Light tone lily, such and such a thing

"Hey??? And?" You, who was crushed under her body, was stunned at a loss.

He lay on You's body, untied You's clothes, and prepared for the next move.

"Hahaha... sorry... I can't do it. I'm not interested at all... Why can't I just do this." He didn't move any more, he just lied on You's body weakly, then turned around and lay down on You's body beside.

"What's the matter?" You sat up and looked at the low He and asked.

"Sorry, I think, if a girl can do it, then I will do it too, and that will be even. If it is worry, I will definitely forgive me. But I still can't do it, I'm sorry, I'm so bad " Kazuya sat up, leaned on the other side and hugged the little bear doll tightly, tears streaming from his eyes.

"So what happened?"

At this moment, the door was opened, and only someone came in uninvited.

"Hey? Hey? What kind of atmosphere is this? What's going on? I didn't come at the right time?" Wei Wei stared blankly at the two people in the room

"Sister, shut up! Close the door and sit down! And, what happened?" You scolded Wei, then looked at and asked seriously.

"Yes..." Wei closed the door obediently, then sat down obediently, and stared blankly at the two of them.

"I... broke up with Ziyuan..." He whispered.

"Hey?? Why?" Wei Wei shouted in shock, why did she start like this when she came?

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In the villa where Ziyuan lives with He.

"Break up!" He said suddenly.

"Yeah, I got it. You want to be happy." Zi Yuan smiled gently at He Ying.

He silently picked up the bag containing his clothes and books, stood up and rushed out the door.

That was when Manabe and just went to the university and saw the admission announcement. The first thing she thought of was Ziyuan in the mountains. She wanted to share her joy with her, so she ran directly to Ziyuan's residence. When I got there.

And I saw the scene where a woman walked into the house with Shion in her arms.She deeply realized the true meaning of what Ziyuan said back then that would make her feel sad.She clearly understood it, and responded that it didn't matter anymore, but now her heart couldn't help but ache.

And clutching his chest, it felt like his heart was about to tear.Unable to express the sadness, tears fell from the eyes.

She is busy with many things, such as the student union and study. What she wants to take is the law department that is also very popular in a famous national university. Even she has to spend a lot of time studying.

Ziyuan was considerate and didn't bother her. Ziyuan loved her and endured for her.But after going to university, and found out that this is not the case, Shion Yamanaka couldn't bear her desire.

But Kazuya really likes Shion, just being together is very happy, I am happy to find that Shion is different from the outside, happy to see the expression that only shows in front of me, happy to know a new place about Shion Joy, sad side, weak side, stubborn side, clumsy side, even the despicable side wants to tolerate it.

So and moved into the villa, as long as there is an opportunity, try to satisfy Shion's desires, so that they can become happy.

But that person, after what happened at the beginning, finally cheered up and worked hard, but the whole person is simply a collection of things. If he is not satisfied, he will always think about coloring things and sleep. no.Even if she had time, she would be too tired to deal with it.

He needs time to go to school and study, so it is impossible to be with Ziyuan all the time, and sometimes Ziyuan has to go out to work for several weeks.

As for Ziyuan, who has a wide range of contacts, there are many women with such interests around her.She still seems to be attending such a party. It is said that the women there can ask out to open a room as long as they see each other. It is a perfect place for Zi Yuan who is not satisfied with her desires.Heyou tried to resist at first, but finally gave up, acquiescing to Ziyuan's behavior, and angrily refused to let Ziyuan touch him.

"Ziyuan respects me, she will go out once every night, and then come back on time, and sleep with me in her arms with a clean body. It's like going to a business, just going out to use the bathroom, and then come back to be with me."

"I know that she loves me, but I can't bear it anymore. I can't calm down to read the book, and I can't remember it in my mind at all. Jealousy swells in my heart, and the feeling of heartache tortures me all the time."

"I said I wanted to break up, and Ziyuan immediately agreed, can you imagine? Ziyuan didn't say a single word to persuade her to stay. Although things will become more troublesome if she keeps her. I know it well. Together, we won't be happy either." He lowered his head, tears streaming down uncontrollably. .

"That's it." You hugged He, patted her on the back lightly, comforted her, and tears flowed from her eyes.

"He Jiang!" Wei Wei hugged He, tears were already rolling in his eyes, and finally cried together with He.

They are good friends who have stayed together since birth. You Chi was born a year later, so they always stick behind their backs. After more than ten years of getting along, they can talk about everything, and the relationship they have established is even stronger. It is so deep.They hugged each other like three biological sisters.

Sad for the other person's sadness, and shed tears for the other person's tears.What they can do is to give their friends their greatest comfort.

