Human, am I evil?

Di Ruiji didn't know what effect this vitality would have on ordinary people, but he was a kind of [poison], so he could become a part of his body.

If she absorbed all the vitality of the heart, this hidden time bomb would not detonate at some point in the future.

But she can't do this, she can change something a little bit, but she can't go too deep into a certain event, this is her agreement with Tianli, no matter what, she must abide by this contract.

She accepted this life force bluntly, and she should use this power in the future, so let's let it go now and see how the situation develops.

Leaving Sleeping Dragon Valley, Di Ruiji walked towards the other side of Longji Snow Mountain, which is the direction close to the sea.

There is a lake near here. This lake is not frozen, but the temperature must be very low. Most people will definitely be frozen when entering this lake.

But what surprised Di Ruiji was that she saw someone soaking in the lake, bathing with a natural expression, as if the water temperature was normal, which made people wonder how she persisted.

Taking a closer look, the person who was taking an ice bath was Yula whom I had seen some time ago. She seemed to have noticed Di Ruiji's gaze and looked over with a serious expression.

After seeing that the person by the lake was Di Ruiji, she was relieved. As long as it wasn't a boy, everything was easy to talk about.

It's just that Yula couldn't understand why Di Ruiji appeared here. The snow mountain is not a place where ordinary people would come. What did she come here for?

With someone nearby, Yula didn't have the mood to continue taking a bath. She came out of the lake, changed her clothes, and came to Di Ruiji.

Facing Di Ruiji's gaze, she coughed a few times and asked, "What are you doing in the snow mountain? This is not a place where ordinary people would come, it is very dangerous."

"Do you think I'm an ordinary person?" Di Ruiji asked back.

Uh...Yura was caught by the question. Thinking about it carefully, she doesn't seem to belong to the category of normal people. No matter how you think about it, her strange ability doesn't seem to be possessed by normal people.

Although she has never seen Di Ruiji fight, it can be seen from her not in any distress that she should not have encountered any trouble.

"What are you doing here again?"

"Me? Because I received information, I came here to investigate. Because of my physique, I can go deep into the snow mountain very well. As for what I am here for, this is a mission, and I can't tell you."

Yula regards Di Ruiji as an ordinary citizen. This matter belongs to the task of the West Wind Knights, and she does not want to involve irrelevant people.

"Cough! Cough! You haven't told me, what are you doing in Snow Mountain?"

"I want to find a place where there are no people to stay. I just haven't been here before, so come and have a look."

Di Ruiji sat down on a tree stump at one side: "I just didn't expect it to be more lively than I imagined. Qiuqiu people, fools and other things, I'm afraid even if I climb to the top of the snow mountain, I won't be able to find a quiet place Bar."

Yula looked at Di Ruiji, she... seemed to be different from other people in the city, although she was annoyed by the Lawrence family last time, she didn't show any dislike for herself who was also the Lawrence family Emotions.

She...should be able to communicate, she shouldn't reject herself like other residents of the city.

Thinking of this, Yula's pupils flickered, and she was about to leave, but suddenly wanted to have a good chat with Di Ruiji.

"That's it. That's right. There are a lot of people looking for you recently, right? Because you can treat those incurable diseases, many people come to you."

Yula sat down on another stump and said, "Your story has spread to other countries. I heard that someone has contacted Qin and wants you to go to other countries to treat people in their countries."

In the past few days, Di Ruiji has basically solved the problems within the scope of Mond, leaving only the patients in other countries that have not been dealt with.

Those people had their eyes on Di Ruiji's ability, and they hoped that with the help of the Knights, Di Ruiji could go to their country to deal with such matters.

"Not interested." Di Ruiji said without hesitation, "No one can force me to do anything, if you really want to see me, then come here in person. I don't owe them anything, and they don't want to force me work."

Yula couldn't help but look at Di Ruiji a few more times when she heard the words. She thought Di Ruiji was a kind girl. After knowing this, even if she had feelings for Mond, she would hesitate whether to go or not. Think so decisively.

Thinking about it carefully, Di Ruiji's words are fine, she doesn't owe anyone anything, and she helps others out of kindness, no one can coerce her or force her to do anything.

"Your idea is correct, but some people are so ill that they can't move, and it's unrealistic for them to come to Mond through mountains and rivers. What if you meet someone who definitely wants you to go?"

"Then don't save them. They are already at the end of their rope. There is no way to cure him. Who can guarantee that I will be able to cure that person? I think when those people come to me, I'm afraid they will also die." Don't really believe I can do it. Why would I do something so thankless if they don't trust me?"

"What if they come straight to the hard ones?"

"Then let a few more people who are supposed to die. Anyway, it's a bit lonely to die alone. It's also a good thing for him to have a few more people to accompany him."

