The Story of Kyousuke in a certain Takasaka

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In the end is why, I want to do such a thing?

I was thinking about such things in my mind, but I couldn't get any good answers.

I got the magical computer technology from Li Huazuo. Although it is the world after death, the various settings are the same as those in the game.If you use software programming, you can do many things that are impossible to do in real life, and you can even separate your personality.

And the reason why I chose to separate all kinds of messy personalities, maybe as the arrogant shield said, is actually just because I hate being constantly influenced by such things. Even if the personality is incomplete, it can survive very well. The student union Long has already explained this point very well.

But why did you disclose those information to Iwasawa?

"What are you thinking, Ryoko?" Then suddenly, being hugged from behind did not cause much surprise or panic because a familiar voice came from behind her ears.Some compact but not uncomfortable familiar touch, this kind of unknown hug

The proficiency of how many times, and the person who can do such a thing to himself, there is no doubt that there is only one person from ancient times to the present.

Dominated by the lower body, there is no goal, just a man who lives aimlessly and casually in this post-death world.

"Please don't do this in public, okay?

? "Although there are not many people around, this kind of behavior still attracted some attention, so she said that it would make people feel troubled, but even if someone said that, the student president didn't care at all Let go, but instead ask: "So in exchange, can you tell me what exactly you want to do? What do you mean? "You can say anything to me." Raising his right hand, he gently scratched the bridge of her nose with his bent index finger, and the student council president said, "Even if you tell me now that you found your favorite My ex-boyfriend, and now I want to get back together with him, I will definitely not be angry."

"Where is that kind of thing, ex-boyfriend." With a soft sigh, she said helplessly, "You know I

Not interested in that kind of thing. "

"But there are, aren't they? I heard it's called Matsuda Yasuke

"It's just kissing my sweetheart."

"Hey, this kind of statement sounds so cold. I heard that people have done a lot for you, and finally put their lives in it. This is definitely true love."

"I don't know what it was like to him, but to me, it's just a childhood sweetheart." After a pause, she continued, "Even if there were any feelings at that time, it was just incomplete. An illusion that can arise under the wrong circumstances. I am Ryoko Otonashi, who will not fall in love with others, turned her back about ninety degrees, and her fair cheeks were reflected in the pupils of the student council president. She stretched out one of her own With one hand, he gently caressed the side face of the student council president, but those clear eyes seemed to have no emotion at all, as indifferent as a perfect rational person, and even that kind of smile seemed to be able to produce a wonderful feeling. sense of distance

"And so are you at this point," she asked, and that's why we're together.Isn't it, Student Council President Then, why kill him? "That's it

Hugging her quietly, as if asking a common question about what to eat later, the student council president who waited for a few seconds and didn't get a reply asked unconsciously, since the other party has always been If I'm helping you with all my heart, there's absolutely no need to do that kind of thing.Um? "

"Actually, I was just looking for something that would please me." So, he slowly began to answer, and what he got from Otonashi Ryoko was indeed a different answer.

"At that time, I just wanted to know what it would be like to feel after doing it, so I did it. In fact, it was only to that extent, and I was simply stabbed to death. Of course, it was true at the beginning. It is the supreme despair, the pain is unbearable, the chest seems to burst, and the whole person wants to commit suicide because of disgust... But in fact, it didn't last long before I became used to it. After all, I deliberately created it for the taste What comes out is nothing more than that

"Later, because I couldn't find any other interesting things, I planned the final death game. Then the first game failed and I tasted the taste of death—but in fact, that's all. I can feel it

Only the excitement of that moment.

It was the same when she was killed by Xueran before, except for a little pain, it was simply boring to death.Even Xueran's performance at that time, after watching too much, suddenly found that that kind of eyes were almost a little tired of watching. After a long time, she sighed softly, and said, "Okay, anyway, I'm pretty much that kind of person."Are you still going to let me go? "Like this?" Then he felt the man behind him let go of his hand.

The feeling of being hugged is actually very comfortable.

