I am a saint in destiny

However, as the former civilization gradually fell into a disadvantage in the process of fighting against collapse, and even after the final battle was completely defeated, she needed to face the problem of how to continue human civilization. She fell into a deep sleep with the fire plan, and after the restart of the next civilization , she helped Ji Xuanyuan who had the Xiong clan fight against Bengkai, and executed the fire plan with Cangxuan and Zhu Dan.

After paying a huge price, she and Ji Xuanyuan successfully defeated the trial-level Honkai Beast Chi You.

The Fire Seed Project failed, and Fu Hua also answered the request of Ji Xuanyuan and other friends, and became the guardian of the land of China.

She has repeatedly blocked the Honkai Beast from crossing the border, also blocked the Eastern Expeditionary Army using the Honkai Weapon, and even fought against the God Key users of the current civilization. Erase part of the memory in order to continue human civilization.

Forget about companions.

Forget the benefactor.

Forget about father.

There was a conflict between her mission and her own ideas, and her disciple's "dementia" made her confused.

The struggle against Bengkai failed again and again, making Fu Hua's heart constantly frustrated.

Obviously, after a lot of honing, her fighting skills have become stronger, but in fact, she is far inferior to herself in the pre-civilization period.

The superego in front of him is wearing the combat uniform of the Flame Chasing Moth organization. His appearance is indifferent and alienated from everything, as if he only has the idea of ​​revenge for Himeko and his father in his heart.

"Let me, beat my past self?"

After finally stabilizing the shaking of his body, Fu Hua couldn't help gritting his teeth.

Fu Hua admits that the current self is definitely not the opponent of the past. The past self is more pure, and the other party is the Herrscher personality formed by the superego personality. In the battle of consciousness space, he has an advantage over himself.

In fact, she had just been beaten so violently that she almost ate dirt when lying on the ground.

At this time, Fu Hua, who looked somewhat embarrassed, laughed at herself. She knew that at this time, the three sisters would definitely believe in her.

This was also the reason why Freya would rush to rescue her immediately after she became a Herrscher.

As for the excuses the other party made, they were all lame.

What is said is the same as the truth in order to avoid being mastered by the collapsed consciousness to break through the conscious world.

But in fact, the fact that the Honkai Consciousness has found a way to break through the conscious world does not mean that they will not be able to develop preventive methods in the future; or that they will develop a means to hide the conscious world and prevent the Honkai Consciousness from finding it.

There are always more solutions than problems. Thinking of this, Fu Hua couldn't help laughing.

"Those three sisters haven't changed much until now... that's why they became so strong. On the contrary, it's me who can never face the past, can't let go of Himeko, and is dragged into the memory of the past. Forget it, that's why you fell into the trap of the Houkai consciousness so easily."

Although the friendship with the three sisters is not deep, the three sisters are very easy to understand.

The eldest sister of the three sisters wants to protect everyone, so she is honing her strength every moment, and it won't take long for her to surpass her peak self.

The second child among the three sisters wants to resist everything. The tenderness she has obtained from her will be returned ten times and a hundred times later. She can be said to be the most gentle and innocent girl, but the contrast between her attitude and her inner thoughts is too extreme. In other words, Fu Hua didn't know why she was so crooked and had such an awkward personality.

The youngest of the three sisters was protected by the two older sisters, and that was why she wanted to do her part for the two older sisters, and wanted to help her own two older sisters.

The three sisters seemed to be driving under a heavy snowstorm. The eldest sister wanted to disperse the wind and snow that blocked the road. The second child took off his clothes and gave them to the other two to prevent them from catching cold. I don't want to cause trouble for the two sisters, and I hope to be like the two sisters.

The reason they are powerful is that simple.

But there are so many reasons why I am weak.

There is a promise to Ji Xuanyuan, a promise to Cangxuan and Zhu Dan, there is also resentment against the moth that chased the fire, and there is even self-blame for forcing his disciple to kill his teacher.

Fu Hua sighed softly, and then put on a posture.

And the other self in front of him also prepared to attack.

Facing himself who was even less skillful in the past, and facing the personality of the Herrscher formed by this superego, Fu Hua rushed up with the momentum of a tiger descending a mountain, and the other party rushed over without showing any weakness.

The two collided again, and fought for hundreds of rounds in the blink of an eye.

The fierce attack split the earth and turned Taixu Mountain upside down. The personality of the Herrscher wielding the golden Xuanyuan sword kept creating wounds on Fu Hua's body, making the immortal robe even more tattered.

However, none of those attacks had any real effect, and Fu Hua moved slightly so that the attack of the Herrscher's personality only cut his own robe.

