Self-guided daily life after rebirth

He suddenly felt weak.

From the very beginning he refuses the girl's help.

The so-called human heart is separated from the belly, and thoughts are always opaque. No matter sorrow or joy, they are only relative to themselves. People licking their wounds in corners... that's enough.

It's been a long time since he tried to trust someone.

After my father passed away.

As a child, he was ignorant, and naturally he didn't understand the twists and turns between adults, but when he grew up, he happened to talk to his mother one day when he talked about his father, but he noticed the fleeting sadness on her face.

Very wrong expression.

So he pressed.

But the mother did not answer.

The mother, who was also depressed and thin after his father passed away, was just silent, but her eyes were red, sobbing and trembling, she let out a long breath, and told him to study hard.

Perhaps due to the influence of losing his father in his early years, Su Tong learned the ability to observe words and emotions early on, and his mind was naturally delicate, so he sneaked into his mother's house after she went to work, and finally found clues in her mother's frequently used notebook.

is a sentence.

"Beifeng, forgive me for not being able to avenge you... I can't tell Xiaotong the truth... He is still young, how can I tell him such a cruel truth..."

The handwriting is scribbled but ferocious, and the strokes are deep. Just looking at the words, one can imagine the pain and struggle of the owner of the handwriting when writing.

And the messy tear stains below.

Su Tong shivered and shook his head.

Drops of water were thrown from his hair and scattered in all directions, and the boy raised his head again, closed his eyes, and let the water curtain fall on his face.

He didn't ask his mother.

He just put everything back in place, walked out of his mother's room, and continued to act like a good boy from then on.

But in the end, he secretly entrusted his father's best friend, Uncle Chen, to investigate.

It just didn't yield any results.

All the people involved in his father's car accident remained silent when they were questioned, and what's more, they even kicked them out. The more he investigated, the more he felt that there was an invisible net over his head, covering his head and face. Trapped him in darkness and growing despair.

Maybe it was since then that he changed from a good student in the eyes of the teacher to a rebellious and ignorant bad boy like he is now?

Su Tong turned off the shower switch.

The eldest lady has arranged meticulously, and men's pajamas have long been placed in the bathroom cabinet.

Su Tong grabbed it, turned his head to look at himself in the mirror beside him, and sneered inexplicably:

"Bad or not!"

Then he put on his pajamas, opened the door and went out.

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The eldest lady didn't talk to them any more.

Su Tong and Cao Bin saw two little maids after taking a bath. The little maid said that the young lady had finished washing and went back to her room to sleep. Naturally, the two of them knew how to stop disturbing each other. After saying good night to each other, they followed the two little maids to their respective The room was arranged.

Cao Bin is heartless.

Ya is an iron man, with terrible nerves. He was sealed by the bed within 3 minutes of lying on the bed, and he slept very peacefully.

But Su Tong couldn't sleep anyway.

Tossing and turning, changing countless postures and still not feeling sleepy - he himself is a bed lover, although the small bed at home is far less soft than the bed in the eldest lady's guest room, but the peace of mind is incomparable .

He even started counting sheep.

He counted until he did not know how many sheep there were, and it was almost dawn, but he was not sleepy at all.

But at this time, there were rustling footsteps in front of the door, and then a slightly distorted voice came from the eldest lady through the door:

"Open the door."

Extremely calm, without waves.

Su Tongxin tensed, subconsciously closed his eyes and began to pretend to be asleep.

"I know you're not asleep, so open the door."

the girl continued.

Su Tong still pretended to be asleep.

The door is locked, as long as he doesn't go to hell and opens the door, Su Tong outside the door will never know whether he slept or not, as long as he survives this moment, tomorrow when the girl asks him, he just needs to pretend to be stupid As long as he's asleep.

But the door opened.

Su Tong subconsciously looked up with a dazed expression, and then saw a playful young lady...and a bunch of keys in her hand, did you forget that this is my home? "

The eldest lady looked as if she was sympathizing with the idiot.

"..."

At this point, there is nothing to pretend to be asleep, Su Tong simply got up from the bed, frowned, and pretended to be a gentleman:

"In the middle of the night, even if you can't sleep, student Su Tong, you shouldn't come to my boy's room, right? We can talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to do."

But the girl didn't care about him at all.

She just turned around and locked the door behind her, and casually threw the large bunch of keys on the table at hand, with a perfunctory face:

"It's okay, it's not a big problem, besides, I don't care about this as a girl, what do you care about?"

