Honkai, the behind-the-scenes simulator

[When you have certain knowledge or memory in your mind, it will inevitably be affected. 】

[Mei keeps poisonous knowledge in her memory, which can be said to be an extremely powerful self-suggestion, and it can also be said to be a meme that can be circulated through knowledge as a medium. 】

[You call it the self-destruct factor. 】

[Those memories may not look abnormal on the surface, but they will make people subconsciously pursue self-destruction. 】

【It is precisely because of this that in the entire Flame Chasing Moth, there are actually only two people who can implement this plan, and that is you and mei.】

[Because only you and her can absorb and comprehend the super-high-capacity knowledge full of self-destructive hints in a short period of time. 】

【In addition, in order to avoid being affected and self-destroyed at the moment of receiving this knowledge, the person who receives this knowledge must also have a strong willpower and a strong desire to survive. 】

[Having a strong desire to survive, but being able to choose to accept such a plan to die, this requirement may seem extremely contradictory, but it is not completely unreasonable. 】

[Afterwards, with mei's consent, the memory of the plan was deleted, and it was used as poison bait to lure thousands of people. 】

【"boom!"】

【"boom!"】

【Whether it's Kevin, Alicia or Mebius, they all fell into a daze because of the scene in front of them. 】

[But then, two short gunshots woke up several people. 】

[Looking quickly, no one was attacked—because the two fighters who chased the flames actually pointed their guns at themselves. 】

【This is not a voluntary suicide. Looking at the blankness on their faces, even I don't seem to understand why I did it. 】

【You are not surprised by this kind of thing. 】

[Not just this place, but everywhere in the world, wherever there are thousands of people, this kind of thing probably happens. 】

[The knowledge that there will be an almost mandatory implication leading to the ending of suicide in the invisible has been conveyed to each individual through the communication method between the Thousand Heralds. 】

[The crusade against the Herrscher of Thousands...has ended. 】

【Soon, all things... will come to an end. 】

【You took one last look at Mei's body lying on the ground, then turned around and walked towards your research institute without hesitation. 】

【but--】

【"ye!"】

[There is a roar from behind. 】

[The anger and coldness mixed in it can be creepy. 】

【"Ye! This kind of thing has something to do with you!"】

【Your footsteps stopped slightly, but you didn't look back, so you continued to walk forward. 】

[It's Kevin. 】

[When you first met him, he was still that carefree young man with a sunny face. 】

[But now he is already the strongest fusion fighter of mankind. 】

【He used to be full of hope and longing for the future. 】

[But after the incident of the Herrscher of Death passed, the sunshine and cheerfulness of the past disappeared from his face. 】

【With the deepening of the disaster, even half a smile can hardly be seen on that face. 】

[Until now. 】

[But, no matter what, it's over. 】

[This is already the last. 】

[Whether it's explaining for yourself or arguing with Kevin, it's meaningless, it's just a waste of time. 】

【Meaningless......】

【"Ye! Why do you always do this kind of thing? Do you think this kind of thing..."】

[Why do you do this kind of thing?You know it very well in your heart, and they actually know it very well, but they just don't want to accept it. 】

[In this regard, you don't need to waste time explaining what each other knows. 】

[Even if Kevin can guess that you are behind this incident, and it can even be said that you led it, so what? 】

[It's all over. 】

[It's pointless to dwell on this kind of problem at this time. 】

[Could it be that Kevin can still listen to mei after witnessing Mei's death and accept your explanation? 】

【Could it be possible that looking at the dead body of a companion who was acquainted in the past, just a few words of excuses, can make others no longer feel grudges? 】

[No need to explain, this kind of thing is completely meaningless. 】

【You don't need other people's understanding or liking at all. Whether it's love or dislike is meaningless to you, whether it's closeness or repulsion is no difference to you. 】

【"Ye! Don't you think this kind of thing is very interesting! Is it interesting to constantly sacrifice others!"】

[Do you find this kind of thing interesting? 】

[Your fallen foot slams on the ground and makes a sound. 】

【You take a deep breath, stop, grit your teeth, and turn your head slowly. 】

【"Is this kind of thing interesting?"】

【"not interesting."】

【"It's not funny at all!"】

【"How can this kind of thing be interesting!"】

Chapter 82 Alicia, I Said You Would Want to Kill Me

[Yes, in fact, Mei made this decision, which is essentially her personal choice. 】

[The special knowledge that can continuously induce suicidal impulses invisibly after being filled in the memory is compiled by you on the basis of the power of the Herrscher of Knowledge. 】

[You just told me that there is still such a way to deal with the Lawrence of Thousand People, and then Mei accepted the plan without hesitation. 】

[Thousands of Lawrence is a difficult problem that human beings must solve at present. Now that we can finally find a solution to it, even if the cost is his own life, it is not unacceptable to mei. 】

[Therefore she gladly decides to die. 】

[In this case, can you really be blamed for Mei's death? 】

【Yes, you already knew that if you bring this kind of plan to mei, then she will definitely agree. 】

[After all, mei's desire to protect human beings is equally as strong as anything else. 】

[Secondly, because of the use of the blank key and the overdrawing of the body by long-term high-intensity work, Mei's body has already been overwhelmed. 】

