I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

On the night when he met Valaka on the bus, when Hikigu met Kasumigaoka for the first time, he thought of this person and that memory.

——Because of the illusion (does this girl like me? In this way, what happened to me, what happened to her, and so on, I am really special, and she really likes me) this illusion, Hikigu’s Feelings sprouted.

——One day after school, he decided to confess his love to the girl.

Of course, the result can be imagined.After that, he was left alone in the classroom, watching the sunset and weeping.

To make matters worse, when I arrived at school the next day, the incident had already spread in the class.

...Actually, Hikigu didn't like that girl much at that time, but under the chemical stimulation of adolescent hormones, it was difficult for a boy to ignore a girl who liked her.

And if the girl has a good personality, treats him very well, has a gentle Xiaojiabiyu type temperament, and has a very good appearance, then once the boy realizes that the girl may like him, he will naturally not be able to resist being in love with him more often than usual. Take a few glances and pay more attention.

So, with more attention, more attention, the feelings in my heart will slowly evolve into feelings called liking... This is a very normal thing.

——However, the final facts proved that this was Bi Qigu's self-indulgence.

"...As long as I say hello to the gentle opposite sex, I will think wildly. If I send text messages to each other, I will have turmoil in my heart. When I receive a call from the other party, I will giggle at the call record all day long.

But I know that it is just tenderness. If the truth is cruel, lies must be gentle, so tenderness is a lie. I look forward to it again and again, and fail again and again. I don’t know when it started, but I no longer have hope. "

... He even gradually came to a certain level of consciousness because of this, and since then he hated gentle girls like a house and a bird.

He knows that a gentle girl is actually gentle to everyone, but he will mistakenly think that she is only gentle to himself, and then get complacent and get carried away, and finally break up badly, and both parties are hurt.

——Biqigu’s ideological awareness, which has been implemented for several years as a program of action, also began to take shape at that time.

Fortunately, Biqigu was quite dazzling at that time, and this incident was just a common joke. Although Biqigu brought a certain degree of white eyes and ridicule from girl friends, the public opinion was far from one-sided.

Later, Biqigu quickly found Kawashima Ami, who was much better than that girl, as his girlfriend. The story of the golden boy and jade girl made a sensation in the school, and no one mentioned it anymore.

Hikigu never expected that he and her would meet again.

He even didn't expect to meet again here, in this capacity.

In the vicissitudes of life, Bi Qigu felt a little complicated when facing this person he once liked.

She is still wearing a student's school uniform.

He has entered the society.

Her youthful but good-looking appearance and lively and gentle temperament are not much different from those in the past.

He is no longer the same person as before.

——Of course he is no longer the young and immature Hikigu,

He is now a super agent who can defeat evil gods head-on, a big man in charge of the rise and fall of a country, and a man who has saved the world more than once.

His side is either a rich lady like Kaguya Yukino, or a talented and talented girl like Shiwa Shana.

What are you... what?

——Yes, Bi Qigu felt inexplicably angry.

He is not a fool who pretends to be infatuated. How could he still have emotions like liking or regret when seeing this woman?Most of his mixed feelings were belated anger.

Why didn't he recognize it at the time... This is actually just a green tea, dressed in gentleness and weakness?

Among the people she played with, Hikigu was neither the first nor the last.

So much so that even in the past so many years, Hikigu still feels unhappy and angry when he thinks about it now.

——He doesn't like this woman, he can even say he hates it.

"...Tsk!"

Hit his lower lip, Hikigu finally held back the anger, moved his eyes away from that person, and ignored her.

... To be honest, Bi Qigu is really not a person who does not hold grudges.

So when he saw this girl, his first reaction was to be upset.

But after thinking about it, Hikigu didn't want to make himself uncomfortable anymore.

——To be more precise, the levels and patterns are different,

The identities of the two parties are too different, and it would be a bit embarrassing for Bi Qigu to entangle with that kind of thing.

Left and right are things that happened when I was a child, and time has indeed passed too long.

... Just ignore it, Hikigu just pretended he didn't see it.

— But things often backfire.

Hikigu didn't intend to talk to the man, but the man caught a glimpse of Hikigu from the corner of his eye.

——Hikigu, who is dressed in ordinary clothes, showing a decadent and exhausted temperament in his daily life.

A puzzled expression appeared on her face, she acted like she was thinking, and at the same time stopped in her tracks.

