The First Development of My Goddess

And now, if she really wanted to remember something, that part of the memory would still come back.

As far as Chu Lian can know, her memory of being a mother begins with Anna.And Anna is Tiernas, the child of Death, one of the most powerful Void powerhouses in the multiverse.

This child was also born between her and Tiernas in a certain life.

"Anna, you know her..." This was the first time she mentioned it to an outsider, but the people around her were not Chu Chu and the others, so they felt somewhat regretful.Fortunately, after remembering, she can talk to them later.Anyway, there are so many stories that can be shared with them, which is a good thing in itself.

"I know, that... very strange child." Dona naturally knew Anna, after all, there were not many people with special status in Chu Lian's family, and Anna was one of them.

She can often hear Anna calling "Mom, Mom" ​​there, and she also understands Chu Lian's doting on Anna and a very special feeling.

But, wasn't that child adopted by Chu Lian?How come it has something to do with her?Could it be... Does this child actually have a deep relationship with her?

"She...is actually a child of mine in a certain life. You probably don't know about her mother Death God Tiernas, but if you can describe it, you can regard her as one of the top ten powerhouses in all the worlds."

"Ah????" Dona didn't have any feelings for Tiernas, the god of death, because she had never heard of this name, so naturally she didn't know it.But what Chu Lian added later surprised her.

All the top ten powerhouses in the world, this is no longer powerful and can be described, this is the real, so-called omnipotent god, right?

"Yes, she actually contacted me when I just woke up, and Anna was also thrown to me by her. When Anna called me mom, I thought it was because of some special reason. Looking back on this After reading some memories, I realized that there was no special reason, after all, it was because I was Anna's biological mother that she called me mother."

"And Anna doesn't have this memory, because I left Tiernas after she was born and reincarnated. I don't know how many lives I have gone through. Anyway, in terms of time, it is probably thousands of years .”

"In other words, during these thousands of years, Anna has never seen me. Or, according to Tiernas, in order to prevent Anna from being hurt by the Legion of the End when she didn't notice , so she has been in a deep sleep until she found me and woke her up."

"Anna was also the first one I saw. She was one of my children in previous lives. As for whether there are others, I don't know. According to the number of those memories, there are probably many, many."

"But since you don't know it yet, don't worry about these things, as long as you know that Anna is my child."

"How should I put it... After all, Anna was not raised by me personally. Although she has a close relationship with me, in the final analysis, she broke into my life unexpectedly."

"In this life, I also have a child. But the origin of this child is very strange. Seriously speaking, she is actually the incarnation of 'Nothing'."

"The so-called 'Wu', when I brought you to this world, the power I used was 'Wu'. It was also because of her appearance that my memory was restored, and at the same time, I knew all my previous lives— —well, probably all past lives.”

"And her arrival, while restoring my memory, also let me know why I can pose such a big threat to conviction. The origin of all this is that I am the pioneer against conviction and darkness. Every reincarnation is Apart from such things, it is because there is a reason of 'nothing'."

"Now I can only use the power of 'nothing' to fight against them, and the power of the previous life, I have not received much until now, and even less can allow me to fight against condemnation and darkness."

"But I believe that in my many lives, there must be the ability to resist conviction. It's just that this ability needs to be understood, recognized, captured, catered to, and used."

"Huh? In this way, in fact, Lian still hasn't become a real mother." Dona listened by the side, no matter what she said, there was no way to change this point.

"Although this is true, it is already a very good thing to be a mother. 'Wu' is the child I gave birth to after three years of gestation, but she will not show it to you. Because She is 'no', does not exist, only I can see it. As for why I can see it, it is probably because some preparations I made in my previous life have been passed on to this world so that I have such abilities."

"If possible, I want to be a mother too. At least the kind of mother who can raise children..."

Chu Lian looked up at the ceiling, and suddenly sighed slightly.

