The First Development of My Goddess

In fact, this kind of secret should be concealed until the effect begins to appear, but now the situation has changed drastically, and some things are happening, and he will not be able to get out for a long time afterwards. Confession in advance is also a decision made out of desperation .

"There are many treasures in the world. Most of them are left to us by our ancestors after going through various experiences. This is why we are not destroyed by those guys in battle after battle. more and more powerful reasons.”

"I won't talk about what you already know. Let's talk about the seven things you are concerned about now. None of them is simple. Of course, it's useless for you to envy, because this Kind of thing, you have no way to use it."

As the president spoke, he turned the seat under him, turned to face the window, looked at the dark night sky outside, his eagle-like eyes revealed a trace of fatigue.

"First of all, let's talk about the roulette of fate. Just like its name and ability, it knows what others want and what it wants. To a certain extent, it has the ability to change the fate of ourselves and others. So no matter what we do , unless it is destroyed, sooner or later it will go where it should go, waiting for the person it should wait for."

"Although its ability is powerful, it also has a lot of dangers. Every time you use it, you need to pay a big price. It's not just talking."

"Historically, the roulette of destiny has experienced a total of 27 masters so far, three of which were absorbed by it as a price, and turned into ashes and disappeared between heaven and earth; the luck of two was reversed, and they spent their lives in fear ; There are four cognitions that are deprived, and all lives ignore them, as if they were abandoned by the world; these are special cases, and more are lonely and helpless all their lives, and they have been paying off the debt of the wheel of fate. There are also Yes, the family is broken and the family is destroyed, and in the end they don’t know where to end up.”

"Rather than saying that it is an item that will help people fulfill their dreams, it is better to say that it is a devil that tempts you to make a deal with a high price."

"Someone once suspected that the last item created by the so-called God of Destiny before his fall contained the greatest goodwill and the greatest malice towards the world. Is it because there is an unknown devil hidden in it?"

"Those who doubted tried to destroy it, or used various methods to lure out the 'devil' that it might hide, but they failed. In the end, these people were punished to varying degrees. Since then, no one has Dare to fantasize about it."

"Except for some people who were cornered or really needed to find something, it was seen as ominous by all."

"This roulette, the last time it appeared was 200 years ago, ha ha." Having said that, he smiled, "Have you not found any relevant information?"

"Yes, President, why is there no information about this part of it?" The woman's back was covered in cold sweat. This fate roulette might as well be called a devil's roulette.

Shrugging, the president's answer was unexpected, yet reasonable, as if it was indeed the case.

"No one wants it to appear again, so destroy most of its materials that have been circulated outside, so that no one will know that there is such a thing, and let it become a forgotten thing in the long river of time."

"..." That's right, since such a dangerous thing disappears automatically, don't go looking for it, let it be unknown to everyone, wouldn't it be fine?

"It will appear again. I also find it very strange. It seems that it has found the next poisoner. Of course, maybe this time, it may be the real owner it has been waiting for."

The cigar in his hand finished burning, and just after he finished speaking, he pulled out another cigar from the humidor, repeated the action just now, and then continued.

"The word of heaven, only those who are related to fate can be recognized by it. To be precise, if it is not capable of being recognized by it, then for the holder, it is a more terrifying item than the wheel of fate. At least the wheel is absolutely Most of the time, it can let you live safely. But this thing doesn't want you to live well. For it, perhaps bringing you to death is what it wants to do."

"It can be said that although its origin is not as mysterious as the fate roulette, what it hides is only a lot more than the fate roulette. One thing is certain, it hides a very big secret inside."

"According to analysis, this secret involves too much, and it may even involve ancient races, those extremely dangerous races. Regardless of whether it is true or not, it can be proved that once our association forcibly intervenes, then what will follow, but It's just destruction."

"The ancient race, president, haven't they disappeared completely?" She listened the whole time, and only here, after the president had finished speaking, did she ask her doubts.

"Jinxiang, you are my disciple. I am very clear about your foundation, your experience, the knowledge you have come into contact with, as well as your character and what you want."

"Now you are talking to me as a member of the association, and I am also talking to you as the president. Some things, what do you mean, I think, I am the person who knows the most besides you."

Turning the chair over, holding a cigar to his lips, the president tilted his head to look at her, without any expression, but it was enough to make her body tremble with fear.

"Go around the Mage Tower when you have time. I know you have always been unimpressed with the Mage Tower, but what I want you to learn is not the spells, but the knowledge on it. Although all the key books are hidden, you need to read them accordingly. You can only watch it with permission, but some of them still reveal a lot of information."

