This is an extremely contradictory choice:
Facing the past you hate, if you abandon it, it is equivalent to completely denying the past self.
She does not allow her past life to be denied like a joke.
So, who is the "I" who carries the past self and the present "I"?
Compared to hatred and revenge, compared to the family and the world, before that, the most important thing is to find yourself.
The survival method of "I", the self-protection of "I", the unremitting persistence of "I"...
No matter how it is expressed, it is difficult to conceal the essence of pride and tenacity.
Gu Bai didn't know if she had found the answer;
He is only sure that if he finds it, this is what he wants to protect;
If not, he is willing to accompany her to find it.
"What do you think?"
Yura's voice rang beside her ears.
"It hurts a bit."
"What hurts?"
"It's nothing."
"Say it!"
"Then I'll ask you a question."
Gu Bai slowly lay down beside her:
"Why didn't you leave Mond before, it's best to answer frankly."
"You mean I'm not usually frank?"
"The focus is off, that's not what I asked."
"No, you have to answer me first."
"Can I understand that this is coquettish?"
"It's a mess."
I don't know if she forgot to deny it, Yura just gave him a look, and then her voice was a little lost:
"Actually, there are many reasons. If I hadn't met Amber's grandfather, I might have just left."
"Thanks to his old man, what is the fundamental reason?"
"The fundamental reason...maybe it's not reconciliation. Once I really leave, although life will be very easy, but if I think back to my past self, those good memories...It always feels like a joke."
Yura hesitated for a moment, then whispered:
"If you have to say it... you must first promise that you will not laugh when you hear it."
"Well, don't laugh."
"In the past, even if the family's requirements were very strict, such as etiquette, swordsmanship, cooking, dancing... No matter how hard or tiring it was, I persisted because I had something to rely on in my heart."
"But this support suddenly disappeared, and I felt so scared for a moment. I would find that everything I insisted on would also lose meaning. I was really scared..."
She glanced at Gu Bai quietly, and found that he was listening seriously, and said:
"So, it's to find that support again, and it can be regarded as rediscovering myself."
"So have you found yourself now?"
"Yes and no."
yes or no...
What does it mean?
"not understand."
"Then it's better to make it clear. I myself don't seem to have found it yet, but I'm about to find it. This is because I have found another one."
"The other thing..." Gu Bai thought for a while, but found that her words became more difficult to understand: "So what is the other thing?"
This time, there was no reply, and as his words fell, there was a soft touch on his chest.
Gu Bai turned his head and saw Yula turned sideways. She didn't answer the question just now, but just stretched out her hand and put her palm on his chest, then stared into her eyes, and slowly made a mouth shape:
"you guess."
He opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say what was in his heart, and said instead:
"I'm not used to you being like this all of a sudden."
"Hey, you, just be a little more frank. Isn't that what you asked for? Now there are so many things, it's so troublesome."
Miss Sinner raised her chin, looking troubled by this question.
"It's really troublesome."
She repeated it all over again.
Then, she raised the corner of her mouth, stretched out her palm to Gu Bai's eyes, and shook it, leaving only one finger:
"In this case, from this second, you learn to adapt."
That smile was gorgeous and full of spirit, eclipsing everything around her, Gu Bai looked at her pretty face, speechless for a moment.
Something in my heart is slowly loosening, but it turns into another stronger thing.
"Before... no one has ever been by my side like this."
She withdrew her hand and put on a lower voice than before.
"No matter how willful you are, you have been patiently playing around with me and making me happy, I..."
The voice seemed to be recalling, declaring, or revealing something.
Her voice is getting smaller and smaller, the one who always keeps her heart closed; the one who fights back coldly and sharply when facing strangers; the one who is hard to be frank even with friends;
He was looking at the man in front of him with tender eyes that he had never seen before:
"...Thank you, Gu Bai."
After she finished speaking, her face was stained with a blush, and even her earlobes turned red, and she lowered her eyes slightly nervously, not looking at the figure in front of her.
Is it too sudden, we should wait for a while, in case he...
When she started to feel annoyed, the hand that was retracted before her body was grabbed again, Yula raised her face subconsciously, and the person in front of her was smiling slightly, and put her hand back on her chest:
"Have you never had it before..."
"Then, from this second, you also learn to adapt slowly."
"My eldest lady."
This is the season when Mond is approaching winter, the sky and the earth are covered with snow, the wind and the sun shine, and the stars move, they still return to the cold and eternal white.