Although I have never said it before, it is true that the student council president likes it a little bit.Unlike his childhood sweetheart, who is almost unconditionally kind to him, the student council president actually broke into his life with a tougher attitude.This kind of feeling was actually a little fresh to her, so when she was released, the warm touch was instantly replaced by the coolness, and she felt a little uncomfortable.However, I don't really hate this feeling.

Discomfort, sadness, pain, despair, even joy, all strong emotions, she actually likes them.It's just that it's much easier to create pain than to create happiness, and the feedback we get

Also much stronger.

"That's right, that's it...," and then he was kissed.

As always, Ms. Otonashi Ryoko is still unable to judge the actions of the student council president.

"Not only this kind of thing, but even eating in the library, do you really have a little respect for this place?"

"No, no, actually, I personally think that eating in the library is irrelevant compared to doing things in the book that should be done in a love hotel." Hugging from left to right, enjoying Miss Ninja's feeding At the same time, the student council president said in a somewhat ambiguous voice, "And I thought you would comment on why there were three people." I thought it would be useless to resist internally, and it was actually quite comfortable. "After arranging her long hair a little bit, Ryoko Otonashi sat up and picked up the portion very naturally. From the battle just now, Miss Shiina who gave countless assists brought back from the cafeteria. part, and then said, "I thought you would have some kind of psychological shadow on meat food after that, but now it seems that there is no

As a result, the face of the student council president turned black unconsciously. Was that also what you planned before? " A rare smile, the girl who successfully aroused some small emotions of the student council president raised her eyebrows, and then said: No, that was only heard later." Picture: Pretty

075 Student Council President and Ms. Analyst 8

"Beginning when I was a child, specifically... In short, when I was very young, why are things around me always so simple? Probably this idea came into being. Studying, working, music, painting... I brought with me at home I learned a lot of things, and I was able to easily get started and mastered any of them, so I was awarded the title of genius at a very young age. I can get everything easily. What do you think of this kind of life, Kyousuke? ?

Otonashi Ryoko called him by his name for the first time since they met.So he took it for granted that this question should be answered properly, so after thinking about it for a while, he said: "A world where everything can be obtained at your fingertips? Probably, it will become very boring." Wu Liangzi unconsciously cast a slightly smiling look at him, and then she asked:'"

Why do you think so?Everything can be easily obtained, and nothing will be lacking. Shouldn’t it be the dream of many people? ,"

"The first reason." Putting up a finger, the student union

With a long smile, he said, "Since you have said that, the answer is definitely not simply feeling very happy. In fact, none of your previous performances seem to be that you feel that your life is very happy.

What about the second reason? "Otonashi Ryoko continued to ask the second reason. Although I just remembered it, it seems that similar things have happened before. When I was young, I seemed to like a certain collection... probably cards. Then there was an extremely rare card that couldn’t be obtained. Then one day, this card took more than a year and was drawn countless times, but there was no card that could be drawn, probably on the way home. I found it on the road

"Then don't you feel happy?" Happy, of course happy, if I guessed correctly, I should be holding that card that night, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep. "Guess it's because I don't remember it very clearly, but don't care about these details. The important thing is that this kind of happiness, the excitement at that time, but it only lasted for a few days.

up. "The student council president laughed, "The set of cards was probably buried somewhere in the collection box later.Occasionally I think about it, but I don’t have the feeling of being unable to sleep at the beginning. Sometimes, it is easier for people to enjoy the process of collection than the result of collection. The subtle sense of emptiness is the same, although it is very satisfying when krypton gold draws cards.

