Deceived by kindness, they are all reborn

Her brain hums along.

Sometimes it responds, sometimes it doesn't respond.

Accompanied by her cousin's self-righteous chattering words, Shangshan Lixia seemed to lose consciousness and became a zombie who could only stagger forward.

Wait until she regains consciousness.

But he found himself standing at the door of his cousin's house.

"Come in, Lisa."

"Don't be dazed..."

The cousin beckoned to her from inside the house, signaling her to go in.

However, at this moment, she could only look at the home that she came to almost every day, and stopped in fear.

The building in front of her can be said to be something familiar to Shangshan Yanxia, ​​but at this moment, this thing makes her daunting. She feels that the gate of the building in front of her looks like the one in the game novel that can eat people. Yes, the three-headed strange dog guarding the gate of hell, this monster opened its mouth full of blood, and never washed the mouth full of bloody transpiration. Walking on eggshells.

The huge unspeakable sense of oppression and terror crushed the girl's heart, and something of fear kept eating away at her few remaining rationality. Her delicate body trembled slightly, and dense spots appeared on her slender, snow-white arms. A little bit of goosebumps, not very smooth to the touch.

Even, she wants to turn around and run away at this moment, like an ostrich in a desert story, burying her head in the sand, as if doing so can fight against the sandstorm outside, allowing herself to spend this hopeless and boundless life with peace of mind. disaster.

but……

She can't.

She knew she couldn't escape.

She is no longer who she used to be.

Run away if something happens.

How can she be worthy of that boy who she has been deceiving and smiling at her! !

The girl stretched out her beautiful and slender fingers, and gently pinched her plump thighs. The upper and lower jaws in her mouth were pressed together, and her teeth were tightened. Her fingers pinched her delicate and soft thighs hard. At this moment, her thighs Not only was it red, but it was even a little blue, and the severe pain rushed to her spinal cord, making her grit her teeth and crack her mouth, and the pain pierced her bone marrow.

Thanks for this.

Her fear and that indescribable feeling of oppression...

at last……

subsided a little.

Because of this, she was a little silent and mustered up the courage to step into the door of her cousin's house.

"I am back……"

She said it quietly.

——However, there was no response.

In the past, she didn't dare to say this sentence, but at this time, even if she said this sentence, the figure who thought about it day and night did not appear by her side, nor did she come together as usual. Come up, showing a young and shy smile.

Step into the porch.

Take off your shoes.

into the living room.

Looking around at a loss.

——The girl's mournful voice gradually rose.

The empty room, this empty home, everything empty, and herself as an empty shell.

This is something she never thought about.

rather say.

She thought about it.

But she never dared to think about it.

She never dared to face the fact that she would lose the boy one day, so she lied to herself, telling herself that maybe she was ready to let the boy go.

However, at this moment, the end of his departure has finally arrived.

The girl suddenly found that her voice became hoarse.

Can only utter unidentified words.

"Speaking of which, Li Xia, are you hungry?"

My cousin poked her head out of the kitchen.

"That high school student actually knows how to make dumplings. I looked in the refrigerator. There are still a lot of dumplings in the refrigerator. Some are beautiful and some are ugly. I'll steam the rice and make fried dumplings for you..."

Neon people eat fried dumplings with rice.

Dumplings.

——On the contrary, it is the existence that is not often eaten.

The girl heard that her cousin was going to make fried dumplings for her. For some reason, she moved over in a daze and squeezed into the kitchen, staring at the dough wrapped with fillings in a daze. The cousin couldn't push it away, and couldn't drive it away. , had to give up.

"Do you want fried dumplings so much?"

"I see."

"Then leave it to you."

"I'll steam the rice with some dumpling sauce, and I'll leave the fried dumplings to you!!"

Fried Dumplings Fried Dumplings Fried Dumplings Fried Dumplings.

fried dumplings...

fried dumplings...

fried dumplings...

The girl let out a low cry of sadness.

It's not fried dumplings...

What he wants to do is not fried dumplings! ! !

The girl bit her lips lightly, and picked up the dumplings in front of her—but even so, she didn't know how to make dumplings, and the only way to make the dumplings in front of her edible was to fry them...

——This also made her more anxious.

Take the pot, turn on the fire, and pour oil.

The steaming aroma filled the kitchen, and the moment the dumplings touched the grease, the steaming aroma burst out—but the girl felt that her heart was gradually drifting away, as if the water in the oil layer in the pot was drying up and being roasted continuously It was like burning dumplings, and her heart gradually became shriveled and yellow. She operated it stiffly, until her cousin rushed over and turned off the fire that was about to catch fire, and she stopped belatedly.

"Very dangerous!!"

"Sit there obediently and don't move!!"

"I'll fry it for you!!"

She was pressed on the sofa in the living room.

Sitting there in a daze.

Looking at the desk lamp and fish tank in front of him.

here……

The memory suddenly came flooding back.

She still remembered that the night when the boy was brought here by her, the boy stared blankly at the goldfish in the fish tank for a whole night. She didn't know what is so good about goldfish, but at this moment, she also stared blankly at the goldfish inside. Swimming around, subconsciously humming the song that the boy sang to coax her lying on her lap.

"Look at the young fish swimming around..."

"Swimming around..."

"I am to you..."

She only vaguely remembers humming like this, she only vaguely remembers these accents, she doesn't know what the boy is singing, and she doesn't know what the boy is humming.

Until my cousin came to her side with fried dumplings.

She's still humming.

"I heard this tune during this business trip!!"

"let me see……"

"It's called "Yuzi", right!!"

"It is said that the song is sung in the regional dialect of the Celestial Dynasty, just like our Kansai people singing with a tune, but let alone it is very nice. I searched it at the time. I will show you the video. And the neon language translation..."

She traveled a long way this time on a business trip, and went to the Celestial Dynasty, so it only took two months.

The cousin happily clicked on the video.

She stared blankly at the phone.

It was also the first time she knew the general meaning of the song.

"Look at the young fish swimming around..."

"Swimming around..."

"I've been thinking about you..."

"Thinking about it..."

……

"The flowers are swaying to and fro in the wind..."

"I've been thinking about you..."

"Thinking of Ban Ming..."

……

"Hope Moonlight..."

"bring you……"

"come back to me……"

……

……

……

……

"what happened?"

"Why are you lying there and not moving at all?"

"Don't scare me!!"

"I can't stand your parents..."

Consciousness collapsed and scattered, the girl woke up again, and found herself lying on the table with blue marks on her palms, and her cousin was greeting her with concern.

"What happened to you just now?"

"Do you know how many minutes you were unconscious for?"

The song is actually not that big of a deal.

What I was talking about was just a lonely girl who was exhausted because of her life. Tired, she lay down under the desk lamp and looked at the fish tank, thinking about him who had left her.

— That's all.

Yes.

That's it.

"I am fine."

"Let's eat."

The girl smiled lightly, pressing her tongue against her teeth, biting gently, letting the pain on the tip of her tongue force herself to stay awake.

There are still many things she didn't ask.

So it can't crash yet.