Self-guided daily life after rebirth

"The existence of uncle is a dream to me, but now..."

"wake up."

she muttered to herself.

A sad light flickered in her eyes.

"..."

Su Tong remained silent.

Guilt and guilt overwhelmed her ability to organize words.

She really didn't know what to say to comfort or apologize-it was at this time that she suddenly found that her usual talk about Su Tong suddenly became weak.

Language becomes a powerless and pale thing in such a situation.

But Su Zhizi laughed and shook her head again:

"There is no need to feel sorry for me, sister, you have nothing to be sorry for me, everything is just my own sentimentality, whoever doesn't know is innocent, you don't know that the sunflower is me... I have no qualifications to condemn you, nor I didn't mean to condemn you."

She was obviously smiling, but her smile was extremely pale.

Su Tong became more and more guilty, clenched his fists, and his knuckles were bluish white due to excessive force.

Since her rebirth, she felt so powerless for the first time since she thought she was omnipotent so she played around in the world and looked down on everything with a lofty attitude.

She could only lower her head and say nothing, feeling the pain from her conscience.

But the girl in front of her suddenly stretched out her hand.

She gently grabbed Su Tong's hand, and then gently separated Su Tong's fingers one by one, and clenched them tightly.

Su Tong raised her head subconsciously.

He looked into Su Zhizi's eyes.

Four eyes facing each other.

Su Zhizi smiled slightly:

"Sister, are you blaming yourself?"

Su Tong was stunned, bit her lip, then nodded with difficulty and replied:

"……Um."

"Don't blame yourself," said the girl, "I've already forgiven you, haven't I?"

"But... I can't forgive myself."

"Can't you forgive yourself?"

Su Zhizi smiled.

"It's not a heinous thing, why can't you forgive yourself?"

"..."

Su Tong could only remain silent.

Maybe it was because it wasn't something so sinful that she couldn't forgive herself.

She has been a human being for two lifetimes, but she has not cultivated an invulnerable face and a black heart that can wantonly trample on a girl's pure feelings.

She sighed, got up, pursed her lips, took toilet paper from her satchel, looked up at Su Zhizi, and greeted stiffly:

"I... go to the bathroom."

She needs to calm down first.

But Su Zhizi nodded with a smile and did not stop her.

Su Tong breathed a sigh of relief and left in a hurry.

……

After Su Tong left, Su Zhizi, who was sitting upright, finally collapsed limply as if she had been pulled from her spine.

Regardless of whether the table is clean or not.

Feeling exhausted, she put her arms on the table and buried her face in her arms.

Some things are easy to say.

For example forgive.

Can you really forgive easily?

Not necessarily.

Human rationality and sensibility are contradictory. Reason tells her that she should forgive and not condemn too much, but sensibility makes her suffer and makes her want to vent.

That's why she puts on that posture, doesn't she?

True forgiveness should turn the page, stop discussing this topic, and choose to skip this matter.

But she couldn't help bringing it up again and again.

why?

Because she knows that her sister doesn't like to hurt others, and she doesn't want to let others down.

So repeatedly mentioning this matter, pretending to be sad, and constantly blaming herself can make her tortured by her conscience.

The so-called moral kidnapping is nothing more than that.

This is attacking the heart.

But it's just the beginning.

Although her rationality has agreed to forgive her sister, her sensibility tells her that she is unwilling to give up just like this.

She still wants to...

revenge.

[To be continued]

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The Su family is not stupid

Little angels are black

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Chapter 53

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That's how things seemed to go.

There was no more trouble, the two sisters happily returned home arm in arm...

Weird.

In the past, the relationship could not be regarded as intimacy, but now there is a rift, and it will deteriorate even more.

On the way back, there was nothing to say.

Even the superficial peace and joy are hard to maintain—Su Tong tried every means to communicate with her sister, but they were all defeated by Su Zhizi's cold attitude of being warm on the surface but actually repelling others thousands of miles away.

What a crime she did.

Su Tong sighed, her mood became more delicate and complicated.

In such a wonderful situation, the two finally arrived home.

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As soon as Su Zhizi got home, she went back to her room.

It was useless for Su Tong to say anything, so she went directly to the bathroom to take a bath - the chef of the Sichuan restaurant was excellent, and the dishes were delicious in color, fragrance, and so spicy that she was sweating all over, and she always felt uncomfortable without taking a bath.

Miss Shame of the Reborn ran to take a bath irritatedly, Shame hadn't figured out the situation from beginning to end, and stayed on the sofa with a mask on her face.

who is he where is he doing

He was in a daze when he heard light footsteps above his head.

Su Zhizi, who had just returned to the room, went downstairs again, came to Su Tong, and stared at him expressionlessly.

His scalp was numb from the stare.

But it should be said that the whole family does not enter the house——after being stared at like this, the first thing I thought of doing was to stare straight back.

Then he simply asked directly:

"Su Zhizi——I know that if I call you sister directly, it's unlikely that you will recognize me as a brother, so I'll just call you by his first name?"

"what ever."

Su Zhizi's attitude is quite casual.

Su Tong nodded:

"Okay, then Su Zhizi... what do you want to come here and stare at me?"

"I just wanted to see if you were eligible."

"……qualifications?"

"Well, I am qualified to help me avenge."

"???"

A circle of question marks appeared on Su Tong's head.

"Ah... who offended you? Of course, as a brother, what can help you avenge him? He will definitely help you. The premise is that you say that it must conform to the core values ​​​​of socialism..."

He said in his heart that Su Zhizi looks very smart on weekdays, but she doesn't like to talk to people - now it seems that it's because of the second illness?

Revenge is revenge, revenge is revenge, it has to be a full-fledged word like revenge...

Su Tong has a headache.

This girl was not a worry-free master.

Sure enough, it is still recommended to steam claypot rice.

But in the end, Su Zhizi still couldn't hear the complaints in her heart, so she continued to stare at Su Tong with a blank expression, and said:

"My sister."

"……what?"

"I said the person who offended me was my sister."

"???"

……

In just a few minutes, Su Zhizi had already told the whole story of the relationship between the two.

Su Tong sat on the sofa and listened, with big question marks in his small eyes.

But have to say...

Wonderful.jpg

He even wanted to go to the refrigerator to get a can of Fat House Happy Water and buy a bucket of popcorn.

But the wonderful is the wonderful, the girl in front of me is really miserable.

I have been alone for so many years, I have come through hardships, and finally met a person I like, but I found out that the other person was my own sister after dating online——I am afraid that it is an exaggeration to say that she died on the spot.

But it's love that stops like rain...

I'm afraid there's nothing wrong with it.

Mi Su Gardenia Mi

Su Tong sighed like this, and when he looked at the girl in front of him, he didn't have so much unfamiliarity and inexplicable hostility, but it is more sympathetic now.

"But sympathy is all sympathy. I still can't just compromise on certain principles...I'm afraid I can't help you with revenge on your sister."