this is my ark journey

"Give me the list, and the brother who can't find his family will leave the pension to the disabled. What bad news is there?"

This time, Ines had some expressions on her face, and said solemnly: "The identity of the attacker has been confirmed. It is the regular army of Teresis, and the leader is Basten."

"Basten the Blood Halberd?!" Hedley's eyes widened.

"It's him, but the body has been buried at the request of the newcomer. He is the killer. If I don't want the reward, I can only do it." Ines curled her lips, thinking how much money this bastard wasted. money.

Her head was only worth five million Victorian gold pounds, and the commander who had a touch of Wen Diego blood was ten times as much.

"This is the rule, maybe what happened between him and the commander?"

"Tch, that stinky woman W just doesn't say anything."

"It doesn't matter that much. We are in a lot of trouble. Although it was expected last night, it makes people want to leave Kazdel immediately after it is confirmed." Hedley had a wry smile on his face, and confronted His Royal Highness Teresis, A cardinal is nothing but an ant.

Ines also frowned, looking at the back of a certain figure standing on the shore with flickering eyes: "Is there any remedy?"

"Impossible, we defeated His Highness's two brigades and killed a commander. He will not let us go. But there is no way, we can't stand still and wait for others to kill us." Hedley's tone Very helpless, but revealed an indifferent attitude.

There is essentially no difference between being killed by Tracys and being killed by the lowest mercenary.

"Tell me the good news."

Ines nodded, pointing to the back of the shore and said: "The good news is that we have gained a talent. Not only the team members thanked him for saving his life, but even that stinky woman treated him differently."

"Even W?" Hedley was a little surprised, followed his fingers and nodded silently: "It seems necessary to talk to him."

"Aren't you afraid of being robbed of leadership by him?"

Hedley, who had just walked a few steps, paused at Ines' words, and turned his head with tiredness written all over his face.

"You know I don't want to take on so much, how about you?"

After the death of old W, the mature and stable he took the position of head of the regiment, and then he was exhausted physically and mentally.

"Forget it, then W will stab me to death." Ines snorted angrily, and walked down the embankment to follow behind.

........

Ren stood silently in front of the tombstone made of a long halberd. The wound on his body had been repaired by the element bottle. The scenes of the death battle flashed in his mind, but he couldn't hate the tombstone.

The invincible commander is already dead, his head was beheaded by his own hands, and his last words are more impressive than his strength.

"A good opponent, but also a pathetic seeker."

"Huh? Ren, what are you talking about?" Keobe squatted beside her and ate bread. After the rainy night battle, she was not injured at all.

"I said this guy gave some touch."

"What do you mean by touch? But everyone is very friendly to you today, with so much stuffed bread."

Then it's all in your stomach.

Ren rolled his eyes. With a silly dog ​​by his side, he didn't want to pretend to be deep. He simply grabbed one and said before Ceobe exploded:

"I just want to do something."

You steal my food!

Ceobe pouted dissatisfiedly, feeling unsafe in her embrace, and said while spitting on the bread:

"Is that what you said earlier?"

Ren gave Shagou a hard look, and was about to scold her for not being hygienic when he felt someone approaching. He turned his head and found that it was Hedley and Ines.

"leader."

"Call me by name." Hedley waved his hand.

Didn't you call me the leader before?

Ren didn't expect that he would have to change his words the first time he yelled, and he said in embarrassment, "What can you do with me?"

"It's nothing, I'm just getting ready to pour a glass of wine for the dead brothers after finishing the matter. I don't know when I will pass by this river next time, and maybe I won't come again." Hedley took out an iron kettle, Put a few drops on each of the grave mounds.

Ren watched from behind and asked, "Didn't you say that Sarkaz disregarded life and death?"

"That's right, it's because of this that we have to go through a procedure. In this way, no one will do the same thing after I die." Hedley continued to pour the wine and asked without looking back: "Did you fully understand the battle last night?" It's beyond my expectations, so there's nothing I want to say."

Listening to the question, Ines looked at the man in chain mail, also a little curious.

Excited or nervous, arrogant or humble?

"I just feel sad." Ren said blankly, and returned the half-sectioned bread to Ceobe by the way.

