"Let you go today."
Originally, Kasumigaoka Shiyu wanted Koyama Yosuke to bite off a few strands of hair, but Koyama Yosuke still seemed to be very sleepy when sleeping, and didn't have any appetite for her long hair, so Kasumigaoka Shiyu had to give up.
Seeing that Yosuke Koyama hadn't covered the quilt properly, Kasumigaoka Shiyu helped Yosuke Koyama cover the quilt again, and then tiptoed out.
She turned on a diesel generator. Unlike Yosuke Koyama, she didn't know that the kitten's tongue could generate electricity, and her electricity came from the diesel generator.
Hearing the hum of a generator, she began her nightly work.
On the C drive of the computer, next to the Yosuke Koyama folder, there is a folder hidden in it, which is full of text.
It recorded the stories that Kasumi Hill Shiyu had told for a whole year and a half.
And her diary.
as well as……
How she fell in love with Koyama Yosuke.
Chapter 48 Let's Be Real Couples
Human thoughts often change inadvertently.
Xiazhiqiu Shiyu is no exception.
A year ago, Kasumigaoka Shiwa was obviously hostile to Koyama Yosuke, but after a year and a half, Kasumigaoka Shiwa didn't know when she got rid of this concern.
She doesn't even know why.It's just that in getting along with Koyama Yosuke, she gradually didn't want to doubt Koyama Yosuke anymore.
I don't want to doubt.
She felt sincere disgust for doubting Yosuke Koyama.She couldn't figure out why this thought came to her heart, but the answer was obviously yes.
——In the year and a half of getting along with her, the sense of security she got from Yosuke Koyama was much more than the sense of security she got from the so-called suspicion.
Therefore, Koyama Yosuke is a guiding light for her.
……
In fact, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu's feelings for Koyama Yosuke are not considered liking, or even relying on.
Kasumigaoka Shiyu had to find a suitable adjective to describe the relationship between Koyama Yosuke and Kasumigaoka Shiyu.
Xiazhiqiu Shiyu thinks.
this adjective is
——Symbiosis.
The so-called symbiosis (mutualism) refers to the close mutually beneficial relationship formed between two different organisms.There is a "symbiosis" between animals, plants, fungi, and any two of the three.
But Xiazhiqiu Shiyu himself never imagined that he also became a symbiotic person.
Two kinds of organisms live together, rely on each other, and benefit each other.Both or one of them cannot survive if separated from each other.
This kind of relationship is very sick, especially if two people are independent human beings, and if such a relationship occurs, if one of them loses and dies, it will definitely not be tolerated by human society.
Xiazhiqiu Shiyu is also very clear that this relationship is very unhealthy.
But there is no way.
The end of the world destroyed Kasumigaoka Shiwa's life, but at the same time gave her a life of this symbiotic relationship.
It is a kind of happiness for Kasumigaoka Shiwa to live in a normal society - but it must also be wrapped in the shadow of busy and slow death.
Although the end of the world makes people desperate, but at this time, Kasumigaoka Shiyu feels that Kasumigaoka Shiyu lives in this symbiotic society.
It's not a kind of happiness either.
"Do you know how light greets light?"
"In the darkest places."
The drawbridge effect is also good, and the Stockholm syndrome is also good.
Now, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu could hardly survive without Koyama Yosuke.
Xiazhiqiu Shiyu guessed, Koyama Yosuke is the same.
The extinction of human beings is a fact, and the despair in his heart must be the same as his own.
Just as Koyama Yosuke would not tell Kasumigaoka Shiwa the truth about the end of the world, Koyama Yosuke probably would not tell Kasumigaoka Shiwa his feelings.
Both of them are obviously falling into the quagmire step by step, and both of them are about to die, but they are still unwilling to confess to each other.
——Humans are really despicable and selfish, but fraternal creatures.
Kasumigaoka Shiyu tapped the keyboard, and the sound of the keyboard echoed around, and she began to record her diary.
