When the Juggernaut Comes To the Second Dimension
Chapter 324:
Money, power, status, everyone wants these things, and Yongye is no exception, but... he doesn't have much attachment to these things, he just wants to be moderate, especially after sacrificing a lot of trust and admiration for him These things were exchanged by his subordinates... Naturally, he would not be happy.
From the very beginning, what he yearned for was not these things. These things didn't mean much to him. They just treated him as a job as before. After all, the power here didn't mean much to him.
Instead, he should have a headache about the funeral arrangements for the fallen soldiers, and he couldn't help but look at the information on the previously killed adjutant Crane, and just stared at these paper documents in a daze.
"... Crane's wife and mother?... How am I supposed to write..."
Because there are too many, it is impossible to write every letter in person, but Yong Ye thought of writing at least some of the death notices of the last batch of soldiers at the airport.
But... no matter how much he thought about it, he didn't write anything.
Although I want to write about the glorious deeds and the heroic performance of the final sacrifice, although it can comfort the family to a certain extent, it has no twisting significance. Even if the honor is full in his lifetime, no matter how great the sacrifice is, use the most gorgeous words to whitewash it. , but there is no way to cover up the family members, the loss of the son and the loss of the husband's grief.
After thinking hard but unable to come up with a good method, Yong Ye finally sighed and put down the pen and temporarily gave up writing the death notice.
After pointing out the general direction of Tokyo's reconstruction after the disaster, he handed over the specific matters to the Tokyo Metropolitan officials who were in charge of these matters. Because of the different division of labor, he and the soldiers who did not understand the reconstruction work evacuated from the Tokyo Metropolitan Government Office and returned to the GHQ At the headquarters of , there are many places where there are damaged bone Christmas trees.
The repair of the Bone Christmas Tree was temporarily stopped because of the night. Under the stable situation, Yongye first revoked Lorna's supervision and supervision of Yu Qi, and then put down a lot of busy enough to make people feel a headache just looking at the thickness. The document refused to **** the soldiers, and carried the wine to the top of the Bone Christmas Tree.
…
The typhoon said it was coming, but it never came, which was unexpectedly slow.
However, due to the typhoon, the autumn wind on the top became cold and wet, and the cold wind was inhaled, and the cold wind kept circulating in the lungs, but Yong Ye took a sip of wine to warm his stomach.
In this memory, every day of my life is spent in the extreme state of killing and being killed. Although there have been no major problems so far, the guilt of killing at first has long since disappeared, and it just keeps repeating. A brutal game of killing each other.
This time he won the cruel game of life at stake.
Killing and plundering lives is really very simple for him now. It is like pressing the delete key on the keyboard after selecting the content in the editing environment, and the selected content will disappear. It's that simple and quick.
Anyway, for him, there are only two types of killing the enemy to survive and defeating the enemy and being killed, and nothing else.
It's not a dull day at all, it's repeated day after day until today, Yong Ye killed a lot of enemies last night, and after eradicating a few people he wanted to kill all the time, he didn't feel any joy, just got used to it. dull.
Something seems to be wrong, and there seems to be nothing wrong?
"...Forget it, this kind of thing has been used for a long time, the general problem has been solved, and now the thing to consider is... about the question of daath... How to deal with the daath of the immortal body?"
In the gloomy gale that heralded the approaching typhoon, Yong Ye just drank wine against the cold wind, as if taking the cold wind as a snack.
There are a lot of high-ranking officials and dignitaries in Japan who want to celebrate him, but Yongye is only on the roof of the Bone Christmas Tree. There is a problem with the lighting system. There is only a temporarily set dim yellow light, drinking alone.
Falling into strange different worlds one after another, endless journeys without knowing the future, the goal of killing gods is more absurd than the unrealistic dreams of children, and there is no hope at all. Confused and distressed.
He had no direction in life from the start.
And just when he was drinking alone in confusion and despair, intending to temporarily use alcohol to relieve his worries, he suddenly heard the sound of the door opening from the entrance of the rooftop.
The girl in the school uniform that was incompatible with the Bone Christmas Tree just walked towards Yong Ye who was standing on the edge of the rooftop. She couldn't help frowning slightly when she saw Yong Ye drinking again.
"Ye, I'm drinking again...Aren't you happy?"
"...Happy? Did anything good happen?"
Without looking back, Yong Ye just asked a question casually.
"I quelled the rebellion, became a general, and became a hero in people's hearts. Isn't this... not something to be happy about?"
"Ah... It's true. I have no reason to be unhappy. Well, I'm actually very happy. This is a celebration drink."
As if being reminded, Yong Ye lifted the bottle and shook it, describing the wine in his hand as a celebration wine.
Unfortunately, prayer is not so easy to fool sometimes, such as now.
"...Lying again."
"Haha, you are really sharp sometimes, how is it? Have a drink with me?"
The lie was easily debunked, but Yong Ye just revealed it lightly, and handed the bottle to Qi with a smile.
"…"
Without taking the bottle, Qi just stared at Yong Ye, who was smiling at her. She could see that this smile was fake, not real, but with unspeakable pain and silent sadness. There is an indescribable confusion.
Although she couldn't tell why, it made her very anxious... It was very uncomfortable. She wanted to know what the person in front of her was suffering from, what she was suffering and lost.
"…"
"…"
"Becoming a general... isn't that a good thing?"
There was silence for a while, and when Yong Ye started drinking again, Qi couldn't help but continue with the previous question, because she didn't know how to ask herself, so she could only do this, but Yong Ye didn't even think about it. Answered.
"General? That's not what I want."
"...Then, what does Ye want?"
Why does it feel as if his heart is being grabbed just by seeing his distressed appearance? It was very painful and uncomfortable to see her, and the complex emotions of anxiety were rolling in her heart, but she endured it, did not express this emotion on her face, and looked away.
Qi didn't know the source of this emotion, but she guessed that it was probably a feeling she liked. She hoped that this person could laugh and laugh from the heart, so after regrouping, she poured her gentle eyes on Yong Ye's body .
"...If it's for the night, I'll find a way to get anything, as long as I can, I'll do my best, so... tell me, okay?"
"What do I want?"
"Well, what does Ye want?"
"…"
Yong Ye was dumbfounded by this question that no one had ever asked before, what did he want?
Maybe... just in a peaceful place? Live in a peaceful place? Enjoy ordinary happiness? Away from killings and battlefields?
It is natural to want to stay away from killings and battlefields... I am afraid that no normal person would like war, who would want war? Yong Ye doesn't like it either.
However, in many cases, he has no choice.
If so, was he wishing he could escape the war? Do you really want to achieve ordinary happiness?
No... he may have been inseparable from killing, and it is difficult for him to imagine when he really finds peace, and... unless it is death, he cannot do without the battlefield and killing, right? It's not something he can control personally.
He didn't have a direction in life from the beginning, trying to pay for the price of karma, being corrupted in the killing, and then being killed by a stronger person, seems to be a choice that is not a choice?
Continuing the killing behavior, Yong Ye, who was already numb, estimated that he was broken somewhere, and he felt as if he was not human anymore.
However, compared to his own affairs, the girl in front of him made him feel a little uneasy.
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