Very Secretary

  Very Secretary-Chapter 851 Forgive Me

  Xu Daojuan silently followed out of the kindergarten. Seeing Chen Guodong put Chen Xin in the car, she couldn't help calling out: "Guodong, I have something to say to you."

  Chen Guodong's body froze for a moment, and he turned his head slowly and said, "What else can we talk about?"

  Xu Daojuan squeezed out a smile and said: "Guodong, Xinxin is also my daughter after all, I want to have a meal with her."

  Looking at Xu Daojuan, Chen Guodong smiled lightly, and said, "Since you left, you have never seen her once, why do you think of coming back to see her now?"

  This sentence carried a great sense of irony. Xu Daojuan's face froze for a moment, and she said in a low voice, "Actually, I miss my daughter very much."

   "I want to have dinner with my mother." Chen Xin who was sitting in the back of the car said this childishly.

  Chen Guodong's nose couldn't help but ache. He didn't want his child to become a member of a single-parent family, but the fact was that he couldn't do anything without mother's love. Relatives at home persuaded him to find another one, and someone introduced him to a girlfriend, but he refused because he was afraid that the child would suffer.

  Chen Guodong, who had already hardened his heart, softened his heart when he heard Chen Xin's words, and said, "For Xinxin's sake, let's go."

   When walking towards the nearby restaurant, Xu Daojuan said: "Guodong, I heard that you are now the secretary's secretary, congratulations."

   "There is nothing to congratulate, it's just work." Chen Guodong didn't want to tell her this, so he replied lightly, and then closed his mouth.

   Silently walked into the restaurant, found a quiet private room and sat down, a waiter followed up and said, "What do you want to eat?"

  Chen Guodong habitually pushed the recipe to Xu Daojuan and said, "Order."

   "One sweet and sour fish, one steamed pork knuckle, and one fried sausage." Xu Daojuan didn't even read the menu, and directly reported three dishes.

  Chen Guodong's heart stirred slightly. Of these three dishes, two were his favorite, and one was his daughter Chen Xin's favorite. Among them, the fried fat sausage was what Xu Daojuan hated the most. In the past, whenever she ordered this dish, she would delete it without hesitation, but now after a year of divorce, she took the initiative to order this dish when eating together.

Every bit of the past is in his heart, Chen Guodong thought he had forgotten everything about the past, if it wasn't for the existence of his daughter, maybe he would feel that Xu Daojuan had never appeared in his life, and now he knows that the past It was just hidden in the bottom of his heart, he thought the lid covering the bottom of his heart was a steel plate, but it was actually just a piece of thin paper, slightly wet, and the paper was torn.

   "Guodong, I was wrong." Xu Daojuan bit her lip, her eyes glistening.

Chen Guodong's heart twitched, and he said with a faint smile: "Daojuan, I'm eating this meal today for the sake of the children. Let's finish this meal quietly, and then go our separate ways. There is no need to say more."

Xu Daojuan's eyes blinked, and tears came out: "Guodong, I know you won't forgive me. This year, I also miss Xinxin very much. After all, she is a piece of my body, and I love her too. .”

  Chen Guodong didn't speak, he picked up the teacup, his face hidden behind the glass was a little distorted.

  Xu Daojuan let the tears flow down her cheeks without wiping them. She held Chen Xin's hand and said softly, "Xin Xin, do you miss your mother?"

"I think." Chen Xin said childishly, "I miss you every day. Dad said that you went out and would take a long time to come back. Now that my mother is back, I am very happy. I finally saw my mother again. "

   "Xin Xin!" Xu Daojuan couldn't help but put his arms around Chen Xin, and the tears flowed even harder.

  Chen Guodong put down his teacup and said, "Xu Daojuan, what do you want to do? My life with Xinxin has just calmed down, why did you come to break this tranquility?"

   "Guodong, I know you are still angry with me, but have you seen it? Xinxin needs me very much, the child cannot live without a mother."

  Chen Guodong's heart suddenly hardened, and he retorted: "You still have this kind of consciousness? What did you do long ago? Why didn't you think of this when you divorced?"

"Guodong, I was wrong, I also lost my head for a while, Guodong, I still love you, have you forgotten our past?" Xu Daojuan didn't have a good life this year. At the beginning, that The little boss is nice to her, but he has always refused to marry her. Later, she found out that the little boss has other women outside and often stays out at night. Last month, in a hotel, the little boss and a woman were stuck on the bed. Unexpectedly, he was beaten by the little boss for a while. After the beating, the little boss said disdainfully: "What do you think you are? Shit, I've been tired of playing for a long time, what qualifications do you have to meddle in my business? Let me tell you, go home if you are sensible, I can give you some money to guarantee your life, if you keep messing around like this, be careful I'll get someone to scratch your face."

  Xu Daojuan frantically pestered and fought, but the result was a violent fight between the little boss and the woman. Xu Daojuan, who was kicked out of the house, only remembered Chen Guodong at this time, and hated himself for not being able to withstand the temptation. Later, he heard that Chen Guodong was now the secretary of the municipal party committee secretary and would have a bright future, so he secretly observed her daughter's school time for a while, and came early to wait. Looking at Chen Guodong, I hope to move him with my tears and return to his side.

   "In the past? I've forgotten it long ago." Chen Guodong is a man, an out-and-out man. He can tolerate everything about Xu Daojuan, but he can never tolerate wearing a cuckold for himself.

   "Guodong, you are so cruel." Xu Daojuan shed tears, "If you don't think about yourself, you should also think about your child. Do you just have the heart to see the child without a mother for the rest of his life?"

  Chen Guodong smiled lightly and said: "Although you are still her mother in name, in fact, she has nothing to do with you at all, and you... don't want to be her mother."

   "No, Guodong, you can't change the fact that I am her mother." Xu Daojuan's voice became louder.

Chen Guodong sighed, looked at Xu Daojuan as if he was a stranger, and said sadly: "Daojuan, stop making trouble for no reason, I am not a safe haven here, and Xinxin cannot be your reason to turn back. We are not children , no matter what you do, no matter what you do is right or wrong, you must be responsible for your actions. Xinxin will grow up well under my upbringing. I believe that when she grows up in the future, she will definitely understand me .”

"Chen Guodong, you are so unfeeling and selfish." Xu Daojuan burst out word by word. His refusal made her completely desperate. She shattered the teacup on the table, grabbed a piece of broken glass, and pointed at her own. neck, muttered, "No one wants me anymore, what's the point of my life? Just die."