Self-guided daily life after rebirth

"I am back."

he yelled softly.

It was already quite late after two nights of self-study, and his home was not close to the school, so it was almost nine o'clock after walking back like this——Mother should have gone to bed?

he thinks.

Unexpectedly, a slightly surprised female voice came from my ear:

"Little Tong...how did you come back?"

"I came back from leave," Su Tong explained softly, "Well... I came back to get a few textbooks and clothes, and I went back to school after I got them. I guess I can still catch up.

In the third quarter, the self-study get out of class is over, and I just go back to the dormitory to sleep. "

"That's it."

"Ah."

While talking, Su Tong finally turned on the light in the living room.

He had just walked up from the darkness, his eyes couldn't adapt to the sudden bright light, so he squinted his eyes, half-blocked the light with his hands, and turned his head...

I saw my mother.

Tong's mother is sitting on the sofa in the living room, she probably just took a shower, her hair is wet and loose, with a certain satin-like texture-Tong's mother was also a well-known beauty when she was young, and Su Tong only inherited her hair. A three-point appearance is enough to be called a "handsome guy", so even if he is bent over by the pressure of life now, that demure and dusty temperament has become more and more settled and fragrant.

It's just not in good shape.

She was in a daze with a dazed face, her eyes crossed most of the living room and landed on the black and white posthumous photo of her husband on the table on the other side, her body was slightly curled up, her expression was dull, and it took a long time before she finally let out a light and long breath.

Tong Ma turned her head, looked at Su Tong, and smiled:

"It's fine to come back, don't you want to go with your books and clothes, go quickly, since you said you have to go back to school, hurry up...study hard when you get to school."

The voice is also clear and shallow, like the morning fog, with a certain hazy and unreal texture.

Su Tong suddenly didn't know what to say.

Of course he understood what was going on.

When his father just passed away, he couldn't sleep at night. He tossed and turned on the bed alone, and sometimes heard weak and suppressed crying from his mother's room.

After growing up, I never heard my mother cry at night - she has become the only pillar of the family, and the pillar cannot cry, nor has the right to cry.

If the only pillars that can be relied on collapse first, what about the children who are counting on the pillars to live?

So when Su Tong grew up, he almost never saw his mother cry. He just felt that she was even more and more different from the mother who smiled gently all the time in his memory—the mother was slowly becoming the father in his memory.

Su Tong clenched his fists.

He suddenly felt sorry for his mother.

But he can't do anything.

As a student, the only priority is to study. Without any stable source of income, I can only think about saving some money for the family and reducing expenses—so Su Tong never asks for pocket money or new clothes. Mom couldn't stand it anymore and forced him to go to buy new clothes.

Maybe a little better grades will make her happy... Maybe it's the only comfort she can count on in a tired life?

Su Tong suddenly understood why the eldest lady asked him to study hard.

But what he didn't know was that the eldest lady didn't understand this truth half a year later than him.

In other words, they understood the role of studying hard from the very beginning, but they were frustrated by the too dark reality... Because of the invisible net of darkness, they simply gave up on themselves.

Su Tong smiled mockingly.

It's so late to understand this truth, is it too late?

It may be too late.

Maybe or not.

He walked up to his mother.

Looking down from top to bottom, he could clearly see a few conspicuous white hairs on his mother's head—like needle pricks, Su Tong's heart was suddenly pricked a few times.

Pain.

Su Tong pressed the position of the heart - he wanted to write down the pain.

When did the mother who used to be a famous beauty from far and near have gray hair?

He didn't know.

When did my mother, who was a head taller than him in my memory, be shorter than him... so much shorter, but just sitting there, there was a kind of shriveled weakness.

As time goes by, not only do cherries turn red and plantains turn green, but they also turn beautiful women into dry bones.

Lord Grim with white hair and flowers, never fails a beauty.

Tong Ma didn't know what Su Tong was going to do, so she asked softly:

"Xiao Tong, why don't you go get your books and clothes, go quickly, don't you have to go back to school?"

But Su Tong didn't speak.

He knelt down.

The knee hit the floor straight, and there was a "boom", but it seemed strangely painless.

Then the boy raised his head and said softly:

"I will study hard in the future."

Every word, be decisive.

[To be continued]

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Weak and weak ask for a monthly ticket

Chapter 75

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After Su Tong returned to school the next day, he felt that Su Tong's temperament seemed to have changed a lot.

