Yearning for the cloud in my heart

On Labor Day, the school has a three-day holiday.

The teachers went on a trip together and always said it was at their own expense. When teachers go out for fun, they not only broaden their horizons, but also broaden their minds. They no longer think that primary school is the only place where they can establish themselves.

Wang Jiafeng met Chen Keyan in Wucheng. She told Chen Keyan some things at school and thought that she did not want to work in school.

Jia Li came forward to help Wang Jiafeng find a job in the city.

Within a few months, great changes took place in the school: first, Director Qi was transferred to the middle school to teach; second, Jiang Ming became the dean and obtained the"Teacher Qualification Certificate"; third, Chen Weiguo got married and left the school. Working in other places; fourth, Wang Jiafeng left school and went to work in Wucheng; fifth, the school added three new teachers.

A few years later...the school has fewer and fewer students.

Officer Huang came to Chunfeng Primary School again before retiring.

He said to Jiang Ming:"In the past few years, I encouraged you to apply for correspondence courses. Over the past few years, you have also spent a lot of money. There are still a few subjects that you have not passed, and you don't have to take them now; private teachers are about to withdraw from the stage of history. This It's a trend."

Jiang Ming wanted to ask: What should I do? But he didn't ask that, he just nodded silently, realizing at the same time that he should leave school and look for another life path again.

As the Spring Festival approaches, Jiang Ming hopes that Zeng Lanzhi will go home. He has never been so helpless as this time.

He planned to discuss two things with Zeng Lanzhi:

First, Jiang Yuesheng was promoted to junior high school. Where would he study?

Second, if you want to leave school, where will you go to find a job?

On New Year's Eve, Zeng Lanzhi still didn't go home to celebrate the New Year.

Jiang Ming suddenly realized that he had been waiting in vain for so many years. Until today, when he was over thirty, he finally understood: rely on yourself for everything and don't rely on anyone. Also, don’t blame anyone but yourself.

Jiang Ming thought that leaving school would mean complete failure, but he had to leave. He can only place all his hopes on his children. He thinks that if he takes his children to study in a big city, then he can hope to get into college.

Jiang Ming has been staying at home. He was too embarrassed to go to pay New Year greetings to his relatives and friends and did not go out to participate in any activities. He saw it clearly and figured it out.

Until the seventh day of the first lunar month.

Jiang Ming looked at his watch, it was seven ten in the morning. At this time in previous years, he would happily report to school. He would first meet with Principal Yan, chat for a while, and then discuss the teaching and teacher arrangements for this semester. Only this time, he was very busy, as if he was going to a school. strange place.

When Jiang Ming walked into the school and saw Principal Yan and Principal Zhang standing at the gate talking and laughing, he knew that Principal Zhang had been transferred to be the principal.

Seeing such a scene, Jiang Ming couldn't help but sneered twice, and then he realized that leaving school was his wisest choice.

Principal Zhang saw Jiang Ming, but Jiang Ming didn't take Principal Zhang seriously at all.

Principal Zhang felt embarrassed and bored, whispered something to Principal Yan, and left quietly.

When Principal Yan saw Principal Zhang leaving, he turned to look at Jiang Ming, waiting for what Jiang Ming wanted to do.

Jiang Ming asked Principal Yan fiercely:"Are you so willing to be the vice principal?"

Principal Yan said helplessly:"What can I do about the arrangements of the education team? Your dean of education……"

"I quit."Jiang Ming yelled immediately, interrupting Principal Yan's words, and looked hard at Principal Zhang who had not walked away. He felt that Principal Zhang could hear such a voice, and it was to protect his last dignity.

Principal Zhang listened. When Jiang Ming shouted, he was stunned for a moment and continued to move forward.

Principal Yan never expected that Jiang Ming would resign at this time and said in a comforting tone:"They won't be able to do it for a long time. It will take one year at most." Still have to go."

Jiang Ming waved his hand. He had never been so determined before,"I won't say anything anymore. I come to school now to resign."

When Principal Yan saw this, he thought that it would be useless to talk any more. He thought for a moment and then said,"It would be good to go to Wucheng. We have also been to Wucheng for tourism. If I were ten years younger, I would go out and have a try."

Jiang Ming was at a loss for words. He breathed a sigh of relief. Everything is just a thing of the past. Let's go to a new place and start a new life.

When Jiang Ming walked out of the school gate, he realized that he would no longer be a private teacher from now on. The corners of his eyes flashed. He still shed uncontrollable tears.

This was the school where he had worked for ten years. When he entered the school, he had so confidently thought that teaching would be his life, and he never thought that he would leave the school in the future.

He again Thinking that his marriage had reached an irretrievable point, he couldn't help but burst into tears. Could it be that this is my life? When Jiang Ming thought of this, he thought that his life was an extreme failure and he was ashamed of himself.

When Jiang Ming returned home, he felt empty. There seemed to be nothing left in the fuss. When he saw his daughter, he tried to listen to her daughter's thoughts,"Jiang Yue, do you want to go to Yangcheng or Wucheng?"

When Jiang Yue heard her father suddenly ask such a question, her face was blank and her eyes showed a timid look. She didn't dare to speak.

