Conan: After being rescued, I just want to die quickly

His tone was flustered, and at the same time he was powerless to defend himself.

[World Awareness: Xiaoxi, I am not avoiding you, I just don’t want to upset Xiaoxi by coming out, the doctor said that Xiaoxi needs to rest and not be too stimulated, and my existence——]

When the world consciousness said this, he didn't go any further, and Qian Yuanxi also knew what the world consciousness wanted to say.

His existence is the biggest influence on Qian Yanxi's emotions.

It can be said that the influence of other people is far less important than a word of world awareness. A word of world awareness can make Chihara Xi collapse instantly, and even fall into the previous situation again.

This time the world consciousness was afraid that he would hurt the boy like before, so he hid like a coward.

but!

When he heard the words "he hid like a coward" from the boy's mouth, he was still inexplicably flustered, and then he explained.

……

But Qian Yuanxi felt that it was unnecessary, and he was a little puzzled.

[Qian Yuanxi: The damage has already happened, and the damage has scabbed over. You and I can let go. You don't need to worry too much. 】

[Qianyuanxi: You can treat me like before, because I won't be like before, falling into a breakdown because of your words. 】

— There is no need to hide.

And the real coward will always be him.

[Qian Yuanxi: This is very different from your previous appearance. 】

Qian Yuanxi said this, and then he asked another question.

[Qianyuanxi: Actually, from the very beginning, you told me that their character design collapsed and wanted me to come back to save the world. This goal is false. 】

【Qianyuanxi: Your real intention is to use them to contain me and let me go back. 】

Speaking like this, the world consciousness was at a loss, and he wanted to explain, but the boy didn't give him a chance to explain.

Chihara Nozomi spoke again.

[Qianyuanxi: I already know the extent of their character design collapse, but it is actually very simple to get their character design back, that is, all they need to do is clear their memories. 】

[Qianyuanxi: You can do it, after all, you can turn a dilapidated world into the most perfect world, so you can also make their painful memories disappear. 】

— Painful memories.

The world consciousness only heard the key word.

How could there be painful memories in the memory of the target person? The source of those painful memories is obviously from the young man in front of him.

Compared with the painful memories of the target person, Qian Yuanxi's memories are too painful, and even as long as she is with Qian Yuanxi, it will happen.

Those memories with Qian Yuanxi are all painful, because the boy has never been truly happy.

There is no gap in the world consciousness to speak, and Chihara Nozomi thought of another interesting guess.

He looked at the clear sky, felt the warmth of the sun on his body, and then asked in his heart.

[Qianyuanxi: Since I want to save the regrets in the parallel world, then there should be countless parallel worlds about myself. 】

[Qianyuanxi: Then I think that I who have experienced all this in other worlds should have a different ending, but I think no matter what the ending is, my only ending is death. 】

In the countless parallel worlds about Chihara Nozomi, in the parallel world that has experienced all of this.

Some teenagers survived and became paralyzed mentally handicapped patients, mentally ill patients who often went crazy and speechless, autistic patients who could not take care of themselves, and became stupid scavengers begging on the street.

Teenagers die too.

He died in pain, in despair.

——The ending of countless parallel world teenagers is death, and he can only die.

Because he is an outsider.

Chapter 124 Is It Meaningful to Save So Many Times

That was just Chihara Nozomi's guess.

But when the world consciousness made this guess, great fear arose in the psychology of the world consciousness, because only he knew it clearly.

The juvenile's guess is right, he has observed all the parallel worlds about Chihara Nozomi, and in all the parallel worlds, the only end for the juvenile is death.

No matter how bad it is, it will become an intellectual patient who cannot take care of himself physically and has no one to take care of him.

With no relatives, no friends, and no classmates he knew, he lived alone in the mental hospital.

Sometimes he was beaten and scolded by medical patients, and finally died in embarrassment on the hospital bed.

The boy would die under the interrogation of Gin, even if the boy died without confessing what he knew.

But Qian Yuanxi was still dismembered by people in the organization after his death, and then left in the warning hall.

The world awareness flipped through the countless parallel worlds of the young man, even though he didn't believe in evil, he desperately wanted to continue checking.

Then he discovered that the boy's parallel world was pitifully few, except death was death.

——It is better to die than to live.

At that moment, the world became conscious and horrified to realize one thing, that is, the most perfect world right now is also the most perfect world for young people!

The juvenile did not die, nor did he even become a patient with a mental disorder who could not take care of himself.

——The teenagers in this world live the best life in all parallel worlds, and the result is also the world with the best results.

The consciousness of the world suddenly realized at that moment.

Afterwards, he was a little worried. He was afraid that the young man would be more emotionally broken if he found out about this matter, and would even fall into guilt because of other parallel worlds, and end up depressed.

The world consciousness thinks this way, but what the world consciousness doesn't know is that if Qianyuan Xi really knows about other parallel worlds, he won't break down emotionally.

Because it was in his expectation.

Since he will be an outsider to save all the regrets in another world, he will also be part of the story about himself at the moment of entering.

So there must be something about his world, but he thought about all his experiences.

If he lived a very happy life before he didn't come to this world, so he doesn't need someone to save his regret.

And in the later time, after he experienced all that, he thought that he was not so strong in other worlds.

—maybe die in agony and despair.

——died in the torment of gin, in the pain of being betrayed by a friend.

——Or the selves in other worlds bravely chose to kill themselves.

Chihara Nozomi knows himself very well, so he also knows what choices he will make in other worlds.

That's why he feels that he is cowardly and smart.

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When Chihara Nozomi returned to his family in Mihua Town again, he clearly realized that everything around him seemed to have changed.