The content of the diary is very short, and the content of the diary that Kasumigaoka Shiwa wrote before can be seen on the computer screen.
"August 12th, rain."
"After the death of my parents, within a month, I couldn't hold back my inner feelings and went to the grave to worship."
"I slipped and fell and my leg cramped."
"When I felt like I was going to die in the dirt, he picked me up."
……
"November 1."
"recuperate."
"He made me dumplings."
"I want to eat noodles with water for no reason. That's the first time he gave me noodles."
……
"November 1."
"I am cured."
"He has a fever."
"I try to make him something nice to warm his stomach."
"taste very bad."
"I am useless."
"—I'm pretty useless."
……
"On February 2th, I started to learn Celestial Cuisine."
"He likes to eat."
"I'm so hot that I can't do it."
……
"November 3."
"According to the time, I should be ready to graduate."
"Many girls in Neon will get married after graduation."
"But who can I marry?"
……
"November 6."
"The rainy season is like a note."
"The clothes that I didn't pay attention to kept started to grow hair, so I had to throw them away."
……
"January 6"
"The needle pierced the hand."
"He bit my finger."
"Blood sucking,"
"Unfortunately, the blood will scar after a while."
"I still laughed at him for being stupid. Poisons suck blood, but what kind of blood sucks when a needle is punctured."
……
"November 6."
"I really want to poke myself with a needle."
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When human beings began to take steps, in fact, most of this work had already been completed.The same is true of life.
Life in the end of the world is even more so.
Xiazhiqiu Shiyu suddenly didn't realize it, flipping through these diaries, typing on the keyboard in his hand, it was already around 6 o'clock.
The diary is only part of Kasumigaoka Shiyu's midnight work. For Kasumigaoka Shiyu, the more important task is to prepare the materials for telling stories to Koyama Yosuke.
Although because of the end of the world, there will be many weird and wonderful ideas in Kasumigaoka Shiyu's brain, but it is still quite difficult to combine these wonderful ideas, and it will take a lot of time.
So whenever Koyama Yosuke goes to bed at 4:00 in the morning, Kasumigaoka Shiwa wakes up, on the one hand recording the novel he said yesterday, and on the other hand preparing the story he told today.
I finished talking about the Zhongnin exam in Naruto yesterday, and I should continue this plot today.
But Xiazhiqiu Shiyu shook her head, she didn't intend to continue talking about the plot.
Because today is a very special day.
Today is Kasumigaoka Shiwa's birthday.
Kasumigaoka Shiwa is 18 years old today.
While Neon's legal age of majority is 20,
But obviously, turning 18 is a very memorable birthday.
She also had a thought.
She wants to truly become an adult in this day, bid farewell to her girlhood, and completely possess each other with Koyama Yosuke.
—they didn't have a wedding.
But the end of the world is their wedding.
The arrival of the end of the world propels them to a de facto couple level.Great grief struck Kasumigaoka Shiwa and Koyama Yosuke, but on the other side.
This year's time, it may not be a great happiness.
As the marriage prayer says:
"Would you like this man to be your husband and marry him? To love him, to take care of him, to respect him, to accept him, and to be faithful to him forever and ever, in sickness or health, or for any other reason?
They don't have any other choice.
This year, they have been a couple in prayer.
Today, she plans to ditch the last layer of grudges.
Let's be a real couple.
Chapter 49 He doesn't want to leave this world either
Of course, girls can't give it in vain if they abandon their last reserve.
Xiazhiqiu Shiyu wanted to tell such a story to Koyama Yosuke, to see if this elm head could wake up.
——The name of this story is Osheng Baozhu.
"Zhuangzi Robber Zhi": "Weisheng and the girl live under the beam (bridge). If the girl doesn't come, the water won't go away, and she will die hugging the beam."
This story is very short, but it can easily arouse Kasumigaoka Shiwa's inner emotions, and it can also test whether Koyama Yosuke has any thoughts about her.
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