The First Development of My Goddess

Poems of birds, poems of love, who will she sing to?

Chapter 150: The Color of Empty

The singing falls, the breeze passes by, the leaves sway, and the water ripples lightly. There are people's reflections on it, as if people from the past see the present through time and space.

The singing that dissipated with the wind is still lingering in my ears, whispering, like a handful of clear springs, washing away all the sorrow and happiness, and becoming inexplicably sad and joyful.

"This is the most beautiful Japanese song I have ever heard. Even though there are better songs than it, there is no one that touches my heart more than it." Chu Chu stood up holding Tina, leaning against a tree, looking up at the sky, said leisurely.

"Although the last chorus with Qi was very nice, but Qi also thinks this song is more beautiful, pity." Qi Qi put his hands on the long pink hair that hangs down to his belly, and smiled softly, as if he had encountered something. Wonderful things, the whole person is enjoying them.

"If I use paintings to describe the scene of this song, I think it must be very beautiful." Li Xiuer wants to paint, but her painting skills can only be called beginners. The scene of the song is perfectly presented, but there is still a big gap.

It's just that she can't, there is a person whose painting skills have entered the hall of a master, and who is advancing towards a master can do this.Her words reached Chu Chu's ears, making her smile: "Although the time may be a bit rushed, I will draw all these scenes within a month as soon as possible, which is already the fastest I can do. "

"It's okay, Chuchu, there's no need to hurry. It's not too late to let this song brew for a while. Although the video we shot is only this scene, I think people who listen to it will be very satisfied." Chu Lian said in this When it was time to speak, there was a faint smile on her face all the time. She didn't know whether she was satisfied with the singing of this song or recalled something wonderful.

"Well, with my sister and us here, countless people will watch it even if they stand stupidly in front of the camera. There is no problem with attention. I'm just worried about Nihong, after all, they don't know us very well. Not much, even if we look perfect, they probably won't admit it."

Chu Chu expressed her worries. If this song was heard by her more than a month ago, she must be very confident to draw a series of pictures that make the neon people crazy. It's just that it's too late now. I don't know about the live-action version. People over there accept it or not.

When Chu Lian heard her words, she suddenly chuckled, and then said: "Chuchu, you underestimate the 'gentlemanly demeanor' of our Huaxia neighbors, for those neon young people who just want to stay at home and die , what is more in line with their aesthetics than the loli who is highly similar to Two-dimensional in the three dimensions?"

"Although I don't want to admit it, in their eyes, I'm afraid we are the perfect loli they want to pursue all their lives. Well, I won't admit it. It has nothing to do with me whether you admit it or not... see If we and they still don't follow suit, I will wonder if all of them have become loyal fans of Shichu."

"So whether you can accept this or not, don't worry, I guarantee that after they see the video, our fame will soon spread throughout Neon."

If there is one point in which Chu Lian has the most confidence in this body, it is undoubtedly this perfect face that is so ingenious that no one in the world can match it.Although due to the young age, I have not been able to fully express that charm, but it does not hinder other people's judgment on beauty.

In addition, even if she doesn't want to admit it, it is a fact that at this age and figure, she can only be called a loli at best, not a girl.Even Chu Chu, who resembles her by five or six points, but has an adult figure, is also affected by this, and can only be called a JURU dill.Not to mention Li Xiuer who always has a timid look, shy Luo is the kind that many people want to tease.

Among the four of them, only Maki can be called a girl, just because her appearance is too peculiar, with long pink hair, a slender figure, flawless skin like white snow, and the person who seems to have stepped out of a CG picture Children's exquisite facial features are also the most sought after type of neon people.

All kinds of lolita and beautiful girls, how can people not like it?

By the way, because the ACG culture in China is becoming more and more popular, many young people have begun to pursue the aesthetics of young people similar to neon.To put it simply, it is Lolita Saigao, Long live Otome, Yujie is the best, and the Queen kneels down.

This is also the reason why Chu Lian's popularity is so high. It is only because her appearance is too perfect, which is too in line with their aesthetics. In addition, Chu Lian has a pleasing personality and is a talented writer and musical girl. It quickly created her current popularity in China.

