Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

Bourbon fell into silence, it took him a long time to raise his head, looking at the white light in the corridor, it hurt his eyes.

There were tears in the corners of his eyes, and there was a dull ache in his heart. There seemed to be a lot more memories in his mind, which made his head ache.

There are too many memories, but he can sum them up quickly.

He had hurt Chihara Nozomi—many times.

He also thought about how he solved the boy's weakness.

——The young man is dizzy with blood.

He pushed Qian Yuanxi into the blood pool and forced Qian Yuanxi to spend a week with a pile of corpses.

He also remembered what the boy said at that time... Chihara Nozomi seemed to be saying it.

—— "Don't be afraid, Bourbon, if you can dispel their suspicion by torturing me, then please torture me without reservation."

——"I don't feel dizzy, so you can start from this step without any psychological burden."

——"I'm sorry Bourbon, I didn't protect Scotland well, so... please give me a good time."

The boy pleaded to him in a pool of blood, he was afraid of blood, his whole body was trembling with fear, but there was no hatred in those eyes.

At the moment before his death, his tone was full of apology, and he apologized to him.

Sorry for not protecting Scotland.

As for his response, he turned and left without giving the young man a good time. In the end, the young man grabbed himself to death.

Dozens of bloody paw prints on his body showed that he was in extreme pain before he died.

The memories stopped, and Bourbon was like a drowning person who was rescued ashore. He took a big breath, and staggered back until he leaned against the wall.

His face was pale and weak, which made the doctor want to step forward for an examination, but before he could make a move, he saw the tall man in front of him slowly squatting down.

Covering his embarrassment with his arms, he suppressed his choking voice severely.

Vaguely, the doctor seemed to hear an apology, saying "I'm sorry" choked with sobs.

Seeing this, before the doctor could react, he heard the opening of the door of the ward and the stop from another voice.

"senior!"

The door of the ward opened, Chihara Nozomi stood barefoot on the cold floor, and he looked at Bourbon who was curled up next to him.

He looked at Bourbon's almost emotional breakdown, and he didn't understand.

Even if he was dying, Bourbon didn't need to cry like this, let alone he didn't have much contact with Bourbon.

"do not Cry."

He said this, and then stepped forward to Bourbon, handed over the tissue, and then put his hand on Bourbon's head.

"Because I scare you?"

"Sorry, it was my fault."

"I'm mentally ill, so sometimes I can't stop my body and my brain."

He apologized.

But Bourbon's reaction was to cry even harder.

Then, Bourbon slowly raised his hand and was about to grab Chihara Nozomi's hand, but Chihara Nozomi dodged directly.

"Sorry, I'm not used to your contact, please don't take the initiative to touch me."

"senior."

"what happened?"

Chihara Nozomi forced herself to calm Bourbon's emotions with a gentle tone and patience.

"Are you in pain?"

"It hurts."

"As I said just now, I react slowly, and this small injury doesn't hurt."

After Chihara Nozomi finished speaking, he squatted down and looked at Bourbon, "I really don't feel any pain."

"I am used to it."

Chapter 009

[I can't help it on my own!Let me cry!I really want to cry to death!Did Bourbon think of something!He thought of it, right? ]

[Don't cry, Bourbon!Just hug him!hold him! ]

[WooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooThey know everything you do!They all know it! ]

[I heard what the doctor said, so I wanted to say, isn't this just a sequela!He's getting scared!Even if he died by their hands, he wouldn't hate everyone! ]

[Chihara Nozomi's hope has not changed from the beginning to the end, he wants to save everyone, this has become his obsession, and it has penetrated into his bone marrow. ]

[My Xiaoxi, even if you don’t want to save them, even if you don’t want to know them, your body’s reaction can’t fool you. ]

[I don’t know what to say, I feel depressed just looking at it, the doctor suggested euthanasia, saying that living is pain for him, but I still remember that Chihara Nozomi had hope of life before. ]

[The boy who told others that he must live, this time he took the initiative to let go of everyone's hands, and he gave up living. ]

[Please!catch him!It shouldn't have ended like this!Such an ending is wrong! ]

[Bourbon said it hurts or not, Chihara Nozomi said he was used to it, I was wondering how many times he had experienced it before he said he was used to it without changing his face. ]

[Qianyuan Xi, your luck has come!You have to stick to it!You want to see the grown-up Shinichi, you want to see Shirley's happy life, and you want to see the five members of the police academy get married and start a family. ]

[This is the result of your hard work to save, you can't give up just because you say you want to!You saved them, and you deserve a world without the butterfly effect. ]

[Everyone... Are you crazy? ]

[I feel like I'm going crazy. I cry once I watch the pilot movie, but I really can't watch it anymore. I really want to ask, Xiaoxi, does it hurt. ]

……

Seeing Bourbon's emotional breakdown, Chihara Nozomi still sighed, he resisted the reaction of running away, and rubbed his hands on Bourbon's head.

Looking at the doctor, "What did you say?"

"I said you don't tell other people about my situation, it's my business."