Seemingly noticing that he swung the Xuanyuan Sword too aggressively and easily deflected by the unarmed Fu Hua, the Herrscher personality immediately gave up the simple confrontation of moves and manipulated various energies with the power of domination.

A dazzling thunder light lit up in front of Fu Hua's eyes, flames and storms passed by her side, and Xuanyuan Sword turned into a pair of golden handguards covering the hands of the Herrscher personality.

When Fu Hua closed his eyes because of the dazzling thunder, and stayed in place because of the flames and storms passing by, the Herrscher personality wearing golden gauntlets flicked away Fu Hua's hands.

The straightforwardness and decisiveness of the Lawer's personality are not possessed by the current self.

The defensive hands crossed in front of his chest were bounced away by the Herrscher personality, and there was a huge gap in front of Fu Hua's body.

The personality of the Herrscher clasped his hands together as if praying, and then the combined palms pierced Fu Hua's abdomen like a poisonous snake that came out of its hole in an instant. Even if Fu Hua twisted her body in a critical moment, her waist seemed to be scraped off A large portion of flesh and blood.

A large amount of blood gushed out from the wound on his waist, and Fu Hua, who closed his eyes tightly, kicked back at the opponent, kicking him far away.

"It's really ruthless to strike. Some of them are not my routine."

Fu Hua, who kept backing away to distance herself, slowly opened her eyes, looking at her other self who remained indifferent, she couldn't help laughing.

Although the opponent is still stronger than him, judging from the opponent's performance just now, he does have a slight chance of winning.

"If you were really me from the past, or a pure superego, I have absolutely no chance of winning. It's a pity...you are the Herrscher of Domination."

After hearing Fu Hua's slightly mocking words, the personality of Herrscher, who had been wearing an indifferent expression, finally spoke out.

"Shut up, I don't want to hear anything from losers, your life is full of failures, you can't meet your father's expectations, you can't repay Himeko's kindness, you can't join the flame moth fight, you can't win the final battle, fail , fail, fail all the time, you can only keep lamenting your own failure, fail, fail, fail again..."

"If you can't light the fire of human civilization, if you can't save the lives of your friends, if you can't fulfill the promises you made with your friends, if you can't keep the promises you made with your friends, what else do you have but failure?"

"What else do you have besides failure?"

"What else can you do but fail?"

"Apart from failure, what else do you insist on?"

The negation from the personality of the superego, the negation from the personality of the Herrscher formed by the superego, made the devastated Fu Hua very quiet.

"--There are a lot more!"

In peace, Fu Hua gave his own answer.

Taixu Mountain was shattered, and behind the shattered Taixu Mountain, half was Canghai City of the former civilization, while the other half was Changkong City of the alliance.

530. When you are fearless, you will also be invincible...

The consciousness space at this time, after the disappearance of Taixu Mountain, is half of Canghai City where the former civilization fell, and half is Changkong City of the alliance.

The current consciousness space is exactly the landscape of Fu Hua's mind.

The fallen city was her obsession that she could not let go of. When she was most desperate, the red-haired woman who appeared in front of her not only saved her life, but also redeemed her soul.

The Herrscher personality formed by the superego, the reason for her becoming a Herrscher is precisely her own failures time and time again.

The negation of the superego personality, the negation of the dominant Herrscher is negating Fu Hua as well as herself.

The other party is a Herrscher personality formed by negative emotions of self-denial.

Compared with the Herrscher of Consciousness who was clearly arranged by himself from the beginning to the end and walks very peacefully, the Herrscher of Domination who is far superior to himself in terms of ability and obsession is more like a mature Herrscher.

Fu Hua tore up the robe on her body, and after shedding the immortal attire, there was an additional god-killing armor called [Shadow Knight·Moon Wheel] under her body.

"If it was just a duel between me and you, I would definitely not be able to defeat you. But right now, it is a competition between my mental image, my will and you."

The moment the mental image of Alliance Changkong City was formed, Fu Hua already understood the essence of the consciousness system, or the will system.

Fu Hua smiled and looked at the Dominating Herrscher formed by his past obsessions, experiences he could not let go of, and his superego.

"As you said, all I have is failure, all I have left is failure. My life is full of failures. I loved my apprentice and killed my teacher before, and I was even more powerless to protect the last disciple, and even let the last disciple die to cover myself. I am a complete loser, not only me, but the former pioneers of civilization including me are also losers."

As Fu Hua spoke, she walked towards the Herrscher of Dominance, and the half of Changkong City behind her also began to squeeze Canghai City in front of her.

