Reincarnated wives please stop pestering me

"It's just that this topic just happened to be brought up. If you ask me like this, it doesn't matter to me whether you say it or not."

An Jingyue nodded.

She turned her head back, and said softly.

"There are too many places where I need to comfort myself. Since I had an inexplicable serious illness, I have gradually realized something.

I used to be just like them, a student who went to school without worry, had no family burden, and even had enough resources for me to do what I wanted to do.

But during that illness, I realized my mother's weakness. She always begged others to help, prayed for doctors, prayed for God, and even prayed for myself and my father.

dont give up me. "

"Your father?"

Xia Chen looked at each other.

An Jingyue nodded, as if she felt that there was nothing to be hypocritical about at this time.

Nor does it need any words to embellish it.

"It's just a simple patriarchal preference, because when I was the most ill, the hospital issued a critical illness notice, requiring a lot of complicated procedures to save my life, or just choose to let go.

abandoned.

At that time, my father wanted to give up.

Originally, I was a girl, so even if I carried on the family line for him, I wouldn't take his surname.And there are so many things that need to be spent, even my family will feel exhausted.

It's reasonable to give up, you can't just use family affection to kidnap a person's true heart.

He just didn't think it was necessary. From this point of view, I can completely understand. "

Xia Chen thought for a while and replied.

"At least it shows that your mother loves you very much."

"A mother's love is always great, isn't it?"

An Jingyue smiled, and there seemed to be some sarcasm hidden in it.

Then say.

"I'm not laughing at her... I'm just saying that I don't seem to be worth her effort. She has cared about me since she was a child, and the love she has experienced is almost all.

But what I can understand more is her pain.

She doesn't care about the pain of so much love, and the weakness and helplessness of a woman like a housewife.

Many of her decisions will be shaken by a simple sentence from her father, because she is a housewife, she thinks she has no status and can only obey my father, but she is very gentle,

She can bear it.

Even if she doesn't realize it, I'm tired of watching her live like this.

I also know that she puts all her hopes on her future life.

But does she know that for her young, the future has arrived.

What about life?

But it hasn't changed, I comfort myself, but I respect her and love her very much, but I don't want to imagine her. "

……

PS: By the way, I forgot to say, Happy Valentine’s Day, everyone treats your left and right hands better~

25 Mood Tree Hole ___________

Everyone has their own concerns and secrets.

This is undeniable.

As mentioned in Anna Karenina:

Happy families are all alike, but every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.

This now looks very similar.

For a happy family, their happiness is that they have no worries about food and clothing, a happy family, good health, and everything is above the norm.

And unfortunate families, they have their own troubles.

Possibly the parents' divorce.

Possibly the premature death of a child.

It could also be pressure from the outside world.

Just like An Jingyue's seemingly happy family, there are also many troubles when broken down.

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Patriarchal to herself.

Machismo to her mother.

It was all the hidden pressure of the family, which almost exploded directly, which made An Jingyue probably no longer live in this world.

Xia Chen has seen so many warm and cold relationships, and also experienced the heartache and pain of many families.

But he's still not a counselor.

Nor will they say anything instructive.

He knew very well in his heart that consolation could not solve any problems, what should happen would happen sooner or later, what should happen, would come sooner or later.

So Xia Chen just looked at An Jingyue and said calmly.

"Then what happened later."

An Jingyue looked at the bright stars in the sky.

It seems to reflect the lights of thousands of families below.

Although the wind on the roof is a bit cold, although it seems that there is a taste of being too cold at a high place at this time.

But the coolness on the skin can be endured after all, no match for the chill in my heart.

And chilling if you get used to it.

So what's left?

"Later, just when they wavered and wanted to give up, my illness was cured. Without any symptoms, I slowly recovered.

At first they thought it was a flashback.

But after half a month, when they found that I was able to get out of bed and walk, they knew that I was really healed.

At that time, I saw their smiles, which may be the most real.

So there is one more thing that I often use to comfort myself. When I think of this smile, I feel much better. "

An Jingyue said so calmly.

As if it wasn't her own business at all.

- When most people talk about their own family affairs, there are some difficult parts that are not easy to say.

But An Jingyue made all this very simple.

Probably it is also related to the reason why this precocious girl has thought about these questions countless times in her heart, and then used various reasons to convince herself.

She looks very clear and understands.

There is no feeling of embarrassment when you say it, you can convince yourself, why do you need other people's social comfort?

So why say it?

An Jingyue didn't wait for Xia Chen to open her mouth, and just talked about it by herself.

"If you want to speak out, it's not to ask for any opinions. In fact, I think very clearly, and I don't have to worry that I will become the same person as Xiang Sige.

I know very well that without them, I would not exist at all.

Although I don't have anything to thank for coming to this world.

But it cannot be denied that I have indeed enjoyed a lot over the years, and they have not lost anything that should be given to me.

Don't look at my father who always looks down on me, but he didn't really beat me or scold me.

As for the others, they are just insignificant little things.

As for speaking out….

I think it is necessary to speak out, because there are too many things suppressed by one person, and it will be a bit overwhelming.

Can you understand? "

An Jingyue looked at Xia Chen and asked.

Xia Chen nodded.

It's like the drunken Ye Nuan said so many things to himself.

She has been alone for too long, and she has pressed too many things, so she naturally talks a lot.

An Jingyue continued.

"Because when I tell others, I always feel that they will make a fuss or make a fuss. I don't like this feeling, because I think it clearly myself, and I don't need others to give me bad ideas.

I don't like it anymore, and I really don't like my own secrets to become a topic of conversation in other people's mouths.

After much deliberation, only you. "

Xia Chen laughed out loud.

"I'm like a tree hole in my mood? If you say it here, I can only get in and out, right?"

An Jingyue nodded shamelessly, not thinking there was any problem at all.

"Yeah, will it bother you?"

Xia Chen looked at An Jingyue and said peacefully.

"If you have something on your mind, you can tell it to the mood tree hole, so if you have something on your mind, who should you tell it to?"

This is a rhetorical question.

An Jingyue looked at Xia Chen.

"Do you have anything on your mind that you want to talk about?"

Xia Chen showed a white-toothed smile under the dark night.

Then shook his head.

As if some trick had succeeded.

"You are so stupid, the mood tree hole doesn't even have a heart, how can there be something on your mind. It doesn't have any troubles, something that survives there alone, other people's secrets won't make it come alive, and it doesn't have any

What secrets need to be shared. "

An Jingyue looked at Xia Chen, who faced each other calmly.

At this moment, there seemed to be no flaws.

An Jingyue had nothing more to say.

The two stayed quietly on the rooftop, watching the stars and the moon.

Seeing the lights of Wanjia below, they went out one by one.