Hedley paused slightly with his pouring hand, frowned and asked, "It's sad? Why?"

"Isn't it sad to try your best to survive, use whatever means, and ignore the consequences?"

"If you don't do this, you won't even have a chance to be sad." Ines stepped forward and retorted.

"I didn't talk about the battle itself, I was just talking about Sarkaz itself. There must be a reason for fighting, and results must be achieved for victory. It is meaningless to kill and kill, leaving only a mess." Ren shook his head, Pat the halberd in front of you with your hands.

"He's better, just better."

The commander is already thinking about why he is fighting, and thinking about the future of Sarkaz, whether he is right or wrong, he is ahead of the mercenaries who have only one life left.

"But we have always lived like this, killing people, getting paid, killing people, and finally dying." Hedley showed a thoughtful look, and slowly screwed on the cork, "Our lives are so humble, in the meaningless Wasted in the struggle."

"There is no right or wrong in survival itself, why is there right and wrong in survival." Ren shook his head again, he was not interested in arguing with these mercenaries, and pointed his fingers at the mercenaries cleaning the battlefield on the river beach, his eyes firm.

"If the ending is destined to be death, I at least hope that their death is meaningful!"

Chapter 48 Only the sky is turned upside down!

Significant?

Hedley and Ines are not big bosses, and it's not like Rennes didn't think about what he said.

Why to live and why to die has always been a classic philosophical proposition, the mercenaries below will not think about it, but as the top of the corps, they must think about where to go, but the reality is too difficult, the two of them forget it after thinking about it.

Now that the old matter was brought up again, in this riverside cemetery, the two were in a trance for a while, and Hedley shook his head slowly in the end.

"I don't know, it's good to be able to live, why die? If I exchange my death for the survival of the Corps, this is the meaning."

He is very simple, with a taut heart under his stable appearance, while Ines didn't speak, and asked directly:

"Ren Rodland, what do you want to die for?"

"Me?" The question had long been expected by Ren. He looked at the sparkling river and then at the dazzling sun and grinned. He had already had a reason for fighting.

"why are you laughing???"

"It's nothing, I just suddenly realized that I am also a poor person, and I can't escape my fate. No, it's not a fate. Everything is my own choice, and I want to do it myself." Ren maintained his smile and rubbed his straight sword His hand suddenly grasped the hilt of the sword.

The eyes of the two people who were dazed by the laughter froze, and they felt that the aura of the gray-haired Sarkaz suddenly changed.

It is vicissitudes and antiquity, as if an ancient existence has opened its eyes, it is firm and easy-going, as if no matter how painful the fate is, it is also willing.

Ren didn't feel that he had done such a great thing, nor did he feel that the mission was heavy and hopeless.

Walk in the dark, yearn for the light, just do what you want.

"I died to end suffering."

The extremely peaceful tone made the pupils of the two shrink sharply. They stared blankly at Ren, hoping to find a trace of boastful expression on his face, but they only saw peace.

Neither was he arrogant because of his lofty ideals, nor did he feel grand and upright. This man was just stating the facts and telling the past.

"You..." Ines opened her mouth, there were countless probing words choked in her throat but she couldn't speak, and there was only one thought in her mind.

Ryan Roland, who the hell are you?

This kind of feeling is impossible to act out. If they can scare the two experienced mercenaries, then why should this person come to Kazdel, and he must become the greatest actor in history.

Just when she couldn't help it, Hedley suddenly reached out to stop her, and said by himself: "It seems that you have saved many people before?"

"No, I didn't save anyone." Ren shrugged, the first fire must be extinguished, and every ashes did nothing.

Made the greatest determination but failed to protect anything?

Hedley was stunned for a moment, feeling that he would have gone crazy, and his eyes became a little sympathetic: "Then you still want to do it?"

"I'm not sad, and I don't regret it, because this is my own choice." Ren laughed and spread his hands, "Try your best to do what you want to do, the result is not important, but if you hesitate, then That's the tragedy."

The two were silent, as if they wanted to leave Kazdel's quagmire countless times, but looked forward and backward, and finally rolled in the sea of ​​blood.

The suffering of Sarkaz is to do nothing, think nothing, the knife should not have thoughts, just need to kill more people before it shatters.

