don't delay my resurrection

Maybe it's not me they need.

Tohsaka Tokiomi sighed and looked into the distance, with a sad face, tears flowed uncontrollably from her well-developed lacrimal glands, and dripped down her cheeks to the ground.

"Tokiomi Tosaka, are you going to give up? In order to be with your wife and daughter again, you even gave up your identity as a man. Why are you crying like a woman now?" Qian Yuling didn't know when She appeared on the side, resting her chin on her hands, and sat back, a red and black substance formed a chair behind her.

"That's not companionship, it's the dirty possessive desire in my heart. Maybe I'm wrong. From the moment I die, I shouldn't care about the affairs of the living." Tosaka Tokiomi turned his back to Qian Yu Ling, using projection magic to project a handkerchief to wipe the tears on her face, her slightly hoarse voice revealed deep sadness and sadness.

"Everyone is possessive. Even an eminent monk can't completely abandon the desire in his heart. The seven emotions and six desires are normal human emotions. If you don't have possessive desires for your wife and daughter, I will doubt whether you love them or not." Sakaoi and Tohsaka Rin.

The reason why you are so sad is because Aoi Tohsaka couldn't accept that you became a woman for a while, and because of her rejection, you began to doubt whether your choice was correct.From the beginning, you didn't give Tohsaka Aoi time to adapt to your changes, Tohsaka Tokiomi, you are really selfish. "

Qian Yuling rested her chin on her hands, her deep red and black eyes seemed to see her soul through her body.

"I, am I selfish? I just don't want to embarrass Aoi and Rin!"

Tohsaka Tokiomi loudly denied, becoming emotional.

"You don't even believe the lame reason you gave yourself, do you?"

Qian Yuling looked at Tohsaka Tokiomi calmly, at this moment she had long lost her composure and elegance.

"Then what else can I do? Aoi can't accept me, so what's the use of me being alive?"

Tohsaka Tokiomi pointed at his chest, touched the softness, a trace of loathing and hatred flashed in his eyes.

"Why don't you give her some more time? Maybe if she figured it out, she'll be fine. You're still you, even if you become a woman, you're still Tokiomi Tohsaka, your magic circuit, your magic seal, No one can replace your identity."

Obviously, Tosaka Tokiomi fell into a misunderstanding. She thought that Aoi Tohsaka could not accept her as a woman, so she gave up on herself here. Qian Yuling easily saw through this point and also saw the desire in her heart. Unwilling.

"From the beginning, I made it clear to you that this road is your own choice. Even if you cry, you have to cry to the end. The patriarch of your Tohsaka family, Tokiomi Tohsaka, was resurrected from the dead. From a moment on, you are no longer a man, you are a woman, you have a wife and a daughter, all of which you need to accept, even if you hate your current body, it still cannot change this fact."

"But what can I do? I prepared so much for the Holy Grail War, and I was stabbed in the back by the most trusted person, using the gift I gave him... Everything I did was like a joke, and I'm now the joke itself."

Tohsaka Tokiomi broke his guard completely, tears couldn't stop flowing, and he laughed nervously.

The disappointment and sadness of being stabbed in the back by his disciples, the helplessness of not being able to adapt to the body, the sadness and despair of being rejected by Aoi Tohsaka, all kinds of emotions are mixed together, and it is about to drive Tokiomi crazy, and the boiling emotions in the bottom of his heart seem to make the famous Torn apart for the existence of "Tohsaka Tokiomi".

"Tokiomi..."

Tohsaka Aoi's voice came from the side, Tohsaka Tokiomi's body froze, he immediately stood up straight, and touched his face with his hands, the tears on his face disappeared, only those beautiful slightly reddish blue eyes.

"Aoi, you're here."

Tohsaka Tokiomi tried to speak in a calm voice.

"Tokiomi, can't you give me a little time?"

Aoi Tohsaka saw that Tohsaka Tokiomi was holding on. She really didn't know how to face her before. When she calmed down, she realized what Tohsaka Tokiomi was enduring. When she walked out, she heard the words of grief and despair If she did, her heart would break.

"Why, why are you so paranoid? Paranoid that I won't accept you?"

Tohsaka Aoi walked up to Tohsaka Tokiomi, looked into her red eyes, held her cheeks with both hands, and looked at her carefully.

"The person I love the most died in the Holy Grail War and came back to life. I came here to look for you full of hope, but what I found was you turned into a woman. Tokiomi, do you think I can accept this right now? Everything? I wanted to be calm and calm, I didn't expect that sentence to hurt you.

I'm sorry, Tokiomi, I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you. "

Tears trickled down, and Tohsaka Aoi cried while hugging Tohsaka Tokiomi.

"Aoi, you've never been sorry to me. It's me who should say sorry. I messed up everything. It's all my fault."

