However, I refuse!

The door of the dilapidated bamboo house was opened by her, and the scene in front of her gradually changed.

After bidding farewell to my mother, "I" went to the market to help as always, hoping to earn some money to buy medicines. Although I was very tired and was often beaten and scolded because of my clumsy hands and feet, it didn't matter to "I". It is also the maintenance of such fatigue until the evening.

As for Meihong, she is now watching her past self like an invisible ghost constantly reproducing her past memories. Even knowing that this is just a dream produced by her own memories, Meihong still feels extremely real.

Time soon arrived at night, just when "I" packed up my things and bought medicine with the money I earned in the day and was about to go home. I passed by an alley. It was getting dark and I wanted to go home quickly. Seeing the road clearly, he suddenly fell to the ground.

However, this is nothing, after all, she did know that she fell down out of nowhere at that time, maybe there were stones or something on the ground at that time.

However, when 'I' came back to my senses, Meihong suddenly discovered that it wasn't the so-called stones that tripped 'I', but a guy in strange clothes.

"Yeah.. sorry.. are you... all right?"

Subconsciously, 'I' wanted to apologize, after all the others didn't move because I didn't see the way clearly, but at this moment, that person suddenly grabbed 'my' hand.

"Eh?"

For a moment, 'I' was a little overwhelmed, even very flustered, after all, this was the first time a man held her hand, and it was so close...

"Do you... believe in "gravity"? "

"what?"

For the sudden question, 'I' was a little confused, what is "gravity".

As if he could see from his face that he didn't understand at all, the man continued: "Do you believe...that it actually makes sense for you to trip over me?"

"How can it make sense to stumble! Gentleman, please let go, or I will scream!"

Perhaps out of panic, 'I' raised my voice, but then, the man took advantage of the situation and let go of the hand that was holding me. 'I' wanted to escape, but my body didn't seem to listen to me at all. , couldn't move at all, even though she kept telling her to leave quickly in her mind, it still didn't help.

"You were panicked, hehe, you were scared, but...why didn't you run away immediately after I let you go?"

The man sat on the ground, staring at himself with sharp eyes, and said jokingly.

"I...I don't know..."

Fear..

Meihong, who was watching from the side, could clearly feel the fear in her heart as if she felt empathy, and this fear kept filling her heart.

Is it a monster?

'I' naturally knew the current situation, it was obvious that I couldn't run away because of what this person in front of me did to me.

When I think of this, the fear in my heart is raised to a higher level when I think of this.

“…”

The man squinted his eyes and looked at himself, who seemed to have been issued a "heat stroke notice", smiled evilly, and then he snapped his fingers slowly in the air, and then, Ling who was watching all this Meihong was surprised that something happened.

Whether it was me in the past or Meihong who is watching everything now, they all raised their heads and looked up..

In the dark night, brilliant rays of light flashed across the sky. Maybe she didn't know what it was, but she seemed to have a heart-to-heart connection. Meihong felt that the uneasiness was gradually disappearing in the shooting stars all over the sky, and she felt a sense of security. It began to gradually replace the fear that had just filled her body.

"Can you tell me your name?"

the man asked.

"Fujiwara..Mehong..My name...My name is Fujiwara Meihong."

I don't know why I answered the question of the person in front of me, as if it was an invisible traction, 'I' told him my name.

"Fujiwara Meihong... a very good name."

The man said this, and then he raised his head to look at the brilliant lights in the night sky: "It's called a shooting star. When a shooting star appears, it will randomly fulfill a wish of the wisher...the stronger it is, the more it will be fulfilled." The probability is higher...and your wish...what is it?"

"my wish....."

'I' looked at the shooting stars all over the sky.

It's beautiful.. Although I don't know why the person in front of me asks such random questions, but if I say my wish...

For a moment, "I" thought of my mother. For me, the thing I want to do the most is to cure my mother's illness, and then I will always be by my mother's side.

Even though she didn't have any mind-reading skills, Meihong next to her could fully feel all the thoughts in her heart at that time.

