The First Development of My Goddess

"My sister once promised Chu Chu that she would have a child that belongs to her sister. It doesn't matter whether the child is conceived by her sister or Chu Chu is pregnant by her sister."

"My sister must think that I am making trouble for no reason by saying this, and I am trying to make you pay more attention to me, but in fact... no..."

She didn't want to talk about this reason at first, because there was nothing to talk about, and it didn't matter when we met or when we were alone in the future.However, at this moment, Chu Chu felt that it was time to speak out.

"In the past, I wanted to monopolize my sister completely, and I didn't want to be touched by anyone. For this, I made a lot of preparations, and even accepted my mother's special training and restrictions on me. If you want to become stronger in the future, before your sister grows up, you must become indispensable to your sister, even someone who can stand in front of your sister and protect her from the wind and rain."

"Later, my sister's growth was beyond my expectations, or...it was beyond everyone's expectations. No one thought that my sister would grow up so fast, and no one would have known that my sister's growth would be so terrifying."

"My mother originally said that my potential is enough to be comparable to or surpass her, but to you, these so-called potentials are all jokes. If there is a protagonist in this world, then the protagonist can only be my sister. "

"Yeah, my sister's ability is too buggy, so buggy that we don't know how to say how far my sister will grow."

"Under such circumstances, my previous plan has no way to work."

"Sister, you must not know where these memories of mine come from. I can tell my sister that this part of the memory was awakened when I broke through to the sky level. And these memories existed a long, long time ago .”

"Hey, why am I talking about these things related to me? I'm talking about my sister." Chu Chu seems to have Chu Lian's "ability" to easily get out of her own topic when talking, and suddenly found out after chatting. I seemed to be thinking too much, so I changed the topic and changed it.

"Sister, your growth is beyond all imagination, maybe this is also in your calculation, but whether it is your calculation or not, I think... um..."

"Sister, your future is broader than ours, and such a vast future must be inseparable from your travels and the people and things you meet when you travel everywhere."

"As long as you go to a new place, not to mention without us, even if you are with us, you will unconsciously meet some people, and then conquer them with your own charm, and make them fall in love with my sister , fall in love with my sister, and never forget my sister."

"Yeah, what a setting of Mary Sue. But isn't this the charm that every person who has reached the level of a god should have? It's just that my sister has brought this charm to the extreme."

"So if my sister really wants to become a powerful person, the most important thing she should do is to have more and more people around her."

"This kind of thing is unavoidable and unavoidable. If it is to be avoided, it is necessary for my sister to become a person who is ruthless, desireless or pure-hearted, but how unfair this is to us."

"Sister, you must think, what's the matter, as long as I have you, I don't have any relationship even if I don't go to other people."

"Yes, of course it doesn't matter, but unless you are willing to make yourself completely unattractive every time you experience a world, and then silently conquer the world and make the world your slave Fight like a reluctant warrior, otherwise the charm of my sister is bound to be released."

"As the enemy is getting stronger and the war is getting closer, if you want to develop silently, you are not only courting death, but also irresponsible for your own future, so it is absolutely impossible for my sister's charm to be hidden."

"But this creates a problem that cannot be avoided at all, that is, someone is bound to fall in love with my sister. Even... the kind of unrequited love is impossible to be less."

"If it's a man, it's fine if my sister says she doesn't like being a friend. It's okay for the other party to give up, but sister...would you really watch those girls feel sad for your sister?"

"Of course, sister, you can also choose a better method, which is to erase the memory of the other party about you every time you leave a world, so that they don't need to be sad for you without your memory."

"But this...isn't it more terrible than abandoning a person?"

"Sister, you can say that everyone is selfish in a relationship... I don't deny this at all. Here, including sister Qi, sister Sansan, Qiong, and others, there is no one who doesn't think so .Or, there is no one who does not have such an idea.”

"It's just an idea, and it's only at the beginning, because everyone is not familiar with it, because everyone is wary of each other."

"But with the development of time, we spent more and more time together, became more and more familiar with each other, and after knowing each other's preferences and feelings for each other, such emotions faded away."

"Compared to love... yes, we are not pure love or something, but beyond this part, there is something like... pure feeling of wanting to be together."

"That's three points of love, three points of friendship, three points of sisterhood and one point of inseparable blood and family."

"This kind of emotion makes us change from individual individuals to a whole, with love for each other and love for each other."

"Under such circumstances, the so-called abandonment is even more unlikely to happen."

