Collapse: Herrscher at the beginning, pre-rebirth civilization

"But if you are alone? ~Maybe some words will be difficult to comprehend~"

As the lyrics came out, for a moment, Su Shixiu, who was immersed in the artistic conception, also recalled some past events.

Once upon a time, he was in such pain.

Suffering malice from the world, a person is at a loss and can only reach out to the most pure and innocent past of childhood.

At that time, how much he missed that childhood... because he was really happy at that time.

When he recalled the situation at that time, he was already alone, and his heart felt inexplicably sad.

It was because he was alone that he fell into confusion from time to time.

Under the malice of the world, because there is no one to enlighten, even the pure and innocent heart will be hurt and riddled with holes.

Disappointment is natural. At that time, he was not understood by the world, so how could he understand himself who was lost?

This song, after only a few lines of lyrics, quickly jumped to a climax!

"Parting is so painful, a "love you" is out of reach?~"

At that time, he was just a child after all, how could he be as strong as he is now?

Although the depression caused by being hurt and disappointed came out by himself, could he really be able to do all this by relying on his own strength?

the answer is negative.

At that time, the lost boy met the person who was the best to him in his most powerless years.

"This longing is indescribable. I am extremely afraid of society, but I am extremely loving and sympathetic?!"

Because he saw the light again, the light that was willing to shine on him, the young man felt extremely sympathetic.

Even at that time, he had become afraid of the world because of its malice, but he couldn't be afraid of this gentle light.

This light that was lit only for himself turned into a guiding light for that period of his life.

"Why am I crying? ~ How should I respond to my heart?"

The young man who wanted to get close to that light, but was always afraid to approach it because of fear.

He is afraid of losing again, because he has lost enough in the past.

Losing enough doesn't make you immune to the heartache of loss, quite the contrary, it just makes your heart more sensitive to it.

He knew what he wanted to do in his heart, but he didn't dare to do that, and he would even be unable to cry because of his cowardice.

But he was really afraid of losing again.

Can't lose anymore... He was really afraid that his heart would break down.

"Words are always difficult to put into words, they continue to accumulate in the heart and become stronger?!"

The longer you hold back such feelings, the more you will only torture yourself.

After all, whose youth was not impulsive?

"I want to meet you more and more? ~..."

Then, the fingertips still jumped on the keys.

It was originally a brisk dance, but under this kind of music, it seemed full of heaviness and difficulty.

At the end of that story, the boy did not meet the girl as he wished, nor could he say those two words to her.

Because... his life in that world was given to him by her for the second time.

It was a car accident.

The one who should have been sent away in the car accident was the careless self at that time.

However, that idiot blocked it for him.

He lived, lived between realities.

She lived, lived in memory.

Meeting is also a farewell. What kind of heavy blow was this to the teenagers at that time?

He can still remember that the girl was lying in his arms at that time, and he hurriedly and desperately tried to block the bright red blood back, preventing them from flowing out of the girl's wound.

But everything is in vain.

The young man still can't forget how much he hates his helpless self.

Later, he followed her will, and after a period of self-depression, he finally walked out of the darkness.

He figured everything out, and he figured everything out.

The teenagers at that time knew that everyone's future would eventually meet a better existence.

"You don't have to dwell on the past, and work hard to pursue a brighter future. Because you still have the opportunity to watch more sunsets!"

The girl once said this to him, and he always remembered that sentence.

Yes, the road to the future is bright and bright. In the future, he has encountered too many wonderful things, and he has met many very good people.

But he will never meet her again... even meeting her has become a luxury.

"Sorrow is so cold, "Thank you" is tinged with warmth?! "

Then, Su Shixiu's eyes suddenly became more energetic.

In other words, he has completely entered that state of immersion.

"Floating in the wind? ~ In order to convey the end of this beginning, live without giving up?!"

She had existed before, and she was his biggest motivation.

Relying on the strength she gave him, relying on the light she brought to his world, he walked out with his own strength.

But he doesn't think so.

That should be the strength of two people, because there is more than one soul on my body.

"For you, I try to be proud of today?!"

"Why am I crying?~"

Apart from the fingertips, there was also a drop of hot tears that fell on the keys.

