When I Found the Heroine As a Teenager

Xia Wanshuang still didn't finish that sentence. Her last two words sounded much lower than Zhou Qinglang thought she had only said half a sentence.

This half sentence is enough for her to be enraged.

Coupled with the words before the summer evening double, she felt that she was the happiest child in the world.

Although the kind of love is different from what she wants, she is already happy enough.

His heart was suddenly full of confidence, and he could despise all potential opponents.

After coaxing the little girl at home, in the summer evening, both rode out to buy groceries.

In fact, there is a supermarket not far from home, where she usually buys vegetables in summer and evening, but during the holidays, she will go to the vegetable market a little further away to buy some chickens and ducks raised by the vendors.

Zhou Qing Langben would also follow along. In the summer evening, she asked her to do homework at home, prepare for the final exam, and buy some food, she can do it alone.

In the summer evening, Shuang parked his car outside the vegetable market, thinking about what to buy today.

The entrance to the vegetable market was dirty, and the black shoes that I wore on summer evenings avoided a patch of dirty water and walked inside.

The vegetable market is a bit noisy, and the sounds of bargaining and shouting are wrapped in various smells, and it feels a bit messy.

Xia Wan Shuang liked this kind of atmosphere. After seeing various fruits and vegetables, I planned to go to the chicken stall first.

The live chickens made a clucking sound in the cage, and the boss was cooking the chicken that was just requested by the customer, cutting his throat, bleeding and plucking his hair, and his movements were neat.

"Little girl, buy chicken sauce, tender or old?"

"Buy an old hen, go home and cook the soup."

"Here, those three are all in good spirits, you can choose it."

Xia Wan nodded twice and looked at the three chickens beside the chicken coop. When she was choosing to stand up, she suddenly caught some familiar figures from the corner of her eyes.

This is the fourth time she has met the girl. In the noisy vegetable market, the girl wearing a black down jacket looks like a ghost, passing through the crowd and straight forward.

This person gave her a strange and complicated feeling, like a lonely soul walking on earth living in the sun, seeming to disappear at any time.

"Boss, keep this chicken for me. I'll come over and buy it later."

"You have to hurry up, if others are sold out and someone else buys it, I won't keep it for you."

"Okay, thank you boss."

Xia Wanshuang followed the girl's footsteps with some anxiety in her heart.

She was separated from the girl by a long distance, and Xia Wanshuang didn't know why she wanted to follow it. It could only be attributed to the curiosity of human beings so unreasonable.

Walking through the vegetable market, there are old buildings squeezed together. Clothes are hanging outside, and the entangled wires look like the interlaced wrinkles on the face of an old man.

Because of the different heights, the light of this building that Xia Wanshuang saw was blocked by the building in front. It was still daytime, but it made people feel a little gloomy.

The space is not airtight. At the end is the exit of this path, outlined by light.

But instead of going out, the man turned around and entered a door.

Xia Wanshuang only discovered that there were not all walls here. There were two glass doors where the girl entered.

There is also a plaque on the door, which is a massage shop.

Looking from the glass door, one can only see a brown leather sofa in a narrow space, and a wooden door next to the sofa.

The sound of rubbing mahjong came from the door which is not soundproof, mixed with the sound of laughing and cursing, making Xia Wan frown.

Suddenly there was a sharp curse and the sound of tables and chairs colliding inside. Xia Wanshuang's heart aroused anxiety. Before deciding whether to walk in or do something else, the wooden door was forced open.

The girl in a black down jacket looked at her through the glass door, her expression was obviously startled.

Xia Wanshuang saw the red and swollen palm prints on her face, and her brows tightened.

She used to think that the scars on her body were all done by the students in the school, but now she thinks it is not so.

"Want to walk together?"

She didn't ask why Xia Wanshuang appeared here, but asked softly whether she wanted to take a walk together.

"good."

Xia Wan nodded her head with a heavy heart.

She didn't stand to say anything, just silently followed the girl and walked forward with her.

"This winter is not as cold as it used to be."

The girl spoke, with a subtle smile on her face.

"Really, I feel colder than usual."

Xia Wanshuang also said like a small talk, she is very sensitive to winter, so she can feel that today's temperature is lower than last year, and the cold wind blows into people's hearts.

"Maybe something good happened this year, so I think this winter is actually not that bad."

Xia Wanshuang listened to the laughter of the person next to her, like a knuckle in her throat.

She probably understood what she was talking about, and she felt more serious.

"Today, didn't you work in that milk tea shop?"

In the summer evening, the twins changed the subject abruptly, thinking of the girl who nodded hello to her in the milk tea shop that day. It was actually not quite the same as today.

"I don't need to go anymore. The boss said that he wants to hire long-term workers. Student workers are still inconvenient, but it doesn't matter. I have already paid off the tuition."

"tuition fee?"

Now this semester is about to end, because high school is not in the nine-year compulsory education, so the high school tuition will be paid.