Silently looking at Chu Lian, Li Xiuer's eyes were slightly terrified. She was worried that she would become the type that some pervert would like, so she would have bad fantasies about her.

The contact with Chu Lian during this period of time has subtly changed her previous attitude of neither favoritism nor prejudice towards men, she has become unacceptable and disliked, and she is a little closer to girls.To put it simply, she already has a lily tendency, so she rejects such things so much.

Sensing what Li Xiuer was thinking, Chu Lian knew that if she couldn't solve it for her, this matter might become a knot in her heart in the future.Flicking her hair, Chu Lian'e frowned slightly, thought for a while, and finally came up with a solution that was not a solution.

"Xiu'er, if you think that way, I don't agree with it (actually, I agree, but I can't say it). Please don't think so badly about young people nowadays (although it is really bad). It’s just protection (when protecting, think about how to push it), and doesn’t mean much to violate (for them, push is equal to love, not violation), so don’t think so much (even if I know their group There must be a lot of people), scaring myself (well, I can't be honest)."

What do the brackets mean?Chu Lian said that she didn't know, she just said something that was not in the brackets, if someone saw the content in the brackets, it must be their own thoughts and had nothing to do with her.

"Really?" Li Xiu'er was dubious, obviously she was also aware of this, and she was skeptical about Chu Lian's words.

"Of course it's true (well, your intuition is right, it's false), although I can't rule out that there are really some perverts who do this (not so few, but almost all), but most of them are good people ( I sent you a card, thank me). Maybe they have had the things you think (I can guarantee that they still have), but they will definitely not think so after seeing how cute you are (just because you are shy They look so cute that they will do that when they foul!), you can rest assured (why did I start to feel like I don’t feel at ease?).” Again, the brackets are purely your own imagination!

"Well, I hope it's as you said." Li Xiu'er breathed a sigh of relief, and dipped her face into the pool water after saying this, she wanted to calm down.

Chu Chu and Miao Qi, who had been listening to Chu Lian fooling Li Xiuer all this time, could finally smile. Seeing Li Xiuer like this, they couldn't help sighing slightly.

Chu Chu sighed because she felt that this cousin was too shy. Since she was already famous, such things were absolutely impossible to avoid.Taking a step back, a pretty girl like her may have been fantasized by those youthful young people since the first day of junior high school, and now I'm worrying, should I say you are too early or too late? late?

Mo Qi's sigh is that it is better not to think about this kind of thing, so as not to make yourself feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable, why bother?When she was in her own world, although she didn't understand emotions, as a famous singer on the Internet, she still understood this point very well, and she had already ignored it.

Shrugging, Chu Lian got up and put on his sun visor, jumped off the rock and walked to the "black technology camera", removed the body from the rack, and looked at the scene just shot.

Because it is a black technology, the pixel of this camera has reached 3 million, so all the scenery is colorful in front of the camera.

Listening to her own singing voice, Chu Lian's mouth twitched. It is worthy of being a song exchanged with 4 culture points, at least in terms of proficiency, it has reached the highest level.Even without the cooperation of music, she can sing the most suitable rhythm. With her immature and ethereal voice, it is a little less indifferent than the original version, but more aura.

"That's it, have you all rested?" Chu Lian didn't hesitate, just put the camera and rack into the system space in front of their eyes, and then turned to ask the three of them.

Seeing things that appeared out of thin air and disappeared out of thin air, Chu Chu didn't feel anything wrong, after all, she knew that her elder sister was the "Valkyrie" that appeared in Jiuzhaigou.After seeing Chu Lian's ability to step on the sky like a flat ground, he has already opened his eyes to these small things.Perhaps, she was never surprised from the beginning.

"Have a good rest, I think cousin Xiu'er has also rested?" Chu Chu put Tina on her shoulders, walked to Li Xiu'er, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, and gently pulled her up from the water , said.

"Ah? I've rested too, so I can start right away." Li Xiu'er was a little out of breath after holding her breath underwater for a few minutes, but she was in good spirits, apparently recovering from sub-heat stroke.

