Yukinoshita Yukino has 3 minutes to die

Fortunately, he often missed appointments in front of that person, so he didn't worry about how angry that person would be.

Just hope she doesn't make coffee in a beaker next time.

Let's settle the matter now.

Koyama Yosuke and Shiina Mashiro first sent Yukinoshita Yukino to the infirmary.

Although Yukinoshita Yukino said that there was nothing wrong with her body, but Yosuke Koyama saw her pale face and obviously needed to take a good rest.

Regardless of Yukinoshita Yukino's objection, he sent Yukinoshita Yukino to the infirmary.

Although I don't expect the school's infirmary to solve any psychological problems, at least when the patient comes to the hospital, his illness will involuntarily heal.

As for Shiina Mashiro, Shiina Mashiro was found by her cousin when Koyama Yosuke sent Yukinoshita Yukino into the infirmary.

Although Shiina Mashiro seemed to have something else she wanted to say to Koyama Yosuke, but class was about to start, and Shiina Mashiro didn't have time to say anything, so she was dragged away by her cousin.

Koyama Yosuke finally let out a long sigh of relief, he can finally sort out his disordered thoughts now.

Yesterday he was able to calm down to face Yukinoshita Yukino who had amnesia, but now facing the girl who is a little bit broken, he almost lost control of himself.

Tell her why you are in such pain.

Fortunately, she held back.

……

"Keep the status quo, maybe I can get a few minutes of peace." Koyama Yosuke sighed long.

——However, he still did not get peace.

There is a person who has always seen all this but has always been silent, and at this moment a question is raised in his mind.

——The daughter is Koyama Kamu.

"Why is mom in such pain, but you don't tell her the truth?"

When my daughter met Yukinoshita Yukino yesterday, she couldn't help asking Koyama Yosuke this question, and Koyama Yosuke answered it at that time.

However, the daughter didn't say anything about that answer at the time. Now that she thinks about it more and more, she is getting more and more dissatisfied.

Koyama Yosuke said that this is very good - and also said that "you and I will fall into a strange vortex."

"Now seeing my mother in such pain, can you still say that this is good?"

In that 70-year dream, Koyama Yosuke saved her and her mother.Having made up his mind, he sacrificed himself to a system that would allow him to be promoted in the future.

But the price her mother Yukinoshita Yukino paid was precious 70 years of memory.

Only she didn't pay anything, but got a beautiful past and a chance to get in touch with reality.

——At first, she was not qualified to ask for anything. All she had to do was help her father fulfill her father's ideal. She was not going to tell her mother's last wish to her father, and figured out a way by herself.

but now.

When she saw Yukinoshita Yukino was so worried and troubled by the sequelae of the dream world.

Her father concealed the truth and didn't tell her mother what was bothering her. For the first time, she felt that she couldn't keep silent.

It was also the first time she expressed dissatisfaction with her father.

"Why is mom in such pain and you don't tell her the truth?"

She had many opportunities to ask this question just now, but the reality made her wait for a while.

Now finally there is no need to wait.

Now her daughter's heart is like a fire, she is extremely anxious, facing the scene just now, it is almost like standing at a crossroad with traffic lights.

Wait for the green light.

She was so anxious that she wished she could pick up an ax and chop off the signal light.

She was going to ask questions.

to wait a while.

then

— She said, you can go now.

……

"I didn't explain this very clearly at the time."

Koyama Yosuke took a deep breath, he was indeed frightened by Yukinoshita Yukino's appearance just now.

Koyama Yosuke was playing with his mobile phone, and he sent a text message to the person who might be waiting for him in the physics laboratory, saying that he would go find her at noon.

At the same time, he was ready to answer his daughter's words.

"You think I'm irresponsible, don't you?"

"It's irresponsible to watch her suffer when you're obviously a wife, right?"

My daughter wanted to say no.

But she insisted.

"right."

Koyama Yosuke let out a long sigh, and if he didn't explain these words clearly, it is estimated that his daughter would have resentment in her heart.

"In your opinion, I am her husband, but I can't interfere with everything she does in the real world. I can only watch her suffer."

"Not fit to be her husband, is he?"

"..."

Daughter she did not answer.

"No, it's because I'm her husband that I ignore it."

"Because I love her so much, I have to watch her suffer."

There was no confusion in Koyama Yosuke's eyes, he crossed two worlds, and for the first time he expressed his feelings for Yukinoshita Yukino.

He remembered a sentence that he would never forget, and it was always his goal in life.