"However, even though we are all losers, we have not given up our resistance. Countless failures are not enough to defeat us. How can the current powerful enemy make us feel frustrated?"

"When you are not afraid of failure and learn from it, no amount of failure can bring you down. When you are fearless, you will be invincible..."

Speaking of this, Fu Hua suddenly understood the nature of his will to break through the limit.

The Herrscher of Domination frowned. She realized that something was wrong. She simply defeated the opponent more than a dozen times, but each time, the opponent stood up.

After Taixu Mountain disappeared, only half of the Canghai City that should have appeared was left.

However, even the remaining half of Canghai City was constantly being compressed by the other half's mental landscape, and it was reduced by almost one-twentieth of its area in just a few minutes.

"what are you talking about?"

"No, what the hell are you?"

"Words from pre-civilizations are not so strong!"

"Hua who can't let go of Himeko's death is not strong inside!"

"It is impossible to have such a strong will if your heart is broken by a sneak attack by your lover!"

"What the hell are you?"

Fu Hua's approach panicked the Herrscher of Domination, who had always been in the upper hand.

In her opinion, the girl in the god-killing armor in front of her was not Hua in her own cognition at all.

As a Herrscher personality formed by the superego, no one knows herself better than her.

However, the mental landscape supported by her was still compressed, and even as Fu Hua approached, the area occupied by half of Canghai City shrank again.

"I can't understand, your heart has been frustrated by countless failures, and your mind has been broken by countless betrayals."

Obviously, on one side is the loser who has put on the god-killing armor to cover up the scars all over his body, and is staggering, and on the other side is the victor who is majestic, unscathed, and has been pressing down on the opponent.

But the momentum between the two is completely reversed.

……

The state of mind melts into the lake until it reaches the water.

The heart lake is frozen and dust-free.

A clear heart is a bright mirror.

The invisible heart is too empty.

This is the sword heart decision in Taixu's sword energy, and it is also the most difficult heart accumulation in Taixu's sword energy.

The Changkong City under his feet was expanding, and familiar buildings gradually stood around him, Fu Hua did not stop his footsteps.

Fu Hua didn't immediately give the Herrscher of Domination an answer, but calmly explained the nature of his will.

"Some people turn non-existence into existence with their will, and some people turn the impossible into possibility with their will, but I will turn the finite into the infinite with my consciousness..."

Fu Hua's will is nothing fancy.

If Freya can create objects that do not exist by distorting reality, and Kevin can achieve impossible behaviors by distorting reality, then Fu Hua's will is very simple, it is the will that will never be defeated.

"The Herrscher is like a demon in the heart, but also like a bright mirror. Your accountability and your negation not only did not make me more vulnerable, but also reshaped my mind."

Fu Hua felt his will, and felt endless power filling his will from the bottom of his heart.

"If it is a competition of will, no one in this world will match my opponent."

Fu Hua's answer not only failed to make the Herrscher of Domination accept it, but instead made her feel fearful.

When the Herrscher of Domination defeated the opponent many times, while the opponent failed, the opponent also lost the ability to control the body.

In other words, the Herrscher of Domination can leave the consciousness space at will, and lock the other party in the depths of the consciousness space.

But after the opponent's will suddenly broke out, everything changed.

The Herrscher personality with the dominant power couldn't understand what happened, why the other party stood up after being denied again and again by himself.

Why did the opponent's frustrated heart cheer up in the face of the cruel reality he presented.

In the eyes of the Herrscher of Domination, the enemy in front of him is simply a non-human in human skin, a monster made of will.

Even if Herrscher of Consciousness enters the perfect body, he cannot compete with the opponent's current will. No, the moment the wills of the two parties collide, the will of the Herrscher of Consciousness will be shattered into slag.

The Herrscher of Domination immediately understood the opponent's so-called invincibility.

Yes, not only is there no one in this world who can compete with her in consciousness, even if she searches countless parallel worlds, she can't find an opponent who can collide with her will.

Even an opponent with a stronger will than the opponent cannot face a monster with an indestructible will.

The Herrscher of Dominance feels that the mental landscape formed by herself is one-third of the original one, and she is afraid of the will monster in human skin in front of her from the bottom of her heart.

Fu Hua remembered Himeko in situ, looking at the gradually shrinking area of ​​Canghai City, she let out a slight sigh.

At this time, her position with that of the Dominant Herrscher is completely reversed.

Of course, she didn't intend to let the Herrscher of Dominance go. Instead, she wanted to kill him quickly, and then told her three disciples and her lovely adopted daughter the good news.