"Since there will be such a chemical reaction between us, and it's not just for one person, then we really don't have much to guard against in the future."

"That's it, I think, even if there are more people, it doesn't matter, because we are one, we will be together."

"So, do you know why I said that now?" Chu Chu went around in a big circle, saying a lot of things that should have been held back to her after she came back, and then looked up she asked.

"Maybe I know." Nodding her head, Chu Lian understood what she meant based on her understanding of Chu Chu.

"What do you think, sister?" She said, then ask her what she thinks.

"Chuchu, what you mean is actually very clear, that is, since this is the case, what we should care about when we are together is not time or space, but a connection."

"You are worried that in a group of more and more people, your status, your sense of existence and the connection between you and me will become less and less, and you will have less and less sense of existence, so you are like this, so determined to want a child."

"What can I do if I have a child? At least let me know that my blood is still there, on you, by your side, so that even after a long time, the possibility of me being able to remember you will be much greater .Especially if this child is still the first few children, it is even more important.”

"Well... I know it's stupid to question my sister's feelings for me like this, but I'm really afraid. Because after more and more people join, my confidence in myself is getting lower and lower."

"Each of them is the proud daughter of heaven, each has its own unique charm, and each of them seems to be a pearl in the world."

"Even if I'm not bad, I really can't be much better than them, and I can't say that I have more charm than them."

"Plus sister... Sister, you always have some opinions on me a few times, so...so I...I care about this matter very much."

"What do you care about? Will my existence be erased from my heart if I care about such things? Don't be kidding, idiot, why do you think so?"

"You are my sister, even if it is not a sister who is related by blood, you have been by my side for so long growing up, studying together, playing together, and even doing some strange things together. This is me and you There is a unique connection between them that no one can replace.”

"With this kind of connection, even after 100 million years, I can still remember you, and I can still be with you."

"I can be sure that without children, I will not forget you, and I will always regard you as a treasure and regard you as the most important person to me."

"So you don't need to worry about these things at all. All you have to care about is probably...why are we like this?"

"Huh... I'm a little emotional, but that's probably what I mean." Chu Lian said this in a loud voice, which made the girls with different faces feel a little flustered while listening to her. .

It's rare for her to have such mood swings, probably because... this is really very important to her, right?

"Huh, huh, huh, my mood has stabilized, I'm sorry, I don't like this idiot Chuchu... I don't like her words, so I said this, now that my mood is stable, I won't do it again So extreme."

"Chuchu, your future is your choice and your decision, but the future of me and you is not just what you think. If you want the first child, I can leave it to you , don’t give anyone a chance at all, you don’t need to worry about it.”

In fact, their emotions may have been suppressed for a long time, and they just haven't vented for some reason.And now this matter gave Chu Chu a space to vent, let her say these words, and also made the barrier between them disappear at this moment.

"Sister..." Shaking her head, Chu Chu's eyes lit up with crystal stars, she lowered her head, and said softly: "You are wrong, I didn't mean to want this first child, but this connection, My sister is so stupid, I know that I am still so entangled in this matter."

"Now that my sister has agreed, I don't need to care about this. With such a special position, it's better to leave other opportunities to others."

"They're not like our relationship with my sister. It's normal to feel uneasy. It would be great if they could let go of their worries, wouldn't they?"

"So... are you letting me do what I want to do?" Chu Chu's words revealed a lot of information, and Chu Lian understood it all at once.

"Hmph, I don't mean to let you become a stallion, I just let you decide what to do. If you want to give birth to the second person, you have to pass the test of sister Qi and the others..."

Chu Chu's answer seemed to be a warning, and it also seemed to remind her of something.

Chapter 120: Born For Me

"Stallion... You can't even pretend to be me..." Rubbing her forehead, Chu Lian could only smile wryly at Chu Chu's words. She is not a stallion that is really in heat. In addition, most of the girls I have come into contact with now have been with each other for a long time, and they still accept it passively, and it is not because she intends to attack or confess.

Therefore, at best, she can only be said to be promiscuous and attract bees and honey, not a stallion—and besides, if it is a real stallion, the number of girls who have sex with her is pitifully small. All are unknowns.

Compared with the so-called stallion, such a number is just a joke, um... If you add those ship girls, it may not be impossible to reach.

But as she said, she is not someone who will release her feelings casually, that is to say, if it is not for some reasons, she would not really have such a relationship with people, let alone have children.

