Light tone lily, such and such a thing

"I see..." Azimiao closed the door with her head lowered, leaving behind everyone in a low mood, and left.

Azusa Nakano, a girl with two ponytails who closed the door, stood outside the door, her back looked very lonely and desolate.

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In the dormitory, the girl was lying on the bed, fast asleep.The girl frowned, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, as if she was dreaming something...

The girl clenched her fists, and that familiar voice sounded in her dream...

"nothing……"

"Don't worry, definitely bring #@￥%chan and them back!"

In the dream, the girl's field of vision is like a TV with poor signal reception, suddenly it's a blurry screen, and then it goes dark and you can't see anything...

A light curtain flashed past, showing a blurred picture.

The girl saw the owner of the familiar voice, her favorite teacher Sawako, who was talking in a gentle voice, and reached out to touch the girl's head.

Suddenly, the eyes darkened again, and a light curtain flashed

Sawako turned into a neighing monster, her long and disheveled hair covered her face, and a scarlet black hand stretched out towards her from her professional attire...

"No!!!" The girl screamed and wanted to dodge.

It was dark again.

The roar of a speeding car rang in the ears.

"Wow, my head hurts!!!" Wei woke up, touched her head, curled up and sat up against the cabinet behind.

"Have I...have become everyone's burden?" Wei said disappointedly while hugging her legs tightly.

Zuo Hezi appeared at this time, stroked the girl's head, hugged her and said gently: "No, the teacher knows that you are doing your best."

"Hmm...thank you, Sawako." Yui said, hugging Sawako.

At the door of the dormitory, Nakano Azusa watched the girl's one-man show through the gap. In her eyes, the brown-haired girl was talking to the air, hugging the empty place...

Nakano Azusa put down his hand on the doorknob, squatted beside the door, lowered his head, and buried his face in his hands...'What should I do...'

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12 Injured

Since that day, the world has become completely different. The ordinary world that used to be sunny and peaceful, suddenly turned into a dark and hopeless world...

Clean and tidy streets, busy highways and high-rise buildings have become filthy and chaotic, with stench and smoke rising.The congested road, the shattered volume of traffic caused by the accident, and the passers-by who walked straight and fast turned into monsters with dirty clothes and hunched bodies that could only make whining noises...

The clean campus and the white classrooms became pitch black, stained with red and black stains everywhere, broken glass, torn curtains, broken tools, wandering zombies, everything turned into a purgatory on earth.

There is no signal on the mobile phone, and I cannot receive any radio stations. At night, when I look upstairs, the world is dark and silent, and there is no news from my family at all.There are occasional power outages when there is not enough sunlight, everyone sleeps together on the floor, and sometimes cannot take a shower for several days, and the existing supplies are constantly being consumed... There may be danger at any time...

In such an uneasy environment, the hearts of the girls who are strong enough to make themselves laugh are almost reaching their limits.

Azusa Nakano stands on the opposite side of the senior she likes, and wants to make Yui Hirasawa realize the reality.

The three-year-old Mio and Tsumugi firmly opposed it, and even Ritsu was on their side.

Unexpectedly, although Wei, who is happy every day, can't help to fill in the chaos, such joy can make everyone laugh out loud. This laughter is also so important to girls nowadays.

As long as they see such carefree smiling faces, they feel that everything is not so bad and there is still hope for everything.

Lily took the matter of dealing with the zombies alone, because after Zuo Hezi left, she knew that she could only stand up. Although she usually joked heartlessly to everyone, at first she didn't know how to vomit behind her back. A few times, I woke up several times from nightmares at night.As long as she thinks of the familiar face of the black zombie, which has now become hideous, and the same school uniform she is wearing, the blood splatter and sticky touch, her heart is throbbing, no matter how boyish she is, She is just an ordinary high school girl.

Mio, who was always afraid of ghosts, learned to be strong. Although she couldn't fight monsters, she worked hard behind the scenes to prepare everything for everyone.

Tzu, who was born as a young lady, is used to sleeping on the floor, learning how to cook, and doing housework by herself. Although she is curious about the life of ordinary people, few people can bear this kind of life if they want to live forever, but she insists. I accepted it with a smile, and tried my best to make everyone's life better.

Similarly, Nakano Azusa has also changed, just like her predecessors, she has also become stronger and worked harder.If she just relied on her seniors and couldn't help her, she would feel guilty.With a serious and sensitive nature, she is the one who struggles the most among these people.Serious people are inevitably stubborn. The current life makes her feel very anxious. She feels anxious about her low ability and unable to change the status quo. Whether she is facing a cruel life or about the physical and mental conditions of her friends, she is always thinking about it. What should I do, otherwise I won't be able to calm down, but the reality is that she can't do anything well, and she has no ability to solve the problem...

But this night's quarrel was fruitless and let it go.

When the next day was just getting bright...

Azimiao opened her heavy eyelids, got up softly and went to the bathroom to wash up, while the others were still asleep.

