Collapse: Herrscher at the beginning, pre-rebirth civilization

At that time, his feelings were really deep.

No matter how powerful you are, when faced with a situation that is difficult for you to make, when you fall into such passive, hesitant and difficult choices...

Su Shixiu's expression at that time, and the painful tears hidden in his heart at that time, he didn't feel nothing.

Not to mention, he also gradually understood the reason why Su Shixiu worked so hard.

To become stronger is never just to protect the world.

It is for the people we cherish to continue to live in this world.

The so-called salvation is not just saving the world, it is just for you and you to make this world exist.

Because only the world exists, you can continue to survive.

But Su Shixiu's life was much more leisurely.

When no one is with him, he is used to reading some books quietly by himself, just as he used to when he was a child.

Because it's so quiet, and, when I was alone, that's how I came here.

Now, he rarely relaxes himself.

I don't often dream at night, but take the initiative to enter the stigmata space and live a one-month practice career in the one-night space outside.

He is trying to grasp the complete authority of "Heaven", even if there is no progress, Su Shixiu is not willing to give up.

Because, that is your own strength.

Only with that power, many impossible things can be done.

After all, it was through this power that Su Shixiu really changed some things.

From the end of that piece of death, he opened up a piece of life for his younger sister Xier.

As for the price?That's not important anymore.

As long as there is a chance to see Xi'er again, Su Shixiu will be content.

It is not impossible to use this power to make up for regrets.

Regardless of the cost or not, it is true that you are reluctant.

"This is the meaning of my coming."

"No matter what, I want to change something, with my strength, with my heart."

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Chapter 217 Warm time, words are based on reason

The next day.

With the passage of time, before I knew it, such an ordinary day had passed for several days.

Today, Su Shixiu brought the baby.

Bell was dragged back by Sakura because she couldn't get out because she didn't finish her homework.

I can't finish my homework, so I'm afraid it will be very difficult to see Ling come out to play.

There are only Lisha and Gracie, and the two children are quite obedient. Although taking them is less noisy and lively, it can really save me from having such a headache.

Although they are not that active, it does not mean that they are not happy getting along with each other.

Whether it is for Gracie or Lisha, he is their very important brother.

"Brother, why haven't you seen Sister Cheshire these days?"

Su Shixiu shrugged: "She was dragged to help by your sister Ellie and the others."

"what?"

"Maid, you have to do some work. Besides, it's Eden's concert, and I'm also very interested."

Lisha was a little speechless.

So, what exactly is the job of a maid in her brother's mind?

The last time I gave her a chainsaw and asked her if she could take it to battle, Cheshire almost beat someone up.

Cheshire: I am covered by long-range firepower. If I don’t use Lingzhao, how can I play close combat?

Su Shixiu: So let you be omnipotent and omnipotent...

Cheshire: Then don't make me practice some strange skills!

"Killing people with a chainsaw?"

"Ahem, last time it was a whim!"

After coughing twice, Su Shixiu focused his gaze on Grexiu who was not far away.

Gracie was sitting on a stool, holding paint in her hand, and painting the landscape in front of her with a brush.

Thinking back to the time when I could still hug little Gracie.

Now, little Gracie can speak, and can draw some higher-level paintings, and it is not so easy to hold her by myself.

After all, I can walk and run, and I went to kindergarten, which is really good.

"A day when I feel like I'm a waste..."

Looking at Gracie's paintings, Lisha instantly felt that life was boring.

It is true that people are more popular than dead people.

"Not at all. Lisha is not good at drawing, you use your own weaknesses to compare with other people's strengths, it's not easy to compare yourself."

At this moment, Gracie also put down her paintbrush.

"Brother is right. Uh... If you want to learn how to draw, sister Lisha, I can teach you too!"

"Okay, but I'll forget it, I don't have that material."

Lisha shook her head, and waved her hand to signal Gracie to continue painting.

