The First Development of My Goddess

Fortunately, it is just in time, and they can also arrive at this time today.

It's not morning yet, and they won't be past noon at the latest.Finia wanted to wait for their arrival before deciding what to do with Dona.

After all, there are three passages that appear and are running. If there are one on the human side and one on the elf side, the remaining one is for the orcs.

Since this is the case, it is better to assign who is on which road.This avoids subsequent conflicts, and we can also see how to prepare so that the three parties can quickly support when encountering danger.

"En." After hearing her words, Dona thought for a while, and didn't want to do anything urgently anymore. Instead, she walked up the stairs and walked all the way to the top of the Star Tower, standing there alone overlooking this kingdom.

Before leaving here, she never thought that she would become lovers with a young girl.Obviously before that, she was still a married woman with two daughters and the identity of a queen, but after meeting her, it seemed that this identity no longer belonged to her, but instead became her. obstacles.

Although she also knows that before leaving here, whether it is her or her husband who has become the past, or even someone who knows their actions, they will give everything, even including the three of them. The price of guilt is exchanged for rescue or a piece of land that allows them to survive.

Unexpectedly, they did give everything, but the person who paid was not a member of the opposite sex, but a girl whose real age was only thirteen or fourteen.

This is very strange.

What's even more strange is that this girl really saved them and became the savior of the world.Incidentally, he raped her in front of her ex-husband, and took her daughter in as well.

If it were the past, who would have thought of this plot?

but……

but……

Seriously speaking, I am also a broken body, but I didn't expect that she would not dislike it at all.It seems that I am thinking too much?

What she likes is herself, not the so-called "virgin body".In other words, for people of their level, the so-called virginity is not important at all.

The more you care about it, the more you cannot let it go.Since she chose to accept it, she was naturally prepared enough, so she still had some psychological burden.

In other words, she is not worried about her so-called "remnant flowers and willows", but because she is different from other girls.

Most of them are virgins, and they are all virgins. When they are with Chu Lian, everything belongs to her.

But I am not, she has a husband, a daughter, and an identity known to everyone in her world.

And that identity determines how much she will bear if she really wants to come.

Fortunately, she has not changed herself from the beginning to the present.Fortunately, I met such a person.

"Maybe I'm a little sorry for you, but..." Looking up at the sky, I thought of my ex-husband from acquaintance to being together, finally getting married to the first drop of blood, the night when she lost her virginity and her two lovers. When daughters were born one after another...

Scenes flashed through her mind, scenes became blurred, and scenes were replaced by pictures of getting along with another person, and finally became her unique memory.

Opening her eyes, her eyes were clear, and there was no difference because of these changes: "You choose what you want, and I choose what I want, that's it."

"Although I also know that when I get the happiness I want, it seems that Denier and Luo Lisi are a little restrained and afraid to express their emotions, but I believe that as time goes by, as the next They will definitely understand the development of things. At the same time, they can accept their own identities, and once again muster up the courage to pursue the person they want."

"Well, even... Even from the outsiders' point of view, it seems unbelievable and shameless for the three mothers and daughters to become another girl's harem at the same time, but I think that since you can choose, you should make your own. s Choice."

"I believe I can't be wrong, and they won't be afraid of so-called gossip because of such a choice."

"Perhaps... this is the most daring choice and change in my life, but I also believe that this choice and change will be the best one." The softly whispered words carried a touch that made people feel slightly uplifted .

If Chu Lian heard it, he would hug her gently behind her, give her his own warmth, and let her not care about anything.

But she didn't say this when Chu Lian was around, but when she wasn't around.

In fact, she has been holding back these words for more than a month. From that night until now, she has really sorted out her mood and made the biggest change at the same time.

No one will not do some wrong things, but she feels that there is nothing wrong with the decision she made, and some are correct, a decision that she will not regret.

"What are you thinking?" Phinya seemed to know what she was going to do, walked up from below, stood beside her, and looked at her sideways, a little curious.

"Finya, what do you want to do now?" Dona calmed down after Fenya's arrival, she turned her head to look at her, and asked softly.

Just like when I left...

In other words, the Phinya I saw when I was young, and the current Phinya, have basically not changed.

Still so beautiful, young, luxurious and charming.

Time doesn't seem to have any reflection on this elf. Perhaps she has been like this for hundreds of years, but her life has only passed more than 30 years.As for Finia, she saw it when she was a child, and her memory is extremely deep.

Such a comparison naturally has a very strange feeling.

"I remember the first time I saw you, you came to me." For a moment, Dona's mind flashed some pictures about himself and Phinya, and Phinya seemed to know her As if thinking about something, he stretched out his hand to gesture, and finally put it down on his waist.

Her figure is tall, more than 1.7 meters to nearly 1.8 meters, and she is slender compared with humans.

So even her waist is 1.2 meters three.

This height was about ten or eleven years old, which was also clearer than Dona's memory.

"I didn't know you were the Queen of the Elves, but you impressed me very much, because I have never seen such a beautiful person."

At that time, the world was not in danger, and Dona, who was able to meet the Elf Queen, and even left with the team at such a young age, was naturally not from an ordinary background.