A child is the continuation of life, and it is also a crystallization that she and the girls want to have when they get along.

After all, they don't need to care about whether there will be death or not after giving birth to a child. At most, they have to consider whether they want to bear the pain of being a mother.If you don't want to bear the pain, you can let go of the pain and use it to give birth. This is not difficult for them.

"It's really subtle, but what's even more subtle is that when I think of this, I actually feel guilty." On the surface, they are quite righteous, but the girls who flashed in my mind were either pure or seductive. , or charming, or mature, or immature, or shy, or cold, or looking forward to it, coupled with their naked bodies, her heart began to feel guilty.

In fact, Chuchu and the others are more or less aware of this matter, but they all choose to turn a blind eye to the relationship between her and the girls.This is probably the meaning of cutting the ship's mother out of the "harem"?It may also be because of her special status that they don't need to mind this aspect.

"Yes, yes, I won't come." Chu Chu didn't say these things, she echoed Chu Lian's words.When he said this, he couldn't help laughing.Really are……

My sister said this, why do I always have the feeling of wanting to laugh, am I too sensitive?

"Okay, pity, do whatever you want. If you really have any problems, just think twice before acting. Although it is a good thing to discuss many things with us, there are some things that you can just make decisions on." During this period of time, Qi Qi has really grown a lot. As one of the core members of the circle when Chu Lian was away, she began to learn to communicate with people and talked more even though she was cold-tempered.

This is the case with outsiders, let alone when facing the girls and the person he most wants to see, will he be silent.

She didn't speak before because the most important thing about this matter was for Chu Chu to communicate, so after Chu Lian finished talking about her purpose of looking for them, she stopped interjecting, and she didn't speak until they made this matter clear.

"Well, I know that's the case, but I have to tell you about the child, because you are the most important people to me. If there is a child, she will have a deep connection with you in the future, Tell you in advance, at least there is a preparation."

She was right, but I hope they have their own ideas.

"Human, you think too much, or you have a lot of things that you haven't figured out." Tokisaki Kurumi shook a finger, and replied to Chu Lian's words: "It's like Anna was from your previous life." Like a daughter, your children are not only in this life, but in other reincarnations, you will also leave a lot of offspring. These offspring are like a group of gods, and they have become stronger because of your existence."

"If they don't show up now, it doesn't mean they won't show up in the future. They may be waiting for some time. When the time comes, they will show up in front of you."

"And the number of these descendants will definitely not be small, because they are the continuation of your blood that will only be left behind in countless reincarnations. Even if you don't have incomparable strength in every life, at least your potential will still be in your blood. pass it down to your offspring."

"That is to say, once you really leave behind children, as long as there are no accidents, the possibility of these children living to this day is still very high."

"So if you want to worry about the current heirs, it's better to worry about whether the previous children will accept that their mother has... so many dear ones, hehe."

Tokisaki Kurumi didn't say what the specific relationship between them and Chu Lian was until the end, which doesn't need to be described with a specific word.But after thinking about it, she still used a relatively appropriate "dear" to associate their relationship.

And what she said was indeed what Chu Lian had thought about before, but in the end she didn't take it too seriously.

Lying on the bed, Chu Lian's eyes were looking at the ceiling, she was very concerned about Tokisaki Kurumi's words, but because she cared, she couldn't say anything.

"How should I put it, I know it's a little strange to say this, but... children, I really don't know what to say. The previous life was the previous life, and the children they left behind were left by them, and now I am me , my child is my child."

"Of course, this doesn't mean that I won't recognize those previous children. It just means that my children are the same as them, but the meaning of representation is different."

"If I can see these children in the future, I will definitely be very happy, but I will not give up on the cultivation of my own children because of this. Everyone has selfishness. No matter how close the children are in the past, they are also the same in the past. I still want to Leave the heirs of this life. Of course, if you are willing to be with me, that would be even better."

Why didn't Chu Lian think about this?But just as she put aside all these past life things, she is the Chu Lian of this life, not the Chu Lian of the previous life or any other life.That alone allowed her to ignore such things, and she believed that if she did leave any children behind, they would think so too.

But she shouldn't leave an heir casually, right?After all, if you don't have children with the opposite sex, you really need to pay some price to leave an heir.Although there are many practices that do not require paying a price, if there are any plans in the previous life, more than half of them are children who stayed after paying a lot of money.

They would come to her later, just like Anna, there was no doubt about it, and she didn't think it was very far away.

