The First Development of My Goddess

One by one, one scene after another, one incident after another, let her gradually know who she is, and she has also recovered bit by bit of the past.

With the appearance of the first girl, Chu Chu, those dark clouds in her sky suddenly and slowly dissipated. Even if it was very slow, even if the weight of the falling rain was reduced to a pitiful amount, the girl still noticed it.

"Sister, Chuchu likes you the most. I like the way you always complain about me being obsessed with you, but when I am weak, when I need you most, you open your arms. I like you when I meet you When I am in danger, when I may lose my life, use your body to shield me from all the hurtful backs."

"Everything you do for me, I know what I can see and what I can't see, because ah, I like such a proud sister the most, my lord sister, right?" The girl in front of me said with a smile , rushed over to hug her with open arms, and then disappeared in the form of thunder.

"You still want to teach me how to practice. How can you go to a place where I can't find you? Have you forgotten our agreement? Now I'm your singer and your man. Leaving, isn't that so Simple, at least, not before I admit it, before I make you disappear."

Her face was full of pride, but when she said these words, her cheeks were blushing again. It was her cowardly avoidance, and the girl was shy for her boldness: "Anyway, I didn't allow it before." , You can’t die! Do you know that?” After saying this, Cai Ya’s body was like an ice cube that was smashed into snowflakes in an instant, and disappeared into crystals that filled the sky.

"Chu Lian, I have nothing else to do, I can stay with you in the future, so don't sleep anymore, I'm waiting for you. We still have a lot of things to do, right? As you said, my physique It is the most special kind, once cultivated, it will become the top genius. I am waiting for you, help me."

"Hey, you can't say nothing. I gave everything to you. In return, you should give yourself to me. This is a secret between us, isn't it?" the shy girl said. , Said, tears couldn't help streaming down, rushed over, hugged her in his arms, and disappeared like mist.

"You are the driving force for me to move forward in martial arts, and the goal I must definitely surpass. How can you leave so cowardly?" The barefoot figure of a white-haired girl stood in front of her, holding two samurai swords. , Saying this, talking, fell into the darkness and disappeared.

"Pity, I'm waiting for you." The pink-haired girl looked at her with wine-red eyes that were as beautiful as jewels, stretched out her hand, stroked her cheek lightly, leaned over, and kissed the corner of her lips. , just like the real body temperature of her, let her heart melt in it.

"Don't forget, we're all waiting for you." The orange-haired girl and the purple-haired girl appeared at the same time, hugging her tightly one after the other.Then the two of them backed away, standing beside the pink-haired girl, holding her hand, and together they turned into purple crystals, which shattered before her eyes.

"Master, didn't you say you want Tina to do such a thing? Why don't you come out, Tina will be very obedient." The little girl in blue and white maid outfit appeared in front of her, looking at her with tears in her eyes , even the usual mouth addiction is gone, she just thinks that she can come back.

He stretched out his hand, trying to wipe away the tears on her face, but found that his hand could only stay in front of her face, and could not go any further. "Tina will be very good, she must..." She cried, cried, and suddenly disappeared into this world.

"If you want to go to sleep, don't tell me the time. After 2000 years of waiting, the flowering will finally come. Although the result is so bitter, I am willing to wait, no matter how long, is it? Give me the specific time , I can't help but count every day until I can't count any more." Her smile was full of happiness and sweetness, and it was more of a kind of relief.

This is nothing more than one more time, isn't it?Waiting for one more reincarnation, you will be more trapped.She smiled, and suddenly a drop of tear fell to the ground and turned into a poppy flower, and she also disappeared with the wind the moment the flower bloomed.

"Hey, we've been waiting for you to undo the shackles that have been imposed on us for a long time. We have always believed that you will do it. Because, Chu Lian, you are the representative of omnipotence in our eyes, and you are also What we admit is the only follower in this life." The black girl with short hair and the girl with golden shawl and long hair appeared in front of her hand in hand, looking into her eyes, smiling, laughing.