Perhaps it was precisely because of this that she was so embarrassed when she saw the Elf Queen now, compared to her previous experience.

"But the number one beauty in Star Country is you." Finia showed a strange smile. Speaking of appearance, she is actually not inferior to Dona, and even her temperament will not be suppressed by her, but for some reason, she just gave it to her. It felt like she was short of Dona or something.

This may be the so-called "charm". Her charm is very high, but Dona's is even higher, so that her demeanor is taken away, and there is no way to be the best.

"But now it's her." Dona also laughed. She actually didn't care about this identity at all.And now to be serious, there is nothing against Chu Lian.

It's just that because she doesn't participate in this kind of thing, it's hard for others to say anything.

"These are trivial matters. Compared with this, I care more about other...something." Finia turned his head and looked at the city below.

The altitude of a thousand meters does not prevent her from seeing people walking in the distance. For elves, they can see clearly from farther away.

But whether she was watching or in a daze, only she knew.

Standing beside her, Dona was silent for a while, and finally spoke.

Chapter 84: She is a ghost mother~!

"What do you want to know? Is it her emotions, or her background, or... the purpose of what she is doing now?" Phinya seems to be in the same position as herself now, but in this matter However, she has always taken the initiative.That is to say, if Phinya really wants to know something, she can only get the corresponding information through her.

So Dona also knew what she would ask, and gave the questions in advance, letting her choose.

"I don't care about the purpose of what she is doing now, because no matter what she does, I think it is a good thing for us. What I want to know is her emotions, her origins, everything about her... ...I can know."

Finia is actually very greedy, she really wants to know everything.But she also understands that sometimes some things can't be said too much, otherwise it will be annoying.Therefore, after she said these words, she added the sentence "I can know" to let Dona choose some questions, whether to answer or not to answer.

"You ask, I answer, just for the two of us to communicate." Frowning, Dona walked to the crystal table that was brought up and placed there for chatting, sat on the chair, and poured water for himself. After drinking a cup of tea, he took a sip and said softly.

"Well, don't worry, I won't ask you some embarrassing questions, I just want to get to know her a little bit more deeply." Phinya himself is a measured person, so naturally he won't mess up here.

So when Dona was so polite, she was also very serious, sitting there looking at her and asking: "The first question, I want to know, what is she like to you now?" The presence?"

"My lover, the only faithful lover." Dona answered this question decisively, but it was strange that these words fell into Finia's ears.

"Well...why...you would say that?" In fact, she didn't ask a more private question, that is, why did she choose to "betray" her husband and choose another girl when she was obviously married before? .

After choosing her, why would you say such "loyal" words? Isn't it shameful?

"I know your problem, and I also know that I may not be qualified to say this, but I will prove it with my actions and performance." Dona didn't want to dwell too much on this issue, but she was also very clear , There are some questions that cannot be avoided without answering them, so even if they are not good, she still continues to talk.

"The elves are a very loyal race to their partners. Basically, they will never change their partners for a lifetime. But humans are not. Maybe you think this is my excuse, but what I want to say is that humans are very strange when they choose their partners. "

"I used to think that I had met my true destiny, but after I got along with him, I realized that the two of us are not so suitable. Even though I gave birth to two famous princesses for him, even if I became the number one beauty in Star Country, and I didn't feel that kind of happiness and joy at the beginning."

"This is a very subtle change, it is implied in life, from the little things we get along with, until the end, he said he loves me, but in fact it is only because my identity will make his status better It is stable, and at the same time, it also makes him have enough vanity."

"After all, I am the number one beauty in the Star Kingdom, and I am also the daughter of the Stars who was favored by the departed gods to open the Star Tower and live in it. At the same time, I am also the mother of the two most famous princesses in the Star Kingdom, and my strength is at the same level. The middle is also the best.”

"No matter which aspect it is, it has a great impact on him, which also makes him never let go of me even if he seems to be at odds with me."

"The last time I felt that he really cared about me was the emotion he showed when I was about to leave before leaving this world to seek another world where I could survive."

"It's just that I think that should be my extra points for my emotions at that time. After all, after he came back, what he did and said... I understand that I have to make changes, and I should It’s time to pursue true happiness.”

"Huh? Do you think that you will change because of his change?" Phinya actually doesn't like people who push all the wrong things to others, and then put themselves in an innocent position.

Because in her opinion, sometimes mistakes are not absolute, but relative.Especially in terms of relationship and partner, since you have chosen each other, even if you leave, it should not be the fault of one person, it is most likely the cause of two people.

"Finia, do you think that when I said these words, I portrayed myself too well, as if I were a victim, you don't like it very much?"

Dona is so smart, she just plays stupid most of the time in front of Chu Lian.But once she faces others, her virtuous orchid heart is revealed. Even if she doesn't explain something clearly, she can still know what it means from the other person's face and words.

"Yes, maybe you can try to convince me?" This happened to the first question, and Finia also felt that he had asked the wrong question.But now that the conversation has reached this level, it is a good opportunity to continue to talk about each other.

"Well... It is impossible for only one aspect of the relationship to go wrong. In fact, not only him, but also I have a lot of doubts about this relationship. Why did I choose this way in the first place?"