"You are a strong man." Hedley nodded slightly, and when he raised his head, his eyes shone with a strong brilliance, "Then do you want to end the suffering of the Sarkaz people now?"

"I want to, and I want to end it from the root." Ren didn't practice Tai Chi, and directly stated the goal.

"Then dare to ask how do you do it?"

"Start from the side, start from the smallest, from death to life." Ren said calmly, and changed the subject: "I think it is more worthwhile to die for ideals."

"It's indeed [-] times better than dying on a rotten river beach like a headless fly, but this ideal is as difficult as reaching the sky."

"But every step you take, you will get closer to the sky." Ren stretched out his hand, hanging in the air, "so the choice is up to each of you."

This is not a solicitation, and Ren never intends to solicit anyone. No matter how many times he dies, he will do it to the end.

But recognition is always good, just like chatting with those abyss watchers, sympathizing with each other and expressing their ideals, the original soup is broken, and the sword is drawn to kill.

Hedley saw the hand hanging in mid-air, and he seemed to be in a daze without knowing what he was thinking, but Ren's hand kept hanging until Hedley's hand clenched with it after a full few minutes.

"I have no enemies, and no one I want to protect. If I really want to find a reason to die, this suits my appetite."

Seeing that the two men were like-minded, Ines didn't scold them for being crazy. Faith is illusory and provides too much psychological comfort. If you think "I die for such a great belief" before dying, it seems that you are going to die It looks better.

But in her eyes, a dead person is a dead person, meaningless in itself.

"Then the next step is to join Teresis or Theresia? Oh, Teresis can't do it anymore, we have annoyed him." There was a bit of sarcasm in the girl's tone.

"They are not worth relying on. It doesn't matter who wins or loses." Ren's answer was unexpected, but Ines was taken aback.

"why?"

"Teresia's wrists are indeed powerful, but his ambition will make Sarkaz bleed, and it will also increase the suffering of this land. Theresia has heard that there is benevolence and kindness, but this alone cannot survived."

"His Highness has a very high reputation," Hedley reminded.

"Kindness is a good thing, but this land is not picky when it eats people. Do you really think that the neighbors around you will wait for Kazdel to farm with peace of mind?"

Hedley opened his mouth, but couldn't speak for a while. He participated in the whole civil war, so how could he not know the shadow of other countries in the war.

Victoria, Letania, Lateran, and Ursus, there are four countries that he only knows. Sarkaz is the enemy of everyone, and Kazdel has been destroyed countless times.

It is far from enough to deal with these kindnesses, one must rely on wrists, but Tracy is too ambitious.

"It would be great if the two Highnesses cooperated with each other like before. During that time, Kazdel was flourishing."

"Don't mention the past, but Teresia can indeed unite."

"And become the knife in her hand?" Ines interjected, as always, with a strange ambiguity.

Ren didn't bother to get angry. He glanced at the two Sarkaz and emphasized: "It's a union. This road is very long, and we have to move forward step by step in a down-to-earth manner."

"Well, Your Highness Teresia may be able to find a way for us." Hedley nodded, and was about to speak when Ines interrupted him.

"Ren, you have something to say."

The girl's keen observation skills surprised Ren, but she just shook her head: "Now is not the time."

He didn't say that Sarkaz is not the only one who suffers in this land, let alone that he doesn't need the Queen's guidance, the road has gradually formed in Ren's heart.

Teresia is far from qualified, Sarkaz, the infected, the workers of Londinium...

All suffering people are closely connected with this land, and there is only one way to solve the root cause——

Upside down!

Chapter 49 This W is too difficult to deal with

"Captain, what are the leaders talking about? Why can't they understand a word??"

There was an open space on the river beach, where all the wounded soldiers gathered. Sarkaz, who was asking the question, was tall and tall, with a bow hanging on his pointed corner.

W's ribs were broken during the night's battle, wrapped in thick bandages, and there was no pain on his face.

"I don't understand either, but it's quite interesting." W grinned, then turned to look at his subordinate who looked like a rice dumpling, "Butterfly, what do you think?"

Sarkaz's heavy shield soldier had a serious face, frowning and looking at the two people who were shaking hands: "I think Renn is so handsome, I want to fencing with him!"