Chapter 56

"Hmph, there is also self-knowledge,"

The boy was called Lin Xiaoman, and when he heard what the stranger said, he snorted coldly and said;

Mu Jin looked at his attitude, and didn't say anything offensive,

"What? Are you planning to spend the night here?"

Waiting for Mu Jin to leave, but Lin Xiaoman looked at him as if he had no intention of leaving, and said unhappily;

"If you want me to leave, then you have to tell me, why do you want to die?"

Mu Jin stood here, looked directly at them and asked word by word;
"If you convince me, I can leave."

Hearing such an outlandish request from Mu Jin, Lin Xiaoman was taken aback for a moment, even Shengsheng, who was hiding behind him, glanced at this stranger in surprise.

Noticing Shengsheng's eyes, Mu Jin's eyes were full of kindness and sincerity, and she politely smiled from the bottom of her heart;

What Mu Jin did was, of course, to make this low self-esteem little girl feel that she had no malice towards him.

Judging from his actions just now and his situation, being sensitive, he must have subconsciously determined that he would bring him some kind of malice, so he said that he saw him staring at him.

It will automatically and subconsciously hide, this is completely normal.

Sure enough, the sensitive Shengsheng didn't sense the slightest bit of malice in Mu Jin's eyes, and obviously no longer evaded.

"why?"

Lin Xiaoman was stunned for a second, and then returned to his original appearance, staring straight into Mu Jin's eyes and asking suspiciously.

He couldn't understand, what was this guy thinking of doing?
"It's just for peace of mind. After all, if you die like this, my conscience will not let it go."

"Hehe, you hypocrite."

It turns out that everyone carries the seeds of selfishness, and when necessary, it is exposed, and it can also be said to be so high-sounding.

Lin Xiaoman's heart became colder and colder, and he couldn't help chuckling.

【Host, what are you really planning to do? 】

Seeing that Mu Jin didn't seem to want to help them at all, System 188 suddenly became anxious and couldn't help talking.

When Mu Jin mentioned his conditions, he knew that whether the mission would be successful in the end was an unknown.

Could it be that Mu Jin really intends to watch them die in despair?
Mu Jin heard it and didn't refute anything.

"It doesn't matter what you think, anyway, you are not someone to me, your disdain is for me, it's just saying that there is no harm."

"..." Lin Xiaoman really had nothing to say this time, and he felt a little aggrieved all of a sudden.

"Do you really just want to know?"

Lin Xiaoman didn't answer his words, but Shengsheng who was behind him unexpectedly spoke out, although the very hoarse, sweet and moving voice was not at all sympathetic. Not to the side, but Mu Jin didn't frown at all.

Sometimes, treating others is an extra understanding, which is also a kind of self-restraint, which is very important.

Shengsheng has been observing Mu Jin all along, and he has not missed any of his expressions. After realizing that his eyes did not reveal that others heard his voice, he subconsciously frowned. This is what made him Feel inspired.

"Shengsheng, you"?"

Lin Xiaoman turned his head to look at Shengsheng behind him in surprise, but he didn't understand why he was doing this?
Shengsheng, who never liked to talk, actually started talking on his own initiative, but looked at him like that, as if he was not afraid of strangers anymore.

"Little sister Shengsheng, tell me, I simply want to know why you are so young, and why you want to die so much."

"Okay, I said."

"It can be said that we are maggots forgotten by the world in a dark corner. People under the sun can see the light through black eyes, but what has always been with us is only endless darkness. "

From this, Mu Jin learned that when they lost the care of society, when faced with the most cruel and indifferent people, it would be terrible for the weak to attack them.

It turned out that Lin Xiaoman had a mentally retarded mother, and his father also thought he was an alcoholic. Usually, he liked to beat Lin Xiaoman's mother in front of his son. The man who gave him child abuse.

When Lin Xiaoman was tortured, he met Shengsheng. It can be said that if he hadn't met him, Lin Xiaoman would have left this world long ago.

At that time, Shengsheng was surrounded by several boys in a corner.

The boys held rocks of various sizes in their hands, and kept throwing them in the direction where Shengsheng was standing; their faces were full of laughter and contempt.

It has never been discovered that the seven or eight-year-old child who is called by the adults as the face of a little angel has such an ugly smile on his face.

When Shengsheng said this, there were still tears in his eyes, he took a deep breath, and then continued,
"When I was seven or eight years old, I vaguely knew that I was different from others. However, for congenital disabilities, this concept did not exist at all. That time I really cried very loudly, feeling They treated me like that because I'm different from them, and you deserve it, you're different."

"Later, I found out that there are women, men, and disabled people like me in the world. When I am with my classmates, they seem out of place. They are not the opposite sex. I am the only one in the class other than your woman. As a disabled person, an invisible wall has always stood between me and them."

"Everything I encountered made me feel more and more inferior in my life, even talking to others, I mustered up great courage.

Failure in the college entrance examination, failure to apply for a job, parents' incomprehension and dislike, and stranger's malice." Having said that, here, Shengsheng began to choke up his voice
"It's all about saying that I don't deserve to be alive"

At this moment, Lin Xiaoman hugged each other with tears in his eyes; "Shengsheng."

"Xiao Man was also diagnosed with advanced gastric cancer a month ago, and he won't live long, so I said, the only person around me is about to leave me.

We have nothing, all the things that support us to live are gone, you say, we don't have to live. "

Their life has been in darkness all the way, and they are back to the original point again!What's wrong?

(End of this chapter)

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