"Then let's go..." Chu Lian took out a white silk scarf from her body, walked up to Li Xiu'er, gently wiped off the water on her face, and said softly.

"Hmm~" The pink and white figure was erratic, Li Qi tapped his toes, jumped to Chu Lian's side, and nodded in agreement.

"Well, watch it early and go back early, and you have to spare a little time in the evening to find a recording studio and get the music for this song out. After all, no matter how good the singing is, it's not as good as the music." Chu Lian stretched her slender waist , decided things casually.

At this time, it takes at least six or seven o'clock to see the sunset, and it takes eight o'clock to go back after watching it.In addition, they are busy with some things, and they will not be able to spare time until after 09:30 at the earliest.Even though the plane at night will take off later because it is flying abroad, even so, they must board the plane before three o'clock.

In other words, the time left for them is no more than three hours, and the music of this song must be done well.Well, after all, we need to save some time to sleep. Hey, girls who don't sleep will do a lot of damage to the skin, and it will also affect the development!

The few people who had been arranged to form did not delay any longer, and just followed this path to the top of the mountain.

It's four in the afternoon, hopefully the sun will go down early today.

Well, after coming to Tai'an, the best thing is that nothing strange happened today. There is no time traveler, no alien, no dream, no goddess, no Qin Shihuang, no overlord of Western Chu, everything is just like that calm.

But this kind of peace is what she likes the most.

Chapter 150 Two: Sunset

The endless sky seemed unchanged in her eyes. If it wasn't for the white clouds flying upwards rapidly, she might not even realize that she was falling.

The strong wind blew her hair wildly. She stretched out her arms and opened her hands, as if trying to catch the sky that was falling farther and farther away from her, but in the end it was in vain. There was nothing in her hands. Nothing is caught.

"Where am I going?" she asked, but got no answer.This world is like an infinite space, no matter how she falls, there is no way to see any scenery.The surrounding clouds are thick, and the light is getting smaller and smaller where her body penetrates.

"Does this mean that I want to fall into the abyss? Oh, that's right, even if I fall into the bottom of the Styx, I will not be able to wash away my sins, right?" There was a sense of silence in his eyes. It was so empty, her thoughts couldn't help but go back to that time.

It was a quiet night, so quiet that she still dare not remember that scene.

Because his demeanor on stage as a reverse actor is too graceful, he often attracts the prying eyes of some people. Even if he knows that he is a man, he still cannot avoid this.

On that night when the moon seemed to be stained with a layer of blood, he had just stepped off the stage, and before he had time to change out of his women's clothing, he was kidnapped backstage and arrived on the top floor of a dead silent building.

There, he saw that man, who had always been gentle to him like the wind, showed his true colors at that moment, ferocious and ugly.

He asked several people to push him down to the ground, and took off his skirt and clothes forcibly. Just when he closed his eyes like dead ashes, and was about to bear this humiliation silently, the moon outside the window suddenly Red up.

When the red moon fell, everything was silent, and he passed out from that moment.Even now, he doesn't know the exact details of what happened after that, how the event that ruined him all happened.But he still remembers that moment as bright red as blood.

When he woke up, he only felt powerless, and the ground was full of viscous liquid, and what he smelled in his nose was the smell of blood.

Looking around, there were dozens of corpses lying on the ground, some had been disembowelled, or had their voices sung, or their five limbs had been severed, or their heads had been decapitated.

On the ground, on the wall, on the sofa, on the balcony, there were corpses lying on their stomachs. He held a gorgeous long knife in his hand. The surface was spotless, but under the knife, there was a bright red ground.

When he saw the dead body of the man whose internal organs had been emptied and put aside, he closed his eyes in pain.It's okay for other people to die, but after this person dies, no matter whether he did it or not, his fate will not be easy.

He was alone and didn't know who his parents were. Apart from this incomparably beautiful body that seemed to be of the wrong gender, the only people he cared about in his life were his childhood sweetheart and the woman he had a crush on.

But the family backgrounds of these two people are also not simple, at least not inferior to the power behind this man, but how can he let them help him?