"Just imagine, if you didn't even have the process of being stuck with that card for a year, if you succeeded in getting it from the very beginning, you probably wouldn't even have the excitement of those few days, right? After all, that's what human beings are like. Not an objective ideal creature, what makes people feel happy is not the objective fact of whether the card is rare or not, but the comparison that it is difficult to collect & I have never been able to collect it, but I finally collected it.” So Otonashi took it seriously. After thinking about it for a while, he said, "Although it's a bit different, it's about the same. Having everything at your fingertips doesn't make my life less satisfying. On the contrary, it's full of all kinds of emptiness." , and boredom. You can guess the end when you see the beginning, and everyone is doing the same thing step by step. It's like being forced to watch a boring movie with no suspense 24 hours a day. hand

Interrupted: "I think the term 24 hours is a bit problematic. Children's sleep time is actually very long, generally speaking, it is more than twelve hours, so Ms. Otonashi quietly looked at her with indifferent eyes. Looking at the student council president, although it was not a vicious look, it was probably due to the fact that courage was poured into Ms. Ryoko's body along with desire just now. The student council president chose to close it in less than half a second. mouth, and then swallowed the unfinished words together with the food into his stomach.

Good men don't fight with women, so don't be as knowledgeable as little girls.The student council president comforted himself in his own heart and no matter what, replenishing energy is still the first priority, even in the afterlife, as long as it still exists, there must be supplies if there is consumption.Of course, the law of conservation of mass and energy proposed by Einstein may not be so applicable in this world.

Then he began to think about the problems he encountered about Ryoko Otonashi.

First of all, the first point, there must be something wrong with Otonashi's psychology, and the problem is quite serious.Because his own talent is so amazing that no matter what he is, he is almost

The state of being at your fingertips, so you can't feel the joy of success or the pain of failure.Obviously as an emotionally sound human being, unexpectedly, in terms of emotional experience, there is a lack of gaps that are difficult for others to understand. There is no doubt that as an originally normal individual, he has always lacked what everyone around him has.Clearly aware of this, longing for it, longing for it, but I can't get it no matter what.If such a person does not develop mental illness, then there is a ghost.

Happiness or pain, sadness or joy, for Otonashi Ryoko, or the original Enoshima Dunko, she actually likes either.But unfortunately, no matter what it is, she can hardly feel it if she continues to live in normal human behavior. Until she was still in the first grade of elementary school, by a very accidental chance, she found a way to satisfy herself. It was a sunny afternoon, only the eight-year-old Dunzi Luoli was alone, playing on the sand field in the park. Because of a whim, she started to face the sand dunes, and then piled them on top of each other, relying on her extraordinary ability Talented, he made a normal child without hesitation, and even an adult is hard to be independent

The result is a stunning, realistic Sagrada Familia, made using the superb technique of using water to bind the gravel.

In any case, it is hard to imagine that this is something that a primary school student can make in only one afternoon. No, it is already a bit profane to call it something. This should be a work of art.

When such a work of art was nearing completion, although it didn't take long, the surrounding area was already surrounded by people who heard the news.Even reporters from some well-informed newspapers have rushed over, planning to grab first-hand news.However, for Luoli, who was only eight years old at the time, the behavior of the people around her was really incomprehensible.

Why get excited?Why praise?

Why, their emotions are so high?

Incomprehensible, incomprehensible anyway.She just felt that the people around her seemed like a bunch of idiots, and she just piled up some sand casually, which was no more difficult than running around the street, or helping her mother clean up at home.

However, she was sought after and couldn't understand the passionate emotions around her.

Feeling a little irritable, she hated the way she did something casually, but made everyone else feel happy except herself.Why should she be so great, let those people cling to her, and absorb happiness? At that moment, a new idea appeared in her heart.

She doesn't want people who do nothing to get the highs they couldn't get anyway.So, when everyone was amazed, she spent the whole afternoon building up the building, pushed it with her small hands, then picked up the tools for building them, and kicked them to pieces After the foundation, waving the things in his hands, with a happy smile, he smashed all the wreckage with his hands and feet, and restored them to the original sand.

Then, she looked at the people around her, either disappointed, shocked, or incomprehensible.

For the first time, a strange emotion appeared in my heart.

From the disappointment of those people, she felt satisfied.