Then the two people seemed to be fused together, turning into two light spots, one gold and one black, entangled together, and flew towards the sky.

"Mom, Anna is hungry..." The little girl hugged her body, and upon hearing these words, the tears in her eyes could no longer hold back, and burst out, covering her cheeks with her hands, crying loudly.

"I won't, I will give up..." Amid the crying, this firm word was so weak, but it was as bright as the stars in the night sky.

Chapter 440 Five: Awakening

"Don't cry, pity, haven't I been here all the time?" Behind him, a girl with short hair appeared naked, hugged her drenched in her arms, and warmed her with her own body temperature. her.

"I know you've been here, but I can't wake up." She knows who the girl behind her is, the girl who has been silently accompanying her in her mind, the girl she loves and can't help but want to protect girl.

"It's okay if you can't wake up, because if you just fall asleep like this, many people will be sad, including me, without you, I don't know how to continue. You are the backbone of everyone, yes The core that everyone can be together, so don't give up, okay?"

Her voice is very gentle, very gentle, her voice is like a cup of warm tea that warms her heart.The body is like the most comfortable fluffy quilt, wrapping her around, allowing her somewhat cold body to gradually recover its own temperature.

"However, I can't open my eyes. I just feel so powerless. That kind of powerlessness is like falling into the deep sea. There is no way to recover it." She smiled bitterly, laughing, laughing at her dissatisfaction. Self-restraint, laughing that her efforts were in vain in the end.

"No, it's because you don't want to wake up, that's why it's like this. If you want to wake up, then these are all things you can do. All of this depends on your heart, whether you want it or not."

As the girl said, she leaned close to her cheek, kissed her lightly, and whispered, "You gave me another life. If you want to leave, please take it away. In this way, at least I can be with you." .”

After saying these words, her body turned into a sky-filled brilliance and disappeared behind her, leaving only the wings falling down and sticking to her skirt, covering her body with a thin film of light , blocking the invasion of smaller and smaller rain.

"Sacrifice..." whispering the girl's name, Chu Lian knew that she was right. All of this was just because she didn't want to wake up, which caused such a result. If she wanted to wake up, then how could it happen? become trouble?

"Why don't I want to wake up?" She asked herself, why, what made her unwilling to wake up?

"By the way, it's because I know too much of the past that has been blurred or forgotten, and I'm very disappointed in myself, so I don't want to wake up?"

She sorted out her memory again, from the scene she saw at the beginning to the light feathers left behind after the sacrifice disappeared at the end.

This feeling, I hate myself, I have lost myself, and I don’t want to face that kind of myself?

"Am I unbearable? No, from past memories, although there are many mistakes, I am not an unbearable person..." She was a little uncertain.

"No, provoking so many people is the most unbearable thing. I know that I may not have a future, so why do I have to let these girls get involved in danger? I am so selfish, I should die?"

She blamed her passion, maybe it shouldn't be passion, but the kind of greed that doesn't want to give up.

"However, such a cowardly death will make them all live in sorrow in the future? Or should I leave the troubles I caused to them to solve? No, no, no, I can't do this, that's my responsibility, I have to do it well .”

Immediately, she clenched her fists again, saying this to herself, and then walked forward with strides.

The front is no longer the soft grass, but the river bank with strange rocks, sharp stones are hidden in every corner, and the soles of the feet will be scratched if you are not careful.

But she didn't hesitate, and she didn't care about the wind and rain that had stopped. She walked on the river bank with bare feet, and the tingling sensation made her more sober.

"I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape." There was a thin cut on the sole of her foot, but she didn't care, and just moved forward like this.

Standing on the bank of the river, looking at herself in the river under the reappearing moonlight, she asked: "Do you want to be a weak person for the rest of your life, or a hero who may die at any time?"

