Deceived by kindness, they are all reborn

The young man smiled.

He chose to put the question aside.

Do not answer.

"However, if you must get the answer to this question from me."

"I can still tell a thing or two."

The boy said seriously.

The black eyes sparkled, as if they contained the truth of the universe.

"I don't know the meaning of your existence."

"But I still know the meaning of my existence."

"Only those two words."

"Bring joy to others with your performance."

"Use your best performance to move others."

"in other words……"

"that is……"

"—empathy."

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"The speech became stuttering, and the lines that I usually memorize memorized are forgotten at this moment. It's like a poor examinee who crams his feet in the last exam and has clearly done the topic but can't remember it at all."

"The result of the audition is naturally a failure."

"I've been planning for a long time, and all of them failed, which makes me very upset."

"I feel like my life has lost its meaning."

"The whole world has lost its luster."

When it comes to the sentence that life is meaningless, Jiang Kazuma glanced at the girl, seeing that she was still listening in a daze, so he continued.

"It's funny, isn't it?"

"Obviously it was just an ordinary failure, but I seemed to be deprived of the meaning of life. Compared with the real parting of life and death, my pain was nothing at all, but I was suffering and struggling very much, and I was decadent for a long time. "

"However……"

"Payment always pays off."

The boy said quietly.

He put the strawberry milk drink box in his hand into the hospital's trash can, turned around, looked at the girl listening to the story, and smiled quietly.

"later."

"I have a cousin who went to a distant place to go to college. He is the kind of baby boy who wants his mother to cry and hug him even when he is very old. When he went to college, it was very painful to live alone. I struggled for a long time and didn't want to go."

"I had a sudden thought, and felt that the actor who sacrificed for the protagonist at that time was essentially giving the protagonist the courage to move forward—then if I use similar words, can I also give my cousin the courage to move forward?"

"I tried to say that..."

"I say……"

"If possible, your parents want to take this journey instead of you more than anyone else, to start a new life of your own, to make up for the regrets and sorrows of the past."

"But it's your own life."

"No one can replace you."

"Please try not to let yourself leave regrets and sorrows."

outside the hospital.

The teenager who stood there telling the story smiled.

——This is the previous life.

There is no story of his rebirth into this world yet.

Telling this story will not make others feel moved, nor will they be enlightened, nor will they be ecstatic, but for him, it is indeed a very important story.Although he lies as easily as drinking water, but this little thing that can be glimpsed from life is very important to Jiang Kazuma.

The black-haired boy standing at the door of the hospital sneered at his own words.

"This speech sounds very clichéd. If someone said it to him, he would definitely not listen to it-but who asked me to play that kind of trick? My performance for this kind of role can be said to be three-pointed and unforgettable. .”

"My acting skills at that time convinced him instantly, and even made him feel ashamed, saying that even a child like me understands this truth, and he should understand it as an adult, so in the end he overcame the difficulties and went to college It’s good to live alone.”

"That's empathy."

"This is the meaning of life I found."

The boy finished telling the story.

He stared at the confused girl in front of him.

Quietly encourage her.

"I don't know what disease you have, and I don't know what you will be like in the future. I don't understand your inner confusion, longing, pain and struggle, but..."

"I can see."

"Your will to want to move forward."

"So please work hard for your own future."

"Don't stand on the bridge next time."

"You did such a dangerous thing."

The black-haired boy talked about a lot of life truths and some nonsense nonsense, then he smiled in self-satisfaction and bid farewell to the girl.

to be frank……

The girl didn't quite understand what Kazuma Egami said.

A person immersed in a world of self-satisfaction.

It is also incomprehensible.

but……

In the girl's nearly ten years of past life, Jiang Shangyi was really the most dazzling one she saw. When the young man spoke his own words, his self-serving smile was like a beautiful and bright star in the sky, making him Lost in the fog at the intersection of life, she seems to have caught a tiny ray of light.

Looking at the back of the boy who turned his head and walked away, the girl's heart seemed to be burning with fire. She inexplicably realized that the opportunity to grasp the meaning of her life was right in front of her eyes, the chance to find her only remaining meaning in life before she disappeared Right here and now.

and so……

Looking at Jiang Kazuma's back.

She suddenly plucked up her courage, and before Jiang Shangyizhen left, she stepped forward, and grabbed his arm with her slender and long fingers. The strength made of steel made the black-haired boy turn his head in shock.

The girl knew it was impolite to do so, but she couldn't restrain her emotions after being bewitched by Jiang Kazuma's words just now. She was panting heavily, and made a request to Jiang Kazuma.

"that……"

"master!!"

"Can you leave your contact information?"

"If I run into any problems..."

"Can I talk to you later?"

……

……

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Tokyo Medical University Third Hospital.

The hospital on an autumn night is full of silence and peace.Some time ago, the dry heat of summer seemed to be still reverberating, and the noisy cicadas seemed to be just yesterday.However, by now, it has become bleak.

The orange-red maple leaves fell all over the ground, and the warm-colored street lamps flickered quietly. It seemed that there was a short circuit, the circuit was unstable, and the current was buzzing.

The dead leaves on the ground reflected a faint yellow light.

After the summer passed.

This reflected light.

It is the last firefly.

The weather is cold.

There are few pedestrians on the road.

The girl quietly wrapped her tall and thin body in a coat, avoided the inspection of the nurses in the hospital, and quietly slipped back to her ward.

then……

She saw the lights on in her ward.

Obviously someone was inside.

"I am back."

Realizing who was inside, the girl walked into the brightly lit ward with her head bowed and her expression embarrassed like a child who had made a mistake.

Sure enough, there were people inside.

Sitting by the hospital bed.

It was a kind-hearted old man in a white coat.

She knows this person.

"Grandpa Jiuneng, why doesn't he rest at this late hour?"

The girl showed a flattering and lovely smile on her pretty face, hoping to impress the old man in front of her, so that the old man would not be angry.

"Sneaked out again?"

The old man gave her a serious look.

"Um……"

The girl nodded slightly.

"Going out for a walk is good for your health, it can help your sister exercise her legs and feet - but don't walk too late, it's almost 2 o'clock in the middle of the night, if you are not there when the nurse makes rounds the next day, you want to sneak out next time If not, it won't be so easy."

The old man taught in a thick voice.

The old man is her attending doctor, his surname is Jiu Neng - when the adoptive parents don't come to see her, the old man takes care of her.

The reason why the girl was able to sneak out every time without encountering any problems and not being cut off by the nurse was also because of the old man's care.

"Your sister's condition is getting better and better. It's the end of autumn now. If there are no accidents, it is expected that in the spring of next year, your sister will be able to recover and be discharged from the hospital, and return to your adoptive parents' home."

The old man repeated what she had already known about her own body.

"You know what that means, right?"

Hear what the old man said.

The girl nodded slightly.

Of course she knew.

It will be spring next year.

When the spring cherry blossoms bloom again.

The personality of Yuki Shorin.

- will disappear completely.

This is the best ending for sister Yuuki Yukika, and it is also the result of Yuki Shorin's self-choice.

"Do you regret it?"