This sentence is called:

——My heart and my deeds are as clear as a mirror, and everything I do is justice! ! !

(I が心と动に一点の暗りなし——全てが「Justice」だ!!!)

Chapter 37 But

"I ask you, it looks like she and I are married, have a lovely daughter in 70 years, and seem to have a happy life..."

"But actually?"

"What did I do to her?"

Koyama Yosuke is very clear.

Even under the banner of saving Yukinoshita Yukino's life, it can't cover up the fact that Yosuke Koyama's behavior is dirty.

simply say.

What did Koyama Yosuke do?

Make a metaphor.

Koyama Yosuke said he wanted to save people, but in fact he took the girl away—to the bottom of the Mariana Trench, imprisoned her, and then gave birth to a child with Koyama Yosuke, forcing her to give birth to a daughter.Then after 70 years between the two, Koyama Yosuke sent her back again.

Isn't this kidnapping a girl?

Isn't this deceiving others?

Although he said that he had no regrets in his heart, in fact he still felt indebted to Yukinoshita Yukino.Although in order to save people, he put Yukinoshita Yukino into the dream world, but the damage Yukinoshita Yukino suffered was real. ,

Especially after being imprisoned for 70 years, his will almost collapsed, which became a lump in Yosuke Koyama's heart.

To change the analogy, as a doctor, Yosuke Koyama went to perform Yukinoshita Yukino's operation. Considering the danger of the operation, Yosuke Koyama decided not to go under anesthesia and perform the surgery directly.The patient was not informed of this situation, and no family member signed the contract.

Yosuke Koyama went directly with the scalpel.

Even if Yosuke Koyama cured Yukinoshita Yukino with his wonderful hand rejuvenation, how many people would know the pain of being cut open without anesthesia on the hospital bed?

The doctor Xiaoshan Yosuke can delete the patient's memory, so that the patient forgets his own pain, and only vaguely remembers that he has suffered inhuman treatment-but Xiaoshan Yosuke personally opened the patient's belly without anesthesia, if Xiaoshan Yang Jie can easily ignore all this, so what is the difference between him and a scum?

Although both sides are performing medical operations.However, Koyama Yosuke does not have the psychological quality of a doctor, not to mention that their operations are not at the same level.

Therefore, Koyama Yosuke naturally felt guilty towards Yukinoshita Yukino.

He felt that he was the stealer of Yukinoshita Yukino's life. Although she was full of affection in the dream and even gave birth to a daughter, it was a suspension bridge that bound the two together.

Can the heartbeat of the suspension bridge effect count?

Even enemies, tied to a rope for 70 years, will turn hostility into friendship—so, although Yosuke Koyama feels that he loves Yukinoshita Yukino deeply, he still doubts one thing.

Does Yukinoshita Yukino love herself?

Koyama Yosuke doesn't know the answer to this question, and now everything about the girl is back to the original point, which is good for both of them.Although she looks a little bit painful, once the aftermath of the 70-year dream is eliminated.

Koyama Yosuke and Yukinoshita Yukino returned to equal positions.

Then he will be able to pursue Yukino Yukino in an open and honest manner.

If the influence of the dream is not eliminated, then there is no doubt that Yosuke Koyama can only be a despicable deceiver.

The two people are not equal at all. If the memory is recovered, Koyama Yosuke may just hook his fingers in possession of Yukinoshita Yukino.

But is that really love?

Is that feeling real?

"So, get rid of the influence of those 70 years, and I will go after your mother again."

"so."

"I'm not counting on repaying favors, and your mother is not forced."

"And the rebuilt feelings are real now."

Koyama Yosuke patiently explained to his daughter.

……

The girl in my head fell silent.

What my father said didn't make sense.

The relationship between them is not love.Although the relationship between them was very deep, there was no such emotion as love—even what my father called deep love just now was that kind of deep dependence.

A person who gets along with it every day, takes care of others and is taken care of by others will naturally have deep dependence.

In the dream, the relationship between Yosuke Koyama and Yukinoshita Yukino is deeply dependent.

Not love.

From this point of view, my father was right.

He asked his mother to eliminate the sequelae of 70 years of dreams, and then pursued her openly. The relationship between the two people was not deeply dependent.

There may be love.

It's very real.

--but.

but! !

but! ! ! !

but! ! ! ! !

The daughter is angry.

For the first time, she was so angry with her father. Everything she had was given from her parents, consciousness, body, thought, and memory.These are things that are stripped or inherited from the parents.

She had no right to be angry.

however,

——At this moment, she was absolutely angry.