"Huh? Hikigu, Hachiman?"

Her expression gives people the feeling that she seems to be thinking about the name of Biqigu in distress. After all, the name of the person who was troubled by her is just a very insignificant passer-by to her. One of the fish trying to get ashore.

But with her good memory and the once exciting experience, she finally remembered who Bi Qigu was.

So her face showed a look of surprise and happiness just right, she looked cute and sincere, and her happiness seemed to come from the heart.

Hikigu remained silent on the spot, and really didn't want to talk to this person:

"..."

People, why do you always like to do things?

Minefield jumping, right?

Bi Qigu wanted to speak, but he was afraid that when his anger and blood pressure came up later, don't accidentally use force with his hands... that would be a fatal event.

He didn't want to hear it, but he saw this girl striding towards him with her schoolbag on her back, like a Godzilla monster coming across the Pacific Ocean, and he was a poor lighthouse waiting to be destroyed on the shore .

——At this moment, Hikigaya saw Yukinoshita Yukino walking back with a happy expression, just behind the girl, carrying a bag.

Xue Nao seemed to have not paid attention to the girl, and walked straight towards Biqigu.

...Unable to tell the reason, Bi Qigu heaved a sigh of relief, and inexplicably raised his breath again.

Chapter 220 Slap in the face; tacit understanding of interlocking fingers (5.3k)

The female classmate walked up to Biqigu and said softly, "Long time no see, how are you?"

Her gentle appearance is like a gentle sister next door asking the younger brother next door if he has eaten today. The former Biqigu was captured by this Xiaojiabiyu's neighbor temperament.

Because Hikigu thought he was mature at the time, and felt that such a person was suitable for a lifetime, completely forgetting that he had only lived less than 30 years old in his previous life, and he had never been in love even once in his two lifetimes combined.

You haven't met a woman who is amazing in your life, but you want to find a gentle girl with a gentle age?

Aren't Yukino and Shiwa the kind of people who are suitable to spend a lifetime together?

Facts will only tell the immature Biqigu that a goddess with good looks and stunning temperament may not necessarily have an intersection with many men, and a girl with average looks and temperament may not be really bad at playing with people's hearts.

——The so-called stunning girl is not suitable for a lifetime, this kind of thinking may be just wishful thinking of the loser.

"...Long time no see." Bi Qigu raised her hand to scratch her head, but she still didn't do that in the end, and slowly put her hand down again,

The scene was inexplicably awkward, or only Hikigu felt awkward and cramped.

——The main source of this embarrassment and embarrassment was that when the girl approached him, Hikigu suddenly realized that he had forgotten her name.

I really forgot, there is no subjective factor involved, and there is no humiliation.

... This matter is very strange to say, but it is quite reasonable when you think about it carefully. After all, no one can completely remember the names of elementary school classmates. will remember.

Although Hikigu's contact with this female classmate was not in elementary school, it was when he first entered junior high school. Afterwards, Hikigu no longer had this girl in his eyes, and he stopped paying attention to and contacting her at all.

Hikigu's first love in the true sense is Ami, and for this female classmate in front of him, it's just a kind of ignorant response to affection. The memory of that time, apart from that segment of the sunset, and the resentment that would arise whenever I think about it, it seems that there is nothing else.

...Thinking about it this way, Bi Qigu hated her less.

At least when Biqigu forgot her name and wanted to ignore her, she took the initiative to say hello to Biqigu, and called out the name of an old classmate who hadn't seen her for so many years.

Probably because of the different positions. Standing in the current position, reflect on it deeply and think about it, it seems, seems, probably, except that the other party is really wantonly raising fish and enjoying the pain of being surrounded by boys. In addition to the green tea he pursued, Bi Qigu's own hormones and self-indulgent thinking too much may not be the reason.

...In the final analysis, if Bi Qigu is also a scumbag who enjoys ambiguity and doesn't want to fall in love, then he can probably become a good friend with this female classmate... Unfortunately, he is not, he is just a fool who will take it seriously gentlemen.

But it is precisely this kind of Mr. Stupid that deserves to be liked by a girl like Xue Nai who is much better than that person.

"Are you shopping?"

Standing still, she seemed to sense the embarrassment in the air, raised her index finger to scratch her cheek, and looked for topics on her own.

Hikigu gave a "hmm" and explained, "Well, I'm here with a friend."