The tuition fee of No. 1 Middle School is 1,000 yuan per semester, and the accommodation is 1,300 yuan.

"Well, I borrowed it at the beginning of school and repaid a little every month. Fortunately, I paid it back."

"That...that's good."

Xia Wanshuang didn't want to mention her parents. If the girl's parents were cursing in the glass door, it would be very bad, and if it were not her parents, it would be even worse.

"Then have you eaten today?"

"You don't need to talk to me so bluntly."

The girl smiled and said, making Xia Wanshuang a little embarrassed.

"Not yet. Maybe I will go to the rice noodle shop around the corner. There is no food at home."

"Eat it yourself is actually quite good."

"Well, I also think, by the way, I haven't told you my name yet. My name is Qingluo."

"Is the last name Qing? What a special name."

If Xia Wanshuang had heard this name without knowing it, he would definitely think he was a very happy person.

Because the name sounds very vibrant, it must be the parents who love their children very much to give such a cute name.

But in this situation, it is impossible to say those words anyway.

"Yes, red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, green, green dill, it sounds like a very vibrant name, right."

Qing Luo said, her brown eyes were dark, she was still smiling, but only by looking at those eyes would she know that the smile was only on the surface.

"Here, let me share with you where I often come."

In the summer evening, I looked up and saw a building with many banners hung on it, like an office building, but there were many different studios in it, and I saw dance, art, and taekwondo at a glance.

The elevator went straight to the 32nd floor, the topmost floor. When you stepped out of the elevator, you saw the rooftop.

The rooftops were empty, and the winter wind passed through people's bodies, causing the pair to tremble unconsciously in the evening.

She saw Qingluo walk straight to the edge of the roof, stepped up, her heart popped out, her pupils tightened.

"You... it's dangerous there. Come back first, don't sit there."

"Don't worry, it's very comfortable here, you can see a lot of scenery, do you want to try it?"

Qingluo's two slender legs were dangling in the air, and the sound was taken away by the wind, and it swayed lightly, like a sigh.

Xia Wan cherished his life and carefully posted it aside, without the courage to step up.

There is no guardrail here. As long as Qingluo moves forward, she will fall down from the 32nd floor and become shattered.

"Shall we come in and talk?"

"You seem to be worried that I will jump like this, don't worry, I won't just die like this."

Cheongna raised her head and looked at the sky above her head.

Qingluo's pale face was thin. In Xia Wanshuang's vision, half of the gray sky and half of Qingluo's red and swollen face looked extremely depressed.

"In fact, I often think about what it would feel like if I really jumped down. It should be a feeling of relief. Sometimes when I look at myself, I feel my soul is floating in the air. I just look at the empty body like this. A person supported by piles of rotten meat and skeleton."

Qing Luo said to herself and closed her eyes.

The wind in December is not gentle, even very cold.

It whizzed past people's ears, leaving a biting cold.

"Actually, some things are not that bad."

Xia Wanshuang thought that he could say a lot of words to clarify, but looking at this kind of scene, it seemed that everything was in vain.

"Only when you are pulled up can you be qualified to say those things. I really envy Classmate Zhou..."

"Do you know Langlang?"

"Not knowing, maybe she doesn't want to know me."

Qing Luo's tone was brisk, as if she had thought of something pleasant.

"Do you know about us?"

Xia Wanshuang unconsciously took some vigilance in her heart. This person had never appeared in her and Zhou Qinglang's lives before, so how could she seem to know their past events very well.

"Know some, if this offends you, then I'm sorry."

Qing Luo's words are very beautiful, she tilted her head to look at Xia Wanshuang, her eyes were pure.

"If I had the luck of her, maybe I wouldn't live the way I am today."

"You can change it yourself."

Xia Wanshuang believes that fate can be changed by himself.

"But people can't resist. I have tried it. I ran away, called the police, cried, but what did I get back?"

Qing Luo murmured, her tone calm.

"I asked for help, but there was no one to help me. I wanted to run, but I was caught back. Many times I wanted to jump off, but why should I jump?"

Qing Luo pulled up her sleeves, making Xia Wan's heart tighten.

Qingluo now has no support from her hands, if one is unstable, she might fall from here.

But Xia Wanshuang's heart tightened when she saw Cheongna's wrist.

The skin on the thin wrist was not smooth and white, with traces of cigarette butts burns, needle sticks, pinch marks and some other bruises, which was shocking.

"They didn’t let me go to school, and told me that it’s useless to go to school. It’s better to be like them. The younger you are, the more you can get. I knelt and begged them to let me go to school. They saw enough of me. I only agreed with the response, but did not give me tuition. I don’t know how long I can delay..."

"absurd."

In the summer evening, he gritted his teeth and uttered these two words hard.

"Only reading is the fairest way, and it is also the best way for people who originally couldn't see hope to see hope."

"So I plan to run away with the money after the college entrance examination, but my grades are not good, can you help me?"

Cheongna curled her lips, and there was an abyss under her feet.