Tohsaka Tokiomi slowly raised his hand, hesitated for a moment, hugged Tohsaka Aoi, holding his lover after a long absence, but she was no longer him.

"Aoi, can you accept me like this?"

Tosaka Tokiomi looked at Aoi Tohsaka anxiously, she wanted to get an answer, but she was afraid that the answer was not what she wanted.

"Of course, no matter what you become, even if you become a woman, the person I love is still you, Tokiomi, I love you, never leave me again, and never do dangerous things."

Tohsaka Aoi Rika smiled with rain, the deep love in her eyes warmed Tohsaka Tokiomi's heart, and all the negative emotions disappeared at this moment.

"Aoi, I love you too."

Tohsaka Tokiomi couldn't restrain his agitated mood, he lowered his head and kissed Tohsaka Aoi's chapped lips.

I shouldn't be here, I should be under the car~!

Qian Yuling felt that she shouldn't have come here, this is good, I can eat all I can eat.

Chapter 57

The misunderstanding between Tohsaka Tokiomi and Tohsaka Aoi was resolved, and they didn't stay in the Garan Hall for too long, so they took Tohsaka Rin and left the Garan Hall.

Asakami Sakura was a little bit reluctant to Tohsaka Rin, she didn't show it, she didn't want to make her sister sad.

Once she shows reluctance, my sister will definitely be more reluctant to bear her, right?

Taking the subway back to Fuyuki City, Tosaka Tokiomi attracted the attention of many men and women along the way, with a calm and elegant demeanor, like a noble lady, just sitting there, as if sitting on a throne in his own territory, It's hard to look away.

Tohsaka Aoi noticed the gazes of those people, and felt a little uncomfortable. Whether it was the gazes of men or women, it made her very, very uncomfortable. She is not a chick who has no emotional experience, so she naturally knows what is wrong with her. , it was difficult for her to accept.

She is jealous because there is no distinction between men and women!

"Aoi, what's wrong?"

Tosaka Tokiomi noticed the change in Aoi Tohsaka's mood, held her hand with both hands, looked at her seriously and intently, his deep blue eyes were full of concern.

"Tokiomi, I'm fine."

How could it be possible for Aoi Tohsaka to tell Tokiomi that she was jealous, and what she ate was inexplicable vinegar.

Tohsaka Mansion

"Aoi! Aoi! You, come here for a while 1"

Tohsaka Tokiomi's panicked voice came from the bathroom, as if the sky was about to fall.

"Tokiomi, here I come!"

Tohsaka Aoi was so panicked when she heard Tohsaka Tokiomi's voice, she hurried to the bathroom.

"Uh, um... what should I do?"

Tohsaka Tokiomi blushed, he was so ashamed and angry that he didn't know how to face his wife, but at this moment, she could only ask her for help, no, it was because she had no other choice.

"Tokiomi, isn't your body a doll? How could you have menstruation?" Aoi Tohsaka was shocked.

"This, this, Qianshen said that my body is no different from normal people..."

Tosaka Tokiomi's face turned even redder, as if she was about to bleed, she thought her body was at most living like a normal person, but she didn't expect it to be exactly like a normal person, even coming every month The relatives I took care of all came to visit.

"Oh, after all, Tokiomi, you have no experience!"

Tohsaka Aoi had a bewildered smile on her face, and for some reason she was in a very good mood looking at the posture of this little woman Tohsaka Tokiomi.

It turned out that Tokiomi would show such an expression too!

Aoi Tohsaka looked at Tohsaka Tokiomi who was so ashamed and angry that she couldn't control herself, held her face and kissed her.

"What, what's wrong?"

Tohsaka Tokiomi was taken aback by this kiss.

"It's okay, I just think you're so cute~!"

Aoi Tohsaka smiled brightly and taught Tosaka Tokiomi how to use sanitary napkins correctly.

After dealing with everything, Tohsaka Tokiomi held back for a long time and said, "You never said I was cute before."

"Do you think 'cute' is suitable for handsome men?" Aoi Tohsaka asked with a smile.

"Am I not handsome now?"

Tohsaka Tokiomi angrily gave Tohsaka Aoi a wall-dong, looked at himself in the mirror, made a handsome movement, lifted the hair on his forehead, revealing a smooth and full forehead.

"Aoi, do you think I'm as handsome as before?"

"puff!"

Tohsaka Aoi covered her mouth and laughed out loud, pointing her finger at Tohsaka Tokiomi's chest.

"Handsome, I don't know, but you're quite big now."

Tohsaka Tokiomi blushed, and his aura instantly withered.

In the blink of an eye, a week passed, and this week was a very difficult one for Tohsaka Tokiomi, and the Magic Association also knew about her changes.

