peers. However, while walking, the single ponytail sways adds a little bit to her. It is very moving that other girls of the same age do not have.