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11: Shion's Monologue

11: Shion's Monologue

"Then, do you still want to do it? It's fine with Hechan." Wei suddenly took off his clothes and said softly, bare shoulders and back, and blinked his right eye playfully.

"Onechan!!!!" You's face turned red all of a sudden.

Although Wei is not young anymore, and what should be developed has also developed, but she makes such movements, like a child imitating a TV series, cute is cute, but there is no sense of temptation.

"No...forget it." He said weakly.

Wei Wei rushed over, hugged He, and said with a smile, "You're welcome, He Jiang Anata~!"

"Me too!" You also hugged He and said with a smile.

"Well, thank you Wei, You, it's so warm." He who was hugged by the two said in a low voice, a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and the haze in his eyes was also swept away.

If you have a chance, let's talk about it.

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That day

"Break up!" He said suddenly.

"Yeah, I got it. You want to be happy." Zi Yuan smiled gently at He Ying.

He silently picked up the bag containing his clothes and books, stood up and rushed out the door.

Shion Yamanaka likes Manabe Wa the most.

At the beginning, I just thought He was a smart, stable and responsible girl. She helped me a lot when I was in the student union in junior high school. She was a very reliable person. I just regarded her as a cute junior. After high school, she was still in the same school. A little happy, but that's all.

Before falling in love with her, Manabe Kazu was a cute and reliable junior, Lin's classmate, and had a good relationship with the light music department, obviously that was the only impression he had.

But when I was depraved, addicted to carnal desires, and anesthetized myself with alcohol, I always felt that I had given up everything. Music, dreams, and promises were all impossible to come true.The only thing left to do is to vent, to vent all the depression in my heart, but no matter how many times I have sex, how many times I get too drunk, after I wake up, I still feel the same pain in my heart, condemnation, sadness and despair These emotions will emerge again come out.

At this time, the angel that appeared in front of me was He.

At first, I just wanted to tease her, hug her, and talk to her with a mouth full of alcohol, telling her to give up, stop worrying about herself, and leave quickly.But it doesn't feel bad to be cared about. When she was about to leave, he couldn't help but hold her back.

When talking with He, I don’t know why I am very calm. No matter which girl I am with, I have never felt it. Even alcohol does not have such effects, but just talking to He, I get up.It's incredible.

He sat on the bedside and wiped my face with all his heart. For ordinary people, it would be the most benevolent thing to send home. Why did He still stay here to take care of people like me?I thought so, so I had the idea of ​​teasing her again.

It was probably at that time, when I lay on the bed and opened my eyes again from a lethargic sleep, I fell in love with Manabe.

After soaking in the banquet for a long time, Ziyuan Yamanaka also learned how to seduce people, what angle to use, what kind of eyes, what kind of tone, which can arouse people's heart more.What kind of approach can make people more obedient and will not resist your approach.It doesn't matter whether you're a man or a woman, you hate bad smells and like beautiful things. This is always the same.

So I pulled off my clothes, exposed my shoulders, opened my hands, and said to He, "Hold me." What kind of expression would she have, shy, angry, or turn around and run away?I really look forward to it.

And He responded to me at that time. At that time, I thought maybe God still favored me, and I felt very happy.

I once again felt the warmth of my relatives, the kind of warmth that I have not seen for many years. That night I told He many, many things that have been pressed in my heart for many years, and He quietly listened to me. Originally, I always thought that it was something that I could never say in my life, so I said it all.

That night, I was redeemed.

Thinking about it now, this is not teasing, but really longing for a hug from you and me.It is not the love and the temptation to fall into it, but yourself.Seeing He on the bed who didn't leave but was taking care of her, from that moment on, Shiyuan Yamanaka fell in love with He, and couldn't help herself.

So I can't forgive it, my worst physique.

When he was found out and hugged another girl behind her back, their relationship had actually broken down.Although I later forgave myself and made a compromise with myself to let myself find someone else to satisfy my desires, such a life could not be maintained after all.

It is simply impossible to satisfy carnal desires with others and obtain peaceful love.

Yes, when I think of the person I like having a relationship with someone else, it's impossible not to feel uncomfortable.But Yamanaka Ziyuan still made mistakes again and again.

Zi Yuan hated her physique so much, at first she wanted to stop contacting other people.But He also has his own affairs to be busy, and his own desires are too strong, and the pressure accumulated at work cannot be vented, and he can't even sleep.

She is very loving and harmonious, because of harmony, she cheered up, it can be said that harmony saved her and there is nothing wrong with it.

It's really fun to be with He, just being together is very satisfying, but when I'm alone and I'm not working, I'm always thinking about coloring things.I really want to hug and be with you, I really want to be with you forever.But He has always been a person with his own opinions, doing what he wants to do, pursuing his dreams, and studying hard for this.

