Deceived by kindness, they are all reborn

"big sister……"

"You have no contact with them..."

"You can do it, right?"

"Take me away?"

Looking at the boy with hopeful eyes, she bit her slender and soft lips, trying to shake her stiff head, rejecting the willful request of the boy in front of her.

But she has been obsessed with it for a long time.

Unable to reveal his thoughts of rejecting him.

At last……

Unknowingly...

Quietly nodded.

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Accepting other people's kindness, forming a bond with others, becoming friends with others, and writing stories with others are of course very dreamy and beautiful things.

however……

Kindness and tenderness can be stressful.

And this pressure is an irresistible pressure.

How can you resist the expectations of those who love you?

If a person treats you well unconditionally, then this person definitely hopes that you can also become her ideal, and you will be burdened with other people's expectations and beliefs. When you can't face these beliefs, complete these when promised.

will usher...

——Self-denial that is more severe and pathetic than facing bullying.

The girl held the boy's hand tightly.

She was never clearly aware of it.

Gentleness towards others is a very malicious thing.

the boy told her.

Under the destruction of Shangshan Yanxia, ​​he no longer had any courage to face school, relatives, classmates, and friends—he knew that he had no ability and no belief to stand up again, and he fell down. In the middle of the muddy pit, he collapsed there completely exhausted. What he feared the most at this time was not the abuse of this useless person, but the encouragement and expectation from his friends and relatives.

He completely lost his faith and completely collapsed.

I dare not be encouraged.

If he is comforted and gently encouraged, then he will be burdened with inexplicable expectations, but now he is destined to live up to these expectations, he is afraid to see his relatives and friends full of sadness for him, he is afraid to see his relatives Because of his disappointed eyes with his friends, he was even more afraid of seeing himself reflected in the mirror completely collapsed and without form.

So he ran away.

Although it was deception, although it was just forcing himself not to face his relatives and friends, although his friends and relatives would be more anxious because of his disappearance, but now he has lost his courage and faith, he can only do this. Can contact the big sister who knows all the truth but has nothing to do with everyone, and let the big sister take him away.

This was before he was drowned in tenderness.

The only tiny resistance that can be made.

……

The girl took out the key to her cousin's house.

Covering the haggard boy.

Quietly took him into the house.

Obviously, my cousin will be back from a business trip in one month.

At this time, she let outsiders come to live in her house.

——I'm really shameless,

The girl sneered at herself mockingly.

"I only let you live with me for half a month."

Even if she completely loses her mind and becomes a walking dead, Shangshan Yanxia can still realize the final time limit of the two of them who want to collapse and escape from everything.

"Half a month should be enough for you to calm down. Even if you are escaping, you should tell everyone around you what you are doing, so that those who care about you will not worry so much. You can escape for half a month at most, and let everyone find you. In less than half a month, you must return to your normal life, otherwise..."

The girl let out a low moan.

otherwise……

otherwise……

What would it be otherwise?

It can't be worse than it is now...

"I see……"

"I will take the initiative to contact Second Uncle Wuyue and the others..."

The young man showed a haggard smile.

Sitting cautiously on the edge of the indoor sofa.

This smile is different from the previous one, it really looks like the happiness after disappearing with a trace of pressure.

——This made the girl's heart tighten slightly.

Thinking of the words of the boy who completely collapsed and wanted to escape from everything, thinking of his swearing promise to him, thinking of the boy’s crazy expression in the utility room, thinking of the heavy and helpless gentleness of Yuzawa Nozomi and Wenli Wuyue, who belonged to him, went up the mountain. Yan Xia was a little suffocated, as if her throat was choked and she couldn't breathe out.

She cared about herself in order to satisfy her guilt towards the teenager.

bring him here...

Take him away from the world that originally belonged to him...

such……

Is it really good?

——But she couldn't choose anymore.

Since the situation became irretrievable step by step, she found that she had lost the ability to make decisions. If it was her before, she would probably oppose the boy's decision-but now she is afraid that her immature decision will hurt the boy again , afraid that the big sister's mask would be torn off in front of the boy, and afraid that the boy would show his loathing to her again in front of her.

So simply rely on him in everything.

"Speaking of which, big sister, what do you like to eat?"

Kazuma Ueyama, who was sitting opposite the boy, was still worried about the boy's future, but Kazuma Egami, who seemed to have recovered a little after resting for a while, asked her something unexpected.

"I……"

The girl opens and closes her mouth.

Nothing came out.

"How about eating a half-price bento today?"

The boy forcibly pulled himself together.

"Although I, the borrower, should cook, but I'm good at Chinese food. If I cook it myself, I'm afraid it's not to your liking, so I have to treat you to a half-price bento until I figure out your recipe. .”

Please?

The girl froze in place.

Does he have to pay for food?

While the girl was in a daze, the boy had already put on the apron naturally, and was busy tinkling in the kitchen of his cousin's house where the fire was almost never fired.

"The kitchen needs to be cleaned briefly. Big sister, you obviously have a kitchen at home, and you don't use too many pots and pans. You don't eat takeaway every day, so the nutrition is not balanced."

"But during the half month I've been living in your house, I'll take good care of your food."

"Just live quietly and happily in college, and I won't cause you any trouble."

"I'm really afraid of being hated by you now..."

The young man simply cleaned the kitchen, and expressed his sorrow with a wry smile, but the young girl could only stare at his back obsessively, bit her lower lip lightly, her heart surging.

Speaking of...

Does she want to live with the boy?

She was completely overwhelmed by dejection, and suddenly realized something. She told the boy that this was her home, so it was natural for her to live here, and it was also natural for her to live and eat with him.

……

……

……

……

Girls don't know why.

No mood swings as expected.

When she brought the boy here, she didn't think about her situation at all, and her mind was full of satisfying the boy's wishes, but she found that if she wanted to maintain the lie that she was the big sister, then she would have to live with him.

Logically speaking, it is obviously very unrealistic for a girl like her who has never been in a relationship and has never had any male friends to live with boys when she comes up.

It's time to be ashamed.

At this time, one should become self-cleaning.

——It's very repulsive.

lie.

Tell the boy that she usually lives in the student dormitory of the university, and this is the house she rents. She usually lives in the dormitory, and she usually does not come to this house.

In this way, she can continue to live her own life, and can continue to attend classes in school naturally, and will not be worried by her parents. Maybe in the future, she may repair her relationship with Eriko Hisata...

However, seeing the young man forcibly hiding his sad expression and completely forgetting the past, she clutched her chest tightly, and suddenly felt that she could not speak out.

What are you kidding...

Don't continue to be a fool! !

How could it be possible to lie to him again! !

Shangshan Yanxia couldn't accept it, the only big sister who could accept and protect her now, she had to tell the boy...

In the next half a month when you live here, you will still be alone. I will not be here, nor will I protect you.

And after half a month, will I drive you away?

Shangshan Yanxia...

Going up the mountain in summer.

See what's going on in your head...

Do you still want him to go back to the original situation?

She remembered the time when she was bathed in the fragments of the boy's textbooks, she remembered the time when the boy was furiously scolding him, and she remembered the time when she was so weak that she couldn't do anything...

then.

She pulls herself together.

Speak to your heart with conviction.

big sister.

——You have to protect him.

This scumbag Shangshan Changxia couldn't protect him and hurt him.

But Big Sister is different.

She has nothing to do with the boy in front of her. In other words, she can completely serve as the boy's reliance for half a month, so that the boy who has completely collapsed can rekindle his confidence in life.

This is the last thing you can do for him before he transfers schools.

If you still want to escape at this time.

—she wasn't even human anymore.

and so……