Although the two of them have the memory of the same person, they are not really the same person, so it is impossible for the eldest lady to pay attention to Su Tong to the extent that she can be considered exhaustive.

So Su Tong couldn't understand what Su Tong experienced in the same night.

She sat in front of Su Tong and stared at him with her chin resting.

It takes 10 minutes to see.

Su Tong couldn't stand it anymore.

The embarrassing thing glared, looked at Su Tong in front of him and asked impatiently:

"Miss, what do you want to keep staring at me? I'm a boy, don't you feel uncomfortable if you keep staring at me like this-I said you are a girl anyway, even if you are not shy, you should be more reserved Bar!"

"Can restraint be eaten?"

The eldest lady sneered:

"If I can be a meal, I will be reserved, but if you can't be a meal, just shut up!"

"……Oh."

Su Tong had no choice but to shut up.

no way.

It is impossible for him to say anything about the eldest lady in his life, and it is impossible to be willing to fight... The eldest lady is just a knife-mouthed bean curd, with a little bit of evil taste, but if you really want to say that helping him is completely unambiguous.

Want him to do something to Su Tong?

The eldest lady gave him the grace of almost regeneration, which is equivalent to a life-saving benefactor. The most disgusting things Su Tong read in novels and TV shows since he was a child are those villains who repay their kindness with revenge.

If he wants to do something to Su Tong, it is better to let him stab himself backhand.

So in this life, he is afraid that he has been folded in Su Tong's hands, just like the monkey grandson who can't turn the palm of the Tathagata Buddha, it is only natural that the embarrassing thing will be crushed in the palm of the young lady for a lifetime.

The eldest lady gave orders as a matter of course:

"What did you do after you went back yesterday? Why did you feel like a different person when you came back overnight?"

Su Tong was stunned instead:

"Is there?"

"Have."

The impetuous and frivolous attitude of the past has almost completely disappeared, replaced by tranquility, it seems that he has grown again overnight - and it is almost like a rocket-like transformation speed.

And Su Tong finally guessed what the eldest lady was referring to, his expression changed, a little unnatural, but he still explained:

"When I went back yesterday, my mother happened to be awake. We chatted for a while... I also understand why you let me study hard... Thank you."

When he said thank you, he raised his head and looked directly into the girl's eyes.

From a boy to a man, or the sign of maturity, is to understand that everyone should bear corresponding responsibilities.

People are always responsible for their actions.

If you do something wrong, you will be punished, if you lie, you will be scolded, and if you break the law, you will be judged by the Skynet.

Fortunately, Su Tong understands this...it's not too late.

The girl understood immediately.

There are not many possibilities. After delineating the scope, all the impossible can be easily ruled out, and the rest is the only possibility.

Su Tong looked at her embarrassing thing, but didn't directly mention what happened last night, just nodded with a smile:

"Understood, so that's the case—but speaking of it, have you brought all the clothes I asked you to go home?"

"Bring it."

Su Tong nodded, but was still puzzled:

"Just let me go out with you, miss, to do some errands. Why are you so serious that you have to change clothes?"

But she was immediately despised by the eldest lady:

"It turns out that it doesn't matter if you don't change your clothes, but who made you look ugly in this shameful thing-I said you really don't know how to wear school uniforms, so go out with me to do errands!"

"This is..."

"really!"

Su Tong snorted coldly:

"I just guessed that if you are not forced to go home to get your clothes, you will definitely wear your school uniform and go out with me. You won't be ashamed when you are with me, but I will be ashamed, understand?"

Su talked to each other.

He does have such intentions.

After all, he is a lazy person, and now he is obsessed with studying, which delays other things even more. If Su Tong hadn't specifically told him to take care of his hair every morning, I am afraid that the hairstyle that Mr. Tony carefully designed for him would change again in two days. It's like a chicken coop.

Su Tong glanced at him, took out a card from the school uniform pocket, and patted Su on the table:

"The pass is specially issued for you. Take it, and if you lose it, I will not be responsible for reissuing it for you."

Su Tong held up his pass.

The action of the girl handing him the pass was too abrupt, and the embarrassing thing didn't react for a while, squinting at the hard card in her hand for a long time before suddenly saying:

"What is this?"

"Pass."

Su Tong looked at the expression of an idiot:

"I've already told you it's a pass, but what is it? Do you have no ears or no brains?"

"I know it's a pass..."

"I know you're still asking?"

Su Tong almost choked to death.