The two women who have already been under a lot of pressure because of being friends with me, and trouble the family because of this matter, I am afraid that waiting for me, besides not being able to get close to them for the rest of my life, there will be a lot of troubles.

The most important thing was that he didn't want them to know about it, and he didn't want their fiancés to be dissatisfied, which would affect their lives.

So, after he stared blankly at the scene in front of him for a long time, he showed a relieved smile, walked to the balcony, took the long knife to the balcony, stood on the railing, and blew the oncoming wind. cold wind.

Turning on the phone, he wrote a line on the notepad, then turned on the tape recorder, and said softly: "I'm gone, I won't see you again in the future, I hope people like me will die from your memory after disappearing. Because , I am destined to be a person who can only end my life in this way."

"You don't know where you came from, you don't know where you live, you don't know where your life comes from, and you don't know who gave you your body. No one knows the joys and sorrows of your life, so what's the use of leaving this body in this world?"

"I think, if there is an afterlife, I will try my best to become a person worthy of you. This time, please forgive my waywardness..."

"Oh? Hehe, I forgot, you guys have to completely forget me, so, I will definitely not remember these words..."

The phone slowly fell from his hand and fell on the balcony, while his figure still wearing a long skirt faced the sky and jumped lightly...

The next day, a piece of news shook the whole of Yangcheng and even Guangdong Province. It was about the death of that person's son, and a well-known domestic actor who committed suicide by jumping off the same building, which caused the city after the blood moon to fall into a hustle and bustle.

Among them, there are two exquisite and picturesque women sitting in an antique pavilion, quietly listening to the recording on the mobile phone placed on the table, without saying anything...

This was a memory she had deliberately forgotten before, but she recalled it all at this moment, and the last scene, the figures of the two women, seemed to have traveled through time and space and were imprinted in her mind.

Showing a shallow smile, her high hand suddenly clenched into a fist: "If I had the ability to protect myself at that time, how could such a thing happen?"

"It's just that what happened, it still happened after all, and it cannot be changed."

"The lives of more than a dozen people ended at my hands. Although they were also at fault, although they may have done many hateful things, isn't it more disgusting and frightening that I took so many lives? Isn't it more sinful?"

A tear fell silently from the corner of her eyes. She would rather forget this kind of memory, this kind of distress, than not want it.

"Oh hehe, are you talking too easily? You must know that the person who bears this crime is not you, but me."

A man wearing the same style of white outfit as her, but a completely opposite black color appeared in front of her, with an inexplicable smile on that exact same face.

"Are you a second personality?" Chu Lian didn't wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but looked at this person with a forced smile and asked.

"What about the second personality or the second personality, I am you, and you are me. It's just that I was born and woke up after that incident, and it's just a person who bears the memories you don't want to recall."

Her lavender cherry lips parted slightly, and after letting out a soft breath, she said, "You know? I am the most tyrannical, cruel, and ruthless part of your character. Everything you dare not do is up to me." Hands-on, including what happened in Kunming..."

"So I've always been a dirty person with bloody hands? Wearing pure white, but doing the darkest things, it really is hypocrisy." She smiled, but felt that only such a self could fall without any worries. into the abyss.

"Haha, you think too much. If you only look at some things from one side, of course you rely on your own subjective judgment. But if you look at it from a different perspective? Then the result may not be certain." Her words were noncommittal.

"I am you, and you are me. Although we are divided into two halves, we are one body. It is impossible for you to abandon me, and of course, I will not abandon you."

"The only reason for my existence is to bear the sins that you can't bear for the time being. One day, you think about it and can bear these sins by yourself, and I will disappear."

"Before that, protect yourself well. If there is danger, I will come out. No one can hurt you before I disappear."

She in black stretched out her hand, stroked her cheek in white, and said softly.

"If there is a day, I will not let you disappear. We are black and white, and we must exist at the same time to be the perfect me." Raising her hand, she also caressed her cheek, with tears in her eyes, and said softly.