According to her age on the other side of the earth, she is actually only less than 14 years old.But ten years have passed since the experience in various worlds.

Even if her age is constant, she should always adapt to such growth.And her previous life, at least the previous life she knew, the self in that memory, was also an adult.

So now, if she can, she can do more things with her own ability.

For example, to have a child...

If this was put before, she would never think about it or even resist it.But now she really thinks, it's time for one or several.

You don't have to give birth to yourself, but you can also let other girls who are willing to give birth to you.

For example, Chuchu has been asking for it all the time, for example, Xuenv who I told him before, or... someone else.

As for why you want to have children, apart from so many things you have experienced growing up, it is more... a very subtle feeling.

It seems that this has something to do with her fusion of the Godhead of the Goddess of Life. This Godhead made her understand the meaning of life and gave her the idea of ​​"extending" her own life.

Of course, she is also very clear that based on her existence, if there is any child, this child is definitely not a simple role.

This can be seen from Anna, excluding the fact that her other mother was Tiernas, her life was definitely not a simple character.

After all, she was able to be with Tiernas in that life, which is enough to prove many things.

but……

She really couldn't recall who she was in that life, as if this part of her memory was deliberately blocked by someone.

"I can give you a child... using my body... not a clone... a child that belongs to the blood relationship between me and you..." Dona hesitated at first, but looked at Chu Seeing Lian's back, after feeling her depression, she made up her mind.

Even though this may have an impact on the two grown-up children, Luo Lisi and Denier, as a mother, she is also a lover of pity. She hopes to leave a trace of blood for the person she loves the most. , a thread that belongs to her and her blood.

"Huh?" She put her hands on her shoulders, pressed her face against her back, feeling her breath, while Chu Lian turned her head to look at her, lowered her head slightly, she didn't know what to do explain.

"Did you agree to let them have children first? I'm sorry, I made it difficult for you. After all, I came later, and they are...the ones from the beginning..." Dona didn't get a response after talking for so long. This made her mood sink all the time.

After a while, a forced smile appeared on the corner of her lips, and she said these words.

As for whether these words are true or not, Chu Lian can clearly feel it.

"Well, I did agree to them, but... Sometimes this kind of thing can be sure that it will not happen when the situation is difficult, then I can't guarantee it, can it?"

Chu Lian hesitated because he was worried about the impact in the future, but looking at it now, if it is true that one or two girls have their own blood, maybe they can be stimulated in the future.

Anyway, Chuchu and the others will definitely not be like her. Her real age can be said to be over 20, but she is still in the form of a young girl.

When they have not reached the right age, she will not let them bear children for herself or give birth to them herself.

So instead of waiting so long, it's better to let a few suitable people around you have children first.

If Xuenv and Dona both had children, she should be able to see the two children after she came back during the two years she went to another world, right?

As long as there is no such strange thing as a cricket after being pregnant for three years, it should be... all right.

"Ah? Is this good? Although... I... I'm willing..." After hearing her words, Dona, who was originally hopeless, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, feeling a little happier in her heart. Shown without any cover.

"Yes, I think it's quite okay. After all, this is leaving our own blood. And after you are pregnant and have children, you can stimulate them when you go back..."

Is this really sure you won't be beaten to death?

Think about it, lovers who have been away from me for several years and brought several children to show them after they come back, isn't that really provoking Hatchet?

"I... I am willing, but I still hope that you can communicate with them before making this decision. I don't want any conflicts between you because of me. I know that I don't hold as much weight in your heart as they do Many, so everything follows your arrangements..."

However, when the time came, Dona woke up again.It would be nice to be able to conceive her child, but...

Wouldn't doing so be too unfriendly to Chu Chu and the others?

They had accompanied her through countless dangers and tribulations along the way, and their experience with her was far less than theirs.

This feeling was born slowly and then germinated and buried in her heart when they got along day and night.Even before she went to find Chu Lian, she didn't know that she cared so much about her.