The female classmate didn't continue to ask this question, because she noticed the current temperament and dress of Hikigu.

The white shirt and black shorts don't seem to be of any brand. It's the kind of cheap thing that sells for two thousand yen and three pieces in big shopping malls.

More importantly, in Bi Qigu's body, there is a very obvious decadent and tired temperament, which also has a hint of vicissitudes... For a girl who has not experienced much in the world, the only object she can find for comparison is Only the feeling that a 40-year-old middle-aged social animal shows when he finishes a busy day in a company that is about to close down.

She thinks the temperament of the two is quite similar.

——This is a little different from the Biqigu in her memory, to be precise, they are two completely different people.

"That..." she asked uncertainly, "Well, you seem to have changed a lot."

The person who is extremely dazzling in memory has long since lost the aura of junior high school, as if he has become an ordinary person.

"Well... for some reasons." Hikigu didn't seem to want to explain more on this issue.

But the female classmate continued to ask, as if she didn't notice Hikigu's thoughts, or she didn't care at all, "What's the reason?"

Hikigu shrugged, "There are many reasons. Specifically, there seems to be nothing to say. People always change, don't they?"

"...Yeah, that's true."

The lukewarm soft nails she got from Hikigaya made her smile mischievously and nodded.

When she nodded, she saw the school uniform on her body, and realized that the unsuitability of Hikigu's clothes did not come from their cheapness, but from the fact that they were not school uniforms.

"Oh? Isn't it the time after school? Why don't you wear your school uniform?"

Hikigu spread his hands, "I dropped out of school, and something happened at home, so I can only go out to work."

The less content that is said, the greater the amount of information contained.

"Hey... hey?" The female classmate cried out in surprise, she looked at Hikigu with eyes full of astonishment, disbelief, a little guilt that she shouldn't have asked this question, and something she didn't even realize , but spontaneously relaxed and happy.

The specific meaning of these ease and pleasure can be expressed as: You also have such a day.

... If Biqigu, who just entered the middle school, was considered ordinary, otherwise she would not have rejected Biqigu's confession... Such an ordinary person can be friends at most, but it definitely does not meet her expectations for Prince Charming.

Even after the failure of the confession, Hikigu has completely entered the right track of junior high school life, his academic performance has risen by leaps and bounds all the way to the first place in the department, the student union has achieved the position of president all the way, and he is also active in various large-scale activities. An important role, and more importantly, Bi Qigu also has a girlfriend who is so beautiful that it is a mess. No matter in terms of appearance or temperament, compared to her, it is simply a dimensionality reduction blow.

In the three years of junior high school, Bi Qigu's name made every student's ears feel calloused, and his figure shone in every student's heart.

——At that time, Hikigu was like the king of the middle school in King's Landing, a successful person that every male student wanted to replace, and the prince charming that female students dreamed of day and night.

And she, as the woman who rejected Biqigu from the very beginning, and even spread the story on purpose, once became the laughing stock of everyone around her. From time to time, people made fun of Biqigu, she just laughed, But no one knew how embarrassing she was,

Even embarrassing to the point of...resentment.

No one knows that she didn't even want to go to school for a while because she didn't want to see Hikigaya and her girlfriend Ami Kawashima.

How can you be so good?How can you become so dazzling after being rejected by me?How can you have such a good-looking girlfriend, how can you... be so happy?

It was hard for her not to be jealous, and she admitted that she hated that dazzling guy named Hikigu, who would make her more and more unlucky just by being there.

——And now, she and Hikigaya meet again.

She is a student, wearing a school uniform that is beautiful and expensive.

He is a social animal, and even survival seems to be a problem.

She is still as good-looking as before, and she is popular among her classmates, especially among boys. It seems that many boys like her style.

He is no longer as dazzling as in the past, even as inconspicuous as a speck of dust, still on the side of the road absolutely no one will recognize him.

They are already people from two worlds.

... When the female classmate realized this, it was difficult for her not to have emotional fluctuations.

She thought that she had forgotten about Biqigu after so many years, and she no longer cared about the past, but now, when she knew that Biqigu was living a bad life, she found that she was happy and refreshed. With ease a couple emerges completely uncontrollably.

The distortion in my heart is like a demon dancing wildly, and negative emotions grow wantonly and savagely.

It's great, it's great, people say that it's not necessarily good when you're young, it's true, after all, at that time, who would have thought that such an outstanding you would be so downcast in the future?