"Impossible..." She shook her head in black, but she didn't say why, but said: "This is not an abyss, it's just a dream of yours. When you wake up, everything here will naturally end. You After you go out, you won't remember these things anymore, all you know is just a dream that fell for a long, long time..."

When she heard this, she in white opened her eyes wide and shouted, "I don't want to forget that you are not allowed to bear this sin that I should have borne alone!"

"This is, it's impossible... Goodbye, me in white..." In the eyes, a series of tears overflowed, she let go of the hand stroking her cheek, and she in white wanted to reach out and grab her hand In an instant, it quickly flew into the sky.

"Remember, I have appeared before..." The last words came from her ears, and her eyes kept staring at the figure as it went away and disappeared.

Showing a bitter smile, she whispered: "If possible, I would rather not see you than know that you will disappear."

A tear slid down his cheek and fell into the clouds below him.

The originally infinite clouds suddenly disappeared without a trace after the tears fell, and a blue and boundless lake appeared under her body.

"Plop..." When she fell into the lake, there was a splash of water. She was soaked in the light cold water, but her eyes never gave up on looking at the sky until she slowly closed her eyes...

"My lord, look, the sun is starting to set." Chu Chu's voice came from beside her, and Chu Lian opened her eyes, looking at the figure of the dim yellow sun slowly disappearing from the clouds, showing a smile of unknown joy and sorrow.

"Yes, it's down the mountain. It's a beautiful view. Chuchu, tell me, if one day we die, will the light left behind be so spectacular?" Chu Lian turned to Chuchu and asked her, expecting her answer. .

"Chuchu doesn't know if Chuchu will do this, but Chuchu knows that if my lord sister really goes on the road of stardom, then in the future, even if my lord sister is gone, your deeds will still be praised, and your residual vision It will make everyone feel that they are enjoying the most beautiful things. Chuchu can assure you, it is like this." Chuchu touched her lips lightly with her fingers, and after thinking for a while, she suddenly said to Chu Lian with certainty.

The right hand was gently held by a small hand, and the voice of Qi Qi came: "Chu Chu's words are true, Lian's future will definitely be the brightest."

Although Li Xiuer's voice was small, it was unexpectedly firm: "What Chuchu said is exactly what I thought."

"Perhaps, right..." Chu Lian said quietly, resting on his knees.

The afterglow of the setting sun in her eyes suddenly became hazy...

Chapter 150 Three: Hongxia

When the last ray of the setting sun disappeared from the clouds, almost everyone on the top of the mountain stood up.Standing up is not leaving after watching the sunset, but because a more magnificent scene appears in front of you.

Where the sun sets, it was already a dark place, but countless red lights suddenly burst out, just like the most brilliant brilliance, dyeing all the clouds red, making the sky suddenly turn red in an instant.

Chu Lian looked at the red color quietly, a faint smile was drawn on the corner of her exquisite lips, she didn't know what she was thinking.Ever since she escaped from that falling dream, her state has been like this, not like being in a daze, but there is a feeling of sudden blur.

Just like in a game, there is a problem with the data of a certain character, and there is a data error communication during the restoration process, which makes the character either unobservable, blurred, or disappear suddenly.

Thinking of this thought in my heart, Miao Qi, who had been watching her, was suddenly startled, stepped forward and hugged her body from behind, took her into his arms, and whispered softly: "Lian, don't leave me... Lian, don't leave I... pity, don't leave me..."

It seemed that her embrace had played a role, the fuzzy feeling on Chu Lian's body finally disappeared, she sniffed the faint fragrance of Li Qi's body, closed her eyes and enjoyed the tenderness of this moment.

"System prompt: The connection with the memory of the previous life has begun, and strange effects may be produced when the information merges. Please pay attention to the host."

"When the memory connection between the host and the past life is completed, the host's memory related to the past life will no longer be forgotten, but will be sorted into a kind of memory and placed in a certain area of ​​the host's mind, waiting for the host to freely choose whether to open it or not."

"Note: The memory of the previous life is accompanied by the emotional memory of the host. If the host has unbearable memories or emotions that he does not want to remember, please choose to delete it as soon as possible."

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