Contains tears of longing.

"I want to meet you more and more..."

At the end of the song, a piece of longing falls quietly, without a sound.

Keeping away from the microphone and keeping his hands away from the piano, Su Shixiu stood up and let out a long breath.

I still haven't forgotten, although the light I got in my previous life is not much, but it is enough to engrave it in my heart.

Seeing everyone in the audience still in a daze, Su Shixiu, who was the first to slow down, gently picked up the microphone.

Putting it next to his mouth, he smiled softly, which seemed to awaken everyone's consciousness.

"Thank you."

For a long time, I have been silent for a long time.

Su Shixiu bowed solemnly, then turned around and walked off the stage.

Seeing Eden standing at the door leading to the backstage passage, Su Shixiu patted her shoulder lightly, left quickly without saying anything.

After walking for about ten seconds, at the end of the passage behind him, in the direction of the concert stage in the theater, applause broke out in an instant.

Even the way Eden looked at him was complicated.

Su Shixiu can play the piano well, after all, he has a foundation.

The songs he sang are not unhearable, but professionally speaking, they are still a little bit worse, after all, he is not a professional singer.

But the emotions contained in the singing... really easily touched everyone present.

That longing is really easy to remind people of the most important person in themselves.

It's love, it's more like pure liking, and it's also the initial hazy heart.

What is eulogized is the clean and beautiful emotion in the pure and flawless heart at that time.

It's worth it because it's beautiful.

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Chapter 232 Ferryman, Awakening of Power

How that concert ended in the end, Su Shixiu didn't know.

He didn't stay overnight at Yunyang Grand Theater, Su Shixiu chose to go home first.

To be honest, this place is good, and the sound insulation effect is really good if there is no concert, but he still doesn't want to stay here.

The only place where you can feel at ease is the direction of home.

The world-famous concert is indeed grand and noisy, but a place full of excitement is indeed not suitable for people like him.

Lisha and Cheshire came back with him, along with Mebius and Klein.

The two of them belonged to veteran personnel who stayed behind closed doors, and Mebius himself didn't like that kind of place.

Klein is purely because Mebius is his upper echelon, who will let his salary be controlled by others?

Oh, by the way, there is also a Miss Albania who stays behind closed doors.

She didn't come at all, but chose to take the initiative to help look after the house.

After all, at home, she could also watch the live broadcast of the concert through the TV in Su Shixiu's former residence.

Indeed, when Su Shixiu appeared on the stage, except for a small number of unidentified friends from the world, almost the entire Shenzhou area was sensationalized.

Those who were familiar with Su Shixiu were not only pleasantly surprised, but also sincerely happy for him.

It's just that Su Shixiu himself didn't think so.

Thinking back on those unpleasant things, Su Shixiu defaulted to choosing to sleep first, which would be more comfortable.

Sleeping is undoubtedly a good way to relax yourself. Similarly, it is also a good way to selectively forget a memory temporarily.

Those pasts did occupy a very important place in his heart.

As soon as Su Shixiu lay down on the bed, he fell asleep quickly, the kind that had no sense at all.

But what he didn't know was that after he fell asleep, Himiko Kazuka also took a taxi back.

The concert was over, and they didn't want to stay overnight in the Yunyang Grand Theater.

It's just that when he came back, Himiko seemed to have drunk too much again.

While Hua didn't notice, she went to the study on the second floor and found the bed in a daze.

Then, when Su Shixiu didn't know it, suddenly there was another person beside him.

Smelling the smell of alcohol, Su Shixiu frowned subconsciously, but he didn't wake up.

Maybe it was a dream again?

However, the smile on the corner of his mouth was obviously a good dream.

Good dreams make people linger and forget to return, even Su Shixiu would be immersed in them.

As a result, Himiko hugged him directly, and he didn't know it.

"Hmm...it smells good, the pillow is so comfortable, hehehe..."

In this way, the ordinary night passed.

The next day, at the door of the study.

After knocking on the door lightly and confirming that there was no movement inside, Mebius asked cautiously.

"Ash?"

"..."

No one answered, it seems that you can rest assured!