Deceived by kindness, they are all reborn

of course.

The presence or absence of children is also counted.

Good looks are also a plus.

Unfortunately.

Although Yuuki Xue Huasheng is very beautiful and delicate, she is often praised as an elf princess who came out of a fairy tale.

But her mother was not like that.

Because of being unkind when she was young, this woman’s first love partner was not a good person, so she often suffered domestic violence when she was young. One day when the other party was violent against her, he smashed a heavy ashtray on her. On the face, this woman has scars that are difficult to remove.

There are scars on the face.

Not too young.

In addition, there is a child who is like an oil bottle.

The combination of these factors caused the new marriages that my mother had found in several rounds to disperse.Although the foundation of my mother's beautiful appearance was still there when she was young, when the other party saw the scars on her face and a daughter who looked like a bottle of oil, the other party simply didn't want to talk about it.

but.

Mom is a very hard worker.

Even in the face of adversity.

Yuuki Yukika's mother is working hard at the same time.

Still contacted five marriage partners.

However, unfortunately...

In the end it was all divided.

Yuuki Yukika, the daughter of the five uncles whose mother was talking to, had never even met them face to face.

That's right.

Because the mother asked her to.

Don't show up in front of your uncle.

As a divorced woman with children, Yuuki Yukika's mother is naturally very aware of her disadvantages.In order to avoid her own disadvantages, in order to make the other party not so preconceived to reject her, she plans to pretend to have no children and get along with the person who is talking about marriage. When they get along deeply, she will show her cards to the other party and tell the other party The fact that he has a child forced the other party to accept his daughter.

Seems mean though.

But it seems that this is the only way.

The girl is very sensible and understands her mother very well, so she blinked her ignorant eyes, and agreed in a vague way, saying that she would never appear in front of her uncle, and would just hide at home silently Entertain yourself.

But the girl stays at home alone every day, watching her mother go out early and return late every day, and eat leftovers that have been cooled and reheated every day. The young girl is naturally very miserable and desolate. Hope this ordeal will end soon.

This tormented time did not last long.

Finally one day.

An uncle agreed to marry his mother.

At the moment when someone finally agreed to get married, the mother rarely took her out for dinner, bought her a beautiful little dress, and happily planned to take her to meet the other party.

then……

There's no after that.

The other party was a very decisive and ruthless person. After hearing that the mother had been hiding the fact that she had a child, the other party immediately chose to break up and leave. She didn't care about the little things she spent with her during this time.

But my mother was very concerned about the experience of their love.

Obviously she is the liar.

But she doesn't know why...

I paid myself in.

……

These things made my mother tangled and painful for a long time.

Domestic violence, divorce, appearance, children, cold reception, breakup.

These factors add up.

It made my mother collapse a bit.

The tangled and painful mother took the girl in a beautiful little dress that night and drank late. The girl had never seen such a fierce and ugly expression on her mother's face. She hid aside, not daring to vent her breath. I was afraid that my ignorant behavior would annoy my mother.

however……

The worst outcome is yet to come.

When I got home.

Mother took advantage of the drink.

— hit her.

Although my mother is very gentle and kind when she is sober, she will become a completely different person when she is drunk. Some words that cannot be said, full of viciousness, full of curses, and words that are extremely harmful to the child are all spoken. .

such as……

"burden."

"bastard."

"Why did you give birth to this trouble?"

"If it weren't for you, why would I not be able to get married..."

"Why don't you die!!"

"It would be great if you died!!"

"I'll be happy if I die!!"

My mother also said such things that could not be said.

That night, the ignorant girl curled up in the corner opened her crystal purple eyes wide, listening to the words her mother despised and the most vicious words of the person she loved the most.At the same time, her small body was slapped, whipped, and endured unspeakable torment by the terrible force.

The double pain both mentally and physically made her gradually despair, and she had no place to struggle. She couldn't vent the negative emotions stored in her heart, so she could only swallow the poisonous and dirty black mud one by one. Pile up and wait for the dike to burst.