The reflection in the river seemed to come alive, and he opened his mouth and asked her, "Then do you think it's easier to live as a weak person, or as a hero?"

"It's not easy. Being weak means being bullied, and being a hero means taking on countless responsibilities."

"One is that fate is out of my control, and I have no sense of security."

"The other is that life is beyond the scope of one's control, and there is no way to relax a little bit."

"In other words, whether it's a weak person or a hero, you don't think it will be easy?"

"Yeah, that's why I don't know how to choose."

"It's very simple, ask yourself, do you want to be the underdog, or do you want to be the hero."

"Weak? Heroes? Probably, they all want to do it."

"why?"

"Weak people have excuses to escape. Heroes can control themselves."

"So that means you're also confused?"

"Then you don't need me to say it, you can choose for yourself."

A gust of wind blew away the reflection on the water.

The girl looked at the self who had stopped talking after regaining her composure, and asked, "Shall I choose by myself?"

Unfortunately, no one can answer her now.

"Boom~" She was silent for a while, waited for a while, and when she saw that there was no answer, she smiled, stepped into someone, and walked slowly towards the center.

"It's a little cold, but it made me more awake." She relaxed her body completely, and just let her body float on the water.

"Hey, if I wake up, can I see many people waiting for me?"

The blue moon is as curved as a hooked jade.Faint clouds, as thin as light mist.

She is duckweed in the water, and also a solitary boat that has not found a shore.

The grass in the meadow was lowered by the sudden wind, and the petals of peach blossoms came from nowhere and scattered in the river, as if they wanted to stage a drama of burying flowers with her.

"Falling flowers and flowing water are gone, but I'm still here, looking at the boundless sky." She chuckled, with tears in her eyes.

At this time, I couldn't help but cry.why?

"Death may be a good choice, but that would mean denying me all the hard work. Is it worth it?"

"Do you think it's worth it?" This time, someone answered her instead of talking to herself.

A beautiful woman dressed like fire appeared from the end of the small river in a boat with a penny pole.

Even though the distance is so far, the two sides seem to be facing each other, especially clearly.

"It's not worth it, because it's so easy to give up, but it's so hard to be persistent."

She shook her head, her long hair spread out in the water, dancing slowly with her actions.

"Since it's not worth it, why think about it?"

She is always so easy to hit the things she least wants to think about, and likes to ask her for accurate answers on things she avoids.

"Just because I know it's not worth it, I have to think about it, thinking about myself, whether I can do it."

Her smile carried a peculiar charm, and no one knew what the girl was thinking at this moment.

"So what if you can do it? What if you can't do it? But it's all your choice."

Ayase smiled slightly, at this time, she was more open-minded than ever.

"My choice? Why do I always feel that someone else made me choose?"

Even though she feels that way, she thinks it's not her choice.

"People who live in this world, those who only live for themselves, say that they live a wonderful life, but in fact they are very sad, because they have no one they can fight for."

"Maybe there is, but that person is nothing more than himself." Ayase's words made Chu Lian somewhat understand.

After being silent for a while, she asked softly, "Is it right to live for yourself, and right to live for others?"

"Only by finding those who can live for it, but can live a wonderful life and live their own life, is this life worthwhile, isn't it?"

"You knew it before, why do you still ask if you don't? I allow you to be confused for the last time, but this is not an indulgence, but an opportunity."

"If you do this again next time, then I will really leave you." Ayase's voice was very soft, but her words made Chu Lian smile bitterly.

"I know, I know, I can't help but get lost all the time. So, let me be self-willed for the last time." She said, slowly moving her body to the depths of the water.

She looked at the sky that was gradually moving away from her, watched the blue moonlight slowly disappear in her eyes, and closed her eyes at the bottom of the dark river...

"Okay, wake up, if you do this, it will make people worry."

A piece of red silk broke through the water and entered the bottom of the water, wrapped around her slender waist, pulled her out of the water, and threw her into the boat. Looking at her wet, Ayase, who was about to say something harsh, softened her heart.