"In the eyes of outsiders, there will never be any conflicts between me and him, nor will people see that I and him seem to be in harmony. In this regard, even my two daughters are not very clear. It was not until later that I and him When they talked about it, they realized that I didn't have much relationship with their father."

"So, when did this break in the relationship begin? I have been avoiding it before, and I don't want to pursue it. But after choosing to be with Lian, I have already decided to abandon the past. "

"Before chatting with you, I just cut off the past. Now, you can see why there is such a change..."

As Dona said, she pulled back the erased memory in the void and displayed it in front of her.

Except for hiding some fragments of private life, everything else was shown to her.

Human life is both long and short. To elves, Dona's life journey of more than [-] years is really nothing.It's just that if you condense this journey, the wonderful life you see will be very eye-catching.

She looked at it seriously, her expression went from frowning at the beginning, to relaxation later, to understanding later, she finally knew what was going on.

"Humans' emotions are really complicated. Even though we elves are very close to humans, we can still feel that we and humans are indeed not the same race." Phinya didn't say anything when he opened his mouth. Na and his relationship, but talked about this.

"The pure nature of elves is also what human beings yearn for. This has different characteristics of different races. In fact, there is nothing surprising. If possible, I also want to experience the pure nature of elves, rather than...feel human beings. So complicated."

Complexity and purity are two opposites in themselves, and this is also the biggest difference between elves and humans.If human beings also have a pure heart like elves, even if they are not elves, they will be elves when they get along with elves.

Similarly, if elves also have the complex emotions and changeability of humans, then elves can also be elves with human hearts, and humans in the appearance of elves.

The boundaries of race are sometimes very blurred, but sometimes they are very clear, especially when it comes to the soul.

"In the beginning, they fell in love because of their longing for each other, then they got together because of their mutual admiration, and then they got married and had children because of the so-called love."

"And all these changes started after he officially became the emperor of the Star Kingdom. It seems that since that day, he is no longer the him you yearn for."

"He started having other women, he started ignoring you, he started to have a huge harem, he started to be the person he said he didn't want to be the last time, and he started... doing the most things he ever did. Disgusting thing."

"His changes have made your feelings for him plummet, but you have not changed, but you have changed for the better. This also makes him have a very subtle sense of jealousy, thinking that you are actually pretending..."

"It's really interesting, the collapse of trust, the shattering of emotions, the fall of longing, and then... everything changed. After that night, a very unique woman was with him..."

"Everything changes."

"In the eyes of outsiders, you are still the queen of Star Kingdom, the person he loves and respects the most. But in your circle, it is very clear that the two of you have no possibility. The only connection between you is The identities of husband and wife. What can make you back down is because you are the daughter of the stars, and he is the king of stars. What can make you bear with each other is because of your two daughters..."

"What a wonderful relationship, what a powerful transformation..."

"I really didn't expect that it could develop like this."

"By the way, I want to know what's wrong with her now?" Finia looked at the memory picture that was spinning in front of her eyes, and listened to the voice inside. It was obviously Dona's life from girlhood to the present, condensed It took only half an hour to get up and turn around in front of her eyes.

As she watched, she marveled at Dona's past and contempt for him.

Dona couldn't say it was right, on the contrary, she didn't show up in time when he needed to be comforted the most, but went to do other things, causing someone to take advantage of the situation, which itself was a big problem.

After all, before that, no matter whether he and she didn't deal with each other, he would solve any problems with Dona as soon as possible.But such dedication did not allow Dona to reciprocate with the same dedication, which made him feel very unbalanced.That's why what happened next.

This incident was Dona's fault.

But at that time, what Dona wanted to do was to help him solve some problems. He was outside and didn't know anything about him.

This was the beginning of it all and the end for both of them.

"She? She's still there. I didn't dismiss his harem, but stayed there and treated them well." Dona's answer was beyond Finia's expectations, but seemed reasonable.

"Is it because...they are not wrong, or is it because of something?" She couldn't understand what human beings think, maybe she should try to truly experience the life of human beings?

"It's because I let go of all this, and I don't hate or dislike them. After I don't have these negative emotions, because of their relationship with Luo Lisi and Denier's father, I will take care of them according to the situation. .”

"After all, the identities of Luo Lisi and Denier are his daughters, they have not changed and will not change."

It was probably the only thing she would leave for that man.

It's not that she really doesn't want to change, but because Chu Lian's relationship can't be changed.

The two of them are other people's daughters, even if they are related to her by blood, they still have a chance at least.

If they become Chu Lian's daughters, the chances are really slim.

In order to create opportunities for her two daughters, even if she had to pay something sometimes, Dona could accept it.

In this regard, Dona's lack of understanding of Chu Lian, as a senior—ghost mother (strike out)—mother, Chu Lian is very concerned about her daughter.

As long as there is no real blood relationship, even if there are any excessive demands, she will agree.

She is a child-protective character, and she has to deal with any mistakes by herself instead of letting outsiders deal with them, so if Luo Lisi and Denier become her daughters, it is logical to do something, such as taking a bath and sleeping together , and then something happens, it will not be very strange.