The murderous intent in the tone made Yula look at Di Ruiji unexpectedly, and she became more and more sure that Di Ruiji was not an ordinary person.

At least this kind of killing intent is definitely not something a girl like her can show. I'm afraid she still has an identity that she doesn't understand.

"I've been talking about me, can I talk about you now?"

Di Ruiji looked at Yula and said, "When the person you took away kept arguing that you were a member of the Lawrence family, that person said that you were also a descendant of the Lawrence family, and other residents also spoke badly of you. what's going on?"

Di Ruiji explained the confusion in his heart: "You are different from that person. You are still a member of the West Wind Knights. You who protect Mond should be respected. But they reject you and hate you. Why? ?”

Yula fell into silence, she didn't really want to answer this question, she told herself so many things before, she couldn't not answer because it touched her privacy.

What's more, the reason for this is no secret.

"Because... I am a descendant of the Lawrence family, a descendant of sinners."

Volume 035: [-]: The Preaching Di Regis

Before the establishment of Mond, the Lawrence family made enough achievements as rebels during the period of the Lone King of the Tower to obtain a noble status.

But the descendants were corrupted by desire and power, and as the head of the old aristocracy, slavery was practiced, leading to the dark age of Mond.

At that time, the Mond nobles were basically corrupt, and the Lawrence family was considered the most serious category.

Until Vanessa raised the banner of rebellion, under the guidance of the wind god Barbatos, she overthrew the rule of the nobility and established a new order dominated by the Knights.

The Lawrence family was also cast into the pillar of shame, but they were not wiped out, because some of them contributed to the liberation of Mond, which is the reason why they can survive.

Until now, this family has been regarded as a symbol of darkness by the Mond people, bearing almost all the sins and all the hatred.

But they are not worthy of sympathy. These surviving descendants not only did not reflect on the behavior of their ancestors, but still inherited the rules of interests in the dark ages, and wanted to repeat the glory of the family and rule Mond again.

Yula is the descendant of the Lawrence family, but unlike other members of the family, she has no idea of ​​restoring the family glory, because she knows it is wrong.

Such thoughts will only make the residents of Mond more and more hostile to the Lawrence family, but she has no way to change the impression that is deeply imprinted in the hearts of the residents of Mond, because the damage the Lawrence family has caused them is too deep up.

The only one in the whole family who wants to make changes is Yula, who was blocked when she was invited to join the Knights, because the Knights were the culprits that turned the Lawrence family into what it is today.

Finally, with the help of all parties, Yula finally left the Knights, but so what?The people of Mond City will not change their opinion of her.

"Is that so, the descendants of sinners?" Di Ruiji nodded, "Because the blood of the sinners who once shackled Mond in the darkness flowed in his body, so he was rejected by others? I understand, this feeling."

"How could you possibly understand how I feel?"

Yula didn't believe Di Ruiji's words. Di Ruiji and her were not in the same line. She was a good person loved by the people of Mond, and she should not be confused with a sinner like her.

"No, I can understand." Di Ruiji repeated what he said earlier, "I know this feeling very well, but I am not a sinner, my existence is a mistake."

The Lawrence family still has a chance to recover, but it is not the family that returned to that dark age, but the Lawrence family that led Mond's rebels against the King of the Tower.

Although such a chance is quite slim, but with such an excellent descendant as Yula, as long as the family members of other families don't cause her trouble, she can definitely become a member of the Lawrence family, which is relatively different.

But Di Ruiji didn't have such an opportunity. She wasn't referring to her current self, she was referring to her past self as a black plague. Even if she wanted to do something at that time, she had no choice.

Was she a sinner at that time?Hmph, a sinner is no longer enough to call herself at that time, she is completely the embodiment of evil, a symbol of death, even existence is wrong.

So she can understand Yula's feelings, maybe that's why she was interested in Yula when she first met her.

"you..."

She doesn't seem to be lying, Yula can feel the loneliness in Di Ruiji, which can't be done by acting.

What did she go through?Yula couldn't imagine that a person like Di Ruiji would be ostracized. With her ability, no matter where she went, she should be the guest of those dignitaries and nobles. It was too late to flatter her, so how could she be ostracized.

"What do you mean by saying that existence is error?"

"Literally, I should not have been born, should not exist."

Di Ruiji shook his legs, reached out and put a bird on her finger, and said, "I can't tell you the specific reason, but I hope you can believe that I understand how you feel."

"...I understand."

Yula couldn't help smiling, this was the first time she smiled in front of outsiders, and she smiled at Di Ruiji, who she had only met twice.

She usually disguises herself with a stern expression, and erects an invisible shield for herself to save herself from innocent disasters.

The people in the family didn't understand why she joined the Zephyr Knights, a place that destroyed the glory of the Lawrence family, and the residents of Mond City didn't understand why she, a sinner, joined the Knights.