"What you are asking is on the No.17 bookshelf on the left side of the No.13 floor of the Master Tower, the second book on the lower right of the historical classification, the fifth book, located in the middle of "Wife Talk" and "History as a Mirror" , titled "Ancient Secrets."

"Although the above information is not much, it is enough for you to understand the general appearance of the ancient race, instead of hearing it, being brought to the depths of the trench by them, and thinking that you know a lot."

Judging from the dialogue, the chairman's lecture is actually very inexplicable, why did he just talk about her like this?

But Jinxiang knew that the president was right, he was the person who knew her best besides her, so she also understood what the subtext hidden in his words meant.

"President, I...I understand." I didn't dare to call myself a teacher, and my status at this time was not suitable for me to say this.So she just answered his request to have a chance to read the book.

"I will give you an assessment later. If you fail, you will know the result." Glancing at her coldly, Jinxiang was a little caught off guard by Shi Wei suddenly, and she lowered her head: "President, I understand."

"The ancient races didn't die out, they just hid. As for where they hid and when they reappeared, that's not something you can touch now."

Even though he had already asked Jinxiang to read those books, he still couldn't help but add something at the end to clear her confusion.

"So, I understand." If it really involves the ancient race, the hat of the word of heaven is indeed a hot potato, whoever gets it wants to hand it over, and doesn't want to keep it in his own hands .

"After talking about the first two things, let's talk about other things, for example, the time hourglass..." The speed of the president's transformation is not slow. He just recovered after being reprimanded, and continued to start his own business.

He seems to be very interested in the hourglass of time. When he talked about it, a strange smile appeared on his lips, and his voice carried a little sense of expectation: "It will change the world, and I am waiting for it to play a role." Only in the hands of special people can it display its original and even surpass its own abilities. It is a waste for us to keep it, because in this world, no one can use it except the people it approves. But its ability is too special, keeping it is just a waste. Instead of this, it is better to let it fall into the hands of others and see what changes will happen."

"This world is already changing. Its current world, I think, may be the arrival of another future. And this is not only my consideration, but also what the presidents of all generations have thought about."

"It's just a pity that in their time, they didn't encounter such a good opportunity. Now we are at the cusp of history, and the future of the world will be determined by us. That thing is the key, so it will only fall. In the hands of key people, rather than being controlled by us."

What he said made Jinxiang's expression slightly changed after recovering, what the president and the others were thinking...

Chapter One Thousand and Fifty: One punch to smash the confusion in front of you

"Yawn~" It's comfortable to move to a big hotel. Although the nine o'clock place they lived in before can't be said to be shabby, it is really much worse than this one.

Perhaps it was also because of this that they had the best sleep after arbitrarily replacing all the things in the bedroom with those they were familiar with.

only……

She lowered her head to look at Chuchu who was still holding her thigh with both hands, and then looked at Tokisaki Kurumi who was lying on the side next to her, and the other four girls. Her forehead hurt a little.

Really, why can't we separate each other like before, we have to sleep together.

She doesn't care if they sleep together, but if they sleep together, she won't be able to do some strange things.

This is really unfriendly to girls who have consumed a lot of physical strength in battle and want to relax and have fun.

She can be sure that Tokisaki Kurumi, who made this request, must know what she wants most, but he still does it.

Chu Lian also couldn't figure out whether this girl was against her, or helping her to have a big quilt - the former was most likely.

After all, with Tokisaki Kurumi's strange temperament, she doesn't need to be surprised by anything she does.Perhaps it is because of her temper that she has such a likable personality.

Although I didn't enjoy the treatment I wanted, but I have to say that the big quilt sleeps together, the scent of a girl is lingering in the nose, the skin touched by the hands and feet is so white and soft, and the ears and lips are full of girls. The feeling of breathing is really unbearable.

No wonder there is such a word as "nephrite jade and warm fragrance". If you really sink into the tenderness of a girl, it will make people depressed.

Probably because of this, she can control her desire and nostalgia for this feeling, so as not to let time go to waste.

Even if she doesn't exercise or practice now, and only relies on her spiritual progress, she can advance at a speed hundreds of times faster than ordinary people.

But is that really suitable?

Shaking her head, she stretched out her hand and gently separated a small hand that was holding onto the hem of her nightdress, letting Chu Chu pull her hand away from her leg, then straightened her skirt, and gently fell under the bed.

"Li, why don't you sleep a little longer?" No accident, when she landed, the voice of Qi Qi rang out, as always, as long as she sleeps with her, no matter how long she gets up, she will wake up after her The next second followed by waking up.

