Ghost Slayer: Life Is Like a Song

However, Ji Guoyuan comforted softly: "You don't need to bear it. Sometimes you need to vent your emotions. In front of me, you can vent as much as you want, and this is the only thing I can do for you."

The setbacks and difficulties encountered in these years, as well as the bad things in this period of time, made Feng unable to hold back any longer, and tears flowed silently from his eyes.

This is also the first time since Kenichi and Yayo passed away, Feng vented the depression in his heart.

Ji Guoyuan patted Feng on the back lightly, without saying a word, like an elder, calming his child's emotions.

After venting his emotions, Feng calmed down.

The initial resistance to Ji Guo Yuan Yi also disappeared.

Feng asked Ji Guoyuan a question: "In your life, what do you regret most?"

Ji Guoyuan sat on the ground, staring blankly at the front: "Is it the most regrettable...it should be my brother, Ji Guoyan won."

In Feng's mind, the black death Mou he met in Omuta Town appeared: "Is it because I couldn't kill it?"

Ji Guoyuan said bitterly: "No, it's just a pity that I didn't bring my brother who went astray back to the right path."

Feng asked in surprise: "Don't you hate it? If it hadn't beheaded the leader of the Demon Slayer Team at that time, and dedicated it to Oni Wu Tsuji Wumi to become a ghost, you might not have been expelled from the Demon Slayer Team."

Ji Guoyuan's expression couldn't hide his sadness: "As a younger brother, how could I hate my elder brother? A large part of the reason why my elder brother became what he is now is because of me."

Ji Guoyuan looked at Feng and felt that Feng seemed to be interested in the past, so he asked: "Do you want to know the past of Ji Guoyan Sheng, the first string of Twelve Ghost Moons?"

Feng nodded slightly, expressing that he wanted to know.

Chapter 111 Never regret

When Ji Guoyuan asked if he wanted to know about Hei Si Mou's past, Feng nodded and said he wanted to know.

So Ji Guoyuan recalled to Feng at the beginning and said: "The era I lived in was a war-torn Warring States era, and I was born in a samurai family. I was the second son of the family, and Ji Guoyan Sheng was my twin. elder brother.

In the samurai family of that era, twins were called "bad omens", and I had a mark on my forehead. I was regarded as an ominous person by my father. My father wanted to kill me. Fortunately, my mother tried her best to stop me and saved me. Let me go, but the condition is that when I am ten years old, I will be sent to a temple to become a monk.

In order not to cause trouble to my family, I chose not to speak or answer other people's questions.

My parents often quarreled over my affairs. As the heir of the family, my elder brother Ji Guoyansheng was forbidden by my father to meet me.

My brother is a person with a strong sense of upper and lower classes, but for me, he will still sneak to play with me.

Later, my brother secretly saw that I was discovered by my father, and my nose was bruised and my face was swollen. But he didn't blame me. Instead, he gave me the flute he made himself the next day, and told me to blow it if I needed help. Will come to help me right away. "

When talking about this, Ji Guoyuan always had a happy smile on his face.

But then, Ji Guoyuan's smile disappeared.

"But one time, I defeated my father's subordinates. My father felt that I was more suitable to inherit the family with my talents, so he changed his mind and let me inherit the family. My brother went to the temple to become a monk instead of me.

But I don't want to be a samurai, because the feeling of hitting people makes me uncomfortable.

Since that day, my elder brother has never smiled at me again, but this is as it should be. Going to the temple to become a monk instead of me is tantamount to ruining my elder brother's dream of becoming a warrior.

Because his dream is to become a samurai and work hard for it, but I surpassed my brother without any effort. This kind of contrast is unacceptable to anyone. "

Feng frowned and retorted: "But, this should have nothing to do with you, it's your father's decision, and it shouldn't be imposed on you."

Disappointed, Ji Guoyuan said, "But I do have something to do with it. If I hadn't kept it from my brother from the beginning, maybe it wouldn't be like this."

Ji Guoyuan continued: "In order not to make it difficult for my brother, I left Ji Guo early, met my wife Shi, because of the attack of evil spirits, Shi and the child in her stomach were killed, I chose to join the ghost killing Team.

Later, when my elder brother led the army to fight, he was attacked by evil spirits, and the whole army was wiped out except him. I rescued him after arriving.