Gracie nodded, picked up the paintbrush, and started to work again.

"Clouds, sky... well, should we add human footprints?"

Glancing at the brother she liked very much, Gracie thought about it, but still chose to give up.

"No, my brother's color is so gorgeous, but so monotonous. It's very difficult to mix and match, and the painting scene is not suitable."

I want to draw a picture for him, but I feel that no matter what kind of situation it is, it is not worthy of this very good brother Shixiu.

What's more, his color is very beautiful, but it is also so beautiful that it is difficult to adjust.

Then maybe, it is really not a color that belongs to human beings.

"Brother, tell me a story!"

Gracie's thoughts are unknown to others.

At this time, Lisha lay peacefully in Su Shixiu's arms, and closed her eyes happily.

"Okay. Then, let me tell a very ordinary story."

"Well, Lisha is willing to listen to what my brother said."

"Haha, is it?"

Su Shixiu smiled helplessly, and helped Lisha straighten her silver-white hair, and began to narrate:

"However, the story this time is really ordinary and ordinary, even ordinary... a bit sad."

There is a person who seems to have been cursed by the heavens, and even his birth has suffered misfortune.

When he was just born, his parents were rejected by his grandparents and grandparents.

Not to mention, the brothers and sisters who still had parents at that time were also intriguing in disguise, so that they finally left their home and took their young children to other places.

The child didn't know it when he was born, he only knew that he traveled to many places and witnessed many people and many things.

When he was young, he made many friends every time, but every time he left suddenly, he was in such a hurry.

In such a hurry that I couldn't even say goodbye to my friends.

Probably because of traveling for a long time, the parents also felt that this was a bit inappropriate. They took their children and finally settled on a place to live.

At that time, the child who had experienced countless partings since birth was already eight years old.

Eight years old is the time when that child was in primary school.

At that time, his parents probably never knew what he had seen during the eight years of wandering around the world with them from childhood to adulthood.

What impresses him the most is probably that he witnessed the death of his friend at a time when he should have been full of childlike innocence.

That was what happened before his eyes, and the child still remembers the helpless pain, despair and fear at that time.

However, he has also met very good people.

There was a teacher who influenced his whole life, so that no matter what kind of pain he encountered in the future, he could maintain the original innocence in his heart.

After all, the children at that time were young, and they didn't understand anything, and they didn't understand anything.

Only at that time, I understood what death is.

For the first time, without his parents knowing, he understood how close death could be to them.

Later, the days of elementary school settled down in one place.

It was an unremarkable small town, and it was unbelievable for him who was born in a big city.

Having received an education in the city, the children at that time always felt that they couldn't get along with other people.

Maybe it was the misunderstanding caused by ignorance at that time, maybe it was because I didn't know my classmates at the beginning.

After he came there, he had very few friends.

In elementary school, he was still willing to open his heart occasionally, but his experience was simply a fantasy for many children in that place.

Such days gradually reached his junior high school time.

His few friends are separated, and he is truly lonely.

Not to mention, the other students at that time gave him a merciless blow.

Those words were insignificant to themselves, but to him who was a teenager at that time, they were so thorny and heart-wrenching.

"Have you read too many novels?"

"Please, you look really stupid like this. Aren't you afraid of being laughed at these days?"

"Every day, don't fantasize, okay?"

Similar words, the feeling of not being trusted, made this young man who was more sensitive than his peers widen the initial gap in his heart a lot.

If you don't get along with anyone, you're really alone.

The teenager at that time understood what loneliness is.

Because his parents are unwilling to listen to what he wants to tell, or they don't believe it at all.

The pain of not being trusted made the boy lonely for a long time.

It also made his heart ache silently for a long time alone.

Not to mention, the parents at that time had gone through divorce procedures.

He knew, and his parents thought he didn't.

Then again, what kind of torment?

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Chapter 218 The story, why do you know why?

Everyone has made mistakes, and the boy in the story is no exception.