When she said this, she paused, and her expression became ambiguous, showing her little canine teeth:

"Ah... Speaking of which, I didn't expect little brother Su Tong to be so innocent. He just came to your room to chat with you, but he was so shy..."

The eldest lady squinted her eyes and smiled, and there were also shallow and lovely pear dimples on her cheeks:

"...It's really cute."

It stands to reason that the macho Su Tong should have been furious after receiving such an evaluation, and then tried to prove his masculine dignity to the girl-but he calmed down wisely, and struggled to pull the corners of his mouth.

If he was really dazzled by anger, he might be falling into the girl's trap.

And Su Tong pouted.

Didn't take the bait.

A little smarter than she thought.

I thought this embarrassing thing would step into a trap because of being irritated, so that she could moles him more happily, but I didn't expect that he was still a good talent, and he became defensive after being molested twice.

But it's fun to play around with.

The girl thought, her expression became a little more serious.

Fortunately, she still remembered that she was here to do business this time.

"What are you going to do with Liu Jia's matter?"

Su Tong squinted.

The boy was just silent.

After a long time, he finally shook his head bitterly:

"I do not know."

[To be continued]

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Ask for a monthly ticket~

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Chapter 46 Heartbeat

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Who is Liu Jia?

Su Tong naturally remembered.

It's the little bastard leader.

He has been bullied by Liu Jia for so long, and at the beginning, Liu Jia called a few gangsters to block up the men's toilet and rob him, and if he didn't give him, he would press and beat him... If such a memory can be easily forgotten, it may be a problem.

Is that still a man?

It's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, but Su Tong never thought he was a gentleman. He also prefers to be a villain, and villains take revenge from morning till night.

If he could find a suitable opportunity, he might have let Liu Jia know why the flowers are so popular.

Unfortunately no chance.

As for how to deal with what the girl said?

Su Tong just shook his head, his tone slightly sarcastic:

"Ha...they are rich and powerful, how can I compare with someone who has no money or power?"

It's true.

Su Tong pouted.

The little kid has already done everything he can do at his age—he bought the recorder with lucky money, and after careful planning for a long time, he finally came up with a plan, and Liu Jia would rob him when he paid for the books, so buried Set up volts.

In fact, it was a success.

It’s just that the little boy didn’t know Liu Jia’s background, so not only did he not send him to the police station to learn how to pick up soap with his hunk and good brothers, but he was beaten and broken by Liu Jia, who escaped from legal sanctions and held a grudge.

Ugh.

Good luck tricks people.

Su Tong lowered her eyes.

She suddenly regretted it.

Has she been too strict with brats since rebirth?

He only thought about how to train Su Tong to be a so-called master, but he seemed to ignore the little kid's thoughts and feelings... In any case, Su Tong was never an item, nor would it be her toy.

He is independent.

Since Su Tong was reborn, she had the taste of a game in the world, and even regarded the reborn world as a large-scale No.1 role-playing game, like a chess player overlooking the chessboard from outside the chessboard, everything is in the palm of her hand With a black and white pawn, he naturally lost his consciousness as an ordinary person.

What is the difference between her like this and a monster?

The girl's eyes flickered, and she finally sighed softly.

I'm afraid there is no difference.

Even though I have used my former self as an anchor point, my mentality has changed after all. I can't tell whether it is good or bad, but I always feel...

Be gentle with your old self.

But the beating still has to be beating.

Su Tong said unceremoniously:

"If you have money and power, you can play with money and power. If you have no money and no power, you can play with no money and no power. To put it bluntly, it's because your academic performance is poor. If your academic performance is among the best, that bum Liu Jia dares to touch you, Lao Wang." I came to your door with a knife to avenge you a long time ago - and let him bully you? Don't you throw away his ashes within three days?"

Lao Wang is the old principal of No. [-] Middle School. He is usually amiable and always smiling. He should be strict and loose, and has a high prestige among the students.

Su Tong shivered in fright.

It wasn't because he imagined the old headmaster screaming and beating with a knife, but because he was intimidated by the girl's hooligan tone.

In his impression, although the eldest lady is wicked and a bit of a little devil, she still doesn't have the demeanor of a black and shy elder sister like now... Judging by the tone and expression, it seems that she will drag him into the river at any time. .

Su Tong also noticed that something was wrong with her tone, but she didn't care at all, and reached out to pat the embarrassing thing on the shoulder:

"Study hard, cub, knowledge is power, although education cannot determine everything... But you are a student now, your academic performance determines the attitude of your parents and teachers towards you, while parents determine the thickness of your wallet, and teachers determine Your status at school."

Su Tong didn't speak.

He lowered his head.

He didn't understand.