"If you want to go to mother, I will take you to Yangcheng. Jiang Ming controlled his emotions and added, his voice choked up unknowingly,"If you want to follow me, we will go to Wucheng.""

Jiang Yue looked at his father's expression and still couldn't make a choice.

Jiang Ming saw his daughter's expression and immediately understood: a child who is only eleven years old cannot judge and choose his own life. He is the only one the child can rely on.

Jiang Ming Realizing that he shouldn't ask like this, as asking like this would scare the child, as a father, he felt deep self-blame in his heart, and decided to take Jiang Yue to Wucheng

"I will go to Wucheng to find a job first, and then take you to Wucheng to study. I only have one wish: I hope you go to college, okay?"Jiang Ming looked at Jiang Yue and said, also cheering for himself.

Jiang Yue's face showed a hint of panic, and then a hint of joy.

Jiang Ming knelt down and hugged Jiang Yue's young body. He remembered the time when his daughter was born. How much he loved it. At that time, he hoped that his child would grow up healthily and live a happy and worry-free life.

However, he had to take his child to Wucheng alone, because he wanted to be both a father and a mother. He thought, for the sake of the child, he would do whatever it takes. Face everything around you with strength.

Jiang Ming and his wife have always been at odds: his wife only thinks about making money, and it seems that making money is the only thing; while Jiang Ming sticks to poverty and is unwilling to leave his children at home alone and go to school with his wife. Jiang

Ming thought about divorce many times, but was very worried that his children would not be able to bear the blow. Despite this, Jiang Yue seemed to understand the relationship between his parents and became taciturn.

Jiang Ming thought of his past and blamed himself very much. He said to Jiang Yue in a comforting tone:"Jiang Yue, don't worry, dad will always accompany you when you grow up."

Jiang Yue nodded slightly, as if he still had something to worry about.

Jiang Ming specially brought the"Teacher Qualification Certificate", selected a few books, a sound system, a mattress with wadding, a bed cover with wadding, and put the sheets in a woven bag. , and then packed the clothes in a suitcase.

No matter what, you must find a job in Wucheng. No matter what situation you encounter, you must face it firmly and never flinch. Jiang Ming secretly thought, half for the children and half for himself Jiang

Ming prepared his luggage and went to the front room to say goodbye to his parents.

"Have you really resigned?"Jiang Ming's father still asked worriedly.

Jiang Ming blinked and nodded.

"You found a job in Wucheng and came to pick up Jiang Yue?"Jiang Ming's mother stared at him and asked, tears streaming down her face.

"Are you sure about going to Wucheng?"Jiang Ming's father asked.

When Jiang Ming heard his father ask this, he realized that he had no confidence at all to find a job. But in order to reassure his father, he concealed something and said with a smile:"It's easy to find a job, the salary is Not sure how much."

When Jiang Ming's father heard this, he immediately smiled and said:"Yes, find a job first."

Jiang Ming returned to his room. He looked around the room. Everything in the room was so familiar that it made people reluctant to leave. He pursed his lips and walked towards Jinghong Highway with a woven bag in one hand and a box in the other. Go.

Jiang Ming’s father and mother held Jiang Yue’s hands and followed behind to see them off.

"Uncle, Mom, there is no need to send it."Jiang Ming held back his tears and said that he didn't want the two old people to leave their hometown again when they saw his desolate state.

He couldn't help but sigh: after ten years of teaching, everything starts over.

The four of them walked to Jinghong Highway, waiting for the bus to the city. Bus.

Jiang Ming's mother pulled Jiang Ming to the side and carefully handed Jiang Ming a paper bag. Jiang Ming knew what was inside, and a burst of tears flowed out.

He thought of himself teaching in school these years. , and his mother supported him when he went out, he thought that he should take another road.

The bus came.

When Jiang Ming walked into the bus, Jiang Yue suddenly shouted:"Come back early to pick me up to study in Wucheng"

"OK! Jiang Ming responded loudly, trying his best not to let tears flow out, and yelled hoarsely,"I will find a good school and pick you up to go to school.""

Jiang Ming was sitting on the bus bound for Wucheng, looking at the still familiar scenery on the roadside, and naturally remembered the only time he traveled to Wucheng. He thought to himself, things are really different now, but this time he is going to Wucheng. However, he must also thank that trip for giving him the courage to leave the village and go to a big city like Wucheng to find a job. When the bus arrived at Wucheng Passenger Terminal, Jiang Ming followed the passengers out of the station, but he didn’t know where to go.. When he saw the Wucheng Railway Station opposite again, he couldn't help feeling nervous and excited.

Jiang Ming thought of this at this time. He thought of Chen Keyan, but thought that Chen Keyan already had a boyfriend and didn't want to disturb others anymore; he thought of the Wang family Feng, I thought about calling Wang Jiafeng, but thinking that Wang Jiafeng might be at work at this time, I also felt that it was inappropriate.

He walked to the west of the passenger terminal and could not walk far to Fuxing Village.

Jiang Ming thought about"Fuxing Village" , I thought, this might be Jiang Ming’s place of revival. I’ll live here.

Jiang Ming thought while looking for a school. He didn’t go far and saw a"new seedling" school. Jiang Ming walked to At the door, I asked an old man guarding the door:"Hello, master, are we recruiting students from other places here?""