It's just that just when I wanted to express my wish, the meteor had already ended. At the same time, after I regained my senses, even the person who was supposed to be standing in front of me disappeared completely. He was still there with a dazed look on his face.

What exactly is going on! ?

Meihong looked at all that happened in front of her, and she was even more shocked in her heart. Although the "past self" in the dream didn't know who that person was, she did, and she would never wear that eye-catching blue and white dress. May forget.

Why is it BOSS...

Meihong covered her head with her hands and stood there in a daze.

You must know that in her memory, she can say with certainty that although she did fall, she didn't meet anyone, not to mention that when she met the boss, she was in Fujiwara...

I met the BOSS..in Fujiwara..fuji..

?

"..."

For a while, Meihong was speechless.

That's right, I am... when did I meet the boss...

Did you meet in Fujiwara Prefecture?

No...it seems a bit wrong. If I met the BOSS in Fujiwara Prefecture, then what happened to the BOSS I met at this time? forgot.

But if they met here, then what is this memory about...

Meihong looked at herself who was gradually going away, she didn't think this paragraph was something she imagined.

Just now, whether it was the mood or the reaction to the boss, there was an inexplicable sense of familiarity, as if she had really experienced it herself, it was so real, so real that she couldn't believe it was fake.

But..why..

Thinking of this, Meihong's thoughts couldn't go any further, and her brain couldn't think of any answers to the questions she asked, and everything in the past became extremely illusory under this question.

Is what I know really true?

Meihong suddenly had such an idea, and she began to doubt what she knew.

The answer..she wants to know the answer.....

At the same time, the scene began to gradually change. At that time, Meihong suddenly thought of what the BOSS said to 'myself' just now.

Suddenly, a bold guess emerged from Meihong's heart.

"Could it be...is this the "gravity" that the boss said..."

Chapter 320 Really?Fake?

"Do you believe... that it makes sense to trip over me?"

What BOSS just said to her past self has been lingering in her mind, and perhaps she couldn't understand the true meaning of these words at the time, but if these words were not addressed to her in the past at all...

Instead..

What about me now...

Meihong felt that her brain had come to such a conclusion unconsciously.

The reason why it is meaningful to be tripped by him is to make Meihong notice this difference...different from the memory she knows..

"How is this possible..."

Meihong who came to this conclusion felt a chill down her spine.

You must know that this is your dreamland!The dream was created by her past memories, but why did the boss in the dream talk to her...and if the memory in the dream was correct, why didn't she have this memory at all?

Meihong was "talking to herself", she couldn't agree with the answer at all.

Even if I forgot, why did the BOSS say such things at that time? Could it be that the BOSS at that time had already expected that he would see the past through dreaming?

For a moment, countless answers that horrified her emerged, and accompanied by these answers, there was also the dying mother lying on the bed. At this time, the mother was bedridden with a pale face, completely in harmony Yesterday Pai Ruo and the other two didn't even have the strength to sit up, and they were still coughing up blood from the corners of their mouths.

The scene has changed, just like before, and now she follows the perspective of "herself" and returns to the bamboo house where her mother is. With the passing of the night, she came directly to the morning of the next day.

And today is my mother's birthday, and it is also the day my mother died...

"Mother, you will be fine...Mother, you will be fine..."

'I' sat beside my mother, kept talking in my mouth, and at the same time, the bowl of medicine in my hand kept feeding the medicine to my mother who was getting more and more serious, and at the same time I kept praying, praying to my mother Able to get better after drinking the medicine.

As for Meihong, who was watching this scene, she felt uncomfortable.

Even though she knew that her mother would pass away today, even though she had already experienced this, she couldn't believe it when she saw this scene, that her mother who had vowed to be with her forever would leave.

'I' held my mother's hand tightly, pale and weak, without the slightest blood color that a normal person should have... very cold, but 'I' hugged my mother's hand in a whimsical way, wanting to warm up my mother's hand.