She was also used to this, and when she saw that she was the only one who woke up, she walked over quietly, first kissed the back of her hand, and then kissed her forehead.

It's a good thing that Miao Qi is lying on the edge, otherwise, even if Chu Lian's figure has improved a lot, we can't do it when we are facing this 4*6 big bed.

Such a big bed has already taken up most of the room, leaving only enough space for a dressing table and a wardrobe.

But they didn't care too much, and that was enough.Anyway, it is only used to live for a period of time, and when they find a new house, they will naturally build their own "castle".

Until then, everything can be settled.

"Talk to me." Pulling her out of the bed, seeing that her nightdress was much neater than his just now, she wanted to laugh.

Among them, it seems that I am the one who is "bullied" the worst, and also the one who is stuck the most.

Secondly, there is Li Xiuer, who has no personality, and she is so shy when she teases her, which is indeed endearing.

Except for the two of them, the other girls were not bullied much.

It's because of her gentle temperament, and after experiencing so many things, she has subtly possessed the aura of a big sister who resembles her real name, which naturally makes them dare not mess around.

As for Sansan, who looked the sexiest, she seemed to be fine with flirting with anyone.To moles her, you have to be prepared to be molested back, which is not a good thing. ,

It is precisely because of this that Chu Lian's sleeping appearance is always the worst when she sleeps with her. It's not her, but the people around her that make her sleep like this.

For all these reasons, after waking up, Chu Lian had to expend a lot of energy to deal with this matter carefully before getting out of bed.

"Hmm." The voices of the two of them were kept very low, basically only the two could hear them.

Although nothing would happen even if they disturbed them, Chu Lian and Qi Qi subconsciously wanted to let them sleep more.

Probably this is the so-called desire to protect, and only when facing someone you cherish, will you have such an emotion.

"Phew, another city has been destroyed, and it's still under our protection." Holding her hand and walking to the edge of the balcony, Chu Lian seemed to have something in his eyes as he saw the crowd outside who were dealing with the traces left by yesterday's battle. Countless thoughts.

"Does Lian remember Miami? The city that was destroyed because of us." When she said this, it immediately reminded her of that time.

Nodding slowly, Chu Lian's expression was slightly confused: "I always feel that wherever I go, it will bring disasters. Even if this disaster ends with my own hands, I will help them with the idea of ​​saving, but There's always this thought that maybe I shouldn't be here."

It is not very difficult to confide in front of Qi Qi, or they are the spiritual pillars of each other, so you can speak out your thoughts without any scruples.

"Pity what you think, it is both right and wrong." Qi Qi didn't simply tell her that she was thinking too much, or that it was true, but gave an ambiguous answer.

After seeing her turn her eyes around, she looked at her wine red eyes with her pure black eyes, and after a long, long time, said softly: "Did you think of it?"

"I thought about it, but I'm not sure if what I'm thinking is what you think, so I'll let you tell me." Those eyes are still so pure and penetrating, like a pair of bloodstone-like colors that are unparalleled in the world, The brilliance shining in the sun is really attractive.

"Correctly, the arrival of pity for you is indeed a change, and the main reason for these things to happen. Without you, perhaps many things that happened here would not have happened."

"This is a trick of fate. Didn't you pity you have already realized it? It has nothing to do with you because you have seen too much now. They didn't feel sorry for you, but people who died because of you feel guilty. Is it?"

How well Miao Qi understands Chu Lian, what she said, no need to explain, she already understood.

"Cause and effect, my arrival is the cause of all this. I solved the enemy, but they died because of me. This is the effect. Cause and effect cannot exist alone. As long as there is a cause, there will be an effect. If there is an effect, there must be a cause. I know all of this, and I accept it.”

"But maybe it's because more and more lives died directly and indirectly in my hands, and I also came into contact with Tiernas and the Goddess of Life, so I became more and more in awe of life... Wait, Goddess of Life..." Chu Lian I was talking about it, but after thinking of the goddess of life, I suddenly felt, is it because of her?

Together with her thought, the voice of the Goddess of Life naturally appeared in her mind, helping her to solve the confusion.

"It's not me. I don't have the ability to influence you now. Don't say I don't have it. Even if I do, I won't affect you. Life is different from the individual's understanding. It exists objectively, but the people who look at it , is the key. I have achieved the position of god by comprehending the profound meaning of life that I understand, and I have walked all the way to the position of the most powerful goddess of life in history, so I am naturally aware of this."

"What affects you is the information left by the World Tree of Wood. Do you still remember the restrictions you accepted at the beginning?"

If the Goddess of Life didn't remind her, Chu Lian didn't even think about going there. When she reminded her, she remembered what she promised...