But just as she thought, even if such a thing happened, what could she do?It's not that you need to think about what you should do.

"We're just worried that they won't accept us." Picking up a little water, watching the water flow from between his fingers, Chu Lian didn't know how to answer Tokisaki Kurumi's words.

This is a question that needs to be paid close attention to. It is right for her former children to accept her, but will they accept Sansan and the others?

There is no need to worry about Chu Chu, because if nothing else happens, they are the reincarnation of her partner in a certain life, and they will meet and get to know her collectively in this last hoped life.

So they will inevitably be accepted by her former heirs. After all, these are their mothers, and they have a blood and soul connection with them.

But it's not like Sansan Qiqiong and other girls every night. Seriously speaking, they are the girls she provoked in this life, and they have nothing to do with them in the previous life.

Thinking about it carefully, none of me in my previous life seemed to be too passionate, basically there was only one person or partner I liked.And in this life, she has become such a carefree person. If her own child sees one of her parents turning scum, she will definitely have some inexplicable emotions towards those who made her scum, right?

"Don't think about this future matter for now, I also have a headache." Just thinking about it, Chu Lian felt that this matter was really about to become an unsolvable problem.Unless she puts this problem down, it is basically impossible to change it-but...

If she really let it go, how should she think about it?

"That's right, it's a headache, so don't think about it." Uki pulled Tokisaki Kurumi's little hand under the water, telling her not to talk about it.

Chu Lian herself must not be very willing to think about this kind of thing, after all, she has a lot of ideas that can be implemented, rather than making strange decisions.

"Just do your own thing. I just want to wait for you to come back." Compared with them, Qiong was a little silent. After she just said this sentence, she didn't say anything else.

It's not easy for her to say anything, it should be said that they will speak clearly.And what she can say is probably these words of missing her.

"I will come back, but depending on the situation, I won't be able to come back in the short term. If I can be brought into contact with the realm of the gods, it is somewhat possible."

"But that's something you need to think about in the future... Ahh, everything is in the future, and I suddenly feel that I should install a clock that can make time turn quickly, so that I can reach the future in an instant, thinking Don’t worry about anything now.”

It is true that more and more things are backlogged in the so-called future, even though the pressure is great now, but thinking about what to do in the future, Chu Lian has an inexplicable headache.

Do I really want to get a few clones to do different things?Just considering that none of these avatars are worry-free, I really don’t care about them. Without the constraints of their own inner main consciousness, they will definitely do something she wants to do but dare not do or put it in her heart Things to do in the future.

If this was the case, she estimated that when these avatars were taken back, she would face more debts of love.This is undoubtedly a nightmare option, and she doesn't have that much thought to do it.

"Forget it, forget it, for the time being, let go of these concerns." Taking a deep breath, Chu Lian didn't think about it, she stared upwards, and whispered: "Other children are other children, and Your children are children about you. I don't want to be a mother or something, I just think that sometimes a few more children seem to be a good choice."

What she said was not wrong, probably because she was old enough to want to inherit her blood, or someone who could continue their lives appeared?

After all, it would be a very strange thing to come to this world and leave nothing but legends.

Even if everything was erased, Lin Yuan, who didn't want people in the main world to remember her, didn't she leave behind her own blood in the end?In addition to getting in touch with the earth at the end, the purpose is more, why don't you want to leave some things behind?

She disappeared with her own erased past, but that doesn't mean she really doesn't exist, does it?

"Of course we know that not everyone is suitable. If we really want to leave any heirs, I also hope that it will be after we get married in the future. At that time...it should be better."

楪祭's answer is the answer of the girls. Even though they want it very much, they have a very deep desire for marriage in their hearts.They want to think about these things after they get married if they can.

As for getting married, whether they married Chu Lian or something, they probably married together regardless of each other.

Their relationship is not shallow, and the relationship is deeper than most couples.Under such emotional maintenance, even if they have the same person they like, they may not be able to marry each other.

Dozens of brides are not only Chu Lian's brides, but also each other's brides. It is really a very delicate matter.

But this is also normal. This kind of relationship is the real "feeling" rather than the kind of "love" that is beautiful but is actually narrow to some extent.

"Well, I will start preparing for marriage when I go back." This is something she promised before, and she will definitely do it in the future.

Now that she is not by their side, naturally, she can only think about it.If we want to do it, we have to wait for a while after she goes back, and then there will probably be time and space to hold it.