Except for some members of the knight order who were able to communicate with each other, this was the first time she met someone who could understand her feelings, and she felt a lot more relaxed for a while.

The conversation was almost over, Di Ruiji got up and was about to leave, Yula came to the snow mountain this time for a mission, she has delayed the other party for a while, and if she stays any longer, it will seriously affect her.

Before she could go far, Yula asked, "I'm Yula Lawrence, can you tell me your name?"

Di Ruiji paused, raised his head slightly, and said, "Di Ruiji."

"Di Ruiji? What a strange person, he actually said he could understand my feelings. How could that be possible?"

Looking at the back of Di Ruiji leaving, Yula smiled, not a fake smile, but a smile from the heart, this feeling has not been felt for a long time, the last time I felt this way was when I was a child.

I didn't expect such a strange person to appear. Isn't this even weirder than that guy Amber? I didn't expect there to be so many strange people, so I gained knowledge.

"Such a strange person, you need to observe carefully. As a member of the West Wind Knights, I cannot allow such uncertain factors to act in the city."

Yula, a descendant of a sinner, has her eye on Di Ruiji. She is looking forward to what sparks will collide between her as a sinner and Di Ruiji who claims that existence is evil.

Di Ruiji, who had left the snow mountain, was going to visit Fengfengjiao. When passing by Fengqidi, she saw Qin kneeling on one knee in front of the biggest tree, saying something softly.

"Master Vanessa, may your gaze on Mond remain clear. I wonder if the world, and me, have become stronger as you expected?"

I don't know who she is asking, maybe she is asking herself, or it may be the Vanessa she is talking about.

No matter what, her question will not be answered, just like when she used to ask here, only the breeze caressed her cheek.

"The world won't change." Di Ruiji appeared behind her and said, "You shouldn't change anything just to meet anyone's expectations. You shouldn't live for someone."

"Master Di Ruiji, why are you here?"

Qin looked at Di Ruiji in surprise. She didn't expect to meet Di Ruiji when she went out by chance. Is this a coincidence?

"Passing by occasionally, I happened to see you here. It can be seen that you are very tired."

Although it was hidden deeply, Di Ruiji could clearly feel the fatigue on Qin's body. I really don't know how she did it. Ordinary people shouldn't accumulate so much pressure.

"I made you worry, but my body is fine."

"I just listened as if it was true. Why are you here? You shouldn't have much time to go outside, right?"

Usually, the information she got about Qin from the bird was that she was working in the office, and she looked like she wanted to live in the office.

How could such a workaholic have the time to go outside the city and come here to pray with unknown meaning?

"It was Lisa's request. She said that I was too tired, let me take a good rest, and don't tire myself out."

Qin smiled a little helplessly. Originally, she still wanted to struggle, but everyone else said the same thing. She had no choice but to temporarily entrust the work to Lisa, and she had no choice but to come to here.

"You are indeed tired, the kind that is on the verge of limit."

"Actually, I still..."

"You think you can fool me? Human."

Di Ruiji's tone was a little harsher. Facing Di Ruiji's gaze, Qin lowered her head like a child who made a mistake, and said nothing.

She walked up to Qin, under Qin's gaze, put her hand on Qin's stomach, and used her ability to pull out all the fatigue in Qin's body.

On a very large scale, the [toxin] she had seen before formed a sphere at most the size of a basketball. The exhaustion absorbed from the violin actually formed a sphere with a diameter of about one meter, which can be said to be very exaggerated.

"...do you want to die?"

"But my body is fine. I use the power of the wind to adjust my body every time. There should be no..."

"The power of the Eye of God can only be used to treat physical injuries, but the mental pressure will not be eliminated, it will only accumulate slowly, and eventually explode when it cannot bear it."

Di Ruiji held the sphere in front of Qin and asked, "Do you know what will happen to this exhaustion in other people's bodies?"

"...what's the situation?"

"People who suffer from this exhaustion have a high probability of dying. Even if they don't die, there will be some kind of problem due to excessive exhaustion. Now you still think you are fine?"

"... Sure enough, I can't hide it from you." Qin smiled wryly.

As expected of someone who has recently gained fame in Monde, Qin was a little surprised when she learned about Di Ruiji. The power she controls is [poison], but it can cure diseases and save people.

It seems that Di Ruiji's ability is not as simple as he thought. As a human being, it is too difficult to hide something from her.

"Rest well, if you fall down, it will start a series of chain reactions. I mean negative, you should not want that to happen, right?"

"understood."

Is this preaching to her?She is usually the one who does this kind of thing to Keli, and she never thought that there would be a day when she would be lectured by someone. This feeling is quite novel.

It was the first time for Qin, who had been performing very well since she was a child, to encounter such a thing, and her mood was inexplicably complicated.

"Di Ruiji? Why are you here?"