Facing the mirror, the girl with hairy tails brushed her teeth slowly, her slightly squinted eyes were a little red, and there were gray circles between her eyes. She didn't sleep well last night...

The girl put on her backpack and walked out of the door lightly. While going out, she turned her head to look at the seniors who were still sleeping inside, and closed the door gently.

The reason why she went out alone was because she found a letter left by Mr. Zuo Hezi in the book she was reading about mental illness.Because of an unexpected incident, she had a quarrel with her seniors, so she didn't discuss this matter with everyone.

A Zi climbed over the stairs, dodged the zombies on the road, used the fluorescent stick to attract the attention of the zombies on the other side, and rushed into the school teacher's office with a low body.She came to Zuo Hezi's desk and found the diary left by Zuo Hezi, and then under the table, she found a document stuck there with adhesive tape——

In the diary reminder, it is said that there is information related to this event in the library.

When Azi saw the words on it, her face instantly became horrified, her body staggered and almost fell to the ground, she always felt that her head was a little swollen, and her arms were trembling uncontrollably... What a frightening thing this is. Feeling shocked by the fact that the young girl never thought that there was such an inside story here.

"how could this be……?"

"Sensei Sawako has been lying to us...?"

The trembling voice of the girl seemed to be about to collapse.

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The girls are having breakfast in the kitchen.

"Where's Azi-chan?" Li turned his head and asked.

"I don't know... I've already gone out since I got up in the morning." Tsumugi said worriedly.

"Then... I'll call her back, and just go around to see the situation." Ritsu picked up the bat and carried it on his shoulder, and said with a smile.

"Wait! Ritsu! You are covered in injuries, so don't go today, and it's too dangerous to be alone!" Mio stood up and said.

"Don't be afraid, I've had a good night's sleep, and now my whole body is full of strength." Li waved his hands and jumped up, proving that he was in good condition.

"Then... I'll go with you." Tsunade stood up and said.

"No need, Tsumugi and Mio are waiting here, I just went to take a look. I won't take any risks. Don't worry." Ritsu waved his hands and walked out the door with a smile.

Walking out the door, Lu rubbed his hands, which had just been filled with medicine and wrapped with medical bandages, the blisters on the palms of his hands had not completely disappeared, and now there was a bit of tingling, because the soreness around the shoulders was still there due to excessive force yesterday, and the pain in both feet It was also a little heavy, turned his neck, moved his arms, his bones were rattling, and he was screaming...

But Ritsu feels that he is everyone's minister, so he needs to work harder and be stronger, so...

The girl tightened her bandaged hands, weighed the feeling of holding the bat in her hand, patted her face, opened her eyes wide, made herself more energetic, mustered up her fighting spirit, and showed her usual signature vigorous smile Said: "Okay! On!"

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The girl with twin ponytails lowered her head, her long hair covered her gloomy face, and the gray and black eye circles showed that she was so desperate now, her motionless eyes lost the look that a young girl should have, leaving only hollow and numb...

"Azi meow~! Good morning~ where did you go just now?" Seeing Azi who came back from downstairs from a distance, Wei ran over with a smile on his face, hugged the petite girl with twin ponytails from behind, and kissed Rubbing the other person's face, he asked with a smile.

"It's time, can you stop pretending?" A Zi lowered her head and said, with a kind of anger in her voice, now she is clenching her fists, enduring something.

"Eh? What?" Wei turned her head and asked suspiciously.

"Worry!!!" The girl with ponytails raised her head, stared at the girl and roared. This was the first time that Nakano Azusa called out the name of the girl in front of her since a few months ago.

"What? What's the matter? I'm Yui? Azimiao is scary when she gets angry." Wei said with a puzzled smile.

"There is no one here! Teacher Zuohezi too, the teacher too, the students too, and this town too, there is no one left!"

"Because it's night now." The girl said with a smile.

"Whether it's day or night, they're gone!!!" Azi said with wide-eyed eyes.

"Because it's Sunday? I can't understand you, Azumi? Don't be so angry, okay?" the girl said with a smile.

"Don't be like this... Hurry up and see the reality clearly!!!" Azi grabbed the girl's hand and said angrily with deep pain.

"I can't understand what Azi-chan said? Why? Ah...! I know! I will be obedient too. So don't be angry, okay?" Wei seemed to be frightened by Azi's appearance, and pulled Azi Azusa said with a flattering smile.

"I've read all the books on mental illness in the library... but... treat yourself as another person, don't see what you don't want to see, don't pay attention to this contradiction, such There is no record in the disease book. It is impossible to stay away from reality through delusions for a long time. Once problems arise, the condition will only worsen. At first, I lied to myself, and then everyone believed it, so I can’t change back. I can only keep lying. No Knowing when, I might believe it myself, and then there will be no turning back."

"That... Azimiao, don't be angry, calm down." Facing Azi's push forward, Wei took a few steps back.