"I'm still waiting for you to pick me up, am I not more important than you?" Ayase lay down on her side and whispered in her ear.

"Yeah, I still want to pick you up. I still have a lot of things to do." Her words were like giving the girl a reason she needed most. Even if it wasn't for herself or for her, she must not fall down here.

"Well, I'll wait for you, if something happens to you, I will never come back, you have to remember." After finishing speaking, Ayase leaned forward and kissed her deeply on the lips.

"Ayase..." Looking at her eyes, Chu Lian's heart suddenly burst into infinite tenderness. She treats herself like this, and why does she want to treat her like this?

"This is my reward for you. When I come back, I will give you what I have always wanted..." The girl let go of her lips, her eyes were full of charm.

But the current Ayase is just a character formed from the thoughts in her heart. Even if everything is exactly the same as Ayase, it is not the real her.

But there is no doubt that this sentence is exactly the same as Ayase's tone.

"Well, I'll wait." Yes, let her wait for me, wait for me to save her.

"Then, wake up and tell them that you can do it." Ayase smiled, stood up, waved her hands lightly, and two red silks twined around her arms.

She dances, dances, dances her most beautiful dance under the blue moon, and at the last smile of her eyes, she waved a red silk, wrapped around the waist of the girl who was watching with a smile, and sent her to the sky .

"wait for me!"

"waiting for you……"

A ray of light suddenly descended from the blue moon, covering the girl, and she just disappeared in this strange space.

"I'll wait for you..." The wind blew, and the person standing on the boat turned into reddish petals, which fell gently on the water.

"Lian'er, you must wake up." The night had passed, the sky was hazy, and the morning sun broke through the clouds, casting thousands of golden lights on the ground.

Li Mingxue, who was naked and hugged Chu Lian all night, was still praying.

Because she knew that if Chu Lian didn't wake up before seven o'clock, then she would never wake up again.

Now it was very close to that time, so close that she didn't know if Chu Lian could wake up.

"My lord..." After putting Xiu'er back in her room, Chu Chu, who saw her recovering, stood at the door of Chu Lian's room.

She didn't want to miss the moment when her elder sister woke up, even though this hope became more and more elusive as time passed, and it became more and more like a fantasy, but she didn't give up.

"Chu Lian." At the corner of the stairs, the white-haired girl put one hand on the handrail, looked at Chu Chu at the door, but her eyes became blurred. This night was too long.

Please wake up, so that I have the reason to continue to work hard. If I can't defeat you in this life, what motivation do I have to continue?

Thousands of words of "pity" condensed into one name, which she never tired of calling her, and every time she called her, she would always turn around and look at herself.

If you can, let's do this from now on, look at me, look at me, watch me become a normal human being.You haven't taught me all the emotions yet, isn't it too easy to leave like this?

"Chu Lian." Pressing her fingers on the keys of the piano, she couldn't help playing the "Poem of Birds" that Chu Lian collaborated with her, which can also be said to be the promise of love between the girl and her song of.

It was because of the recording of this song that she became emotional at that time, and then confessed to her on the rooftop, this time, listen to the melody and come back, okay?

Putting down the pen, she rubbed her forehead and looked at the paragraph on the paper: "If there is no fate in this life, then let's continue in the next life. I believe that there will always be a century that belongs to us."

"Our adventure, our legend, our story has just begun. If you, the protagonist, are gone, there is no way to write it down." Gently exhorting, Liu Yanran turned off the light on the desk, and stared at it blankly. The location of Chu Lian's room.

"Mom, Anna has taught those people a lesson, and mother will be able to take care of herself in the future..." Holding one of her arms, the pain on it is still going on, but it is really amazing to be able to hit that weaker guy. Very good.

"Girl, please don't force yourself. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be able to come back." Yakumo Zi sat beside her, sipping black tea leisurely, looking at Anna with admiration and love.