Hearing this, the doctor opened his mouth to speak but hesitated, finally closed it weakly, and nodded: "Got it, how is your situation now."

"I didn't feel any pain."

"That's your brain playing tricks on you. You should be trained to reduce pain. It's a dangerous way to do it."

The doctor frowned. He knew the method of organizing and training new recruits, but he had never heard of this one.

Moreover, he had also heard rumors from the organization that the boy in front of him belonged to that adult, and everyone knew that he was weak.

What's more, there has never been a mission.

Hearing the doctor's answer, Qian Yuanxi froze for a moment, then he seemed to think of something, he turned to look at the doctor in a daze: "Am I an undercover agent?"

As soon as the word "undercover" came out, the atmosphere in the air became a little dignified, but the doctor had already gotten used to it.

"You are not, you are the most important person of that adult."

Hearing the answer, Qian Yuanxi understood, "How to train the brain to shield the pain, this is what Gin once trained me."

Speaking of gin, the doctor just sighed.However, just as he was about to say something, he saw Gin in a black coat not far away.

Qian Yuanxi also saw the familiar figure, stood up slowly, and looked straight at him.

Gin didn't wear that black hat, his silver hair was tied behind him with a rubber band, and his eyes were no longer as cold as before.

It's a little strange to Qian Yuanxi.

Then Qin Jiu raised his foot and walked over, his eyes fell on Qian Yuanxi from the beginning to the end, and he didn't give anyone else a look.

"I don't remember that I trained you like that in the organization. When you entered the organization, you were protected by that adult."

Hearing this sentence, Qian Yuanxi didn't panic, he responded calmly: "So I said I'm crazy, can't I?"

This answer made Gin frown. He stood in front of Qian Yuanxi, and finally glanced at Scotland, who was worried beside him, and Bourbon, who was emotionally broken beside him.

"What are you doing."

"Your life fluctuates unsteadily, and I will come by myself."

Hearing that Qin Jiu said this, Qian Yuanxi realized that the clothes on Qin Jiu's body were ordinary home clothes except for the windbreaker outside, and the hat had not been put on in time.

There are even beads of sweat on his forehead.

——Gin, he ran over in a hurry.

Qian Yuanxi, who came to this conclusion, was a little surprised. He glanced at Bourbon, and the next second he stood in front of Bourbon.

The moment the figure covered Bourbon, everyone's eyes flickered a little, and after Bourbon came back to his senses, he hurriedly wanted to protect Chihara Nozomi behind him.

No!

Don't do it!

Don't protect him!Don't take on responsibilities that you don't have to bear!

"Since you're here, let's look at your brain here and push me to them. I said they are undercover agents. Why don't you solve them?"

Qian Yuanxi said this, and took a step forward, "Don't tell me that you are worried about me, you came here in a hurry just to look at me."

"Gin Jiu, do you believe your reason? Believe it or not, you care about me. If you want to torture me, do it directly. Don't be disgusting here."

Qian Yuanxi's words pierced the heart, Gin Jiu's eyes flashed with grief, although it was not very deep, but Qian Yuanxi caught it.

Qian Yuanxi felt even more funny.

"I do not have."

Qin Jiu has never been able to speak, this is what Qian Yuanxi knows, people like Qin Jiu can only kill undercover agents quickly, it is too rare to speak well.

"You don't have anything?"

Qian Yuanxi looked over with aggressive eyes, and suddenly left from Bourbon in the next second, and he directly grabbed Gin's clothes.

Pulling hard with his fingers, his feet stepped directly on Gin's leather shoes.

"Gin Jiu, I know you better than they do."

"I know how many people you have killed, how much alcohol you have drunk, and even what you have done."

"What are you doing now? Do you think you are treating me by pushing me to the police and letting the police take me out of here?"

"Whose decision is this, Renye Karasuma? Or do you make the decision yourself!"

Qian Yuanxi's emotions gradually became agitated, he pressed the gin hard, the gin retreated step by step, his hands were stiff in mid-air, and finally just hung down powerlessly.

Seeing this, the doctor also took out a sedative from his pocket, and Bourbon and Scotland also hurried forward, for fear that Qian Yuanxi would do something dangerous.

"Qin Jiu, how many moles do you have on your body, and I know where those moles are."

When Qian Yuanxi said this, he suddenly smiled, it was a smile without any sense of disobedience.

—the lifeless marionette suddenly came to life.

but!

——That is a broken life.

"Speaking of which, I'm doing a good job of shielding the pain in my brain right now." Qian Yuanxi's eyes were empty, and he said something that didn't happen in this life.

At this moment, Qianyuan Xi really looked like a lunatic.

"You taught me by hand. You wasted a lot of time. I finally let my brain fool me."

"Gin Jiu, are you unhappy? You should be happy. I am your best student and your most proud work."

"You taught me how to kill people, and you gave me all kinds of skills."

Qian Yuanxi seemed to have fallen into a nightmare, and the eyes he looked at Qin Jiu gradually became darker.

He spoke the words in his heart, but when he fell silent after speaking, Gin finally responded.

"sorry."

This is an apology from Gin, and this is also Gin's bow.