"So stop pretending! Hirasawa-Yo!!!" The girl was pushed against the corner of the wall, Nakano Azusa grabbed her shoulder, stared into her eyes, and said very seriously.

"Azi-chan...it hurts..." the girl frowned and said with a weak look as she was enduring the pain.

Azi quickly let go of her hand, lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry...I..."

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Suddenly, there was a crisp sound of a heavy metal falling to the ground not far away...

The two of them stopped arguing, turned their heads to look at Xunsheng... they were stunned for a while

Then at the door of the activity room... there was a "bang".

Akiyama Mio and Kotobuki pushed open the door, and their faces turned ugly.

I saw Lily lying on the ground, with tear marks on his shoulders, from which red blood flowed out.

"Ah... I was accidentally thrown... woo..." Lu smiled bitterly, lost his balance and fell over with his arms in his arms, and fell into a coma...

"law!!!"

"Senior Law!!!"

The mournful cries of the girls resounded in the air...

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[Replacement defense mechanism] is to replace one's own defects with another thing to alleviate the pain of defects.This substitute is sometimes a fantasy, because he cannot be satisfied with reality, he uses fantasy to satisfy him in the imaginary world, and sometimes he uses another object to compensate for the frustration he suffered due to deficiency.This kind of defense mechanism is divided into fantasy type and compensation type.

【Fantasy】: When people can't deal with the difficulties in real life, or can't bear some emotional troubles, temporarily leave themselves from reality, and get inner peace and satisfaction that can't be experienced in real life in the fantasy world. called "Fantasy".Similar to what is often called "daydreaming".

Fantasy can be a life-enhancing activity or it can have destructive forces.Fantasy can be said to be a degeneration of thinking.Because in the fantasy world, it is not necessary to deal with problems according to the principles of reality and logical thinking.According to individual needs, it can be edited freely.

Fantasy makes people temporarily divorced from reality and eases personal emotions, but fantasy cannot solve real problems. People must muster the courage to face reality and overcome difficulties in order to solve problems.Otherwise, they often indulge in fantasy, and when "reality" and "fantasy" are confused, symptoms like hysteria and grandiose delusions will appear.

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13. Past events

Yes……

Not wrong.

Nakano Azusa clearly knew the real name of the girl in front of him.

In this hellish academy, the true identity of the girl who lived with them and spent sad and happy days.

Yep, the over-the-top tea-haired natural girl's name isn't Yui Hirasawa...

And it should be Yu Hirasawa, a classmate of Azusa Nakano in the second year. She usually wears a ponytail, is a well-behaved and capable girl who can do all kinds of housework. Yu Hirasawa looks exactly like her sister with her hair down. The younger sister of club member guitarist Hirasawa Yui one year younger.

Yu Hirasawa, a girl controlled by her sister, who always smiled in front of her... One night, she was at a loss when she couldn't see her sister, so she went to stay with Yu Hirasawa, a girl who stayed with her overnight.

Nakano Azusa's most important friend of the same age, Hirasawa Yuu.

Now Yu Hirasawa regards herself as her sister Yui Hirasawa, the guitarist Yui Hirasawa of the school's light music department, forgetting her original existence, forgetting the occurrence of disasters, and forgetting everything she doesn't want to see ...

The reason why things became like this, everything has to start from that day.

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on that day……

Without any warning, the sudden arrival was like the morning of that day in hell.

"Buzzing" on the table of the bedside cabinet, next to the small glasses, a mobile phone vibrated, and the powerful heavy metal music played, a hand rose out of the bed and turned off the alarm.The woman with loose long hair got out of the quilt, opened her eyes slightly, and took a closer look, she was a beautiful beauty.

"My head hurts, ah... I should have known that I shouldn't have had too much fun with them last night, I drank so much..." Zuo Hezi said with a frown.

Sawako Yamanaka, female, her age is kept secret, her dream is to become a happy bride, and her occupation is a music teacher at Sakuragaoka High School. She has a beautiful appearance, gentle and elegant manner, and is deeply loved by students.There is also a dead heart in it, which is the consultant teacher of the light music department.

Because she lives in a dormitory very close to the school, everything can be done slowly.

Zuo Hezi got up from the bed, turned on the TV and let it play, went into the bathroom, took a shower, drank alcohol last night, so she had to clean up.

The news is broadcasting on the TV. As a social person, it is necessary to understand what is happening around, because she is a teacher... Although in fact Zuo Hezi is not interested in these, just let the TV broadcast there, and she is not watching at all ...

The beautiful sister of the newscaster on TV was broadcasting the news with a serious face, and the TV showed pictures of several buildings on fire.

Walking out of the bathroom, Sawako, who was wrapped in a bath towel, went directly to the sink, with water running from the faucet, brushing her teeth leisurely...

After she finished washing, she poured milk from the refrigerator, generously ate a piece of bread, and counted it as having breakfast, then changed her clothes, put on light makeup, and finished tidying up.Walk out the door and drive to the school.