I just didn't expect my elder brother to choose to abandon his family, his wife and children and join the Ghost Killing Squad.

When I saw him again, I knew in my heart that he joined the Demon Killing Squad just to defeat me and become the strongest warrior.

For my brother, defeating me has become everything to him, his goal in life.

My brother is actually a genius, he created the breath of the moon, which is the method of deriving the initial breath, and awakened the stripes.

But waking up to stripes comes at a price. Humans won't live past 25, and my brother was about to turn 25 at the time, and he was running out of time.

It was his obsession to defeat me. This obsession was finally exploited by Oni Wu Tsuji. Under the temptation of Oni Wu Tsuji who spent infinite years honing his sword skills, he became a ghost. "

Feng said seriously: "But, it just means that Ji Guoyan is jealous of you."

"Are you jealous...maybe, but it's more about unwillingness. I understand how hard my brother has put in for his dream. When a person keeps working hard for his dream, he finds that in the end he can only become a person who doesn't need it. No one will be unwilling to be the foil of someone who can easily get everything with hard work.

But I know that my brother has always loved me. "

Feng asked suspiciously: "Why are you so sure?"

"Because after those 60 years, I once again met him who became Hei Si Mou. At that time, after I swung a knife, I ran out of fuel and died of old age.

He cut off my body, and when he saw the piccolo that had been chopped into two pieces, he shed tears and carefully put it in his arms.

He said the words buried in his heart in front of my dead body.

He chose to degenerate into this ugly form in order to defeat me.

And my death means that he will never have the chance to surpass me again.

Actually my brother never really wanted to become a ghost, he just wanted to beat me once.

The friendship between me and my brother will never be wiped out, it is only because of the unbearable times and the tricks of fate that all this happened.

That's why I say that the most regrettable thing in my life is that my brother Ji Guoyan won. "

Feng guessed: "I met Hei Si Mou some time ago, it said to me 'Kana Kaede, you are too weak, this flame is too small, grow up quickly, I can't wait', could it be that it wants to Want to prove that I am beyond you by defeating me?"

Ji Guoyuan nodded and sighed: "I'm afraid it is. It seems that the obsession of more than four hundred years has not been weakened by this long time. To be honest, I am also very conflicted now. I hope you can defeat him, but I hope he wins again.”

Feng looked at Ji Guoyuan in surprise: "Why?"

"My brother actually has a very strong pride as a samurai. Even if he becomes a ghost, he is not willing to use blood ghosts. He wants to win all battles with swordsmanship. If he wins you who have learned the breath of the sun, maybe he will hold on to you." It might even dissipate."

Thinking of the sense of oppression when he looked at Hei Simou, Feng smiled wryly and said, "I don't think I can defeat him."

"Feng, don't belittle yourself. Your potential is unlimited. Sooner or later, you will surpass me. As long as all the hardships don't knock you down, you will become stronger."

Ji Guoyuan stood up and stretched out his hand towards Feng.

Feng held Ji Guoyuan's hand and stood up.

"It's time to say goodbye, Feng, no matter what decision you make in the future, I will support you, but there is only one thing I hope you can remember, that is, don't let yourself regret it.

A person's life is very short, but if you spend this short life in sorrow and pain, it will be too long. "

Feng seriously agreed: "I understand, I will remember it in my heart, thank you."

As soon as Feng finished speaking, his gaze turned and he returned to reality.

The flames on his body have also been extinguished.

Feng picked up the sun wheel knife on the ground and put it back into its sheath.

Seeing the light of fireflies in the pitch-black environment in front of him, Feng muttered to himself:

"Mr. Yuanyi, if someone wants to extinguish the only light in my dark life, I will still kill with a knife without hesitation, and I will never regret it!"

Chapter 112 Two years, the strongest generation

Winter to spring.

Two years have passed.

Ever since Feng seriously injured Immortal Kawasami, and then killed dozens of members of the Demon Slayer Team, the relationship between Feng and the Demon Slayer Team can be said to be in dire straits, and there is no possibility of any mediation.

Not only have to face the crusade of the ghost killing team, but also face the evil spirits dispatched by Onimai Tsuji.

Let Feng experience high-intensity battles almost every day.

In the past two years, Feng has also undergone great changes.

After meeting Ji Guoyuan once.

