If you don't attack me, the world will be destroyed

"For example, Makise, who has a good relationship with us now and is also an insider."

"Maybe at that time, we will remember the weirdness, monsters and the truth of this world because of our relationship with each other. And because of the rationalization of memory, we will become close friends or even a higher level of relationship."

"If that's the case, even if we forget you, you can leave with peace of mind, right?"

Kato Megumi remained silent.

She likes life now.

The life that is remembered is just an ordinary daily life for others, but it is an unparalleled happiness for her.

but...

Can I really hold on to this happiness forever?

There are always similar doubts in her mind.

Before she was caught by Shinji Kirihara, she also grabbed the hands of many people.

It's just that some of those people encountered danger like Hong Liqi, and she had to make the other party forget about herself.

But some people... because of some small things.

It was like parting from Kasumigaoka Shiwa.

Just one small habit in her daily life has caused her to lose a friend and return to a lonely life.

Although she is now living the happy life she expected here.

But can this happiness really last long?

Although Kato Megumi wanted to be more optimistic.

But many times, she couldn't help but think of those friends who had forgotten her, and the scene of being separated from them.

Chapter 58 Kato Megumi: So I thought this way?

"Kirihara-kun is really sensitive..." Kato Megumi said with a sense of loss.

After Makise Kurisu's memory was transferred, she did have similar thoughts.

"Because we are similar in some places, we are both people who don't like to cause trouble for others."

It's just that compared to this point, Shinji Kirihara hates others to make trouble for him, but Megumi Kato can always calmly accept the troubles others give him and help them.

"For me, Xiaohui, your appearance saved me and allowed me to see the world more clearly."

"But for you Xiaohui, you think that your appearance and disappearance is a trouble for us."

"So, even if you want to disappear from our memory and leave, you want to help us get rid of the trouble called "Kato Megumi"."

"In your opinion, if I want to conquer [Reaper] and rebuild the special class, I must remember all the knowledge and experience about weirdness in your mind."

"But you can't guarantee that you can always be by my side. If, like before, we are separated because of some unexpected relationship, I will directly forget everything related to you."

"In your opinion, this is the biggest trouble you have caused me, and it must be cleared."

"Makise's memory transfer shows you the hope that I can remember everything even if I forget you."

"So, you have an idea in your mind to let Makise and I rely on each other and use each other to remember everything you know to solve the "trouble"."

"It's just that I think you're wrong."

"After all, for me, for Makise, the only person we really recognize in our hearts is you."

"It doesn't mean that if we all recognize you, we can recognize each other, or even transfer our feelings for you to each other."

"Are you trying to play with our lives?"

In order to change Kato Megumi's inner thoughts, Shinji Kirihara used a very strong tone.

It's just that the look on Kato Megumi's face became more and more strange.

At the beginning, she was a little lost, then slowly she became a little dazed, and finally showed an expression... so I thought so...

"That...Kirihara-kun..." Looking at the serious-looking Shinji Kirihara, Megumi Kato said after a moment of careful consideration.

"What?" Shinji Kirihara looked indifferent.

"I'm really happy about the memory transfer that happened to Hong Liqi, and at the same time, I also had some thoughts that even if I am now forgotten, Kirihara-kun and Hong Liqi can reorganize the special class."

"But I just had a similar thought in the back of my mind."

"Solving "trouble" about me, playing around with life...I didn't think about it that way."

"After all, Mr. Kirihara said before that your ambition is to find more girlfriends."

"Kirihara-kun like this, I can't entrust Kurisu to you."

"So if I really want to solve the "trouble" caused by myself, I probably won't play with your lives like what Kirihara-kun said, but I will find a way to preserve your knowledge of weirdness and monsters, so that You will not transfer my feelings to each other."

"After all... your feelings for me are very precious treasures to me. If you transfer your feelings for me to other people, even I would be a little jealous of this kind of thing."

Shinji Kirihara's originally indifferent expression couldn't hold back anymore.

His gaze was fixed on Kato Megumi's eyes.

After confirming that the other party was telling the truth, he felt a little hot on his face.

Did I do too much reading comprehension?

So many things come to mind just because of her actions.

No, her behavior just now was indeed very strange.

Things are definitely not as easy as she said.

Shinji Kirihara stuck to the last stubbornness in his heart, "If it wasn't for cultivating our feelings for each other, then why did you stop me from going downstairs to let Kurisu remember you, Megumin?"

"Kihara-kun, what time is it?" Kato Megumi asked calmly.

"About eight to nine o'clock." He said with some uncertainty.

"What about the dismissal time of Didan High School?" Kei Kato continued to ask.

"03:30 in the afternoon?" Shinji Kirihara continued to answer.

"Including the subsequent club activities, Kirihara-kun should come to [Taxi] and go home with me around four to five o'clock."

"So what time do we go home today?"

Shinji Kirihara's gaze slowly shifted to other places.

"During this abnormal period, I made more than 30 phone calls to Mr. Kirihara, and Mr. Kirihara didn't answer my calls until the phone ran out of battery."

