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Then what do you want me to say!

It doesn't matter whether you are in a good mood or not, why don't I cry for you!

Although this topic is a bit depressing.

But it did open the chatterbox between the two of them.

Lin Zihan slightly bent her legs, stared at her shoes, and touched the toes of the two white shoes.

She didn't want to talk about the eyes.

But what I said to Xiao Baier... I feel like I can say it?

"My eyes are actually blind. It's purely my own worthlessness. During that time, my mother cried every day, and I cried every day with her. What's this called? It's called a chain reaction of emotions! One I didn't pay attention, so I cried and went blind, hehe...Xiao Baier, tell me, do I deserve it?"

"No one wants to cry, more helpless."

"Pfft...Xiao Bai'er has indeed become a lot more knowledgeable after waking up."

Don't talk about me, talk about you.

Lin Zihan clasped his hands together.

She suddenly raised her head and looked at the sky. Her narration was obviously talking about her own affairs, but this indifferent expression seemed to be talking about trivial things that were not worth mentioning.

It's easy and it doesn't matter.

"The doctor said that my disease is special and rare. If I want to be cured, I need at least 20 years of observation period. It may not be cured well. If it is cured, there is a high probability that my eyesight will not be restored to the original. The key is that in the 20 years There is a steady stream of examination and treatment expenses."

Speaking of this, her tone finally became a little heavy.

"Xiaobai'er, I don't know if Zhiyun told you about this. My eye treatment expenses were actually paid by your Ye family? Hehe... I am worthless and have no money. I am very concerned about this." Thank you very much for the Ye family! Thank you also Xiao Baier! But... if I have been taking money from the Ye family for 20 consecutive years, I think...my mother will probably have a nervous breakdown, Xiao Baier, do you understand, She is a face-saving person, every time she takes money from the Ye family, she will come back and cry."

Lin Zihan talked a lot today.

These are the things she usually buries in her heart and doesn't want to say.

But I don't know why, facing Xiao Bai'er, I just want to say a few more words.

And Ye Zhibai reacted a little, and she understood.

But Guangyu didn't understand: "Ye Zhibai, we don't really understand. Is there any conflict between wanting face and taking money? Isn't it possible to have more face when you have money? For example, you give us money, we have drinks, we feel Double the face!"

"Don't talk about it, remember what I said before, the reason why you don't eat the food that comes from you."

"Oh...200 w, indeed."

"..."

Don't try to reason with God.

You can't beat Tianbanzi.

When Lin Zihan talked about that period of time, even she herself laughed wryly.

"It's not that I can't see one eye, but I think it's worth using the left eye for a peaceful life in the future, and my mother doesn't have to cry every day! So~ I told the doctor very clearly, I give up the treatment~"

"!"

"Well... Although my mother firmly disagrees and doesn't sign, what's the use? My legs are on my body. Fortunately, I was quite dissatisfied with life at that time, and my personality was also savage. I can hide! I can't find it. When it comes to me, who can cure me! Haha... Later, the timing of the treatment was delayed, and the treatment was useless. Afterwards, my mother opened her own flower shop, and she didn’t cry so much anymore, so, life is all about laughing! This is called, big victory!”

Big win?

This is called... victory?

Ye Zhibai held the empty bottle in her slender hands.

Shake it.

After she heard the whole story, she felt bad.

At that time, Lin Zihan... was a junior high school student, right?

Can she make such a trade-off and bet on her own eyes?

Suddenly, a strand of golden hair flashed past his eyes.

It was Lin Zihan, she stood up suddenly.

He squatted down in front of Ye Zhibai.

She smiled brightly, shaking her head playfully from side to side.

It's like trying to amuse Ye Zhibai.

"Don't be sad, Xiao Baier! Why did you suddenly stop talking... Hey... I knew it would happen, so I didn't want to talk about it, but..."

Lin Zihan got up slowly.

The crimson right eye glanced across the boundless sky, freely.

Finally, it fixed on Ye Zhibai's blue pupils.

"But...I'm really not dissatisfied with the status quo at all. Because even if I only have this one eye, I can still see the complete Xiaobai'er, okay?"

Chapter 115 37. Let's Encourage Together!

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Ye Zhibai was actually not good at commenting on this matter.

Because she couldn't use her own values ​​to define whether Lin Zihan's decision to give up one eye treatment was right or wrong, whether it was worth it or not.

Most of the things in this world have nothing to do with the opinions of others. Only the judgments made by the parties at that specific time and under specific conditions have meaning and value.

It doesn't matter if you are reckless or rational.

If Lin Zihan felt that her decision was correct, it would change her life for the better.

Then what can Ye Zhibai say?

