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Chapter 14 Lonely

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Su Tong is live.

Su Zhizi is playing a game.

The two sisters are thousands of miles apart.

But in a sense...the relationship between them is very good, and they have never been alienated due to space.

But this meaning is somewhat strange.

Su Tong had already changed her name to Yu Xiao, and casually made up the life experience of a middle-aged uncle.

There are already extra points for past life memories, so when making up lies, all kinds of life experiences are at your fingertips, so that the audience in the live broadcast room are immersive, and some viewers have even suspected that the so-called "Yu Xiao" fake identity is hidden in the sugar leather case The real person under the voice changer, and the originally crisp and pleasant female voice is the disguise under the voice changer.

But immediately besieged by fans:

"Are we greedy for the bodies of the virtual anchors? We are greedy for their portraits and souls!"

"Twenty-five boys gck!"

"Wait... Wouldn't that be better if you think about it?"

"?"

"Brother, something is wrong with you."

Then the barrage became a mess again.

Su Tong was not angry when she looked at the barrage and spoke in confusion, she just smiled and shook her head.

Sand sculpture netizens are so much happier.

It's just that she never expected that the fire would burn to her in the end.

Because the social section of the live broadcast website has black fan leaders who have begun to persecute her:

"One day, Seafood TV invited an artist to draw a picture of "Sugar is Live". After the picture was finished, it was a middle-aged man named Yu Xiao who cut his feet and a girl in the black and murderous national uniform.

The person in charge of the seafood table asked:

'Who is this girl? '

"It's Miss Aoi, the person in charge"

replied the painter.

'What about sugar? '

'Sugar is live'. "

All of a sudden, the downstairs was full of comments from "666" and "Bring a literary hero to my worship".

After all, Soviet jokes never go out of style.

Su Tong was quite helpless when she saw it, but it was also funny.

She usually pretended to be a normal person when playing games with that girl during the live broadcast, and never revealed the identity of the anchor, so the girl whose ID was Sunflower before naturally would not know her true identity.

The relationship between the two... is probably a year-end friendship?

The pure friendship between a fake 30-year-old uncle and a 17-year-old JK?

She was in a strange mood, so she sighed softly.

But after all, the voice chat channel was opened.

The live broadcast of the new day is as usual, and there is nothing new under the sun.

……

After the game is over, I am bored.

It was the game settlement page, but a girl's slender and soft voice suddenly came from my ears:

"Uncle?"

With a soft temptation like a small animal.

Su Tong was looking at the bullet screen, her thoughts were interrupted, but she was not annoyed, and asked casually:

"What's the matter, little girl, what's the matter?"

"……Um."

Her answer was clear and shallow, like a superficial touch.

As usual, Su Tong didn't care. She just thought about the adolescent melancholy that little girls often have in movies, so she smiled and asked:

"Just tell me if you have anything to say, I know you think of me as a trash can, but a trash can is just a trash can. I'm very happy that it can bring some psychological comfort to people... Tell me, what's wrong?"

"..."

Kui girl over there was silent for a long time before finally asking:

"Uncle... Do you know what it's like to like someone?"

Su Tong was not too surprised.

Sooner or later.

Any juicy cabbage that grows up will inevitably fall into the mouth of a fat pig in the end, even if it is a Langyuan fairy flower, it will not work.

When the little fairies were spinning and jumping in pink and fluffy princess dresses, I probably didn't expect that they would be willing to buy vegetables, cook and take care of children for ordinary people in the future.

The reason is just two words.

love.

Although it cannot bring the dead back to life, it also has the magic power to make people crazy.

Girls who want to wear princess dresses and crowns to become princesses in fairy tales would rather put down their cosmetics and light and soft dreams to become good wives and mothers.

The naughty boy who is playful by nature also consciously shoulders the burden of life, and supports the family together with his wife. His once weak arms gradually become generous and steady.

All because of love.

But is liking someone really love?

Su Tong pursed her lips, thought for a while, and finally shook her head:

"I don't understand the feeling of liking someone. After all, maybe uncle, I have never liked someone."

Including Wang Renran from the previous life.

Being human for two lifetimes, certain thoughts that I once had gradually become meaningless under such vicissitudes.

She can see more clearly.

"I seemed to like a senior sister in college before."

She said, staring blankly:

"She has a very mature temperament, just like the big sister-at that time, I was still a boy, and my psychology was not mature. Of course, I thought that such a girl was very good, very independent, and very mature. At that time, she took me As a little follower, if you treat me well, I will treat her well... I will make ginger syrup for her when her aunt comes to dysmenorrhea, and I will bring her meals when she can't get up in the morning. The cihuamao called Huahua, I forcefully fattened her into a ball..."

Su Zhizi is a competent listener. After Su Tong was silent for a long time, she finally asked patiently:

"and after?"

Su Tong smiled indifferently:

"There will be no later days—little girl, reality is not a fairy tale. After all, everyone is the protagonist of their own world in reality, so everyone naturally has their own choices... At that time, I had no confidence and no strength. She doesn't know how to make girls happy, so of course the senior didn't stay with me in the end. She just took the postgraduate entrance examination and made great progress all the way. Finally, I heard that she married a good husband. After that, I didn't hear about her anymore. "

She spoke very slowly, chaotically, and briefly.

But Su Zhizi over there seemed to understand something.

She asked in a low voice:

"So, uncle, do you like that senior sister?"

Su Tong laughed "Hey" and asked again:

"The little girl, do you think I like that senior sister?"

"Should be... like it?"

Su Zhizi hesitated to give a guess.

Then he was denied by Su Tong:

"Actually, I don't like it."

"But uncle, haven't you paid a lot for her, boiled ginger syrup, delivered meals and helped her feed the cat... Isn't it considered that you like her after you have paid so much?"

"maybe."

Su Tong smiled lightly:

"When people are young, they always like to be sentimental. It's not that young people don't know how to feel sad to write new words. It's just because young people's hearts have not been numb by life, and they are sensitive, so they will naturally produce a lot of sorrow... But The joy of youth seems too cheap when you grow up."

"In the eyes of others, it's liking, it's a sweet love, but it's like a person who drinks water and knows how warm it is."

"Probably never a liking, nor a sour love."

"Maybe it's just a lack of love."

The girl murmured, curled up on the gaming chair, resting her chin.

The room was pitch black, only the blue light from the screen shone faintly on her face, outlining a blurred outline of light and shadow.

in fact……

She also seems to be in love.

[To be continued]

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Chapter 15

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What is loneliness?

Su Tong couldn't say the exact concept—she was not an expert in the field of psychology, but because of her long life experience, she had dabbled in various fields to some extent.

But the situation is still clear...the so-called loneliness.

He was alone when his mother died in his previous life.

Later, she had a successful career, and it happened to be the beginning of spring of 2020. The new coronavirus was raging, so she could only stay at her old home, thinking about rewarding herself.

Bought a grill.

Bought fruit charcoal.

Bought a lot of ingredients.

Squatting in the yard of her hometown, she thought again that the barbecue was indeed a few people eating together while blowing water and chatting about the mountains.

But looking at the phone address book, I swipe from the beginning to the end, but I didn't find anyone who could come to have a barbecue.

The joy after being successful is gradually extinguished. Thinking about it, I am an adult again, and there is no need to be sad because of such trivial things as eating barbecue alone...

One's BBQ is smoky.

The fruit charcoal is "snapping and peeling" under the envelope of the flame, and the ribs ooze fat in the rising heat, making a soft sizzling sound.

From time to time, a wisp of white smoke floated from the charcoal fire, curling up in the orange light in the yard.