She will not be selfish enough to bind and keep pestering her.If she works in other places, she will not be able to let He stay with her all the time if they are not together for a few months.

But she couldn't control herself.

Judging from the results, as long as she is a beautiful girl, she can do it.She really couldn't be a worse woman.Getting dumped is a given.

So Zi Yuan wasn't too surprised when she broke up with her.If it is not straightforward, it will cause trouble for He, and make He continue to be hurt, so she directly agreed.

I want to redeem, I want to ask for forgiveness, even if I give everything I want to be with He, but because of her physique, it is impossible for her to give up her music work and stay with He all the time. The conclusion is that they cannot be happy together .

That's right, I have hurt He Jiang over and over again, so I can't add trouble to He Jiang anymore.

So Yamanaka Ziyuan decided to let go, and she really agreed to break up with the proposal.

He will find his own happiness. In the final analysis, if it wasn’t for her drunken fault, nothing would have happened. He wouldn’t be with a girl because of his personality. Maybe he has found an honest and stable boy to date, and then Get married and have children, live a happy and stable life.If they are harmonious, they will definitely make the family very warm and happy. Maybe that kind of life is the most suitable for harmony.

As he thought about it, tears flowed uncontrollably from his eyes.

Ziyuan in the mountains hated herself extremely.

Sure enough, on that day, after being drugged by those people, she was cursed.

Sure enough, God is really evil, giving her hope time and time again, and taking hope away from her time and time again.

In her whole life, Ziyuan in the mountains could no longer get the love between people, the happiness of her family, that kind of tenderness, that kind of peace of mind, that kind of warmth, she would never have again.

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"Zion, don't force yourself, you have been working hard all this time, as long as you keep at it." Looking at Zion who was working too hard, Rui said worriedly.

"No, Rui, don't worry. This is what I want to do, I have to go one step closer." Zi Yuan shook her head.

Work!Work! !Work! ! !

practise!practise! !practise! ! !

In order to forget about these things, the only option is to work seriously, Yamanaka Ziyuan exudes a stronger momentum than before, and works harder and more seriously.

From busy day to night, when there is no work, I use it to practice music. Only by practicing for ten years can I achieve success in music, and only in this way can I get peace.

She won't fall anymore, because she has already made an appointment with He.

She will not use alcohol to anesthetize herself, because this is also agreed with He.

There is no way to overcome the sensual desire. This is a disease, and it will only be relieved when you are old.However, she will no longer like others.

She is such a bad girl, so she has no choice but to pursue music.

After losing her and her love, only music can save her.

So try hard.

She will become stronger and step onto a higher stage. For the agreement with He, for the agreement with Yanze, for the agreement with grandma, and for her dream, the rest of her time, her life will be for Live with music.

Shion Yamanaka decided this way.

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12: Yamanaka Shion has fallen

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"Everyone! Thank you!!! I like you the most!!!"

In Higashiyu Nippon Budokan, the scene of Ziyuan Yamanaka's solo concert, Ziyuan has just sung the last song, this is the second time to respond to the encore, and this concert has finally reached the end.

After walking down from the stage and arriving at the lounge, Ziyuan lay down on the sofa, her face was flushed, her physical strength was already exhausted, and she was panting unnaturally.

"Ziyuan, are you okay, your face is very red." Rui stepped forward worriedly and asked.

"It's okay, just take a little rest." Ziyuan smiled at Rui, reassuring her.

"It's so hot, you have a fever! You don't have much energy this morning. Hurry up and go to the hospital with me." Probing his forehead with his hand, Rui said angrily.

She was angry with herself, because of her negligence, Ziyuan was still in such a mess when she was in poor health. The live time this time was already very long, and the accompaniment band prepared two groups of people, and now they are all exhausted. She was presentable, not to mention Shion who never stopped on stage from the beginning to the end.

"Enough is enough, the concert is over, don't make fun of your body. There are many hard-working artists like you, but many of them broke their voices and even their bodies because they worked too hard. Yes, you can count the points." Rui grabbed Ziyuan's shoulders and said very seriously.

"Did you hear that?" Zi Yuan just said with a faint smile.

"What?" Rui asked.

"The voice of the fans." Ziyuan said with a happy smile.

In the lounge, Rui heard the enthusiastic shouts from the audience and fans from outside, "Encore!!! Encore!!!"

"I have to go on stage." Zi Yuan pushed Rui away, stood up and said.

"Don't worry, I'm Ziyuan in the mountains, I'm not someone who can be defeated with a mere fever." Ziyuan looked at Rui seriously, even though Rui's angry and frightening eyes didn't blink at all.

"I know..." Seeing Ziyuan's firm attitude, Rui sighed, and finally compromised.