Shinji Kirihara lowered his head slowly.

"It will be tiring."

"When a person's mental state is tense for too long, he will be very tired after relaxing."

"So, instead of going downstairs again, I would rather sit on the sofa and have a cup of tea and some dessert."

"That's why I stopped Kirihara-kun from going downstairs."

Shinji Kirihara:  …

Think of a long passage of my own eloquence.

Think of Kato Megumi's explanation to himself.

At this time, Shinji Kirihara had the urge to get into the cracks in the ground.

"Shinji, have you rested yet?" At this moment, Makise Kurisu rescued him.

Seeing Makise Kurisu coming out of the kitchen with a casserole at this time, Shinji Kirihara ignored Kato Megumi's gaze and greeted him with a smile on his face.

"I'm rested." He nodded seriously.

"I called you several times before, but you didn't hear my voice. I think it must be because you are tired of what happened today."

"So I didn't bother you, let you have a good rest."

"I just made these things, you probably haven't eaten your dinner yet."

Shinji Kirihara nodded emotionally.

Facing his gaze, Makise Kurisu turned her head, her face flushed slightly, "Don't get me wrong, I didn't prepare these meals specially for you, I just want to supplement some nutrition before going to bed, and help you by the way." Just do it."

Regardless of whether it is incidental or not, as long as it can help me temporarily divert this embarrassing topic.

With such thoughts in mind, Shinji Kirihara slowly opened the casserole in front of him.

Then he turned his head silently.

"Xiaohui, let's go back to the previous topic."

The purple soup is filled with whole apples, carrots, shiitake mushrooms and other vegetables, and there are some white, orange, and black pills floating in the soup.

Compared to drinking this pot of soup that looked weird, Shinji Kirihara wanted to continue the conversation with Kato Megumi.

Shinji Kirihara doesn't care if he eats soup or not, he just wants to face his embarrassment and apologize to Xiaohui.

Chapter 59 Makise Kurisu's Heart

Makise Kurisu's cooking skills are poor, and Shinji Kirihara has already been mentally prepared for this.

After all, in Steins;Gate, her understanding of how to make apple pie is very...ingenious.

But Shinji Kirihara did not expect her cooking skills to be so poor.

The pot of food in front of him... No, he can't call this thing food against his own conscience.

At this moment, Shinji Kirihara felt that standing in front of him was not the genius girl, assistant, Christina, but Sanae, Akiko, Kansuzu, Miaojie, and Sadaharu...

When seeing the pot of things, in the eyes of Shinji Kirihara, Kurisu's figure vaguely merged with them, becoming a terrifying existence.

"It seems... Kurisu seems to be in a good mood." Kato Megumi looked at Shinji Kirihara's indescribable expression, and thoughtfully revealed the embarrassing topic for Shinji Kirihara.

"In a good mood?" Shinji Kirihara looked at this moment, Makise Kurisu then looked at the pot of things in front of him, he felt that he probably heard an auditory hallucination.

"Hongli lives most of the time. Although her cooking skills are terrible, they are barely within the correct range."

"But on special occasions, her culinary skills will change with the mood."

"From this pot of cooking, it can be seen that Hong Liqi is in a good mood when cooking."

"Cooking when she is happy, she likes to put things that she likes or that she thinks are beneficial into the pot." Kato Megumi had some faint smiles on his face.

Among her plans is to teach Makise Kurisu how to cook.

It's just that she has forgotten her before she can implement it. [-] [-] [-]

She misses seeing this familiar style of food now.Can't help but think of some things in the past.

Shinji Kirihara was a little strange.

Did something happy happen to Kurisu that I don't know about?For example, which scientific journal has her paper been published by?

Seeing Shinji Kirihara's bewildered look, Megumi Kato smiled slightly, and explained calmly, "What do you think Kurisu, who entrusts her feelings for me to you, will she have in mind for Kirihara-kun's behavior tonight?" Feeling?"

Shinji Kirihara rested his chin and began to think.

"In the beginning, Kurisu was probably very angry, because at that time Kirihara-kun not only didn't answer my call, but also didn't answer Kurisu's call." During the time when Kato Megumi couldn't remember, in Shinji Kirihara After school, Makise Kurisu would often call him.

It's not about telling love stories, she doesn't have such a temper.

The reason why I called was to hear his voice and to make sure of his safety.

When Shinji Kirihara didn't answer her phone for the first time, she would be angry, and even complained about Shinji Kirihara in her heart.

And carefully complained about his shortcomings in his heart.

But when she didn't answer the phone after the third time, her mood would turn into worry.

That's why after receiving Shinji Kirihara's call and opening the door, her first reaction when she came in was to throw herself into Shinji Kirihara's arms.

For her at that time, the moment she saw Shinji Kirihara, the heart she had been holding was finally let go.

"The emotion after being angry is worry, and the emotion after worry...is joy." Kato Megumi looked at Makise Kurisu, who was a little arrogant, with a faint smile on her face.

"Why is there joy?" Shinji Kirihara still didn't understand.

"Sometimes, knowing that someone you value is safe is a joy in itself."