In this whiteness, they were in this tent, he held her hand tightly, placed it in the place of his heart, and made the first promise about the future together.
Gu Bai felt that he should say something, but the words came to his mouth, but what he heard was the sound of objects breaking.
The next second, the snow layer loosened.
It's an avalanche.
Longqi Lake under the Moon: Chapter 135 Avalanche
The sound of the snow layer breaking came into the ears clearly.
Suddenly, Yura opened her eyes wide:
"avalanche!"
In this regard, she who often performs tasks in the wild is more experienced than Gu Bai, and she can make judgments only by some slight noises.
Regardless of what to say, Gu Bai's expression changed when he heard the words, he immediately picked up Yula, and rushed out of the tent, accompanied by the vibration of the ground, looking around, a crack had already appeared on the white mountain in the distance.
"Run to the side!"
Yura shouted hastily again.
In the face of sudden changes, her shy side disappeared, and her thinking quickly became calm and sharp. This is her original character when she was a Spray Rider.
Hold Gu Bai's neck tightly with both hands, and move the center of gravity of the body closer to him, making it easier for him to hug——
She understands that now is not the time to struggle;
Now that Gu Bai has already rushed out, it is meaningless to say "put me down, I can run by myself", any slight escape may waste the time of escape, and doing so will only delay the legs.
Gu Bai responded, adjusted his direction, paid attention to the situation ahead, and rushed towards the nearby hillside quickly.
The cracks on the mountain became bigger and bigger with the naked eye, and in just a split second, the snow had turned into a white snow dragon rushing down;
Powdery snow particles filled the air, setting off a white wave, and then roaring towards this side.
Gu Bai raised his head involuntarily, the airflow blew his hair into a mess, Xue Long kept closing the distance between him and the camp, unstoppably pushing everything he could see.
everything is close at hand;
And he only ran a dozen steps away.
He gritted his teeth, rushed to the back of the hillside, and stopped beside a thick pine tree:
"Take a breath!"
After saying this, Gu Bai hugged Yula between his body and the tree, tightly hugged the tree trunk with both hands, and held a big breath in his chest at the same time.
The next moment, the white torrent submerged the two figures.
Xue pounced on her face, blocked her nose and ears, and slashed across her cheeks like a knife. The huge thrust almost pushed her body away, and her ears were filled with rumbling sounds and the slight cracking sound of tree trunks;
He hugged Yura, and leaned sideways with difficulty, trying to use his shoulders to help her offset some of the impact.
After an unknown amount of time, the strength in front weakened, and the surroundings finally returned to silence.
In the silence, Gu Bai quickly judged his situation, he tried to move his body, his head could move freely, his shoulders could move freely... Or rather, his entire upper body was not buried.
He shook his head vigorously, shaking off the snow on his face, slowly let go of one hand, and wiped the snow off Yula's face:
"Are you okay?"
"How are you?"
"I'm fine, that's fine..."
After hearing each other's voices, the two were relieved.
The position below the waist was covered with snow, and he and Yura pulled their bodies out of the snow with the help of tree trunks, and then sat on the surrounding snow, panting slightly.
There is a vast expanse of whiteness in front of my eyes.
The camp had disappeared, and the height of the ground had risen by a few meters. The familiar sights, tents, fires, guardrails, bushes, and exposed land had now been replaced by snow.
Gu Bai and Yula looked at each other, first they felt a lingering fear, and then showed dumbfounding expressions:
"Has there been any great commotion?"
"No..." Yula said uncertainly: "It seems to be an avalanche caused by nature, huh... Fortunately, the scale is not large."
"Yeah, I don't know whether to say lucky or unlucky."
Gu Bai nodded. In addition to the small scale, thanks to the hillside and trees in front of him that resisted most of the impact, otherwise, he would have to wait for Ying to come back and stage a silent 15 minutes.
"It seems that nothing is going well these days."
he muttered to himself.
First he had a fever, then Yula, and now Xue Beng was attracted, if he was told what happened to Ying, Gu Bai would definitely delete the word "it seems".
Taking a big breath of fresh air, she was about to sit up when Yura's voice sounded:
"Broken, boot."
When the two of them ran out, they didn't wear boots at all, only a layer of socks. It wasn't until now that they relaxed slightly that they felt the biting coldness on their feet.
"You said this, I almost forgot."
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