"By the way... Mother, today is your birthday, and you haven't made a wish yet... As long as you make a promise to stay with Xiaomeihong all the time, nothing will happen!"

'I' kept saying self-deceiving words to my mother. Although I was still young at that time, I already understood that my mother's time was approaching.

"Okay, little girl Hong...don't be sad, cough cough, don't be afraid...I'm just a little bit tired...just need to take a rest, just take a rest..."

The mother who was lying on the bed said slowly to herself, but the breath of the mother became weaker as she continued to speak, until the thin and weak hand in 'my' hand hung down like a puppet with a broken string. By the bed.

And accompanied by the appearance, there is also the heart-piercing cry of the past self when the mother passed away...

"Why..things..became like this..Why..mother died at this time.."

Meihong, who was watching from the side, couldn't bear it any longer when she saw her mother who had died of breath. She walked over and wanted to grab her hand, but reality reminded her that this was just a dream, and her hand directly through the mother's body.

yes..

This place is just a dream, a dream formed by her past memories, everything in front of her eyes is a fact, since it is a fact, no matter how much she tries to change it, it will be impossible.

but...

"No, no, no, no, no, no! Mother should not be dead yet!"

Meihong looked at the scene in front of her in disbelief, and "roared" in her heart desperately.

In her memory, she must know that the mother should have passed away with the best time with the BOSS tonight, how could... why are you leaving now...

However, when Mei Hong was in a state of confusion, she who was sitting next to her mother, who kept crying, also stopped her voice, and looked at her dead mother with empty eyes.

'I' stood up slowly, covered the quilt covering my mother, looked at my mother who had closed her eyes, and the old smile appeared on my face again, but this time, even if I kept He was smiling, but the tears in his eyes kept flowing down, and the expressions of crying and laughing appeared on his face at the same time.

"Mother, today is your birthday... Do you have any wishes? Little Sister Hong will help you realize~"

"Do you want to see that person...but that person is not worthy of being my father at all...Even if you don't care, Mother, Xiaomeihong hates her very much!"

"I can't help it. If it's my mother's wish, I will definitely do it. Now, please take a rest, mother!"

.....

"...I...what am I doing?"

Meihong looked at her past self talking to her dead mother, as if her mother hadn't died yet, was still alive, and was still talking to "herself", but from Meihong's point of view, this scene But it seems particularly ironic.

Because the words said by the "self" at this time are exactly the "reality" that should exist in her memory..

It's ridiculous..

Mei Hong looked at what was happening before her eyes, even a fool could see what happened, but she didn't believe... she didn't believe that the 'reality' that belonged to her memory was just imagined by herself after her mother passed away of!

It shouldn't be like this.. It's definitely not like this!Mother was still alive at that time, definitely still alive!It's... just a dream.. It's just a dream...

Meihong gritted her teeth, she denied everything that happened in front of her eyes, but even so, the scenes belonging to her 'memory' continued.

The past self closed the door of the bamboo house as if he really heard the wish of the dead mother, and then went to the market to work as usual until it was dark, and then went to the pharmacy to buy medicine, and everything was as usual.

It's just that this time "I" didn't go home immediately, but came to a certain mansion in Ping'an capital. This mansion is where she lives now, and it is also the beginning of all the turning points.

Fujiwara Prefecture...

'I' awkwardly turned in from the backyard. According to my own observations, I soon found my goal of coming to Fujiwara Mansion. Meihong also came to Fujiwara Mansion from the perspective of 'my'.

Following the gaze of 'I', Meihong saw a middle-aged man, but it was a man she didn't know at all. At this time, this man was sitting alone in the courtyard and admiring the sight in front of him. scenery.

Arrogant, supercilious...as if there is nothing in this world that he can't get...

However, it was such a strange person, but the past self ran out desperately and knelt down in front of him as if seeing hope.

"Where did the little boy come from? How dare you trespass into Fujiwara's mansion!"

disgust..

The moment Meihong saw him, there was endless disgust in her heart, but it was also this disgust that made her gradually think of this stranger's name, which she had forgotten for a long time...