After being reincarnated as a bad woman, I became my enemy?

Darkness, endless and bottomless darkness.

Everything was squirming in the dark shadows, and a little light gradually appeared.

When I opened my eyes, I saw dilapidated and dark houses.

It looks very shabby, but there are some warm things to decorate it.

The medicine box that I use to practice medicine is placed in the corner of the house. The whole room is very dark and I can't see the sunlight.

here is……

Ah, Bone Mountain...

It belongs to the place where "Fu Tianqing" spent the last period of his life.

So... now I...

……

I... am Fu Tianqing.

……

After a while, the door of the ruined temple was pushed open, and a delicate girl walked in.

Yu hides his heart, Yuer.

An orphan Fu Tianqing once adopted was the only apprentice who did not betray Fu Tianqing, and he was also the one who personally ended Fu Tianqing's life.

"Master—"

"I know that lunatic Zhou Qingying is coming to pursue us again, right?"

I answered my disciple's words ahead of time and quietly waited for the development of the situation.

Everything is the same as the memory before death.

Yu'er was carrying two jars of wine and placed them on the table.

I know very well that the poison has already been planted inside.

……

"Master, do you still remember what day it is?"

"Remember, I adopted you more than ten years ago today. Today is your birthday, happy birthday, Yu'er."

I picked up the wine jar and shook it lightly, and smiled at Yu'er as sincerely as possible and gave my best wishes.

because……

In real history, I didn't answer that way.

I don't remember when Yu'er's birthday was.

At that time, I didn't know what I was thinking. Ever since I killed Hang Yanling, my brain had given up...

I numbly maintain all the lives I can see, cure diseases, save people, even enemies will not let them die in front of me...

Precise, precise.

Feather was very happy.

She smiled, but tears flowed down her cheeks.

She opened the jar, filled the glass and handed it to me, toasting me.

The smell of poison is distinct and pungent.

Yu'er learned how to mix poison, but didn't learn how to hide it.

In the past, I also noticed that there was poison in the wine, but I still drank it.

Because at that time, I couldn't think of Yu'er's purpose of poisoning me, and I didn't bother to think about it... I just thought that Yu'er also wanted to find a good way out.

However at the end.

Yu'er didn't betray me.

Instead, he drank another dose of poison in front of me and died in front of me.

Said in the mouth, this is my punishment.

That pair of eyes looked straight at me, which made me shudder.

The child I have taken care of since I was a child has such complicated eyes...

Begging, hatred, anger, despair...

reluctant...

……

and so……

"Yu'er, why?"

I put down my glass.

Even if this is a dream, even if I can't get an answer here, I still want to ask Yu'er.

"Why, you want to poison me?"

Yu'er was stunned.

She paused for a long, long time while pinching the quilt, and then smiled—a very relieved smile.

She put down the glass, raised her head and asked me: "Master... why do you care about this? If you are indifferent to everything, you should just drink it."

"Because... I had a dream, I dreamed that I was not poisoned to death by your poisoned wine... I became Hang Yanling, lived for a while... and then messed up my body to save others ...hmm...might die."

"Is that so? It's indeed Master's style to almost risk your own life in order to save others."

Yu'er blinked, put her face on her face, and showed her cute expression when she was a child: "Actually, I also had a dream. In the dream, I was very tired. Master, you became a person who didn't know joy, anger, or sorrow. People who don't know the meaning of life... what a terrible nightmare."

"Is it scary?"

"Yes, because the master's eyes in the dream can't reflect anyone's shadow, there is no Zhou Qingying, no Hang Yanling, no enemies... Even Yu'er can't see herself in your eyes. Obviously the master is always smiling, but Cold, like a dead man—”

She picked up the wine glass and poured it slowly on the ground: "Even if the only apprentice betrayed you, you wouldn't have the slightest bit of anger."

"It sounds... quite scary."

I forced a smile.

So... In Yu'er's eyes, am I that kind of person?

The chessboard melted as the wine was poured.

The originally dark room around them also collapsed into the darkness.

Yu'er sat across from me, watching me quietly.

After looking at me for a long time, he burst out laughing.

"What are you waiting for?"

"..."

"Are you waiting for Yu'er to make a grimace and die in front of you with a face full of unwillingness and anger? It's like the last scene of your and my life."

"I... don't want to."

"Master, you have changed."

Yu Zang sat cross-legged, holding his ankles with both hands, smiling like an innocent child.

Am I... qualified to see such a smile?

I who forced my apprentice to a dead end...

……

To this day I still don't understand.

Why should I be reborn.

I don't have a strong desire to live again...

I messed up everything, and quietly ushered in the ending that matched me...

Maybe rebirth can make up for the regrets of the past, but it's really tiring to live again...

300 years of suffering and hardship, really tired...

"I even despicable...created a feather in my mind to comfort myself. I despicably ask you questions, seek answers to comfort myself..."

I looked at Yu'er, at the disciple I fabricated through the subconscious mind in my dream, and said apologetically.

"Sorry, I'm still alive..."

"...Master, as I said, you have changed."

Yu'er stood up, walked up to me, stretched out her hand, and gently placed it on my shoulder.

"The you in the past are different from the present...it's just that you didn't realize it...you didn't live again—it's just that Yu'er turned back the good master I used to be, the one who adopted Yu before killing Hang Yanling My son's good master."

"..."

"Hmm... You can't help but think that I'm an illusion you concocted in your dreams. After all, I don't know how I exist here. After you wake up, will I be like a bubble? , with a bang under the sun, it completely disappeared between the sky and the earth..."

Yu Zangxin let go of his hand, and asked me to tidy up my collar.

what……

Did she get taller...

No, I'm getting smaller...

I have to look up to see the apprentice.

Looking down at his hands, they were white and slender.

The me now... am I Hang Yanling...?

"Hey, brat—it turns out that's what Master felt when he touched my head."

My head was brutally ravaged twice by my former apprentice. I raised my head, trying to grab the girl in front of me, but I stretched out my hand, but it was in vain.

Everything around was once again plunged into darkness.

"Feather..."

I couldn't see Yu'er, but I could hear her voice.

"Since you have started from the beginning, don't die too early, you are the only person in this world who still remembers Yu'er... If you die... then wouldn't I even have the chance to appear in my dream? "

"..."

"Live well... Live for more than 300 years... Then in the distant future, continue to accept me as your apprentice like before. Let Yu'er at that time tell you the doubts in your heart .”

The sound gradually faded away and spread in all directions.

The abdominal pain became more and more obvious.

The sensation of the limbs recovered as the cold spread.

Dream, are you waking up...

hiss……

call……

"Yu'er, I have taught you, when you say goodbye, you have to say goodbye to someone, right?"

……

"Next time... the next time I adopt you, I promise... I will let you remember this matter first... traitor..."

Tears flowed down.

I don't know if the tears belonged to Fu Tianqing or Hang Yanling.

Anyway...

"I", woke up.