"If you want to avoid the serious consequences of killing the World Tree, then you will have to perform the following things in your next life..."

"[-]. Respect for life: Respect life with good intentions, even if sacrifice is inevitable, it must not be insulted."

"Two. Protecting the elves: within your ability, please protect those wood spirits and elves, and give them a place that is impervious to wind and rain and can resist powerful enemies."

"Three. Enemies of the Swarm: In the vast universe, there are beings called the Zerg. They are the same as condemned sins. They like to invade the world and destroy the ecology. Eliminate every swarm you encounter, and let them not threaten you. to your world."

"Four. Expulsion of the abyss: kill or subdue all the abyssal creatures you see, they are a group of dirty, disgusting things that will pollute the world."

"Five. Conviction Nightmare: After accepting it, you will become the most polluted target of the abyss, and you will also need to solve all the abysses."

……

"I remembered, no wonder, no wonder, no wonder..." Only now did Chu Lian understand why she was being targeted by the abyss, why she instinctively used Hei Chulian to clean up all the bugs in that wormhole, why she I feel guilty for causing so much harm to myself. It turns out that everything is like this.

The reason why I didn't feel it before was partly because the negative emotions were absorbed by Hei Chulian, so how could they be accumulated.And also because of what she did, start a war or something to essentially unify a world and then do everything she can to give them a good life and protect them.

That's why she launched the war, and she did not violate the "respect for life" regulation. She sacrificed the minority to protect the majority.That may be cruel to a few people, but it is a good thing for the whole world and the future.

So even if the World Tree is dead, what it left behind has its own wisdom, and can judge whether she is right or wrong in doing so.

And the reason why she felt this way this time was because she had sacrificed too much, and she could do very little besides destroying it, so she was alerted in this way, don't forget these things.

"If this goes on, will I become a Virgin?" Chu Lian felt a new worry when she thought about it.If things go on like this, she is really worried that she will become the kind of saint who can't bear to hurt anyone and saves everyone she sees.

She has no objection to the fact that the people around her are the Virgin, but she doesn't want to be a Virgin herself, because that would be detrimental to all her future affairs.

"Yes... because even if I don't affect you, you will change under the double pressure of the divine power of life and the shackles of the world tree. But your kind of saint is different from ordinary saints. Ordinary saints try their best To help others, sometimes you accidentally hurt the people around you.”

"But you, the Holy Mother, are the type to choose what to do for the sake of the common people. In short, you will choose the best option to save others."

"Wait, let me take care of it first, I'm a little confused... well, isn't this the same as Emiya Kiritsugu in Fate/zero?" Chu Lian suddenly realized something was wrong when he heard the words of the goddess of life. , she seems to be teasing herself?

Before she could think it through, she suddenly thought of the same type, Emiya Kiritsugu who sacrificed a few people to save the many people—she hated that character very much, probably because she was unable to protect the people around her, so she was so ignorant of the people around her. People in this world are extremely precious, so precious that they can give up on outsiders.This kind of thinking has nothing to do with Emiya Kiritsugu.

But now if I also become that kind of scary character, will I sacrifice the people I care about in order to save most people in the future?

That would never work, she couldn't do it.

"Impossible!" Thinking of this, Chu Lian shouted in excitement, and unconsciously gathered all the strength and energy in his body, and swung his fist into the air outside the balcony.

"Boom~" A loud noise like the low-altitude flight of an airplane and the sudden arrival of a hurricane of more than ten levels completely awakened the city that had just woken up from a deep sleep and most of the people were still sleeping.

A thick layer of cloud floating in the sky was pierced directly by the girl's punch from the air, and the blocked sunlight fell from the cloud hole she swung out, seeming to have a strange brilliance.

"It's good to vent..." As if she wanted to see such a girl, the Goddess of Life said with a smile, and then said without waiting for her to ask a question.

"Actually, what I just said is just lying to you. But as you grow older and experience more things, you will eventually become hesitant. Because you have so much to consider, so much that you It cannot be decided lightly.”

"Maybe you can ignore the thoughts of three people out of 100, but can you ignore the thoughts of 100 million people out of [-] billion?"

"As long as you care, you'll end up making choices you didn't want to make."

"Of course, the so-called Holy Mother is lying to you, but you must also remember that saving one person is a good person, saving ten people is a saint, saving a hundred people is a hero, saving a million people, tens of millions of people, you are God .”

"Salvation is something you will do in the future. If you choose to save, someone will say that you are the Holy Mother. You don't need to pay attention to those different voices. You just need to know that everything you do is your way to the highest place." Just the stairs."