[Even if she didn't die in the incident of the Herald of Thousands of People, her life is almost at the end. 】

[For mei, it is undoubtedly a very cost-effective thing to use her life that has come to an end in exchange for victory in the war between humans and the Thousand Herrschers. 】

[For this reason, she even deliberately dismissed Kevin, just to let the Thousand Lawrence see an opportunity to attract the Thousand Lawrence to bite the poison bait. 】

[Mei chose to accept death after knowing her own ending, and she did so only to make her life maximize its value. 】

[However, for you, how could such a thing be interesting? 】

[If you think that it is because you failed to come up with a better solution, you have no choice but to let your comrades sacrifice in the end. 】

【Then, you will admit your mistakes frankly, and you will take the responsibility on yourself. 】

[But if you think that it is wrong for you to hand over the plan of defeating the Thousand Herrscher at the cost of your life to mei, you will never admit it. 】

[Because this is the best choice now. 】

[Because this is also Mei's own wish. 】

[As for what to say, "Is it fun to sacrifice others?"...]

[It's not funny at all! 】

[Obviously I hope everyone can become better, I obviously hope that everyone can become more beautiful, but in the end I have to end the lives of others with my own hands, how can this kind of thing be called interesting? 】

[Not interesting at all. 】

[Human beings today are equivalent to victims drifting on the sea in a small boat that may sink at any time. 】

[As the captain, you realize that because there are too many people on the boat, the boat may capsize and sink at any time. 】

【To avoid this from happening, you have to throw some of the passengers overboard. 】

[But did you do this kind of thing because you think it's interesting?Could it be because you like watching people who are thrown overboard struggling to thrash in the sea? 】

【It is up to you to throw some of the passengers off the ship because your ship cannot send so many people to the shore, and it is also because someone has to do things like throwing others off the ship. 】

[You also want to be able to achieve victory without sacrificing anyone. 】

[You also want your ship to be able to send everyone to the other side. 】

[Even if you are the only one who needs to be thrown overboard as a price, that's okay. 】

[However, the truth is, you can't do it at all! 】

[If you are unwilling to sacrifice anyone, then the final outcome is that no one can be rescued. 】

[If you refuse to abandon anyone, then the final outcome is just to let everyone die at the bottom of the sea. 】

【Those abandoned by you, you want to save them more than anyone else. 】

[Those beings whose lives were taken by you in the right name, you remember the faces of each of them. 】

[But, so what?What has happened will never change. 】

[Reality is not a fairy tale, and a perfect happy ending does not exist. 】

[So you are already doing your best, hoping to achieve a better future for civilization. 】

[So you are already doing everything you can, just to bring everyone a happier ending. 】

[Compared with the past, the ending of this incident no longer needs to force innocent people to make sacrifices, but someone who understands the current reality and follows his own inner thoughts to choose death willingly. Isn’t this ending very Are you gentle? 】

[This is already the best development you can achieve after doing your best. 】

[But now, someone actually asks you, do you think this kind of thing is interesting? 】

[How can this kind of thing be interesting! 】

【You sighed and didn't intend to continue explaining, so you walked directly to your research institute. 】

[Maybe it's the last moment, you occasionally feel that your mood swings are a little bit obvious. 】

[You have no complaints against Kevin, after all, strictly speaking, it was indeed your plan that led to Mei's death. 】

[Kevin's affection for Mei is also obvious to all, and even his willingness to participate in the fusion fighter experiment where no test subjects survived was also out of trust and support for Mei. 】

[So it is not something incomprehensible that it is difficult to suppress emotions when witnessing Mei die. 】

[On the contrary, you have no reason to have any mood swings because of this kind of thing. 】

[Maybe because when you see Kevin, you can't help but think of what this civilization used to be like. 】

[At that time, young people like Kevin could still smile carefree and enjoy a stable and ordinary life leisurely. 】

[But now, not only the peace of the past has been shattered, but even half of human civilization has been completely torn apart by the collapse, and will disappear from the surface of the earth. 】

[Mu Continent completely disappeared from the map with the ravages of the Ninth Herrscher. Even the Australian continent was first completely burned by the ravages of the Herrscher of Flame, and then the resource collection robots controlled by the Herrscher of Erosion dug up the continental shelf. empty, eventually triggering a massive collapse and sinking to the seafloor. 】

[Not only are many people who used to enjoy their lives in peace and contentment, they will never return to their daily routines, even civilization will never be able to return to what it was before. 】

[For this matter, you as researchers are responsible. 】

[After all, you are the ones who are only focused on moving forward, and have never realized the connection between Honkai and the level of civilization development. 】

[In the end, the entire human civilization climbed infinitely on this road of ever-increasing technology, and fell into a blood-spitting marathon in which it was racing against Honkai. 】

[If it wasn't for the rapid development of civilization that led to the continuous improvement of the Herrscher's strength, then even human beings still have to face the collapse and the apostles born in it, presumably every time the Herrscher is wiped out, the damage to the surroundings will not be in the end Too serious. 】

[In this case, human civilization may not fall to the present state. 】

[You have returned to your research institute. 】