Feng found that when he used the breath of the sun, he was unexpectedly smooth and made rapid progress.

But this also made Feng dare not use the Breath of the Sun lightly, fearing that it would cause an imbalance in the body.

Feng's strength has reached the peak that can be achieved at this stage, and it is already difficult to improve.

Feng's sun wheel knife has been missing a piece, dilapidated, it can no longer be repaired, and it can no longer be used for fighting.

This sun wheel knife is a gift from Master Kukai who guided Feng's path, and it has also witnessed Feng's growth all the way. It is a very important item for Feng.

Maple wrapped the Sun Wheel Saber in a white cloth and tied it around his waist.

Even if he can no longer fight with this sun wheel knife, Feng hopes that in the days to come, it can continue to witness the path he has traveled.

And the new matching knife is a sun wheel knife that Feng randomly picked up on the battlefield.

Now Feng's appearance is slovenly, and he has completely become a ronin.

In the past two years, Feng has not returned to Shilu Mountain.

Because the more frequent the ghost hunters and evil spirits of the ghost killing team attack, the more Feng can't go back to Shilushan.

If Feng disappeared in their field of vision, they would definitely look for him.

And no matter where Feng is, the evil spirits can find him, and then the ghost hunters will rush to the battlefield.

Feng has become accustomed to this situation.

Feng also vaguely guessed that Guiwu Tsuji Wumi must have a special way to find himself, deliberately sending evil ghosts to fight with him, and luring the ghost hunters of the ghost killing team to join the battle.

In this case, returning to Shilu Mountain is tantamount to bringing danger to Shilu Mountain.

...

After two years.

Great changes have also taken place on Shilu Mountain.

Through Ogiya Junhei's exquisite communication in human society and the accumulation of a lot of money, Shilushan has become a small arsenal.

Everyone in Shilushan performs their own duties, and no one neglects.

Everything is to guard against the unknown danger in the future.

Because for all the people living on Shilu Mountain, Shilu Mountain is the only place left for them to survive.

For this piece of land, they must give everything to protect it.

...

The structure of the Ghost Killing Team has undergone great changes in the past two years.

After Feng and the Ghost Killing Team were completely hostile, there was no room for turning around.

Butterfly Kanae, who is a style, gave up her identity as a pillar and lived in the Butterfly House as the owner of Butterfly House.

In Kanae's view, Feng did not make a mistake, but was framed. Kanae cannot accept fighting with her lover, not to mention that the battle itself is meaningless.

In fact, Kanae also has resentment towards the Demon Slayer Squad in her heart.

Obviously the incident back then was full of doubts, why was it so easily identified as Feng's doing.

Ming Mingfeng also rescued many ghost hunters of the ghost killing team and killed so many ghosts, but these credits were intentionally ignored by them.

Thinking of Feng being chased and killed by the Demon Slayer Squad and the evil spirits at the same time, Kanae couldn't help feeling that the Ghost Slayer Squad was not worth it.

Kanae sometimes has the idea of ​​not turning back, giving up everything, and staying by Feng's side.

But after seeing Butterfly Ninja, Kanahu and many members of Butterfly House, Kanae gave up this idea.

If you really do this, it is tantamount to putting the members of Butterfly Ninja, Kanaihu, and Butterfly House in an unkind and unrighteous situation, which is really selfish.

And Kanae is very sure that if Feng finds out, she will stop herself and be very disappointed.

Therefore, Kanae, as the owner of Butterfly House, stayed in Butterfly House and cured patients as a doctor.

Kanae also became the second ghost hunter to give up his duties as a pillar after his predecessor, Yanzhu, Purgatory Makijuro.

This action caused great dissatisfaction among the ghost hunters of the ghost killing team, and hoped that Yoya Ubuyashiki would drive Butterfly Kanae out of the ghost killing team.

Ubuyashiki Yoya resisted all opinions and respected Kanae's choice, so that although Kanae gave up her identity as a pillar, she still retained her identity as a member of the Demon Slayer Squad.

Faced with the gossip about Kanae in the Demon Slayer Team, Butterfly Shinobi wants to do something for her sister.

In order to let himself have the right to speak in the Demon Slayer Squad and stop those rumors about Kanae, Butterfly Shinobi began to practice painstakingly.

The easiest way to have the right to speak is to become a pillar.