That was my first encounter with despair, of course

It's far from hopeless.But that fresh feeling is really good. "The red-haired girl said, as if she was saying that when she tasted pistachios for the first time, she thought it was delicious, so she often bought it afterwards. , Sure enough, disappointment and despair are more interesting.You are happy when everyone around you is less fortunate than you.So for me, I was just looking for something that would satisfy me.Of course, for others, maybe that is not a good thing.

I think your character who likes to look for excitement everywhere is much more terrifying than my anosopathic disorder. At least I won't cause a lot of trouble for others. So Otonashi Ryoko pushed back her long hair on her chest, exposing her snow-white carcass that was basically not covered by any cloth, and asked the student council president silently. Do you call this not causing trouble to others?

So the president of the student council could only laugh a little awkwardly, and then ate food in a muffled voice. That's right, replenishing energy is the most important first result. Until the end, I couldn't find any useful information about the song.

The teenagers were a little disappointed.

Otonashi Ryoko was very frank when dealing with the student president, whether it was physically or psychologically, she was basically in a state of being able to answer all questions.Strictly speaking, it shouldn't be too difficult to ask her about her plan at this time.But I don't know if it was because she was touched by what Otonashi said just now, hoping to make her feel that there is a sky beyond the sky, and there are people beyond people.Even if she is quite powerful herself, she will still be frustrated by others, so the fun of pursuing success with continuous efforts, there is still something to wait until you have worked hard and experienced many setbacks and accidents before you finally achieve success , then you can understand it.

Different from the distorted despair, the real joy of relying on one's own efforts.

"In short, no matter what you are planning, I will let the students here pass through to graduation safely." So, he said to Otonashi Ryoko, if Kirikiri Kyoko was here, he would think it was very stupid discourse.But in this case, how much success has aroused her interest: "Obviously there is only a little clue?" 5

"It's nothing more than brainwashing music that makes students fall into despair.

Well, the NPCs will be fine.Even if you are brainwashed, you will definitely return to normal the next day. Although people like us will have some troubles, it is not completely hopeless.Look, isn't Yukino normal?I asked, she seems to have been forced to watch some desperate animation before, but I just now know that you did it. "The president of the student council smiled and said, "It's better to say that your behavior will make it easier for me to find all the players in this school and register them, so that I can make a targeted plan to become a Buddha.You know, originally I let Zhongcun and the others mess around for this purpose, you should know that. "Really?" However, Otonashi's appearance didn't seem to have changed much. Such indifference made the student council president start to wonder if he had thought something wrong.Then he heard her ask again: "Do you want to free all the souls that wander this place?"

"I don't know, but if this is the responsibility of the student council president." He nodded and said, "Then I think that's probably it." At this point, he shrugged and smiled again: "Anyway, I have nothing to do Easy to do, no? "Then. Come on."

At that time, Otonashi Ryoko left after saying this, and half a month later, the student council president finally understood what her plan was.

The beginning of the matter was a certain Wednesday more than ten days later, with the same clear sky as usual, a blue sky with almost no clouds.Then, under the sky, in the huge campus surrounded by verdant green hills, starting from a certain loudspeaker, there began to vibrate the long-planned music in the air, with the help of a certain loudspeaker equipment was played out.

It was music that was slightly familiar, but never heard before.Just as Kiriri had expected before, it was indeed deliberately produced by Otonashi Ryoko after referring to Iwasawa's song.

Music that makes people feel uncomfortable when they listen to it, brainwashing music that appeared to spread despair.

Figure: OK

076 Cough, this one is a bit darker than the previous one. Everyone is enjoying depression, sadness, pain, helplessness, distress, and pure music that lasts for more than four minutes. All kinds of negative emotions.However, there is another magical power that attracts people to continue listening.Although it makes people feel uncomfortable, heart-stuffed, and dolphin's mouth burst, but it makes people want to stop, as if they are going to be led into the abyss, but they are still willing.This made the student council president think of the once famous three major songs. Although it is not so exaggerated that just listening to it a few times can make people commit suicide or something, even brainwashing also needs a period of time. Time—at least the student council president felt that he had not been greatly affected—however, under the circumstances that the student council had already prepared, the playback of this music only lasted less than 10 minutes, and it was sent by the student council president to Vice President Naoi stopped the plan of Ryoko Otonashi, or Enoshima Dunko

It didn't stop there.Soon, this piece of music was spread to the school's intranet.