Now she knows that such a relationship is not easy, so she knows that she should be considerate.

Chu Lian is a very important person, and Chu Chu and the others will become very important people in the future.If there are some bad cracks in their relationship due to their own reasons...

she……

Not happy at all.

This is not a palace fight, just some small thoughts.

"Huh? Is that so? Is it really necessary? Well... Let me think about it..." Dona actually said something in her heart, which made her have the same thought in her heart.

But she didn't make up her mind right away, instead she asked Dona back, wanting to know whether her thoughts were true or not.

"Of course, I have experienced such things, so I don't want them to be like me. I am very envious of the feelings and experiences between you, just like the purest and most precious treasures. Such treasures, light Just looking at it makes people envious, so why would I want to destroy it?"

"So...so...please spread out this feeling, let this feeling be accommodated with them. I believe you can...I believe...you will have an agreed result. "

"Regardless... Whether such a result is beneficial to me or not, I will accept it. Because I think this should be... a result I can accept."

Yes, no matter how much she thinks, she will obey the fact.Because she is a latecomer, she has her own awareness.Just like the latecomer back then, no matter whether her life changed or her destiny changed, the influence of the latecomer still cannot disappear.

She has experienced it herself, so naturally she will not let these girls have such an experience.So she didn't think about really trying to win the qualifications that belonged to them, or... glory?

Maybe so, whether Chu Lian gave birth to them or they gave birth to her, this kind of life extension is a very honorable thing for those who love each other.

Well, anyway, they don't need to go through the very painful process of giving birth to ordinary people, do they...

Although if you want to experience it, you can definitely experience it.

"Well, I'll ask them first, and I'll tell you when there's a decision." Having said so much, now that the decision has been made, it's time to do it.

Chapter 110 Four: She is my sister!

"Hey... pity... if... if they don't let me go first, then...can I be behind them..." Hearing what she said, Dona breathed a sigh of relief and was nervous at the same time stand up.

She didn't know if these girls would accept their existence, or even if they did, would they allow her and Chu Lian to have children?

After all, they were the ones who accompanied her at the beginning, and they followed her to the present when she did not have such achievements. Compared with their latecomers, these people who only came close when Chu Lian grew up, have too much There are too many advantages.

Don't look at Lian as if she's bothered now, but she knows that as long as they talk, she will obey their arrangements no matter how important they are.

This is the gap, and it is also a gap that may not be remedied at this stage, or even in the future.

But don't dare to do anything, whether there is a gap, when she gets along with her, she still hopes to get Chu Lian's approval, Chu Lian's support, and Chu Lian's "reward".

In other words, she is now short of a child with Chu Lian to be consummated.As for other marriages and the like, she didn't really care.

"Of course there's no problem." Chu Lian didn't have any objections to this, after all, she still cared about the people around her very much, and knew their thoughts more or less.

Because of this, after hearing Dona's words, Chu Lian didn't have any other thoughts, but simply felt that her request was really not high.

"That's great..." She moved her face closer and kissed Chu Lian's side face. Dona didn't know how happy she was.

As long as Chu Lian agrees, even if she can't conceive now, she will definitely... Well, the premise is that they really agree.

"Okay, don't talk about this, think about it tomorrow, and take a good rest after washing." Stretching, Chu Lian's body was suspended, lying on the surface of the water, revealing her back with long hair In front of her, "Help me push the oil..."

The so-called oil pushing is actually to help her massage all the skin of her body, including places like flower petals and breasts.

This is also a kind of flirting, which can be regarded as a preparation for later.

Dona naturally has nothing to resist, or rather, she is looking forward to this moment.

"Well, don't say much..." Swimmed over to the pool, brought things like bath liquid, and then swam back to Chu Lian's side, and started to help her get oily little by little.

At this moment, the atmosphere in the bathroom gradually became charming, with a trace of erotic information that excited people's thoughts, and made the people in it sink little by little...