Since Kotomine Kirei died early, and the news of Tosaka Tokiomi's death had not been passed on to the Magic Association, her turning into a woman was regarded as a special obsession.

For this reason, many magicians who were free to fart got together to discuss this matter, and came to the conclusion that Tosaka Tokiomi might want to experience a different life.

Magician?Understandable, understandable, maybe TA used this alternative method to reach the root vortex!

If Tohsaka Tokiomi knew that this group of magicians got together to discuss this kind of thing, maybe she could drown them with her tears.

She had spent the week trying to get used to a woman's body, the extras and the missing parts, and most importantly, the days of her menstrual period were an indelible psychological shadow for her.

Thinking of how many days there are in every month, Tosaka Tokiomi wanted to go to Kanfuko City's Garan-no-do to talk to Asakami Fujino and Qian Yuling about life, talk about ideals, talk about it, can you not let her Come once a month.

These were not the most uncomfortable things for Tohsaka Tokiomi, what made her even more uncomfortable was that her good wife took advantage of her to get drunk.

Afterwards, the next day Tosaka Tokiomi was dumbfounded, the only masculine dignity was fragmented.

That's right, that's right, Tohsaka Tokiomi became the one below.

Her back was sore and her legs were sore. Faced with her daughter's concern, she could only smile and tell her that she was fine, swallowing bitterness and tears.

What else could she do, it was already like this, and she had no other choice but to accept it.

After that night, Aoi Tohsaka seemed to have opened the door to a new world, and suddenly felt that there was nothing wrong with her husband becoming a woman, and she felt like she had returned to the time when they were just married.

The ruins of Yuanzang Mountain, many magicians from all over the world came here to check, hoping to find something related to the Holy Grail. Although the Holy Grail system has been destroyed, if they can get something related to the Holy Grail system, for them , It's not a waste of time.

The Magic Association also sent people to ask Tohsaka Tokiomi, the land provider, about the situation of the Holy Grail War.

It probably means that your Holy Grail War is going well, why did you even turn the table?

How could Tosaka Tokiomi know that she died at the end of the Holy Grail War, and when Enzang Mountain where the Holy Grail system is located was destroyed, her soul was sealed in a card, let alone know what happened, let alone , Even if she knew what happened, she would not be able to tell this upturned nostril, said the representative of the Magic Association who had a lot of criticisms about her.

The destruction of the Holy Grail system is not a bad thing for Tohsaka Tokiomi, Fuyuki City is safe.

What's more, the next Holy Grail War may not be fought until after her death, so what does the future have to do with her?

After dying once, she thought about many things. What doesn't belong to her doesn't belong to her. She can't force it, and she has already experienced the consequences of forcing it.

The way she looks now is retribution.

In the Fourth Holy Grail War, her plan was flawless, and she was backstabbed by her most trusted disciple at the last critical moment, and even her father's friend Kotomine Rizheng died.

"As the Yusanjia who held the Holy Grail War, I also don't want to see the Holy Grail system destroyed. Who doesn't want to go to the root vortex? The dream that magicians pursue all their lives, who doesn't want to make the dream come true?"

Tohsaka Tokiomi stood up leaning on his cane, and made a gesture of please: "Please, I've told you everything I know."

"Mr. Tohsaka, I hope you are telling the truth."

The representative of the Magic Association stood up, turned and left, Tohsaka Tokiomi started chasing people away, he would not stay to make fun of himself.

"Maybe, you can ask Matou, maybe you can get useful information."

Tohsaka Tokiomi maintained a calm and elegant smile, and what he said was like an NPC who issued a mission in an RPG game. Well, recently, while she was teaching Rin magic, she also started to get in touch with young people's new gadgets, such as game consoles , What could be more inspiring to the mother-daughter relationship than playing games with your own daughter?

It is true that her daughter is a genius. After letting go of her obsession with the Holy Grail, she hopes that her daughter will have a happy childhood. This childhood cannot only be magic, but there will be more happy things.

After the representative of the Magic Association left, Tohsaka Tokiomi heaved a sigh of relief, sat on a chair and played with his cane, and let out a long sigh.

"It's okay to destroy it."

"The guest is gone?"

Tohsaka Aoi held a glass of red juice and placed it in front of Tohsaka Tokiomi, looking at the place where the representative of the Magic Association was sitting.

"Well, let's go, I've said everything I know, does he still want to stay at the lady's house for dinner?"

Tosaka Tokiomi raised his eyebrows, picked up the juice and took a sip, frowning: "Aoi, why is it hawthorn juice?"

"You still want to drink?"

Aoi Tohsaka had a meaningful smile on her face, and there was a hint of expectation in her eyes.

"No, stop drinking."

Tohsaka Tokiomi's hand trembled, he almost didn't even hold the cup.