To her, the previous public release was just a bait to attract fish, a bait to make students interested in downloading this piece of music online, and then take the bait.Even for the president of the student council, it would be quite difficult to check the equipment of the students one by one, and then eliminate all the music circulating in the dark.

Of course, for the student council president, such a possibility has not been overlooked.It's just that even if you know it in advance, you can only prepare in advance, and you can't stop Enoshima Dunko from posting such a piece of audio on the Internet.The most that can be done is to prohibit the students from downloading things from the Internet as much as possible and, at the fastest speed, to delete the things uploaded by Enoshima Dunko.

did you find it?

"how long it takes?

hours...about. "While operating the computer, the little clerk with long white hair said, "But the data

Already known, it can be done to prohibit similar files from being uploaded to the intranet in the future.

What about downloads? "So far..." The little clerk called up a window, glanced at it and said, "So far, there have been 13 downloads, but the transmission between students is not within the statistical range.

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How could it be spread on the Internet? It took me many days to make the audio, idiot. "The huge display screen is currently sitting like a computer room

The single ponytail blond girl in the similar main control room stretched out her slender arms and hugged Otonashi Ryoko with long red hair from behind, "Of course we need to rely on our lovely girl to do this kind of thing." Desperate partners, Mikan and Sonia, don't you think so, Ryoko?" 5

"Block me from reading

"Don't be so indifferent, Ryoko, I was so enthusiastic when I grew up with the student council... or is it because I'm not a man, I used my well-developed meatball to push the red-haired girl's back up and down, those two hands Also began to move dishonestly in front of Otonashi, stretching out

The tip of her tongue lightly licked her earlobe, and then she took out a dildo from nowhere, "Although I'm not a man, I'm still very quick to learn—" However, regardless of the ponytail No matter how the shield moved, the red-haired Otonashi remained unmoved like a stone girl. Patience is not considered good. After a few minutes, she also lost interest in this aspect and turned to Somewhere asked: "I said, isn't it alright?"

"It's almost time... so troublesome... I don't want to do it..." Shut up, you useless ugly girl! "

"How much?"

"Her performance this time is very strange, her movements are too obvious. So far, all her movements seem to be feints. What do you think is the ultimate goal of Enoshima Dunko? "In the student council president's room, Kyoko Kirikiri, who was recruited as a substitute after Otonashi Ryoko left, asked the student council president, "I knew it beforehand but still didn't take action. If there is an infection Desperate student, what are you going to do?,"

"Student Wuqiri." When the light gray long-haired girl wearing gloves asked earnestly, the student asked back, "You know why, in the world before you were alive, so many talented people gathered together, but still To be manipulated by such a little girl?" No matter how powerful an individual is, as long as he does not break away from the scope of human beings, he cannot become an enemy of the whole world.If he succeeds, then the student council president must not feel that there is anything pitiful in this world.

A world that can be destroyed by humans relying on their own power can only be said that the people in this world are all stupid idiots, and death is not a pity.

Of course, if he provoked a war like this, he would definitely not say it outright.

After hearing the student council president's question, she didn't speak, but Kyoko Kirikiri raised her eyebrows

"Did you know that there is a very famous saying in Sun Tzu's Art of War, which is called 'Know the enemy and know yourself, and you will never be imperiled in a hundred battles'."

"so?"

"It's just that you are afraid of despair, afraid of despair, so you who have never been infected with despair"—" he asked, "for despair

Looking at this thing, and how much do you know about Enoshima Junko, her motives, her reasons, and her plans derived from it?

how about you? Wukiri asked back, "How much do you know about Enoshima Dunko's despair, and what are you going to do?"