But he couldn't say that feeling, he only knew that Miyano Shiho paid more attention to his physical condition, and sometimes he even wanted to make suggestions and go out to bask in the sun.

He will be allowed to go out in a wheelchair after Miyano Shiho checks his body repeatedly.

As for Tuanzi, who has become a wolf cub, it is naturally impossible to follow him all the time, so Tuanzi also started to hold a book of animals and began to study what kind of animal would be more suitable for going out.

When seeing this scene, Qian Yuanxi was very helpless, he knew who threw this book to Tuanzi.It is precisely because I know that I feel even more helpless.

As for Gin, he hadn't seen Gin since the last meeting in the organization that day.

It seems that in order not to make him worry so much, Qian Yuan would report Gin's vital signs in front of him with a blank expression every day, even in disgust.

Which means Gin is alive and not dead, but that's all.

Qian Yuan looks like he just needs to let him know the fact that Hong Jiu is still alive, there is no need to go any further.

Qian Yuanxi was very helpless, but he did not continue arguing. It was wrong for Qian Yuanxi to argue with Qian Yuan on this matter.

And compared with Qianyuan, gin is not that important.

The fireworks conference outside will last for a long time, which gave Chihara Nozomi a lot of preparation time. When he was ready, he was pushed into the street in a wheelchair.

Miyano Shiho also took Miyano Akemi back home from the United States, and then the two happily looked at the surrounding stalls in the street.

Seeing the carefree appearance of the two, Qian Yuanxi just smiled, but then he felt a little happy in his heart.

Happy to see the lively two sisters, shopping in the street like ordinary sisters.

There is no distinction between family members, and there is no appearance of being suppressed by the organization.

Everyone, including Chihara Nozomi, took off the heavy responsibilities and even the pressure on their shoulders.

Qian Yuan silently pushed Qian Yuan Xi's wheelchair forward, he slowed down his speed, and from time to time introduced to Qian Yuan Xi who was sitting in the wheelchair what was being sold at the small stalls around him.

When he saw the cotton candy with panda elements, he ran over and rubbed his hands like a child, then bought it and handed it to Qian Yuanxi.

Qian Yuanxi looked at Qian Yuan's childish look, he also reached out and touched Qian Yuan's head, and then he held the cotton candy in his hand: "It's very lively."

He spoke like this.

And Qianyuan nodded, "It's really lively, Xiaoxi remembers to make a wish when the fireworks are released later!"

"I heard that making a wish under the fireworks will come true!"

Hearing what Qianyuan said like this, Qianyuan Xi was a little helpless, and he glanced back.

"If I remember correctly, this is the tenth time Qianyuan you have told me in this period of time."

Hearing Qianyuan Xi's words, Qianyuan's ears turned red, and then he stumbled to explain.

"There is no way, Xiaoxi, you will definitely forget, and Xiaoxi is not active every time she makes a wish, Xiaoxi must seize every opportunity to choose!"

"I have made many wishes in my heart now. Every time the fireworks go off, I will wish in my heart that Xiaoxi will be healthy, that everything will go well, that everything will be safe and smooth!"

Hearing Qianyuan's tone of praise like a child's, he nodded and spoke with tolerance in his eyes.

"Yes, yes, as long as Qianyuan made a wish, I will try my best to realize it."

Chihara Nozomi just finished speaking like this, and then he made a gesture to signal Chihara to stop.

After Qianyuan stopped and looked around, before she could speak, she saw Qianyuan Xi pointing at a small stall not far away.

There were two people there, Kudo Shinichi and Mori Ran, who had changed into clothes specially used for viewing the cherry blossoms.

The two were talking and laughing, but Qian Yuanxi couldn't help laughing because of the fight, but then he sighed.

"It's still good."

"Everyone is happy, and everyone's life doesn't have too much suffering. Sure enough..."

Qian Yuanxi paused when he said this, he seemed to be considering his words.At this time, Qianyuan also lowered her head and looked at Qianyuan Xi who was sitting in a wheelchair.

Then he heard Qian Yuanxi's words.

"Sure enough... it is meaningful to save the most perfect world that has been exchanged so many times."

Chapter 125 The Fireworks Ceremony Begins

After Chihara Nozomi finished speaking like that, she inexplicably let go of something in her heart, but seemed to be bound by something, and he couldn't give an accurate answer.

It was enough that he himself did not regret it.

After finishing speaking, Chihara Nozomi did not continue to speak, but pointed forward, and then motioned Chihara to push him over.

But Qianyuan Xi didn't know, because his words, whether it was the world awareness, the audience watching the live broadcast, or Qianyuan who was pushing the wheelchair, everyone's heart was extremely heavy.

The happy life before seemed to be disappearing bit by bit, and it didn't disappear on purpose.

It was all witnessing the next step towards the final ending, and everyone felt sad, obviously such a young man should not go to such an ending.

But none of them could hold back or save anyone, and all of them could only watch helplessly and powerlessly.

——That kind of feeling from the protagonist to the bystander.

They also felt that feeling.

Mao Lilan and Kudo Shinichi, who were still arguing in front of the small stall, looked at each other when they saw Chihara Nozomi appearing, and then greeted each other with some surprise.

Looking at Chihara Nozomi who was sitting in the wheelchair, Kudo Shinichi felt apologetic, but before he spoke, he felt Chihara Nozomi reached out and pulled his hand, then shook his head.

In the end, he made a gesture, signaling Kudo Shinichi to come closer and whisper to him, and Kudo Shinichi glanced at Mao Lilan who was asking about the situation.