That night, she was pinned down by her angry mother with a big hand.

As a prop to vent anger.

They were brutally beaten back and forth.

……

There is a first time.

Naturally there is a second time.

Although her mother hugged her afterwards and cried bitterly, saying that she would never beat her again, she also hugged her mother in a daze, comforting her emotionally hurt mother, and expressing her belief in her mother's promise.

The little Yuki Xuehua, who was covered in injuries, was on the brink of destruction but still forced to pretend that nothing happened, comforting her injured and collapsed mother with grievances.

If her mother can repent of this.

It's not a beautiful thing.

But young girls don't know that.

- Promises are broken.

And it is extremely easy to break.

Originally, my mother was a non-drinker, but as a single mother with children, her life was full of dissatisfaction. In order to numb herself, to relieve her pain, and to temporarily escape from reality, she only I can use a high amount of alcohol to deceive my brain every day, trying to find some comfort in the illusion like a dream.

She began to drink heavily.

It's often dawn after drinking.

My mother is obviously a person with a bad drink, she will go crazy when she drinks too much, and when she goes crazy, she will grab Yuuki Yukika and beat her, as long as she is grabbed and beaten, it is like facing an enemy, madly pouring out at her resentment.

Tiger poison still does not eat seeds.

But some scum.

To be able to strangle one's own child to death easily...

And without a trace of guilt.

With the birth of domestic violence against young girls, the violence used by alcoholic mothers against girls is also gradually escalating, from the original simple slapping to something even more unspeakable.

Such as pumping with a belt, such as holding her long hair and pressing it into the water tank, such as pressing a lighted cigarette butt on her delicate body, such as pouring boiling water on her body.

blah blah blah...

There are many more for girls...

An extremely gruesome nightmare.

that period of time.

Yuki Yukika broke bones at every turn, and the girl often had severe scalds and burns on her body, and she was often hospitalized during that time.Because of these tortures, her skinny childhood, in the eyes of others, is simply a thin piece of thin paper, as if it can be easily and easily blown away by the wind.

Girls at that time were extremely looking forward to becoming an adult, hoped that they would grow up, and hoped that when they grew up, they could help their mothers, and not let their mothers worry about their own affairs, nor let their mothers suffer so much because of her.

if i grow up...

I shouldn't let my mother get angry so easily...

if i grow up...

As a sensible person, I should be able to make my mother's face show a happy and happy smile, right?

She thought so...

--However.

As time goes by.

Things didn't improve for the teenage girl.

She still lives in the domestic violence and beatings of her alcoholic mother every day.

at last……

After repeated failed encounters with her new father, her sober, non-alcoholic mother stared at her with hatred.

then……

—took up the belt.

I won't say much about such annoying things. From then on, in Yuuki Yukika's house, domestic violence is a common occurrence, and it would be strange not to have domestic violence.

Originally, the girl could still deceive herself, telling herself that when her mother beat her, she was unconscious and drunk, and that the real mother still liked her, so don't be angry with her.

It wasn't until my mother didn't drink that day, and soberly cursed her with vicious words such as "wild species", "cumbersome" and "bastard".

——The girl finally broke down.

Endless domestic violence.

The never-ending swearing.

There is also a biological mother who is gentle in front of others but vicious behind others.

These things are too heavy for her young.

These things finally made her completely exhausted one day.

She wanted to seek death, but she didn't dare to seek death. She wanted to escape but was unable to escape. The girl could only continue to be tortured like a nightmare.

She endured, endured.

Finally one day, she finally couldn't stand it anymore.

She chose to escape into her inner world.

at that moment.

——Shorin Yuki was born.

??????Dividing line??????

Years of domestic violence, pain, and grief have caused Yuuki Yukika to suffer from the disease "dissociative identity disorder". This strange disease often takes away her consciousness and makes her unconscious. , No longer face the nightmare-like pain.