You know what, there is another word. "Sitting next to the little clerk who was constantly operating the computer, the student council president who didn't directly answer the question glanced at the girl with light gray long hair and said with a faint smile, "It's called, 'Use strength to break cleverness, use poison to fight poison'. "In the dark room, lying or sitting several members who used to belong to the Holy Light Execution Corps and then resigned after the second anti-student union activity. Their hands and feet were bound with white bandages, and their mouths were sealed with tape In my ears, without exception, I stuffed a pair of cheap earphones, an MP3 player scrolling through the light screen, and the old music leaking out of it. Obviously nothing was done, and I was not subjected to any physical abuse. Injury, but whether this one or that one, there are expressions of pain or despair on all the faces, crying bitterly, and full of embarrassment.

Not far away, a girl sitting on a stool was dragging her chin with both hands, listening to the same song.However, unlike them, the girl's face had an abnormally flushed face, and she looked at those people's reactions with a little excitement.

Then, the door that was supposed to be locked was pulled open by a hand.

"Is it really you, Mikan?" She stepped in, turned on the light, and closed the door.Glancing at the few people lying on the ground who could only whine, the visitor said, "Why do you do this kind of thing again and again?"55

"Good morning, Yukino-sensei." So Sinki Mikan took off her earphones.After carefully putting the gift that Lord Dunzi gave her into her purse, she saw Chisa Yukino walk to the side of those students.

Then with a smile on her face, she said: "It's useless, Teacher Yukino, just like before, it's too late." Just removed the headphones and MP from them

3, and put on one of them for myself.

For those students who look dead, there is no

Take a second look.

"It's a very good song, isn't it? I didn't expect Enoshima-san to have such a talent, not to mention animation production, but even music... He is really a child who is favored by the heavens. The teacher is a little bit I'm jealous." However, as she said this, listening to the music produced by super high school-level despair, Yukino Chisa didn't show any sadness on her face.She just listened to it quietly for about half a minute, and then she said, "However, these music is temporarily beyond the acceptance range of these children. After listening to it personally, the teacher has confirmed this. So, confiscated."

"Teacher?" Looking at Yukino who was listening to the song in a strange way, Sinki Mikan couldn't understand why Teacher Yukino had such a reaction after hearing this song.Obviously, the music effect produced by Lord Dunzi this time is not inferior to the last animation... Unless such an idea suddenly appeared in her heart, and then she suddenly clapped her hands and said happily: "I know Yes! Yukino-sensei, you must be our companion!" That's right, only those who have fallen into despair will not refuse despair-

She walked towards her once favorite teacher, and then

After that, just like countless times in the past, Teacher Xueran quickly gave her a reply: "It's a pity, but it's not."

"Eh? Teacher? Why

"Because this is the fastest way." The palm of the right hand took out a small dagger out of nowhere, and the left hand wrapped around Sinmu's neck to wrap her around her, and aimed at the abdomen at a blind spot that the girl couldn't see. stabbed in.And on the point of being stabbed, even a person who is in despair, there is not much difference in reaction from a normal person. Pain... so painful... so painful, so painful, so painful!Teacher hurts so much!What do you want to do!Get out of here!Don't... uh, the pain caused by the churning of the dagger in the abdominal cavity made Sinmu's tears flow down in an instant.However, Yukino's seemingly warm embrace pressed her body tightly.Being hugged so tightly that her hands couldn't push her away, she could only beat Yukino's back weakly, but it couldn't cause any effective damage to her.So Xueran's right hand continued to penetrate, and then stirred, causing more damage, and Painki seemed a little incomprehensible, Xueran said in a gentle tone: "Aren't you desperate, Sinmu? Why?

How about being so uncomfortable? "It hurts...Teacher..." It was no longer able to yell as vigorously as it was at the beginning, the weak voice was like a gnat that could only be heard by the ear, Sin Mu said,