"It seems to be better..." Nuo'er, who was sitting on the cliff, was swinging her legs boredly. Not long after Chu Lian came back, she looked up at the night sky and suddenly said such a sentence.The meaning is unclear, but it can be seen that Nuoer seems to be hiding some thoughts.

Maybe when Lin Yuan left, she told her what was going on inside, so they could know what happened.

It's just that the impact of her departure is too great.If there is no high-end combat power cultivated in a world, it will not exist. Isn't this going to put the world in sufficient danger?Even if the passage is sealed, it can only be done for a while, and the passage will definitely be broken due to various reasons later.

As long as a channel is opened, the world without enough high-end combat power will inevitably become what they are watching.After all, so many gods can be cultivated, and there is even a world of strong men in the void, how coveted is the energy and resources contained in it?

Because of this, the crisis in this world does not actually come from the so-called conviction, but from the beginning to protect the world, but in fact it is also a channel blockade that restricts the development of the world.

There is never a channel that cannot be opened. If the external force is not enough, then let the people inside open it.Presumably at some point, some people must be thinking about what to do to be able to call back the departed gods and help them solve this world, right?

"The Stone of World Migration, even if it is here, what can I do?" Stretching out her hand, the [Stone of World Migration] that was given to Dona before to leave this world and go to the earth appeared in her hand, Nuoer Her eyes were full of soft light, and she didn't know what she should do.

"Perhaps...now is indeed the best opportunity." Holding the stone tightly, Nuo'er closed her eyes, and Lin Yuan's figure flashed in her mind: "I will leave, but I will come back one day, I hope to come back At that time, this world is not the one that needs me to save, but the one that can make me never leave again.”

"I know that my decision will have a great impact on you, so I need to seal up this part of the memory for you, until you meet the right person, it will slowly unravel and let you know what happened What have you been?"

"I'm sorry, it may take a long time to leave this time. I also thank you for taking care of me during this time. If it wasn't because you brought me into this world, I really might not have had such an experience, nor would I have such a result. Woolen cloth."

"No matter what, you can be said to be the one who changed me the most. So in order to protect you, I will also make some preparations."

"I have a hunch that after your memory of me wakes up, there will already be another 'I' in this world to help you. Of course, I may come back, but I may come back."

"As for why I might come back, it's probably because I have a lot of things to do. If it weren't for this, I guess there is no way to do these things."

"The story is good from the beginning, and your idea is correct, but there is a problem with the ending, which is my responsibility."

"Remember, if an outsider really comes one day, please let her in. I believe you can judge it, even if your memory has been sealed."

The temperature of the hands that gently rubbed her cheeks seemed to be still on her cheeks, but that person had already left her side for too long.

When this memory was completely awakened and returned, in her eyes, the waves flowed, and the crystal tears slowly slid down, falling downward like gems.

This is the most precious gem in the world, the gem of the most sincere tears that fell from the consciousness of this world as the creator, nothing is more precious than this.

Even if it could, it's not that expensive.

"Do you know? What I'm most afraid of is that the people around me are crying." A pair of hands suddenly stretched out from behind and embraced her with the most gentle force. The drops floated up and fell into the crystal cup in her hand.

The sound of ding ding ding is extremely crisp and sweet, which makes people feel at ease.And the gemstones that tears turn into are irregular, they seem to be drop-shaped, and they seem to be round, or they may be strange and irregular shapes.But no matter what it is, the gemstone emitting a faint blue light is so beautiful when it comes into view.

"Huh? Why... are you here?" Nuo'er turned her head and looked at Chu Lian's profile. Now she should have just come out to accompany Dona, right?

"Yeah, I was supposed to sleep with her, but when I was resting, I heard someone crying. I really couldn't feel at ease, so I came to you."

"I haven't put on any clothes in such cold weather, it's really..." He said that he had no clothes on, but he was actually wearing a thin black lace nightdress and a pair of very small pants.