Life is what you choose, and you don't need others to say anything.

But even so...

Ye Zhibai always felt that...

Lin Zihan's smile was not as relieved as she said.

Ye Zhibai slightly lowered her head.

Look at the ants crawling forward in twos and threes on the ground, moving away the sticky rice powder that fell on the ground.

That was Guangyu eating sweet-scented osmanthus cake.

Don't bite you!

After Lin Zihan finished telling these stories, she sat back beside Ye Zhibai.

This time, she finally picked up her drink and took a sip.

Talking about some of the past, my heart seems to be really relaxed a lot!

I even drank a third of the bottle in one breath!

"Huh...! So the drink is so delicious! Hey, thank you, Xiao Baier, for being willing to listen to me. In fact, this is the first time I've told someone about myself! It's so good to say it! "

"It's hard to look back on the past, but it's better than being bored in your heart."

"Is such that!"

Don't look at Guangyu who has been listening to the story while drinking drinks and nibbling osmanthus cake, it seems that he is not thinking about anything.

But in fact, the little fox also has his own ideas.

Eating and thinking are not contradictory.

She even put down her favorite drink for the time being, and sighed lightly.

"Hey...Ye Zhibai, we understand how miserable the world is. This person's life experience is also full of ups and downs... Just like you in your previous life, you are a poor person."

"..."

You can feel sorry for her.

This is your freedom.

But can you not take me with you!

Poor little Zhibai, she has to be accidentally hurt every time!

How impolite!

However, Guangyu was right.

Lin Zihan is indeed a poor person.

What Yun'er said a few days ago was also true.

——Lin Zihan's smile is indeed "very fake".

Faced with the helplessness of reality, the forced smile, although fake, is somewhat real.

This truth is called helplessness.

Ye Zhibai looked at her from the corner of her eye as she sipped her drink like a little hamster.

Ye Zhibai's lavender eyes, blocked by light silver threads, inevitably showed a ray of pity that was hard to detect.

"You... are really strong." Ye Zhibai sighed with emotion in a low voice.

"Huh?" Lin Zihan stopped the process of continuing to drink happily, and turned to look at Ye Zhibai, "Little Baier? Did you say anything just now?"

"It's nothing...I just think that you are quite optimistic."

"You must be optimistic. No one understands optimism better than me! Life is all about laughing! Ah... no, there are people who understand optimism better than me. In this regard, Xiao Baier, you are me. life mentor!"

"?"

What are you talking about?

Why did I suddenly get promoted and become a mentor? !

I never taught you that!

To be honest, I am very ashamed of my optimism.

In her previous life, Ye Zhibai didn't have money for dinner, so she ate a few green onions and went to sleep, hiding in bed and crying loudly from hunger!

You call this optimistic? !

When Lin Zihan mentioned this, she still touched the back of her head with her right hand with a wry smile.

I'm quite embarrassed.

"Speaking of which, I haven't confessed to Xiao Bai'er yet... Well, now is the opportunity to say so."

Lin Zihan clung to Ye Zhibai's ear.

It really lowered the sound quite a bit.

It's like whispering to her.

It's not like, this is indeed whispering.

"I was ignorant when I was young. Didn't I call you dumb and mentally retarded... No matter how many times I apologize for this, I was naughty when I was young... When other children were scolded by me, they would cry and find their parents. to sue, but due to the disparity in family strength at that time, they all ran away in desperation."

"But Xiao Bai'er is different. You have been optimistic and strong since you were a child. You were scolded by me, but you were able to stand where you were, just like the street tree over there, standing still! And Zhiyun would beat me! I started Ah, I actually thought that you were really mentally handicapped and couldn't move. But then I figured it out...you just don't bother to talk to me and the troubles in life!"

"Not only that, what shocked me even more is that you were hit by a car and sent to the hospital, and you were discharged from the hospital a few days ago. Faced with such misfortune, you were not depressed at all, and you even showed up in the college entrance examination room a few days ago! You said Say, tell me, you are not optimistic, who is optimistic!"

"Every time I want to cry, when I think of Xiao Baier's figure, I feel that life is not so scary. No matter how hard it is, how can it be more difficult than Xiao Baier."

"That's why I hid behind the bushes that day and wanted to meet you? Even though Zhiyun might beat me up, I still want to meet you, because in a sense, Xiao Baier is my idol... .! Hee, I can sit and talk with Xiao Baier like this, does this count as a success in chasing stars! Great!"

She spoke more and more excitedly.

But Ye Zhibai was taken aback for a while.

Your whole sentence... full of holes.

But I don't know where to start.

Sum it up in one sentence.

Congratulations, you have created an idol in your own brain!